obsessed with love

Chapter 179

Mo Youting sighed helplessly, put his hands together, and rubbed the stiff skin on his face tiredly, then lowered his head, caught Du Ruo's cold eyes, and asked suddenly: "Du Ruo, what do you want me to do for her?" Or what kind of explanation do you think I can give her? I am an irresponsible rotten person in your eyes anyway. Since this is the case, let me tell you the truth, the only explanation I can give Zheng Xiaoran is to her money, and then let her try to forget that night!"

What a desperate answer!Du Ruo took a few steps back, fixed his eyes, and looked at Mo Youting so that he could see the charming eyes, what a disaster, what a disaster!Such a pair of eyes can make a hundred flowers bloom when they smile, and it snows all over the world when it gets cold.

So she suddenly lost the momentum to reason with him, just smiled at the corner of her mouth, and responded coldly: "It really is the young master, so poor that only money is left!"

Then he lowered his head and opened the satchel on his shoulder, took out a white envelope from it and threw it into Mo Youting's hand: "Put away your stinky money, and get out of here, don't mess with Xiao Ran again, don't think that she loves you You can be confident, there will always be retribution in this world, if you hurt someone a foot, there will always be someone who can pay it back for her!"

After Du Ruo finished speaking, he turned and left, leaving Mo Youting standing there staring at her back in a daze.

Yes, there is always retribution in this world. If you hurt someone a foot, there is always someone who can pay it back for her!In relationships, it doesn't matter who is the winner and who is the loser, but there seems to be reincarnation in the dark, like a script written by fate, no matter how "boundless your magic power is", you will always meet your nemesis.

And Mo Youting's nemesis was Du Ruo, but he was not willing to admit it at that time.

Tan Meng went back that night and complained to Tan Rongcheng again, and Mayor Tan called Mo Shichang soon. Naturally, our poor and hateful young master Mo did not escape an angry reprimand.But that time his reaction was extremely calm. He let Mo Shichang scream over there, but he didn't change his face. He moved the phone a few inches away, and the woman who was pressing on him began to unbutton his shirt. They all probed in, the moonlight floated up, Mo Shao began to enter the joy of that night...

There is a lyric that is well sung: Red dust is so ridiculous, infatuation is the most boring...

During that time, Jiang Hao had been worrying about something, and always felt that something was about to happen. Qiao Anming's child should belong to Du Ruo, but Qiao Anming is a family man. How will the relationship between the two continue?
I thought about calling Du Ruo, but what did I say?Persuade her to give up?He no longer has this position.

But fate always played tricks, he didn't find Du Ruo, but Lu Shuangfeng took the initiative to find him.

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Du Ruo worked very hard during that time, because she had no customer base in traditional Chinese medicine, so she had to start from scratch. Without background and background, she could only use the most primitive way to achieve her goal, that is I kept going to various traditional Chinese medicine hospitals and pharmacies.

Being busy actually has its advantages. When she is overwhelmed and has no clue, she has no time to think about those heartbreaking past events. The baby in her belly also takes away a lot of her thoughts. When she is too busy to hold on, her right hand will subconsciously brush On the lower abdomen, gently turn a circle, that is the starting point of all her courage now.

Of course, there will be sadness.

The night in Mount Wumu is always long and dark, and the day feels far away. It is becoming more and more difficult for her to sleep well. She often lies flat on the bed alone, looking at the white ceiling and thinking about various thoughts.

She didn't tell Zheng Xiaoran about Du Ruo's visit to Mo Youting that day, and Zheng Xiaoran never mentioned the matter with Mo Youting to her again.All the love and sorrow were never mentioned to each other, but one night, Zheng Xiaoran suddenly called.

She just asked, "Du Ruo, do you miss him?"

At that time, Du Ruo was lying on the bed reading pharmacology notes, and there was a small bowl beside him, which contained sliced ​​pears.

Gathering his mind, he swallowed the pear and said calmly, "I want to, of course I want to, I don't even dare to think about it..."

No one can lead the way in the emotional voyage, and you can only taste the sweetness by yourself.

But she couldn't stop the doomed fate, no matter what.

When Jiang Hao called Du Ruo, he couldn't speak smoothly.

