Feng proud of the world: the king is too black

Chapter 327 Can't Forget, Just Face It Bravely

"An Ya, it's me, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to disturb your cultivation." Ji Qin'er endured the pain in the soles of her feet, turned around and stood there smiling at An Ya.

The white mist around An Erya receded gradually, but the white light covering him did not dissipate. He jumped out of the water, stepped on the lake, and stood there looking at Ji Qin'er with deep eyes.

Ji Qin'er curled her lips, she was not shrouded in light, she didn't know if Anya could see herself, but she could clearly see that the light surrounding him was too bright, and she could clearly see his expression.

His eyes were as bright as the stars in the sky, but a flame jumped from the bottom of his eyes. When he saw clearly that it was Ji Qin'er standing by the lake, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, "Qin'er, it's so late, why are you here?" do what?"

Ji Qin'er smiled, and tightened her clothes, "I was just taking a bath."

It was only then that An Ya noticed the wet apron and panties at her feet, and his eyes were fixed on her. Her gauze skirt was very thin, like cicada wings, but she looked very beautiful when she wore it.

An Erya's eyes deepened, and her eyes were tightly locked on her body, standing there like a mountain, motionless.

"You continue to practice, I'll go back to sleep." Ji Qin'er waved her hand, turned around and wanted to leave.

"Qin'er, wait a minute." An Erya called her hastily, Ji Qin'er turned around, and couldn't help being surprised, An Erya stood calmly in front of her, only a foot away.

"An Erya, your practice has improved a lot!" Ji Qin'er took two steps back, looked him up and down, and couldn't help but marvel, how quickly did he put on his clothes?

This didn't surprise her, what surprised her was that his clothes didn't drip, they were dry!
People with strong spells are cool, and even clothes can be dried instantly.

"Cultivating here is beneficial to me." An Erya said, her eyes still locked on Ji Qin'er.

Hearing what he said, Ji Qin'er wanted to make some things clear to him. What Concubine Ming told her still troubled her. She couldn't communicate with Concubine Ming. If she wanted to communicate with An Erya, she should be able to Make things clear.

"Anya, do you have something to say to me?"

"Why does Qin'er ask such a question?"

"You have nothing to say to me, what's the point of telling me to wait?" Ji Qin'er looked at An Ya with a smile. She felt that An Ya had changed because his cultivation base had improved, so she thought he had changed?Or has he always been like this?

An Erya's eyes were deep, and she locked her face tightly, "I want to be with you, do I need something to make you stay?"

Ji Qin'er raised her eyebrows, "I don't want to disturb your cultivation, and I have to go back to sleep."

"It's a nice night tonight, you can enjoy the night with me for a while, I have something to tell you." An Ya said.

The corners of Ji Qin'er's mouth twitched, and she subconsciously raised her head to look at the sky. Why doesn't she think that the night is good tonight?What is she going to stay here to enjoy the night with him?
What's there to appreciate about black?
"Okay, let's find a place to sit down and talk slowly." Ji Qin'er smiled, since he has something to say to her, it should be about getting married, it's better to make this matter clear earlier, so she might as well not have to Worry about this.

"Go into your secondary space, I want to sit in it."

When Ji Qin'er heard this, she frowned slightly, thinking that An Erya was very strange. This was the first time he proposed to enter her space. Since she recovered her memory, she has become more selfish. The space is hers. Like her house, she loves to keep it clean and doesn't want others to go in.An Erya brought it up, she hesitated to agree, but she was curious why he entered her space, just when she was about to answer, a voice came from her body: "Don't agree, it's your space, don't you You can let Anya in."

"An Erya, go to my room and talk, I don't want to enter the space." Ji Qin'er sighed helplessly, her beautiful face suddenly became sad, "Every time I go in, I must silently say that I love Nangong Yilu San Every time I read these words, my heart feels like a knife..."

