obsessed with love

Chapter 192 The End of the World
Du Ruo didn't wake up the next day, but Xu Dong's phone call came unexpectedly.

"Group Leader Du, it doesn't make much sense to go to the ends of the earth today. If you don't feel well, don't go and stay in the hotel."

She fell into a drowsy sleep, looked at her watch, it was only 7 o'clock in the morning.

"Manager Xu, it's not good. I think I'd better go." In fact, she was already very sorry. After coming to Sanya for so many days, her mental state has not been good. She didn't remember a few.

But Xu Dong was very persistent, and even said in a pleading tone: "It's nothing wrong, let's make it so, don't make it difficult for me. In addition, Mr. Qiao's flight back to Tongcheng at six o'clock this morning, he asked me to Take care of you..."

Du Ruo, who was still in a daze, was suddenly awakened from sleepiness.

Xu Dong's meaning was already obvious. Qiao Anming wanted to take special care of her unabashedly, but what he could do to make up for it.

Du Ruo propped himself up from the bed, rubbed his forehead, and replied to Xu Dong: "Understood, I will stay in the hotel."

The three meals of the day were all delivered to Du Ruo's room by the waiter. There was no seafood, only seasonal vegetables and light soup. No matter who asked, I knew that it must have been deliberately arranged by Qiao Anming.

The companions went out, and Du Ruo was really bored lying in the room, so he changed into light clothes and went to the beach.

In the afternoon, there were a lot of people on the beach, most of them were tourists in groups, including couples and family members, but the expressions on everyone's faces were happy and relaxed. Du Ruo was in it, and was gradually infected by the surrounding atmosphere. When the sky was white and cloudy, my heart, which had been hazy for two months, gradually relaxed.

She couldn't say that this result was the one she wanted the most, but at least the accumulated grievances had been told, the misunderstanding was resolved, and she said goodbye to him clearly.

Before, I always felt that the road ahead was blurred, but now at least there is a clear road in front of me, that is, take good care of my body, give birth to the child smoothly, and then bring the child to live again.

There is no right or wrong in emotional matters. She has loved and cried like that, and left some wounds in the end. The wounds will heal over time and grow into the strongest place in life.

In this world, some people will teach us how to love, while others will teach us how to live.

Du Ruo walked all the way along the coast, put his hands on his lower abdomen, and murmured to himself in his heart: "Qiao Anming, thank you for giving me the love that I can't love, and the strength to grow up..."

On the day of returning to Tongcheng, Mo Youting rushed to pick him up again, but this time he kept a low profile and changed to a normal car.

All the way back from the airport, Du Ruo leaned his head on the car window and hummed softly.

"Hey...damn the child, do you look in a good mood!"

"Yes, I just came back from a trip, so of course I'm in a good mood." Du Ruo grinned, she was really in a good mood.

Mo Youting was also affected by her emotions, turned up the stereo in the car, stepped on the accelerator and drove up to the airport road elevated.

"Do you have time at night? Come to my bar to play."

"No, don't tell me to go there in the future, it's smoky, it's not good for the baby." Du Ruo told the truth, feeling that once a woman is pregnant with a child, no matter how stubborn her character is, she will gradually become gentle and delicate .

But Mo Youting glanced at her, continued with a smile, "Go, the band has a performance today."

"A show? What show? A band's first anniversary?"

"No, the band disbanded. Tonight is our last performance together." Mo Youting roughly explained, looking at the car ahead, with a smile on his lips, but Du Ruo always felt that at that moment Mo Youting Feeling lonely, but her thought just flashed for a moment, and soon she pushed his shoulder and sarcastically said: "Disband? Is it quite capable? I predicted before that your band will not survive for a month, so you have already survived." It's been almost half a year... It's just that it's been pretty good before, so how can we just break up?"

Mo Youting smiled wryly, and replied: "I don't want to make trouble anymore. I will go to work at Mo's next week. The bar is still open, but the band will definitely not last."