At that time, Du Ruo happened to be in a certain traditional Chinese medicine hospital in the urban area and had an appointment with a doctor. The doctor didn't have time, so she lay at the medicine collection window and chatted with the pharmacist she just met. Jiang Hao's phone was there. time to call...

Du Ruo rushed to the city's first hospital almost holding his breath.

The same scene was repeated, and she remembered that the last time she rushed to the hospital from Wu Mushan, she still took Qiao Anming's car. It was the same afternoon, her legs were weak and she ran to the door of the ward, but this time it was different. What Hao said on the phone was "the emergency room..."

The road from the entrance of the hospital to the emergency room felt very long. Du Ruo stumbled into the elevator with the crowd, and then watched the floor slowly rise...

On the phone, Jiang Hao's voice was vague, he didn't speak clearly, he just said that Lu Shuangfeng came to ask him to borrow money, and was bumped into by Xu Xiaoya, the two had an argument, the old lady didn't pick it up, and fell down on the spot …

The last time Lu Shuangfeng fainted, the doctor repeatedly told Du Ruo when she was discharged from the hospital that the old lady had high blood pressure and should not be stimulated by emotions anymore, otherwise she might suffer a stroke and become paralyzed.

The floor finally reached the destination, with a sound of "Ding...", Du Ruo hurriedly pushed away the person in front of him and ran out. From afar, he heard Xu Xiaoya and Jiang Hao arguing at the door of the emergency room.

The two stood facing each other, their faces were red from arguing, but Jiang Hao was holding a half-worn women's bag in his hand. Du Ruo knew it. It was a cross bag that his mother had brought all the year round.

"...Why are you yelling at Jiang? How did I know that the old lady would faint, and besides, if you didn't hide my money from me, I would bug your phone?"

"Xu Xiaoya, you are simply unreasonable, unreasonable! I don't want to quarrel with you here. The old lady is still in the rescue. If there is something wrong, I will see how you explain it to Du Ruo!"

"What am I going to tell her! The family surnamed Du is all poor. Before she came to ask you to collect money, she robbed you on the spot. Now the old lady is doing this again. Did you owe the Du family in your previous life, or What did I owe you in my previous life?"

"Lu Shuangfeng came to ask me to take the money as a last resort. She knelt down and begged me, can I not give it? Besides, she wrote me an IOU, can't you be more generous?"

"No, no! Even if I donate the money to the disaster area, I don't think it will be cheap. Du, who comes to ask you for money again and again, why should she? Ah... you are already divorced and have nothing to do with the law. I want to ask you to get the money? Besides, what qualifications do you have to give her the money without discussing it with me? When you bought the house, you said you had no money, and you said you had no money when I wanted to enter the confinement center. Open your mouth, you can take the 10 yuan if you say so...?"

Du Ruo stood at the entrance of the corridor at the door of the emergency room, and the fierce quarrel between the two was still going on...but she couldn't hear a word anymore.

It is said that life is like a play, if her life is also a play, then it must be a tragedy that is chaotic and unorganized from beginning to end...

Because the quarrel between Xu Xiaoya and Jiang Hao was too loud, a nurse finally came to remind him kindly, Jiang Hao wanted to save face, took a little anger, waved his hand and replied: "Okay, I don't want to quarrel with you, I'm tired of arguing, here is In the hospital, Lu Shuangfeng is still in the rescue, Du Ruo..."

When Du Ruo heard her name, she held her breath and walked in front of Jiang Hao. When Jiang Hao turned around, he happened to meet her cold eyes.

"Du Ruo, I..."

"Get out..." She bit down such a strong word with extra effort, her voice was also very low, her eyes were calm, without any waves, but the corners of her eyes were slightly raised, looking at Jiang Hao's face without focus.

In the past, Jiang Hao really hated Du Ruo's cold face. It seemed that everyone owed her, and everyone had to coax her. He looked so noble as to die, but now he was really afraid of seeing her face. , obviously not very angry, but the chill in his eyes was frightening.

He felt that what Xu Xiaoya said was correct, maybe he really owed Du Ruo in his previous life.