When An Erya heard it, his eyes were deep. Of course he knew how deeply she was hurt by Nangong Yilu. Seeing her sad appearance, An Erya immediately put everything else behind her and said softly: "Okay." , if we don’t enter the space, we won’t enter in the future.”

Back at Ji Qin'er's room, Ji Qin'er brought out all the nuts An Erya had prepared for her, and brought out a pot of tea, "Let's chat and eat snacks tonight, talk until dawn, and sleep well .”

An Erya sat at the table, her eyes followed Ji Qin'er all the time. Ji Qin'er changed her clothes as soon as she came back into the room. Now she is wearing a blue skirt and her hair is draped, giving her a very sensual beauty.

"Miss Min has come to look for you, right?" Anya looked at her and asked in a low voice.

Ji Qin'er grabbed a handful of open fruit and ate it, nodded, and said, "Yeah, what did she tell me, she must have told you, right?"

An Erya's eyes flickered slightly: "Then what do you think?"

Ji Qin'er looked into An Erya's eyes, and said frankly: "I didn't promise her, An Erya, you probably know what I think in my heart?"

An Ya shook her head, her eyes were deep: "I don't know."

Ji Qin'er smiled wryly, put the peeled fruit into her mouth, sighed while chewing, "I thought you were the person who understood me best in this world, even you didn't know what I was thinking."

"You are thinking in your heart that you will not marry me. Qin'er, but I want to marry you. You understand my love for you. Now that you understand, why don't you accept me?" Anya looked eagerly Looking at Ji Qin'er, her eyes are full of affection.

Ji Qin'er felt her head hurt a bit, she looked at An Erya, and said seriously: "This kind of thing can't be forced, An Erya, I don't love you, so of course I can't marry you."

"If you don't love me, who do you love? You love Nangong Yilu? Qin'er, he hurt you like this before, yet you still love him? You're just digging into a dead end, and it will only make yourself more and more painful!"

"I don't love Nangong Yilu, and I don't love you either!"

An Erya's fingers tightened tightly, her eyes darkened, "What will it take to fall in love with me? Qin'er, as long as you tell me, I'm willing to wait another 1000 years!"

"An Erya, let's not talk about this for the time being, shall we? Let's talk about other things." Ji Qin'er felt that her head was getting bigger, and An Erya was too rigid. If he waited for a thousand years, she would not fall in love with him .

Love cannot be forced, the more reluctant, the more disgusting it is.

An Erya's face darkened, her tone was not very happy, "Then what do you want to talk about?"

Ji Qin'er put back the unfinished pistachios in her hand, looked at An Ya seriously and asked, "Are you going to live in the Palace of Sun forever?"

Anya raised her eyebrows, "You don't like it here?"

"Don't you think living here for a long time will make people collapse?"

An Erya frowned, not quite understanding her words, "Qin'er, do you want to leave the Palace of Sun?"

"I want to go back to Jinling City, I want to go back to the yard you bought for me, and I want to live with Zi Yantao and Luo Riyao." Ji Qin'er said quietly.

"Would you go back if Zi Yantao and Luo Riyao weren't there?"

"An Ya, they are my friends. I can chat with Yantao about anything, but in the Palace of the Sun, I feel like living in hell. There is no sunshine during the day, and no moon and stars at night. This kind of environment, after a long time It will annoy me." Ji Qin'er said, her tone already reveals her rejection of the Palace of Sun, and it can be heard that she doesn't like it here very much.

"Qin'er, I will continue to stay here to practice." An Erya said, his eyes were a little strange, he lowered his head to cover the strange eyes, his face changed slightly.

Ji Qin'er raised her eyes and took a deep look at him, "You can continue to stay here to practice, I will go back to Jinling City, and I will wait for you in Jinling City."

An Erya raised her head suddenly, and looked at her with fiery eyes: "What's wrong with this place? The scenery here is beautiful, Sister Min treats me very well, and people here treat me like a prince. I cultivate here very smoothly, which helps me to improve Cultivation. Qin'er, it doesn't matter if you don't love me, can you stay by my side silently and help me improve?"

