marry a princess

Chapter 157
Rue Xiang lifted the lid of the censer, closed her eyes, took a deep breath, closed the lid, smiled to herself, and strode out into the yard with the censer in her hand.

Seeing Su Yan who brought the tea set to the door, Yun Xiang took a few steps, pouted her lips into the room, and asked in a low voice, "Is the master still awake?"

"Not yet." Su Yan shook his head, and said in a low voice, "Ah-Wan was injured too badly this time, let her sleep a little longer so that her body will recover sooner."

Rue Xiang nodded and turned to let Su Yan go out.Su Yan looked around the yard, turned around and asked, "Why didn't you see Xiao He?"

"Master hasn't eaten much in the past few days. Seeing that he has lost a lot of weight, I asked Xiao He to go to Lingyage Pavilion and ask Uncle Mo and the others to help cook some dishes that Master likes. No matter what, Master must eat more. Something goes down."

For Su Yan, Rue Xiang has always been suspicious. Overhearing Bai Ziwan talking to Su Yan a few times, she gradually let go of her guard, but she is curious about who Su Yan is.

Su Yan nodded, "You go inside, I'll go to the kitchen to refill the pot of hot water, and check to see if Little Six has boiled the medicine."

Putting the incense burner on the side cabinet, Rue Xiang went to open the window a little, went to the bed and lifted the bed curtain to take a look, put down the bed curtain, walked to the table and sat down.

The master lost his mother when he was very young. Both the master and the young master are men, and they stay in the military camp all day. Although the nanny treats the master as if he is his own, she cannot make up for the lack of maternal love.On the surface, the wife is very kind to the master, but in fact she often scolds and humiliates the master, the eldest lady and the third lady are even worse, but the master is sensible since childhood, in order not to make the master and the young master worry about embarrassment, no matter how much suffering or grievance he has suffered, he never Said, but pretended to be a pistachio in order to please the master and the young master.

Every time at this time, she always feels sorry for her master, but there is nothing she can do.The nanny is right, no matter how good the master treats them, they must not forget their identities, let alone meddle in the master's affairs.I thought my master would be able to get out of the sea of ​​suffering by marrying the fifth prince, but I didn't expect the master's side to escape from the sea of ​​suffering, but this side fell into the fire pit again, and she, standing by the master's side, clearly knew how bitter the master was, how painful he was, but he still As before, there is nothing to do but feel distressed.

Hearing Yuan Hongyu said that he would take Bai Ziwan away, away from the right and wrong here, for a moment Ruexiang really hoped that Bai Ziwan would agree to him, and even thought of helping him persuade the master, but thinking of Yuan Hongyu's identity, the emperor was very concerned about Yuan Hongyu. She valued her and Bai Ziwan's affection for Yuan Hongyi, she suddenly hesitated, wondering if she should persuade her master to leave at this time.

"Ruxiang..." Bai Ziwan pressed his temple that was a little swollen, frowned, lifted the bed curtain and shouted outside.

"Here we come." Rue Xiang touched her eyes, took a breath, and hurried over to hang up the bed curtain, "Master, you're awake."

Bai Ziwan hummed, sat up with her hands propped up, and glanced out the window, "Is it already noon?" She looked at Yunxiang and asked.

"It's still an hour before noon." Yun Xiang said as she took a pillow and put it behind Bai Ziwan for her to lean on, "Master, do you want to sleep again? I will wake you up after the meal is ready."

"Don't sleep anymore, if I continue to sleep, I'm going to turn into a pig." Bai Ziwan stretched himself, lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

Shocked, Rue Xiang hurriedly held her down, "Master, what are you going to do? Mr. Gongsun said that you can't go to the ground until you fully recover."

Bai Ziwan smiled slightly, "I'm fine now, and don't you remember what I told you before? Proper exercise can sometimes help the body recover." Seeing Yunxiang staring at herself with wide eyes, Zi Wan patted her on the shoulder, "I won't go out, just sit over there, don't worry." She pointed to the table, put on her shoes and walked slowly there.

Yun Xiang suddenly regained her senses, grabbed a piece of clothing and put it on Bai Ziwan, turned around and sat down beside her, "Master, you..." Why did she feel that the master looks different today, as if... It's like coming alive.

"I'm sorry for making you worry for so long, I promise you, I won't do it again in the future." Bai Ziwan apologized.

"Master..." Yun Xiang leaned closer, as if she wanted to see through her, and said after a while, "Master, are you...really okay?"

This girl.Bai Ziwan smiled, "Do you think I still have something to do now?" Although the child's death is a pain that she will never erase, it has become a fact. No matter how she evades, in the end she still wants her. Face the burden yourself.

"How is Red now?"

The nanny said that after she was unconscious, Xiao He locked Hongyi and Qing'er in the firewood room. After learning what their master and servant had done, Yuan Hongyi ordered someone to beat Qing'er and the soldier to death that night and throw them into the wilderness. In the wild, Hongyi was also disabled by him and her hand was injured. Hongyi might not be able to play the piano again in this life, so it doesn't matter whether she takes revenge or not.

Because the current red clothes are already worse than death.

"Master, have you forgotten who made you look like this? Why...why are you still concerned about her safety?"

Seeing Yunxiang staring at him with a look of hatred, Bai Ziwan said, "I don't care about her, it's just... Hongyi was really disabled by the fifth prince? Did he hurt his hand?"