But things have already happened like this, he has no way to recover, he can only suppress the strong sense of guilt, and turn his body completely to face Du Ruo: "I'm sorry, your mother..." Jiang Hao tried to explain, but Du Ruo obviously didn't want to listen to him Say a word!

"Get out, get out!" Finally let out the breath that he had held back all the way, and roared through gritted teeth, his whole body seemed to be trembling.

Such an intense conversation attracted the sideways glances of passers-by, and Xu Xiaoya felt a little guilty when she saw Du Ruo, but when she saw her cold face, she immediately became angry and pulled Jiang Hao over to Du Ruo.

"Why are you yelling at my husband? I didn't push your mother when she fell. If she hadn't robbed me of money, I wouldn't have argued with her!"

"Get lost..." Du Ruo's teeth were already clenched together, and she was using all her upbringing and rationality to suppress her emotions.

But what is Xu Xiaoya?A lunatic who is afraid that the world will not be chaotic, seeing Du Ruo's cold eyes, and calling her out so arrogantly, he can't swallow his breath, and wants to fight again with his stomach full.

This time, Jiang Hao finally regained his strength. As soon as he pulled Xu Xiaoya over, he scolded: "Why are you arguing? Isn't it shameful enough? Her mother is still in the rescue, can you give me some peace?"

"I'm Ansheng? I'm talking for you! Jiang Hao, are you stupid for being an official? Do you know the reason why you have to turn your elbows inward?"

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There were still high-decibel sharp quarrels, and the originally cold and solemn emergency room corridor became even more noisy because of Xu Xiaoya's noisy voice.

The nurse just now couldn't take it anymore, and she came over and reminded in a bad tone: "Hey hey... this is the emergency room, not the vegetable market, you have to make a noise, don't affect the doctors and patients!"

Jiang Hao had also been bluffed by Xu Xiaoya's hot temper for a long time, so he didn't want to stay any longer. Seeing Du Ruo still looked cold, thinking that it was not suitable to explain in such a situation, so he could only turn around and say sorry to the nurse. Du Ruo confessed: "Your mother hasn't come out yet, I won't leave, I have acquaintances in the hospital, I'll go say hello..." After speaking, he stuffed the bag in Du Ruo's hand and turned around by himself Walking towards the stairs, but seeing Jiang Hao's tone changed from cold to soft, Xu Xiaoya immediately became jealous, quickly caught up with Jiang Hao, stood on the steps and grabbed his arm.

"Why are you so active? You didn't push the old lady, so what are you going to say hello to?"

Jiang Hao held back fiercely, and took a breath: "Can you understand a little bit of reason? It's already at this point, so what if I go to say hello?"

"No, no, anyway, I just can't see you being nice to her!" Xu Xiaoya started to play childish temper as she paced her feet.

Jiang Hao ignored it directly, and muttered: "Unreasonable" and took his arm and walked downstairs, but Xu Xiaoya was still chasing Jiang Hao's arm, and wanted to grab Jiang Hao's arm again. But when it slipped, it rolled down from the first floor of the steps...

It was really a farce, as if all the anger and hatred disappeared from that moment, but new hatred grew from that moment.

Du Ruo still stood where she was, clutching the belt tightly with her palms, and couldn't see the specific situation below the stairs, but she clearly heard Jiang Hao's rapid and sharp voice: "Xiaoya, Xiaoya—how are you? Doctor ——Doctor...Nurse...Help me call the doctor..."

In this world, there really is karma, misfortune and good fortune have already been calculated, and none of them can escape!
Du Ruo will always remember that early spring afternoon, the corridor of the first-aid room in the city's first hospital was extremely lively, a few nurses led the doctor to the other end of the corridor, and the family members of the patients also walked over to watch, Jiang Hao's voice changed from sharp at the beginning. In the final helplessness, a doctor soon replied in a professional but indifferent voice that was almost cruel: "The pregnant woman is bleeding from the lower body, which may hurt the fetus. Our hospital does not have an obstetrics department. She must be transferred to the Maternal and Child Health Hospital. Hurry up." Call the 120 service desk..."

Du Ruo involuntarily fell back a few steps, and finally supported the wall so that he would not fall down. The palms of his hands subconsciously covered his lower abdomen, and a large number of nurses rushed to the end of the corridor pushing the stretcher cart. The restless corridor gradually quieted down as the sound of the wheels of the stretcher cart faded away.The onlookers' family members also gradually dispersed, communicating with each other as they walked back.