"An Erya, you said that you don't care about fame and fortune, you don't care about utilitarianism, and you don't care whether you can cultivate to become an immortal. You said that as long as you can live a stable life in Jinling City, you have forgotten all these words?" Ji Qin'er was a little excited, The voice couldn't help raising a little.

"Are you angry?" Seeing her so agitated, Anya was taken aback, her eyes flustered.

That's right, he used to say these words, that's what An Erya said before, but now he belongs to Xiao Ran, he prefers the Palace of Sun, how could he live in a place like Jinling City where all human beings live?
Ji Qin'er took a breath helplessly, "I'm not angry." There's nothing to be angry about, and it's useless to be angry.

Ji Qin'er got up, she knew that she couldn't make sense with An Ya, and she was not in the mood to continue talking with him tonight, she took two steps back, looked at An Ya and said softly: "I'm sleepy, I want to go in I'm asleep, what's the matter, let's talk another day."

"Don't go!" An Erya suddenly grabbed her, Ji Qin'er felt a tight waist, a thick arm had stretched out, tightly encircling her, and in a blink of an eye, she had fallen into his healthy arms.

"An Ya, it's late!" She showed displeasure, put her hands on his chest and pushed, trying to push him away, but unexpectedly, An Ya grabbed her left hand and turned it behind her back Before she could resist, he lowered his head and sealed hers with his lips.

"Don't refuse, Qin'er, feel my love for you with your heart."

"You... you..." Bastard!
Ji Qin'er wanted to curse, but An Erya kissed her rudely, heavily, and very hard. He bit her lips fiercely, as if sucking a delicious barbecue.

An Ya was kissing her, holding the scented body that he had longed for for a long time, and there was a very strong thought driving him forward, he must get her, definitely!

With this thought in mind, his actions became bolder and more rude. His arms clasped her tightly like pliers, making her move endlessly. At the same time, his palms began to move away from her body. Ji Qin'er was startled and her knees were raised. , Anya let go of her suddenly, took two steps back, and let out a muffled groan.

"Qin'er!" He stared at her with a kind of anger, his face was ugly, he stood up straight, but the pain distorted his handsome face, in order not to lose face in front of her, he stood stiffly. There, I endured extraordinary pain.

"An Erya, are you crazy?" Ji Qin'er was not in a better mood, her face was even uglier than An Erya's. She was angry, and very angry.

"I'm crazy, crazy enough to fall in love with you!"

"You love me, and I won't stop you, but you can't force me!" Ji Qin'er clenched her fists tightly. If he wasn't An Ya, she would have swung his fists away. She took a deep breath, Calm down my angry heart, and said helplessly: "You go back, I won't pursue what happened tonight with you, just pretend it never happened."

She wants to leave the Palace of Yang, whether he is willing to leave or not, she will leave!
Living here, she always feels that she is involuntary and controlled by others. After all, this is not her territory, and that strange Concubine Ming has become weird since An Ya met her. No matter if he wants to stay here to practice, or if he likes the environment here and wants to live here for the rest of his life, Ji Qin'er is not interested in talking to him anymore.

She turned around and was about to go back to the room when suddenly there was a gust of wind in her ears, and in a flash before her eyes, An Ya was already standing in front of her.

Ji Qin'er was startled, and looked at An Erya in surprise, his cultivation had indeed improved, this speed was simply the speed of light!

An Er Yajun's face was flushed red, there was a ray of light jumping in the bottom of his eyes, and there was a threatening coldness all over his body, looking at Ji Qin'er's eyes, it seemed as if he wanted to swallow her in.

