Sir, I will not marry!

Chapter 258 So So Heartache

In fact, for Shen Lingye and Jiang Xiaonuan now, the most sensible course of action is to get rid of this child.

Thinking with your toes, you all know that, at least for now, it is impossible for Shen Zhiyan to agree to Shen Lingye and Jiang Xiaonuan being together, let alone having a baby.

However, or because he witnessed the withering of his unblooming love two years ago, witnessing that young life dying in front of his eyes, Shen Lingfeng still couldn't help it and tried to dissuade Jiang Xiaonuan.

Shen Lingfeng has personally experienced what it feels like to lose his own flesh and blood and watch the woman he loves cry on the cold operating table.

After all, he didn't want his pain to repeat the same mistakes on Shen Lingye.

The most important thing is that Shen Lingfeng understands Shen Lingye - he is not a man who is desperate for power, and he will never sacrifice himself and Jiang Xiaonuan's children because of power.

Shen Lingfeng clearly understood in his heart that it would be extremely difficult for Jiang Xiaonuan to give birth to this child and persist until the end.

However, even if it is difficult, how will you know if you don’t try?
So, Shen Lingfeng said so much to Jiang Xiaonuan, is it really just for her and his elder brother?

Vaguely, Shen Lingfeng understood that there was still his selfishness in it, his only hope for the illusory love.

Shen Lingye and Jiang Xiaonuan rekindled some expectations for love in him, and he hoped that one day, this expectation could become a real and tangible reality.He hoped that one day, he would see that the love of his elder brother could shine the most dazzling light in this consortium of long halberds and high families.

After Shen Lingfeng had breakfast, he left in a hurry and went back to work in the hotel.

With the CDP in December close at hand, Shen Lingfeng dared not slack off on matters that Shen Lingye had personally taken care of.

After Jiang Xiaonuan cleaned up the kitchen, she sat on the balcony basking in the sun with a cup of hot water alone.

She fell into unprecedented hesitation and struggle.

No woman really has the heart to kill a child in her womb, even if its birth is unbearable.

Jiang Xiaonuan could feel that deep down in her heart, she wanted this child.She wanted this child of her and Shen Lingye, a relative who was connected with her blood.

But can she have it?

Shen Lingye wants to?

Even if she wanted to, would Shen Zhiyan allow her to give birth to it?
Before talking with Shen Lingfeng today, Jiang Xiaonuan still had a glimmer of hope for the birth of this child, but now, she understands - impossible, that is absolutely impossible.

Taking a ten thousand step back, even if this child was born without telling Shen Zhiyan, can this child become a child of the Shen family in a dignified way?Or, like her, will always be a shameful illegitimate child?

No, Jiang Xiaonuan would never want her child to suffer like this.

In addition to the child itself, the arrival of this child also made Jiang Xiaonuan seriously and compelled to consider the future between her and Shen Lingye for the first time.

And Jiang Xiaonuan came to the conclusion that it was impossible for her and Shen Lingye to be like the child in her womb.

It is impossible for the child to be born, and it is impossible for her to have a future if she stays by Shen Lingye's side like this.

So, what about leaving Shen Lingye?

After leaving him, Shen Zhiyan was killed, and the child between them was erased. Afterwards, she would be free from this muddy and inescapable quagmire, regain her freedom and control her own life.

This road seems to be bright and very attractive, but why does it hurt so much when I think about it?

Jiang Xiaonuan stretched out his hand to cover his lower abdomen, and a line of tears rolled down silently.

"what do I do……"

(End of this chapter)