ancient female doctor

Chapter 53 Goal
Qingzhu closed the door and stared at the small box of gold for half an hour with a smile on her face, until Ah Mo couldn't stand it any longer.

Ah Mo curled up his fingers, and tapped the table several times in a row, Qingzhu turned his eyes to Ah Mo reluctantly, and looked at him with questioning eyes.

"You are like this, a bit worthless." Ah Mo said solemnly.

"If I can get so much money for being worthless, I am willing to be worthless forever." Qingzhu said with a smile.

"It's not like you." Ah Mo frowned and shook his head.

"Why?" Hearing what Ah Mo said, Qingzhu became interested, and asked while looking at Ah Mo.

"You don't seem like someone who is obsessed with money." Ah Mo's brows were still tightly frowned.

"I get up at dawn every day, go out to collect herbs after eating, and only go home when the sun is about to go down. If it's not for money, why should I work so hard." Qing Zhu said.

"If it was just for money, you wouldn't have saved me." Amo paused, and then said, "I know, you almost spent all your savings to save me. If you are a money lover, you It won't be like this."

"You hate people who love money?" Qingzhu asked, looking at Ah Mo with her eyes wide open.

"Not really." Ah Mo shook his head, and continued: "If I hated people who love money, I wouldn't cooperate with you to ask Zhu Anzhi to pay such a high price, it's just..."

"It's just that I feel a little uncomfortable. You like this shouldn't be you."

Ah Mo's words were hard to pronounce, but Qingzhu understood it.

Qing Zhu let out a long sigh, and her gaze drifted far away. After a long time, Qing Zhu said: "Ah Mo, everyone has a goal. People without goals are not called people, but walking dead. But Ah Mo, my goal may not be realized in this life, because..."

Qingzhu said, drawing a large circle with her finger: "Because in this place, I can't see the hope of realizing it."

"Why?" Amo asked calmly.

"Because... because I'm a woman, collecting herbs and buying them is already the limit that people can accept. Besides, I'm not good at learning, so I don't dare to harm others or myself." Qingzhu sighed again With a sigh of relief, deep regret filled his eyes.

"Would you like to talk?" Ah Mo lowered his voice and asked.

"I dare not." Qingzhu shook her head, eyes full of confusion.

"Don't dare?" Ah Mo raised his brows slightly and said.

"Well, I dare not." Qingzhu said, her tone lowered.

She didn't dare, she didn't dare to tell anyone that she didn't belong to this world.Because she was afraid, she was afraid that once she said those words, people would think she was crazy.If you just think she is crazy, then that's fine.What I'm afraid of is that people will think that she is an evil spirit, and then she will be doomed forever.

"If you continue to be afraid, one day you will be defeated by yourself. You must know that the most terrifying thing about a person is being defeated by yourself." Ah Mo said, with a trace of pain in his eyes.

He was also defeated by himself, so, that's why he survived...

"Ah Mo, everyone has a secret. You have one, and so do I." Qing Zhu said with a weak smile.

"Okay, I won't ask any more." Ah Mo nodded and said seriously.

"Thank you." Qingzhu said in a low voice.

The two of them fell into silence for a moment, and the atmosphere in the room did not become tense.

After a long time, Qingzhu said quietly: "Ah Mo, can I trust you?"

Hearing Qingzhu's words, Ah Mo hesitated for a moment, then nodded vigorously: "Yes."

After Ah Mo finished speaking, Qingzhu remained silent for a long time, then she smiled and said, "I believe it. How about I tell you a story."

"Okay." Ah Mo nodded, and said, "I will forget."

"There is a woman who was born in a medical family. She has been deeply in love with medicine since she was a child. The family sent her to a place full of Xinglin masters to study. And she is also full of longing, hoping to wait for her to learn. After she succeeds, she can practice medicine to help the world, hang pots to save people, and become a generation of famous doctors just like her grandparents did. It's a pity that she didn't wait for that day after all."

"Because, before she finished her studies, she woke up from her dream..." Qingzhu's voice was very deep, as if the air was about to condense.

"Is it Nankeyimeng?" Ah Mo tilted his head and thought for a while, looking at Qingzhu and asked.

"Probably." Qingzhu nodded, and said: "It's a pity that the person on the yellow beam pillow dreamed for a lifetime, but that woman, she didn't even dream for half her life, and she was already awake."

"It's better than someone who doesn't have such an adventure in a dream. Besides, she shouldn't have forgotten what she learned in the dream." Ah Mo said.

"Yes, I haven't forgotten. But so what, half-baked doctors, if they can't recognize their level, will be the most terrifying executioners in the world." Qingzhu said disappointedly.

"How do you know that she isn't underestimating herself?" Ah Mo said.

"People are valuable to have self-knowledge." Qingzhu smiled self-deprecatingly.

"But there are still those in the authorities who are confused by the onlookers." Ah Mo looked into Qingzhu's eyes, and continued: "At least, she used an unheard of medicinal material to cure a person who had almost stepped into the gate of hell. You know, such a heavy Injury, many famous doctors will only let the family prepare for the funeral."

"It's just a matter of doing one's best, obeying the fate, it's just a fluke." Qingzhu said.

"Then how can she explain that she cured many people's diseases with some common things?" A Mo continued.

"Those are just minor ailments, and it's not surprising that they can be cured." Qing Zhu shook her head and said.

"Many people may only suffer from some minor ailments for a lifetime." Ah Mo said.

"But many people would not seek medical advice just because of such a small problem." Qingzhu replied.

"No doctor would stay by the side of a patient whose origin is unknown and who might even be in serious trouble. And he would not hesitate to damage the hair and skin given by his parents for this patient. Her medical ethics are unquestionable." Ah Mo Looking at Qingzhu said.

"What can I do if I only have medical ethics but no medical skills." A self-deprecating smile appeared on Qing Zhu's face again.

"But a doctor with no medical skills but no medical ethics is even more terrifying." Ah Mo said.

"It's useless." Qing Zhu said with a wry smile.

"What are you afraid of?" Ah Mo stood up, took two steps towards Qingzhu, stood directly in front of Qingzhu, blocking Qingzhu's sight, and said.

"I'm just a girl." Qingzhu also stood up, because she was not as tall as Ah Mo, she simply stood on the bench, looked down at Ah Mo and said.

Ah Mo smiled: "At this time, you don't think you are a woman."

Qing Zhu's face turned red, she got off the bench awkwardly, and said: "But so what, they won't believe me."

"There will always be people who believe in you. The villagers of Xiajia Village are the best example." Ah Mo looked at Qingzhu and said.

"You won't understand." Qingzhu shook her head a little irritably, but her mood was not as low as before.

"You don't look like Xia Qingzhu who dared to fight the birds of prey on the cliff with the right time and place, nor did you look like Xia Qingzhu who didn't even snort when washing the wound with salt water. The Xia Qingzhu in my heart , not such a cowardly, cowardly person who looks forward and backward." Ah Mo looked at Qingzhu, and his face regained his calm.

"Human life is at stake, how can it be child's play!" Qingzhu said heavily.

"If you don't try, how will you know whether you can do it or not?" After Ah Mo said this, he turned around and opened the door of the main room, letting the afterglow of the setting sun shine into the main room and onto Qing Zhu's body.

"If you don't try, how will you know whether you can do it or not?" Qingzhu murmured and repeated Ah Mo's words, her face was sometimes happy, sometimes hesitant, sometimes confused...

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