Big business guy wants to chase me

Chapter 195 You Are Luckier Than Me

The original event was canceled just like that. It is estimated that no one is in the mood to play.

Xi Jincheng took Lu Shuangshuang to his room, and Shu Ran felt a little depressed, thinking that it should be Xi Jincheng who could comfort Lu Shuangshuang the most at this time.

"Shu Ran, come with me." Xi Jincheng ordered Shu Ran while holding Lu Shuangshuang into the room.

"..." Shu Ran glanced at Lu Shuangshuang in his arms. Lu Shuangshuang must have been really tired from tossing around, her head was lowered, her big eyes had lost their former brilliance.

Even if she always looks hostile towards Shu Ran, it's better than being so gloomy and dull now.

Shu Ran followed in silently, and everyone else went back to their rooms.

Xi Jincheng gave an order that if the outside world knew a single word about today's incident, everyone would pay the price!

No one would joke about his family property.

"Help her take a hot bath." Xi Jincheng put Lu Shuangshuang in the bathroom and said to Shu Ran.

"Yeah." Shu Ran nodded, then turned to drain the water.

Lu Shuangshuang finally raised her head, looked at Shu Ran, and said in a bad tone: "I don't need you, you go!"

"I don't want to serve you either, Miss Lu! No matter how much you hate me, bear with it! What you have to do now is not to get angry with me, but to recover your body quickly so that you can find out who hurt you!"

Shu Ran glanced at her, and said to Lu Shuangshuang unceremoniously in front of Xi Jincheng.

"Shu Ran!" Xi Jincheng frowned displeasedly, looked at her coldly, and gave a warning.

"What? Did I say something wrong? It's very painful to lose the first time, especially when the other person is not the one you love. You won't understand how desperate that feeling is.

And she is deeply understanding, I just let her understand that she is not the only one who has endured this kind of grievance in this world!If because of this, you feel that life is worthless, lose confidence in life, lose hope, and feel that you are too dirty to be loved by anyone, then you are very wrong!

At least, Lu Shuangshuang, you are much luckier than me.You at least know who you slept with, instead of waking up in an unfamiliar environment, a broken body with no good place on top and bottom, and a pile of RMB that symbolizes that I was forced to abandon my self-esteem! "

After finishing the series of words calmly, Shu Ran pointed to the bathtub and looked at Lu Shuangshuang: "Now tell me, do you want to wash it?"

"You... you too... were..." Lu Shuangshuang looked at Shu Ran in disbelief, and tears welled up again.

Shu Ran didn't speak, but looked up at Xi Jincheng who was looking at her expressionlessly: "Miss Lu is going to take a bath, why don't you avoid it?"

Xi Jincheng pursed his lips and looked straight at her, as if he wanted to see through her eyes into her heart.

he……

Never thought about how she felt about that.

It turned out that she thought so at the beginning.

Xi Jincheng went out.

Lu Shuangshuang let Shu Ran wipe her back and arms without any resistance.

"Miss Shu, did you...find that person later?" Lu Shuangshuang knew that she shouldn't expose other people's scars, but a feeling of being reduced to the bottom of the world made her suddenly want to help Shu Ran find the person who bullied her .

Shu Ran nodded and remained silent.

Not only did he find it, she even became his mistress!

Taking his money, he continued to step on his self-esteem, living like an ant.

"Then did you sue him?" Lu Shuangshuang asked nervously.

"Miss Lu, some things are not so simple because of this. Nothing is taken for granted. I can't sue, because my situation is different from Miss Lu. That's why I say, you are luckier than me, at least you are still lucky. There is someone who can help you vent your anger and will uphold justice for you."

Shu Ran didn't want to talk to her about that matter anymore, she just thought about her past, when she thought about death for a moment...

She was afraid that this girl would have the same thoughts as her, so she would tell her about herself.

Once a person has the thought of wanting to die, he will become addicted, and he will always think in that gloomy direction, and he will never find an exit.

"I'm sorry." Lu Shuangshuang knew enough was enough, apologized lightly, and stopped mentioning it.

Shu Ran soaked with her for a while before helping her up.

On Lu Shuangshuang's body, the bruises on her neck and chest were a bit worse, but the rest of her body was fine.

Shu Ran felt that Lu Shuangshuang looked much better compared to her situation at that time.

Maybe it's because Xi Jincheng is also the first time...

……

Lu Shuangshuang fell asleep, and Xi Jincheng took Shu Ran back to her room.

Shu Ran let him pull without saying a word, until the door was slammed shut by him, and she was pinned against the door panel by him.

"Xi Jincheng, what do you want to do?" Shu Ran frowned, now she was very afraid of being alone with him.

Before, I felt that my aunt was there, so it was safe.

Only now did she realize how pure her thoughts were.

"Tell me about your first time." Xi Jincheng held her wrist with little strength, but it was as firm as an iron chain.

"What are you talking about?" Shu Ran was taken aback for a moment, then her eyes suddenly became cold.

"Tell me how wronged you were the first time!" Xi Jincheng pursed his lips, his eyes pierced into Shu Ran's eyes like ice scum, reaching the bottom of her heart.

"Xi Jincheng, I don't know why you are angry. For the first time like that, I don't think I have anything to be proud of. If you feel that I have told the truth and made you uncomfortable, I have nothing to say."

Shu Ran frowned, shouldn't she be wronged?
Just because he left her money, or because he was the one who slept with her, should she feel grateful to him?

Before the drug effect took hold, did he consider whether she was voluntary?

She clearly remembered that when they met for the first time, she clearly rejected him, and told him clearly that she would not appear!

Just at the end?

She knew that getting angry now was too pretentious and ridiculous, after all, she didn't write the word self-esteem with her bones.

In the end, not only could she not hold him accountable, but she even sold herself to him. What can she say?
If you want to blame, you can only blame yourself for being useless!
"You always think so?" Xi Jincheng narrowed his eyes, with a hint of hope.

"How come, at least I am grateful to you now! Without you, my mother's illness..."

"I just want to know your true feelings, don't mention your mother to me. Until now, you still think it's hard to accept your first time with me?" Xi Jincheng interrupted her coldly, no Ken let go of her answer.

Shu Ran looked at him, she didn't even have an answer to this question...

"Shu Ran, answer me!" Xi Jincheng growled in displeasure, almost pinching her neck and asking.

Shu Ran still didn't answer. It wasn't that she didn't want to answer, but that she didn't know how to answer.

Sometimes, not all questions have answers...

(End of this chapter)