"The child is probably quite big. Judging by the belly, it must be more than 5 months old."

"Well, it's probably more than five months old, but the child may not be able to keep it if he rolls down such a high staircase."

"Hey... What a crime, a good child suddenly disappeared like this..."

Du Ruo listened to the crowd's discussion, closed his eyes and breathed slowly and smoothly, and then walked feebly towards the end of the corridor, where the people had dispersed long ago, leaving a pool of blood stained on the last step of the stairs. Fresh red, another innocent life.

Lu Shuangfeng was not pushed out of the operating room until 4:[-] p.m., she was still awake when she was pushed out, and was directly sent to the intensive care unit.

Du Ruo chased the stretcher truck all the way to the ward, but the doctor left long ago, leaving only the two nurses in the same car.

"How is my mother? Does it matter?"

"The patient is in a coma for the time being and is in the ICU. You should ask the attending doctor for the specific situation." The nurse responded coldly, how could the nurse care about the problems of your patient's family members.

For the sake of his younger brother, Du Ruo has been in and out of major hospitals with his parents since he was a child, so he has long been accustomed to such indifferent attitudes towards nurses, knowing that there is nothing to ask from them, so he stopped asking, but followed closely to the ward .

After Lu Shuangfeng was transferred to the ward, a nurse immediately came to remind Du Ruo to go to the hospital for the operation and pay the fee. Du Ruo, holding her mother's bag in her hand, trotted all the way to the payment office on the first floor. The child in the house immediately slowed down and walked downstairs holding on to the handrail of the stairs.

Lu Shuangfeng had resigned a long time ago to take care of her younger brother at home, so naturally she didn't have any medical insurance, which meant that all her treatment and hospitalization expenses had to be paid by herself.

Du Ruo paid the deposit, and walked slowly all the way to the ward.

When she walked to the door of the ward, the mobile phone in her bag rang. Du Ruo turned on the mobile phone and found that it was her father's call. She pressed the button to answer it, and her father's hurried and hoarse voice came over: "Shuangfeng, Jiang Hao's money is for you. Is it? The hospital issued another reminder notice in the afternoon, when will you arrive in Xuancheng tomorrow morning?"

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Rebirth from catastrophe, all misfortunes come to the door at once.

Du Ruo swayed unsteadily, and managed to stand still by leaning on the edge of the wall.

"Dad—" she yelled out in a weak voice, the end of which was a little trembling: "What's wrong with Xiaofan? Why did the hospital issue another reminder?"

When Du Liangxing heard that it was Du Ruo's voice, he couldn't connect for a moment. He seemed to swallow a breath before he hesitated and asked, "Xiao Ruo? Why did you answer the phone? Where's your mother?"

"Answer me first, what happened to Xiaofan?"

There was a long silence on the other end of the phone, and Du Liangxing took a few puffs of cigarettes before answering: "Xiaofan has rejection, the treatment cost is too high, and the money you remitted earlier has been used up, so your mother..."

"So Mom came to ask Jiang Hao for money, right?"

"You know all about it?" Du Liangxing's voice suddenly became a little high from the low one just now: "Actually, I don't really want it, I just want to borrow a little first, all the relatives in the family have borrowed it, and no one is willing to borrow it again. Your mother didn't want to burden you too much, so she wanted to try Jiang Hao without telling you..."

Du Ruo couldn't listen to the words behind him.

She hated rich people before, but never hated being poor.She always believed that hope was ahead, as long as she worked hard enough, even if the hope was slim, at least there was still hope, but at this moment, listening to her father's sad words, she thought about what Jiang Hao said just now: "She knelt down and begged I have it, can I not give it?"

Du Ruo took a deep breath, raised his half-curved upper body and raised his head. The strong light of the setting sun shone into the corridor, and the clean marble floor was crimson, like a sea of ​​blood.

"Dad, how much does it cost?"

"I don't know the exact amount, but according to your mother, Jiang Hao is willing to borrow 10 first."

"Okay, I see. I'll take the money back in two days."

"What about your mother? Your mother hasn't come back yet?"