"That's what she deserved!" Rue Xiang gritted her teeth with her eyes wide open.She should be disembowelled, and her heart should be taken out and fed to the dogs.Fortunately, the master has always treated her like a sister. Not only did she not repay her kindness, but she harmed the master time and time again.

Just like what Rue Xiang said, Hong Yi deserved what she deserved, and she should be happy, but when she found out, instead of feeling the slightest bit of joy, she felt sorry for Hong Yi.The red dress looks soft and weak, but in fact he is proud and arrogant. It's nothing more than being abolished in martial arts, but now he hurts his hand and can't play the piano.For a person who is addicted to the qin, living but not being able to play the qin is better than killing her with a knife.

"Master, this servant knows that you are kind-hearted and cannot bear to see anyone being wronged, but I also hope that you will think about it. Who made you suffer so much? Who caused you to have no little master? Do you know that because of her, You may..."

"Awan," Yuan Hongyu opened the door and came in, cut off Yunxiang's words, walked over and said, "You are not fully recovered, why did you get out of bed?" He said, looking at Yunxiang casually.

Seeing the accusation and warning in Yuan Hongyu's eyes, Yun Xiang was taken aback, as if waking up from a dream, then saluted three steps and walked outside in two steps.

It's very dangerous, fortunately the prince came in time, otherwise I would really say the wrong thing.Rue Xiang sat down on the steps, patted her chest, still feeling lingering.

There is a hint of orchid fragrance in the incense burner, which is fresh and elegant, which makes people feel refreshed.Yuan Hongyu sat down opposite Bai Ziwan, and quietly looked at the woman opposite him who had fascinated him. Would she really abandon everything here and leave with him?
"Why are you staring at me like this? Could it be that I'm ugly?" Bai Ziwan teased, breaking the long silence between the two, pointing to the empty table, "Young girl Yunxiang probably forgot to bring in water, so you can only Sitting like this."

"Awan, are you alright?"

Bai Ziwan nodded, "I'm sorry for making you worry for so long." Then he added, "Don't worry, I've come back to life, and I won't be like that again in the future."

"You said that there is no need to say sorry between friends, especially between you and me." After a pause, Yuan Hongyi suddenly took Bai Ziwan's hand as if he had made up his mind, "Awan, come with me." Leave, leave here with me, okay?"

"Hongyu, you..." Bai Ziwan wanted to withdraw his hand, but he held it even tighter, "Hongyu, what's wrong with you? Let me go first, okay?"

Yuan Hongyu grasped her hand tightly, and said, "I like you, I have liked you since the first time I saw you, but because you are a man, I dare not tell you, and later I found out that you are a woman, so I fell in love with you at that time I swear in my heart that I must marry you as my wife, and I will protect you and cherish you forever. But before I had time to ask my father to marry you, you married Fifth Brother. You know that when I knew you were Fifth Brother's concubine, I How heartbroken, how regretful, how much I hate myself? I hate myself why I didn't tell my father earlier."

"Hongyu..."

If he treats her well and she lives happily, he may let her go, and then follow the concubine's last wish and leave far away, but he treats her badly, and she almost dies because of him being in danger again and again , he loves her, how can he sit idly by?
"Awan, didn't you say that you yearn for freedom and don't want to be a bird in a cage? So promise me and leave with me, okay?" Yuan Hongyi begged.

"Hong Yu, can you let me go first?"

"Don't!" Yuan Hongyu said stubbornly, "It is because I didn't hold your hand tightly from the beginning that I made you someone else's wife. This time I will never let you go again."

Bai Ziwan frowned, and vigorously broke free from Yuan Hongyu's hand, covering the red mark on his wrist, and said, "It's impossible for us to be together."

"why?"

"Because I'm already someone else's wife."

"You regard him as your husband. What about him? Does he regard you as his wife? If he had regarded you as his wife, he would not have made you suffer so much. Ah Wan, so many things have happened, you Don't you understand? He basically gave you what you want. "

"Perhaps no one in this world can afford what I want." Bai Ziwan smiled slightly, "Even I don't know what I want, how can others give it to me? Hong Yu, I am very grateful to you for giving me what I want." That's good, but I can't promise to leave with you." Even if she leaves, it's absolutely impossible for her to be with him.

"Why?" Yuan Hongyu stared closely at Bai Ziwan, "Awan, tell me the truth, you are in love with him, are you in love with him? So you plan to give up your freedom for him and turn yourself into a golden man. Canary, trapped in a cage for a lifetime?"

"Awan, do you know that Brother Fifth..."

"I know." Bai Ziwan blurted out.

Yuan Hongyu was surprised, "What do you know?"

"I know everything I should know, even more than you." Without waiting for Yuan Hongyu to ask, Bai Ziwan continued, "Don't ask me where I got it, I won't tell you. Hongyu, everyone has their own mission to complete and their own path to walk. Hongyi is, you are, and so am I. Regardless of whether those things or that path is what you want, since you choose, you must continue to walk down, right?"

Hongyi?She called him Hong Yi?She really fell in love with him?He knew that no matter what he said, he would never be able to take her away.Yuan Hongyu closed his eyes, took a deep look at Bai Ziwan, slowly got up, turned around, and was taken aback when he saw a person standing at the door who didn't know when, and then left.

(End of this chapter)