"Are you going to work in your father's company? Isn't that great? You can learn something and fulfill your parents' wishes... Anyway, you are the only child, and the Mo family will be handed over to you in the future. It's time to go back to work, what kind of bars and bands are there!" Du Ruo spoke openly, but found that Mo Youting's expression became more and more gloomy.

She nudged him again: "Hey... don't you want to go back to work? "

Mo Youting continued to smile wryly: "If you don't want to go back, can you not go back? Ever since I came out of my mother's womb, I have Mo's head engraved on my body. It will be a matter of time before I go back to work at Mo's. I have been working outside since I graduated. I have been playing with my mind for several years, and I am very satisfied to be able to survive until now, besides..." When he said this, his expression and tone were very helpless, but he suddenly turned around and glanced at Du Ruo next to him.

She didn't understand why, and asked: "Besides what?"

"Besides, when people have passed the age of freedom and slack, they should learn to take some responsibilities. My dad has always scolded me for being unlearned and incompetent. I actually understand that the past few years have really been a fool, but I have experienced some things. Let me gradually understand that some responsibilities cannot be avoided, and some growth must be experienced by myself, so I suddenly want to settle down and learn something..."

At that time, the wind on the elevated road was very strong, pouring in from the car window, Mo Youting supported the car window with one arm, and held the steering wheel with the other hand...

Du Ruo still remembers the first time she saw him in the bar, with chestnut hair and orange sweater, he looked like a flamboyant rich second generation, but after these few months, she sat next to him again and calmed down Come and observe him, chestnut hair dyed back to black, white stand-up collar shirt, already somewhat angular side face...

It turns out that it takes time to grow up, but some people do it earlier, and some people do it later.

Because Du Ruo had luggage, Mo Youting kept sending her to the door of the hut she rented.

During this period of time, too many things happened, from him appearing in Pan Wei's room to going to Sanya to find her without telling her, the relationship between the two has changed from ordinary friends to an unclear and ambiguous period, no way , can't go on like this, she is afraid that the tighter she walks, the more people will be hurt.

So Du Ruo stood at the door of the room, took the suitcase in Mo Youting's hand, opened it, took out a few packages and handed it to him: "This is a special product I brought from Sanya. Although it is not a good thing, it is My whole heart, thank you for taking care of me during this time, and thank you for doing so many things for me..." She paused, seeing Mo Youting standing there without saying a word, she stuffed the package of special products directly into him In his hand, he said goodbye in a more relaxed tone: "Okay, I'll go in first. I'm too tired and want to take a rest, so I won't invite you to go. I will go to your performance tonight. You also go first." Come back, see you tonight..."

Afterwards, he quickly opened the door and walked in, leaving Mo Youting standing at the door, helpless and powerless, finally he could only smile to comfort himself, took the bag of special products and went downstairs.

Du Ruo called Zheng Xiaoran, the background over there was very noisy, and she knew that the guy was probably on a mission at the scene again, so she cut the long story short.

"Hello... I came back from Sanya, brought you special products, and bought gifts. I will take some time to come over to pick it up tonight. I will return to the base tomorrow."

But Zheng Xiaoran's answer was shorter than hers: "Are you going to the bar to watch the show at night? If you go, bring the special products and just give them to me when the time comes. I really don't have time to go to your place!"

Du Ruo was not angry, but just laughed and cursed: "Yes, the future Zheng Da photographer, I will take you to the bar!"

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Qiao Anming didn't call Gu Lan after he returned to Tongcheng. He felt that there was a thorn in his heart that he couldn't get out, and it was a bit chapped and painful.

If Du Ruo made him sad, then Gu Lan definitely made him sad. He is now a little unwilling to face her. A woman who has been sleeping with him for 20 years and who he always thought was weak and kind, would actually carry him behind her back. So much hypocrisy and meanness!

Just thinking about it like this made him feel creepy, and even a little unwilling to believe it, so Qiao Anming chose to avoid Gu Lan for the first time, neither calling her nor going back to Chongzhou.