Du Ruo walked slowly along the wall to the intensive care unit. Tears were about to rush out of her eyes, but she held back her head to meet the setting sun.

"...Mom will stay with me for a few more days, and then I will go back to Xuancheng with Mom."

Du Ruo still didn’t have the heart to tell his father about his mother’s hospitalization. His father’s health was not very good. He was over 50 years old and still drove for the leader in the office. Sometimes he had to run hundreds of kilometers a day. Driving without sleeping at night is a common occurrence, and now Xiaofan has rejection again.

Du Ruo knew that her mother had to insist on face-saving in her bones. A large part of her hard bones was inherited from her mother's temperament. Now he is willing to beg Jiang Hao for money, but Xiaofan's condition is already serious.

Just when it seemed like the whole world was about to collapse, how could she have the heart to tell her parents about being hospitalized and unconscious.

Just treat her as a pillar, as long as she has a breath, she has to support it alone.This is a hard frame she was born with, she has weathered the wind and rain, and at worst, she has to start all over again.

But 10 yuan, where can she get it together?

Du Ruo walked into the ward with her mother's bag in her arms. During dinner time, some family members or nurses were feeding the patient dinner beside the bed.Du Ruo walked to her mother's hospital bed, the oxygen tube was still inserted, and she still didn't wake up.

Holding the strap of his satchel, Du Ruo walked towards the nurse's desk in a dazed manner. Just when a doctor came over, Du Ruo went up to him anxiously and asked, "Why hasn't the patient in bed 003 woken up?"

The doctor glanced at the case in hand, and replied in a professional casual tone: "Cerebral infarction, caused by high blood pressure, if the condition is not serious, I can wake up tomorrow morning."

"Then what if you don't wake up tomorrow?" Du Ruo asked again. The doctor frowned and replied indifferently: "If you still don't wake up tomorrow, it means the situation is serious and you need to re-examine to see if there is any pain." Surgery is necessary."

The soles of Du Ruo's feet softened, and he almost fell down.

The doctor also felt the shock of the woman in front of him, and finally added as if he had realized his conscience: "However, the patient was rescued in a timely manner. If the patient's own willpower and physical fitness are good, then in this case, he will usually wake up on his own. Who are you from the patient? Wait a little longer, usually you will wake up tomorrow..."

Du Ruo let out a sigh of relief. When she was most helpless in her life, she was always willing to believe in the best plans. She felt that her mother would be fine, and she would be able to wake up when the sun rose tomorrow.

Night companions are not allowed in the intensive care unit, and family members are not allowed to visit at 8 o'clock in the evening.

Du Ruo was kicked out by the nurse. Although she couldn't let it go, she could only sit alone in the corridor by the door and wait.

What are you waiting for?Waiting for my mother to wake up, waiting for the morning sun to rise the next day, and waiting for all her hardships to pass slowly, but how could it pass so easily?
Jiang Hao's phone call came close to 10 o'clock, when the corridor of the intensive care unit was so quiet that the sound of air flow could be heard clearly.

The sudden ringing of the mobile phone, even though it was a very melodious song, still created a hole in this depressing and lonely space. Du Ruo took out the mobile phone from his pocket in a daze, glanced at the name on the screen, and felt a sigh of relief on his chest. Tightly, tremblingly said: "Hello..."

"Du Ruo...the baby was not saved, and Xiaoya was just pushed forward for an abortion operation..."

On the road of life, one section is clear, and the other section is blurred. The fate is already counted, and fortune cannot come, and misfortune cannot stop it.

When Jiang Hao forced Du Ruo to divorce, he probably never thought about it. One day, he would kill his own child with his own hands. It was all because of "money". knees, the other hand gripped the phone, leaned his entire upper body on the hard back of the bench, closed his eyes, and said word by word: "It's really like a play, my mother hasn't woken up yet, Cerebral infarction, the doctor said that if he doesn’t wake up tomorrow, he may have an operation. Xiaofan is still waiting for me to bring money back in the hospital..."

There was no sound on the other end of the phone.

Jiang Hao squatted in the corner of the operating room door of the Maternal and Child Health Hospital, smoking fiercely. He took a puff and spit it out. The choking smoke soon blurred the white wall in front of him.

