Big business guy wants to chase me

Chapter 458 Giving up is more painful than losing

Xi Jincheng's self-confidence made Shu Ran feel dull.

If she was forced to leave in the future, how should he face what he said today?Is this undoubtedly a slap in the face in front of Lin Yuanxiang?

Lin Yuanxiang looked at Xi Jincheng without speaking for a long time, and the two men fought and competed under their eyes for half a century.

This kind of silence is especially appropriate in the afterglow after the fireworks bloom.

When Shu Ran was racking her brains to think of what to say to stop the continuation of this secret fight, she heard Lin Yuanxiang suddenly laugh, turned to Shu Ran, shook her head and sighed softly.

"You have to know that she is a girl who is very assertive, too responsible, has too much self-esteem, and is not likely to depend on you. Sometimes, she has the courage to bear all the difficulties, but she doesn't have the courage to share with you. Difficult. Whether you will lose her is not up to you, but to her!

Mr. Xi, if she says something bad, don't believe her, you should calmly understand why she said that.I just listened to her lies at the beginning. She said that she had empathized with someone else and fell in love with someone else, so she wanted to break up with me.If I could calm down and give her some trust to understand what happened, maybe..."

Lin Yuanxiang smiled bitterly, saying that at the beginning, remembering the past, but looking back, it is the past with endless regrets!

"Will you leave me like this?" Xi Jincheng looked at Shu Ran, he didn't like Lin Yuanxiang's words, "Whether you will lose her or not, it's not up to you, but to her".

That feeling is just like his current mood.

Shu Ran is too rational, including from Lin Yuanxiang's words, he also heard that when Shu Ran was in a relationship with Lin Yuanxiang, she was still a "very assertive, too responsible, too self-esteem, and not very good at relying on you." girls".

She is a person who is too calm even to like someone.

There will be no crazy living, dying, and giving up everything for you, but leaving you when she thinks it's time to leave.

Shu Ran looked at him with palpitations, clenched her hands into fists, and what she said must be a lie.

"Yuanxiang, you're wrong. Maybe when we broke up, I really didn't give you any chance, I'm sorry. But this time, I can't leave, he will have the final say. I don't want to miss any opportunity to be with him The opportunity to be together, so, if it is not the reason why I cannot persist, I will not take the initiative to break up or leave." Shu Ran did not answer Xi Jincheng's question directly, but said to Lin Yuanxiang.

The seemingly affectionate confession to Xi Jincheng, and the helplessness and bewilderment about the future, are only understood in her heart.

Listening to Lin Yuanxiang's expression after she said this, there was an indescribable grief.

Xi Jincheng narrowed his eyes slightly, why couldn't he feel at ease after hearing what she said?
"That's good. Ranran, you must be happy!" Lin Yuanxiang nodded, and after all his sorrow was exhausted, he showed a far-fetched smile. After speaking, he turned and strode away.

Shu Ran bit her lip, her eyes were astringent, she still hurt the person she least wanted to hurt!

I only hope that the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain. I only hope that after such despair, he can get warmth and comfort from Yingzi, so that he can open his eyes and see that Yingzi is good.

"Are you sad?" Xi Jincheng put his hand around her shoulder and asked calmly.

"I am ashamed of him and owe him a lot. I hurt him back then, but after so many years, he chose to forgive me, and even blamed himself for why he went abroad. Even if I told him so clearly, I I don't like him anymore, and he doesn't hold grudges against me. When I'm not around, he often comes to my house, visits my mother, and chats with her.

Maybe you will think that this is just a way for him to save me and move me.Whatever his purpose, all I know is that I really appreciate what he has done for me.Even though I have passed away with him, but I once really loved and loved with my heart, and he really gave me a good memory.

It is impossible for me to erase what he has given and what I have received just because I don't like him now.If there hadn't been such a tragedy in my family back then, if he hadn't really gone abroad, then maybe... Maybe we're still together now.

Are you asking me if I am sad now?I answer you very clearly, I am very sad.After today, maybe even if we meet on the road, we will be strangers, and even saying hello seems so unnecessary.

Xi Jincheng, do you know?Sometimes, giving up is more painful than losing. "Shu Ran watched Lin Yuanxiang's car go away. No matter how beautiful the memories are, they are just memories. But now, she is very satisfied. Even with such a time bomb in her arms, she is extremely grateful to these two men who appeared in her life .

One fills in the most beautiful colors for her past, and the other outlines the most beautiful present for her. Even if the future is at a loss, she has a new hope.

The future should be written by her and her baby together!
"Abandoning him makes you miserable?" Xi Jincheng's brows were tightened, and he realized that he really couldn't understand her thoughts more and more.

"Are you jealous?" Shu Ran realized his emotions at this moment, and realized for the first time that his cold-eyed expression could be so cute.

"Don't change the subject!" Xi Jincheng frowned unhappily, her good mood tonight was ruined by her last sentence.

"Xi Jincheng, I'm just lamenting my first love, my past. But now I cherish everything I have and grasp the time with you. Are you trying to care about my past?" Shu Ran Holding his arm, he looked at him with a smile and asked.

"Who cares?" Hearing this, Xi Jincheng couldn't help the joy in his heart, but felt that he couldn't save face, touched his nose, snorted softly, and walked towards the car.

Shu Ran sighed desolately at his back, Xi Jincheng, you must not know that giving up on you would make me even more miserable!

"Why are you still standing there stupidly?" When Xi Jincheng opened the car door, he found that she was still standing there in a daze, so he couldn't help shouting at her.

"Oh! Here we come!" Shu Ran came back to her senses, quickly restrained her mind, and ran towards him quickly.

"What are you thinking about? Been restless lately?" Xi Jincheng reached out and tapped her forehead when she approached.

"No way! I just feel that you have become different recently! You are very warm!" Shu Ran turned her head and got into the car quickly, avoiding his scrutiny.

"Is there?" Xi Jincheng closed the car door, touched his ears, and asked himself.

(End of this chapter)