As for Du Ruo, she has long been a problem for him, and he is used to thinking about her without a clue.

After working until the afternoon, I checked the time, and it was already 3 o'clock. According to the flight information that Xu Dong had given him before, Du Ruo should have arrived in Tongcheng by this time, so he picked up his landline and called Xu Dong.

"Hey, Lao Xu, have you arrived in Tongcheng? Is Du Ruo okay?" He asked directly, already to the point of being outspoken.

Xu Dong is also used to the boss's unabashed way of speaking, and he replied as if he was on business: "The plane is not late, and it arrived in Tongcheng on time, and Team Leader Du should have arrived home, and it was the man who went to Sanya to find her to pick up the plane. "

Qiao Anming was stunned for a moment, then hung up the phone with a "hmm".

In fact, he had already expected that Mo Youting would pick up the plane, but he confirmed it himself, and he still felt a little pain in his heart.

But he also knows that for things that are already addicted, the process of quitting must be difficult and painful!
After Xu Xiaoya lived in her mother's house for a month, she still moved back reluctantly. It was not Jiang Hao who asked her to go back, but Ye Lanfang who had an old face and went to the door to ask for it.

The process of "begging" was a bit sad, Xu Fenglin didn't show good face, Xu Xiaoya even said a lot of sarcasm, and finally asked Jiang Hao to come forward and sign a letter of guarantee in front of both parents before she was willing to go back.

In the end, Ye Lanfang was forced to have no choice but to force her son to the negotiating table, and signed an unfair treaty that "forfeit power and humiliate the country". The content of the treaty can be imagined, and the most important one is to make Jiang Hao swear that he will never be with him again. When Du Ruo met, he would not have anything to do with Du Ruo again.

In addition, some detailed rules are attached, such as Jiang Hao arranges housework, must go home after get off work, and cannot go out beyond 10 o'clock in the evening if there is a social gathering, and must voluntarily hand in his mobile phone every day when he comes back, so that Xu Xiaoya can check...

Jiang Hao was still a bit bloody, of course he was not willing to sign such an unreasonable "treaty", but due to the coercion of Xu Fenglin and Ye Lanfang, he could only reluctantly sign it.

Gu Lan felt that Qiao Anming was a little strange these days, and he seemed to be perfunctory when calling him, and asked him to call her on his own initiative. He either said he was too busy or he forgot.

Forgot... How could such an irresponsible word appear in Qiao Anming's dictionary.

It's just that no matter how uneasy she felt, she didn't dare to ask any more questions. Before acting in front of him and getting sick, and then finding someone to attack Du Ruo, although she didn't regret doing these things, she felt a little bit lingering after the incident.

There is always some fear, what if he doesn't believe it, or accidentally reveals it?In the end, her mask was torn off, so what bargaining chip did she have to continue living with him, so Gu Lan saw that Qiao Anming was so careless towards her recently, so she didn't dare to be too harsh. She just has a bad heart, but her brain is still working. She understands the truth that extremes lead to opposites, and self-defeating, so as long as he doesn't do anything out of line, she can also keep silent, and let the days go on in peace.

This may be Gu Lan's cleverness, always knowing when to attack and when to rest, and having both attack and defense is the perfect plan!
Mo Youting's farewell performance was much more exciting than Du Ruo imagined. Most of them were Mo Youting's female fans, holding gifts and flowers and screaming under the stage. There were even some bold female fans. He rushed directly to the stage, kissed and cried with Mo Youting in his arms.

Du Ruo was a little scared by that scene, never knowing that Mo Youting was so popular.

Xiao Ran had arrived early, and Du Ruo found her in the corner of the bar. She was holding a glass of wine and playing sieve with the bartender behind the bar.

Du Ruo walked over and elbowed her on the back, and asked, "Why are you sitting here, why don't you go to the front to watch the show?"