Everything in the world has karma, if Lu Shuangfeng hadn't come to ask him to borrow money, Xu Xiaoya would not have fallen down, if Xu Xiaoya had been more generous, Lu Shuangfeng would not have been admitted to the hospital, who is right and who is wrong, there is no way to tell.

Jiang Hao kept a bit of apology to Du Ruo. Although he didn't want to admit it, he subconsciously felt that he was owed, and he didn't know if there were other emotions in this debt.

Emotional matters are subtle and miraculous, whether you dislike or cherish them, it's just for a short period of time.

Jiang Hao kept that squatting position, his calf was numb, so he moved his body.The cigarette in his hand had been burned out, so he stamped on the butt of the cigarette to extinguish it, stood up and sat on the chair and asked, "Du Ruo, are you still listening?"

Du Ruo opened his eyes and gave a soft "hmm".

Jiang Hao secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and slowly said: "If something really happened to your mother, I hope you don't resent Xiaoya, now that the child is gone, she is still lying in the operating room, and the days when she wakes up will not be better than you...you My mother came to me to borrow money for Xiaofan’s medical expenses for bone marrow transplantation rejection. Increase your burden, so come to me without telling you..."

Du Ruo didn't answer the conversation, and listened to Jiang Hao calmly. This was the first time they had such a peaceful conversation after their divorce.

Jiang Hao's emotions seemed to be completely withdrawn, his whole heart seemed to be buried in the deep cold seabed, the air pressure was too heavy, he couldn't breathe, so he could only slow down his tone and speak out what was in his heart little by little .

"...Your parents have worked very hard for Xiaofan, and you yourself too. Seeing you struggling like this for your brother for so many years, I actually feel very uncomfortable. Leukemia, even if the bone marrow is replaced, the probability of recovery is only 50%, plus rejection, plus future relapse, should you consider giving up?"

Du Ruo took a breath, feeling pain in his heart, but he still refuted: "Jiang Hao, you have been telling me these words for two years before you divorced, and you are still telling me now? I know about my brother. I won't ask you for a penny again, and if my mother is going to have an operation, I will never rely on you. Karma, I believe in God's will..."

She is not such a superstitious person, but after experiencing marriage and Qiao Anming, she still has no right to believe in God's will.

Jiang Hao knew her temper well, so he stopped trying to persuade her. He just smoked another cigarette and lit it up. After a long pause, he said calmly: "...I don't know under what circumstances your mother came to ask me to borrow money. , but I think the 20 is not a big amount for Qiao Anming..."

Du Ruo suddenly felt a pain in his chest, and his whole heart seemed to be pierced through the middle. A reminder without warning was so cruel that Du Ruo didn't want to listen.

How long has it been since she heard the word "Qiao Anming"?Although the time was not long, the pain was too heavy, like a huge net covering her heart, covering all emotions inside, letting her heart be turbulent, her face was still as calm as before, internal injury, outsiders see I don't see it, but I know that my meridian has been injured and it is difficult to recover.

But now that she is suffering so much, where is her unrivaled hero?

So in that moment, Du Ruo hated Qiao Anming so much!There is a bit of sourness in this kind of hatred, but no matter how much she hates, she can only hold the phone tightly, and slowly bend her upper body, which has been leaning flat on the back of the chair, with both elbows on her knees, and one palm Holding half of his face, he breathed a sigh of relief and replied, "Don't mention Qiao Anming to me. He is just my boss and has nothing to do with him...or even if he had it before, he will never have it again..."

Jiang Hao already understood the obvious meaning in the words. It was probably because Du Ruo was played by Qiao Boss, and the song ended, and everyone returned to their respective positions.

What a fool, Du Ruo, how can you be an opponent of that kind of man.

Jiang Hao took another puff of cigarette, choked heavily, and coughed a few times before speaking: "He is no more serious than me, so he can't be serious. He has a family and background, and women are at most a pastime for him. , I understand your character, you admit death, and you are not careful..."

"Stop, stop, stop..." Du Ruo yelled again and again, and it was not Jiang Hao's turn to make irresponsible remarks about her matter: "I don't want to hear this, and now is not the time to talk about it. If there is nothing else, just hang up .”