"He can kiss you, why can't I?" He asked word by word, there was a fire of anger and jealousy burning in his heart, thinking of her making love to Nangong Yilu, he just kissed her so strongly His resistance simply made him extremely angry and jealous!
Ji Qin'er looked at An Erya in shock. The An Erya she knew had always been gentle and elegant. Looking at him tonight, how could he look like an incarnation of a devil?There was a strong dark aura emanating from him, like a ghostly aura.

Ji Qin'er thought to herself, is he the original An Erya?
But his words, like a ruthless and cold needle, deeply hurt her, her eyes darkened slightly, and her heart ached.

When he kissed her, she never refused or resisted, but it was all in the past. How could Anya mention her at this time, make her sad, and remind her of the past?

An Erya has always been very considerate of her feelings, before he came to Yang Zhidian, he would never say such words to make her sad, let alone bring up Nangong Yilu on purpose.

An Erya caught the sadness in her eyes, his heart sank, he couldn't bear it, he regretted his impulsiveness just now, he looked at Ji Qin'er anxiously, "Qin'er, I didn't mean to make you sad, I'm sorry, I I shouldn't say such things to make you sad, can you forgive me?"

Ji Qin'er smiled wryly, then shook her head, and looked at him calmly, "I'm not angry with you, nor do I hate you, so I can't talk about forgiving you."

An Erya's eyes suddenly became hot: "Qin'er, let's get married! After we get married, I will treat you very well, and you will forget everything before!"

Ji Qin'er thought of the scene where he was yelling at the sky in the lake just now, maybe the one standing in front of him is not his real body, maybe An Erya is like Nangong Yilu, there is another An Erya.

When he reaches the level he wants in cultivation, will he still be the gentle, gentle and elegant Anya who cared for her so much that she knew before?
Even if he loves and curses the goddess for a thousand years, so what?The longer he loves, the deeper the grievances in his heart, the more he can't get it, the more he wants it. After getting it, he treats her completely differently.

In fact, there was a kind of resentment slowly accumulating in his heart, but his temporary love for the goddess of curse was more than this resentment, so he never noticed it.

It is impossible for a person, whether it is a man or a woman, to give all his love to a person selflessly, and then wait here silently for the other person to take a look at him.

Ji Qin'er has already realized that he kept asking her to marry him, and she kept refusing, impatience flashed in his eyes many times, just like just now, when he kissed her forcefully and she knelt against him, he felt pain That terrible look in his eyes wanted to swallow her up.

"An Ya, I won't marry you, how many times do you have to tell me before you give up?"

An Erya's face changed, and her words were like a ruthless stick, hitting him, "Why don't you marry me? I have waited for you for so long and treated you so well, are you not moved at all? Or You are not satisfied at all with my kindness to you? What do you want me to do to make you satisfied? As long as you say it, I will change it. I am practicing hard now, and I will definitely make myself stronger!"

Ji Qin'er shook her head helplessly, and said calmly: "An Erya, no matter how powerful you become, I will not marry you."

An Erya's face turned pale suddenly, her eyes became more angry, and she locked her eyes straight: "In the end, you still love Nangong Yilu! You were hurt by him in the previous life, and you have been hurt by him again in this life, why do you still love me?" Does he never forget? You are so cheap, and he hurts you, are you happy? Qin'er, why are you so stupid? So infatuated? Nangong Yilu once killed you!"

Ji Qin'er's heart twitched fiercely, and she felt a dull pain. She looked at An Erya and asked quietly: "Do you have to keep mentioning Nangong Yilu in front of me to be happy?"

An Ya clenched her fists tightly, her face was quite ugly, "You forced me to mention it."

Ji Qin'er turned her face away and stopped looking at his stinky face. She wanted to explain this matter clearly to him in a good voice, but the matter was so far from what she thought, An Erya couldn't listen to what she said at all .

Her determination to leave the Palace of Yang became stronger. She came to the Palace of Yang to forget Nangong Yilu. Since she couldn't forget him here, she might as well face him bravely.

(End of this chapter)