But Zheng Xiaoran smiled at the corner of his mouth: "No, I don't want to squeeze with those female fans. Besides, even if I do, I may not be able to squeeze through." Du Ruo always felt that Zheng Xiaoran's tone and expression were a little bit of a normal answer. It's cold.

Thinking of her relationship with Mo Youting, Du Ruo began to struggle again.

Fortunately, after Zheng Xiaoran finished speaking, he turned to play with the bartender, changed his cold expression, and returned to his usual carefree expression.

At that time, Du Ruo was carrying a large bag of special products brought back from Sanya, and was a little struggling, so he also sat on the high chair next to Zheng Xiaoran and asked the bartender for a glass of water.

The screaming on the stage has not stopped, the music is loud, Du Ruo can't understand most of the lyrics, but it doesn't matter, anyway, she just came here to relax.

Zheng Xiaoran had a great time with the bartender. He drank bottle after bottle of beer. In the end, he almost took off his coat and climbed up to the bar with bare arms. Take it easy, what do you want to do, drink so much wine!"

"No, I'm in a good mood...Du Ruo, you're so strange, you're usually addicted to alcohol, why don't you drink a drop today!" Zheng Xiaoran giggled, pushed Du Ruo over, and sat back on the high seat a little unsteadily. foot chair.

Du Ruo wanted to tell her that she was pregnant, but the surrounding environment was too noisy, and Zheng Xiaoran was a little drunk. It was really not suitable to talk to her about it in this state, so she said a few perfunctory words: "No, the body Not feeling well, don't want to drink."

"That's a pity, anyway, you don't need to pay for drinking at Mo Youting's bar, you're at a loss..." Zheng Xiaoran wanted to get the bottle again, but Du Ruo grabbed her arm and asked, "What's the matter?" ? From the moment I entered the door today, I found that you were in a bad mood, and you have something to hide from me?"

"No, I'm fine... I'm just too happy... All right, if you don't want to drink, just sit there, I'll drink it myself." Zheng Xiaoran pushed Du Ruo away, took a beer bottle and began to pour it into his mouth, already familiar with the game The bartender clapped her hands and applauded, but Du Ruo stared at her, but she had no choice but to let her go.

The performance on the stage seemed to have reached its climax, bursts of screams spread across the floor, Mo Youting took off the microphone and walked to the middle of the stage, performing a silencing operation charmingly, and the audience fell silent.

"...Thank you to everyone who was here today, for coming to accompany us through the last journey. We will remember every face today...From the formation of the band to the present, there have been troughs and glory, but we have never given up. , because I always believe that there is still a long way to go, but I want to sincerely say sorry here, for you, for my dear band members..."

When Mo Youting said this, he bowed deeply to the bottom of the stage, then turned his head, and bowed to the team members standing behind him, and finally picked up the microphone slowly, and continued: "The band disbanded entirely because My personal reason is that my selfishness caused the band not to continue, so I have to apologize..."

The boys in the team all had gloomy expressions, but the only girl at home just turned her head away and wiped her tears.Mo Youting took a deep breath, and turned to face the audience: "I am also very grateful to my friends who have always liked me, but people have to grow up, and then they have to bear the responsibilities that cannot be escaped, and there will always be separation when they get together. So there is no need to feel regretful... Next, we will sing the last song for everyone in the name of the band, Tao Zhe's "Hand in Hand".

Then there was a smooth guitar sound, and all the team members stood in front of the microphone and sang the first sentence...

"The world looks a little gray at first glance

your smiling face is tired

Lift your head up, the sky will light up
Don't give up your hopes and expectations

......"

Zheng Xiaoran jumped off the high chair holding the wine bottle, walked to Du Ruo, looked at the people on the stage, and asked: "You have always told me that he is impetuous and irresponsible, but now do you feel that what you say is irresponsible?" It's wrong... He actually doesn't want to end the band at all, and he doesn't want to go to work in the family company...I understand, he is for you..."

"For me? He's going back to work at Mo's, what does it have to do with me?" Du Ruo felt that the crime was a bit serious.