Hearing the tiredness in her words, Jiang Hao sighed again, still unwilling to hang up the phone: "You always look like this, but what are you going to do with your brother's 20 yuan? Still carry it by yourself? Don't be too straightforward, Dignity is sometimes worth more than life, you should know this better than me... If you don't plan to ask Qiao Anming for it, I can move it for you, or...?"

Du Ruo bit her lower lip, clenched her fists and replied: "Thank you, you can just take care of yourself. My mother went to the hospital for that little money, and your wife induced labor, so you think I will ask you to borrow that money?" money?"

"Then what are you going to do? Qiao Anming..."

"Stop it, don't tell me if this person is okay, I will handle my affairs myself, you ignored me when Xiaofan was doing the bone marrow transplant, and now you don't need to worry about it, just let it go, hang up!"

Du Ruo finished the last sentence angrily, and hung up the phone decisively.

But what to do after hanging up the phone? The gap of 20 is a real number to be solved, and she still hides it from her father, Xiaofan is still waiting on the hospital bed for her to bring the money back.

Go ask Mo Youting again?No, she only paid back 30 of the previous 10, and she just quarreled with Mo Youting because of Zheng Xiaoran a few days ago. She is too lazy to spend his money on such an irresponsible man!

Ask Qiao Anming?It's even more impossible. Dignity is sometimes more important than life, but he once told her, "Dignity is worthless, but dignity is the soul. If there is no soul, then the body is a walking dead!"

Thinking of this, Du Ruo stretched his hands together, and smiled slightly at the corners of his mouth.

What a shame, she remembers every word he said, dignity is worthless, but in so many memories between her and Qiao Anming, the tenderness and sweetness are forgotten overnight, and there is only this worthless dignity left. Lost at all, how much courage did she have to carry on carrying his child by herself.

So what Jiang Hao said is quite right, she just accepts death, and always sticks to the dead corner at critical moments.

In the end, Du Ruo didn't ask anyone, but just dialed Zheng Xiaoran's phone number. As soon as Zheng Xiaoran heard that she borrowed money, he knew it was Xiaofan's accident, but where did she get the 20 yuan? Du Ruo didn't make any trouble, and hung up the phone peacefully .

The screen of the mobile phone seemed too bright in the dark night. Du Ruo squinted his eyes slightly, and followed the names in the address book to scroll up a little bit... The last name that was not familiar jumped into his eyes, and a rogue smile flashed in his mind faces.

"Anyway, I'm here to play. How much money Mo Youting gives you a month, I'll double it to you!"

There is a very vulgar saying in the "Bible", which says that when God closes a door for you, he also opens a window for you...

Du Ruo gradually engraved the word "Pan Wei" in her heart. Life is cold, fate and dignity, what right does she have to make a good choice.

The night in early spring is really cold, the air is cold to the bone, and there is no one in the corridor. Du Ruo curled up on the bench with his arms folded, thinking about it all night, and finally the sky lighted up and the day floated up. , the nurses from the morning shift came to change shifts, and the corridors that had been empty all night gradually began to have voices.

Du Ruo engraved all the episodes of that night into his mind, and the memory of the time of suffering is usually remembered particularly deeply, because the pain is too obvious, passing by little by little, the cold air, helpless emotions, and even the "time" "They will all become accomplices in disaster.

Lu Shuangfeng woke up around noon on the second day. She turned her head slightly and saw Du Ruo lying asleep beside the bed. The old lady gritted her teeth and tears fell down one by one.

She was really desperate to call Jiang Hao, but who would have thought that Jiang Hao's mobile phone had been tapped by Xu Xiaoya long ago, and they made an appointment to meet at a time to get the money, Xu Xiaoya appeared "just in time", and the "evidence" was conclusive, so she was there on the spot Caught the appearance.

Lu Shuangfeng's attitude at the beginning was very good. Although she was stubborn in her bones, she was after the money. As long as she got the money, she could do whatever she wanted, so she begged Jiang Hao and said "I'm sorry", but your Dignity and suffering are so worthless in the eyes of others, and Xu Xiaoya's words are too harsh. In the end, Lu Shuangfeng's heart broke, and she ran outside with the money. Xu Xiaoya chased after her. The scene was a little chaotic. Jumping up, the soles of the feet softened, and the black eyes fell down...

Lu Shuangfeng didn't need to ask Du Ruo what happened after that. It was really "a leak in the house happened to rain all night", and she was lying on the hospital bed like this, and the family was still waiting for her to bring the money back.The tears on Lu Shuangfeng's face were not for the grievances she had suffered, but for Du Ruo, what kind of pressure and emotions this girl has endured until now.

Lu Shuangfeng wiped her tears with her sleeve, and pushed Du Ruo beside the bed. Du Ruo woke up instantly. When she saw the person on the bed, she opened the corners of her eyes and stood up emotionally, "Mom, are you awake? Doctor... nurse... ...My mother woke up, bed 003, woke up..."

……

Thankfully, fate was not cruel to her to the extreme, the sun rose as usual, and the doctor told Du Ruo: "The old lady is quite healthy, she has a mild cerebral infarction, and she can be observed in the intensive care unit for another day. Transfer to the general ward."

Du Ruo breathed a sigh of relief, and was so emotional that his words were incoherent: "Thank you, thank you doctor..."

"But after all, you have a history of cerebral infarction. In the future, your family members should pay more attention to the patient's emotions. If you have a mild condition, you should go to the hospital for treatment. This time you are lucky, but it doesn't mean that you will be able to pass the test smoothly in the future..." The doctor seemed to be Du Ruo's emotional contagion, today's attitude is exceptionally good.

Du Ruo nodded repeatedly, held the doctor's hand and apologized again, but Lu Shuangfeng, who was lying on the hospital bed behind him, struggled to get up and asked, "Doctor, can you transfer to the general ward today?"

"Not today, even if you don't have a stroke, at least you have to stay until tomorrow before turning."

"But I don't think I have any problems, and I can be discharged from the hospital!"

"It's not up to you. It's the hospital's rule. Every patient comes here like this. When you have a problem, the hospital will be responsible for it!" The doctor's words are very reasonable, but Lu Shuangfeng still wants to argue.

Du Ruo hurriedly turned her head and pressed her mother's hand: "Mom, what are you doing? Why are you rushing out of the hospital before your body recovers?"

"I... isn't the intensive care unit too expensive? Anyway, I'm fine, so why spend this money?"

Du Ruo's heart was sour, and he sniffed and said, "Our unit has commercial medical insurance, and employees' family members can also enjoy it, so you don't need to spend a lot of money in the hospital, so you can stay in peace for two more days."

"Then what about Xiaofan? Your dad is still waiting for me to go back."

"I've already made a deal with Dad, saying that you will return to Xuancheng with me in a few days."

Lu Shuangfeng lowered her eyes, pinched the quilt with both hands, and raised her head after a long time to ask, "You know everything about Xiaofan? Jiang Hao must have told you."

Du Ruo didn't speak, but just nodded.

With a long sigh, Lu Shuangfeng straightened her body again before continuing: "How are you going to borrow so much money? The surgery fee you borrowed last time hasn't been repaid yet. I originally planned to ask Jiang Hao for money. You He owed you when he got divorced, and he owed you, so it's right to make up this little money."

"Mom..." Du Ruo suddenly approached Lu Shuangfeng's face: "Don't mention Jiang Hao anymore. Since I chose to leave the house, I didn't intend to ask for his money. If something happens to Xiaofan in the future, don't hide it from me, can you? It's her sister, who has been worrying about him for so many years, why don't you tell me about such serious rejection?"

Lu Shuangfeng didn't answer any more, all the sad emotions were choked in her throat.

Du Ruo didn't understand what his mother was thinking, and realized that his tone was too aggressive, so he softened his tone, patted the back of his mother's hand and continued: "Okay, if Dad calls you again, just say you'll go back in a few days, money I can take care of things, it’s only 20 yuan, I can ask the unit to pay in advance, and Xiao Ran can lend me some, no problem..."

Du Ruo pretended to smile easily, as if the 20 figure was nothing more than a trivial matter.

Seeing Du Ruo's determined expression, Lu Shuangfeng didn't ask any further questions, but nodded helplessly.

(End of this chapter)