Zheng Xiaoran smiled bitterly, and didn't answer Du Ruo's question face to face, but puffed out his cheeks and let out a big breath: "I don't want to say some things, I feel too sorry for myself... I just hope you can look at him with fair eyes, he There are many advantages, no worse than anyone else..."

After Zheng Xiaoran spoke up to this point, he took a sip of wine and sat back on the high chair again...

Du Ruo turned around and looked at the singers on the stage. Mo Youting was standing in the middle, beside him were his team members who had been working together for nearly half a year, all his fans were in front of him, and he was there to make a final show with them. At the end of the song, the girl who was the lead singer suddenly walked up to Mo Youting, stood on tiptoe and wrapped her arms around his neck. The kiss followed suit, pressed against his lips tightly, and whispered in his ear: "Thank you for the good get-together and the good parting. Actually, I miss you very much, but I understand that I can't be the person in your heart... But anyway, we have a good time. I have a word for you. If you love it, you have to say it out loud... If you like it, you have to let it go." She knows that you don't seem like such a confident person..."

There were screams from the audience... Zheng Xiaoran sat on the high chair, looked at the person on the stage who was being hugged by the lead singer, and smiled softly to himself.

Falling in love with a popular lover naturally has a small heart to undertake these scenes.

The last farewell song was finally sung, and the fans in the audience burst into tears.The team members slowly came down from the stage, but Mo Youting still stood there with his guitar in his arms. Seeing that he didn't leave, the fans in the audience thought there was a surprise, and they all waited with bated breath. The whole bar was so quiet that they couldn't even hear their breathing.

The man on the stage stood with his head buried in front of the microphone, inhaling and exhaling, as if he was struggling with some big problem, finally he looked up, looked at everyone in the audience and said, "Someone told me just now that love should be spoken out loud, I don't want her There is pressure, so take this opportunity and sing a song..."

His words were inexplicable, and it took a few seconds for the fans in the audience to understand, but there were no screams, no whistles, only a lot of expectant and shocked faces.

He played and sang by himself, very unfamiliar melody, Cantonese lyrics...

"Favorites in the pupils of the eyes often hovering around love to guess

It's enough for you to be happy if you can completely back off after a happy joke

This feeling is too close to say a thousand words are not enough

If I tell you, you may leave after hearing it

This kind of love is too rare to really have
Wishing you all the best and then letting go

......"

Du Ruo looked at Mo Youting on the stage, performed affectionately, and her eyes were very gentle. She kept looking at herself, but she could only cover her belly with her hands, which was too unbearable and moved.

And Zheng Xiaoran hugged the wine bottle, and slowly lay down on the bar counter, with a smile on her lips, but all the tears flowed into her heart... Although she could only understand a few words of the lyrics, she could clearly see Mo Youting's expression and eyes It is clear that she is attracted by his eyes that always smile slightly. She always feels that the eyes are ambiguous, but no one can catch his eyes. But now, even though they are so far away, Zheng Xiaoran can still see his eyes. Focus, looked at Du Ruo frequently, as if she was the only one living in her whole heart.

A threesome in love is not consummated, and in the end they all get hurt.

Qiao Anming stayed in the company to work overtime again. Gu Lan called him around 7 o'clock, but he didn't answer, and let the phone ring on the table for a while before hanging up, and then received a text message from her: "In Are you entertaining outside? Be careful not to be too tired, call me back when you have time, I want to hear your voice..."

Qiao Anming glanced at the text message, deleted it directly, and then glanced at the desk calendar in front of him.

The date has turned to May, a new page, but there are a few more red lines on it, and thunder started outside the window from 5 o'clock, but the rain has not stopped.

He remembered that Du Ruo was afraid of thunder. At this time, she should be in the hut she rented. It seemed that it would rain tonight, and the thunder would be loud. I wonder if she would be afraid to stay at home alone?So Qiao Anming wanted to call her several times, but the familiar number was dialed many times, but it still didn't go out.

(End of this chapter)