I heard you like me

Chapter 33 The Return
Naturally, he also saw her. She was also very conspicuous in a red coat.

He walked in front of her, his eyes met, maybe it was too long since they were separated, the two of them couldn't talk for a while.

She smiled, "Senior, welcome home."

In his eyes, the light was clear, reflecting her red dress, like dancing flames.

Finally, he reached out to touch her hair, as he had done before when he pitied her.

She giggled, but tilted her head to avoid it, "Senior, let's go."

He didn't say anything, and got into the car with her.

She drove here by herself without calling the driver, just to have a chance to have a private conversation with him before entering the house.

So, after getting in the car, she changed to him to drive, and she sat in the passenger cab, feeling that time had turned back, as if she had returned to a year and a half ago...

She was sore in her heart, and finally said that sentence, before he had just put on his seat belt and started the car.

"Senior, let's get a divorce."

With a soft word, he was about to start when the car suddenly staggered and stopped on the spot.

He looked at her, his clear voice was a little hoarse, his tone was questionable, and he raised slightly, "Liuzheng?"

She felt that he probably didn't hear clearly or thought he heard it wrong, so she repeated, "Senior, I just said, let's get a divorce."

At that moment, his clear eyes were staring at her closely, she panicked a little, avoided his gaze, and looked ahead, outside the car window, the red lanterns all over the street were beaming with joy.

I still remember the first Spring Festival after she married him, when her parents moved into a new house, Ruan Lang hung red lanterns at the gate together with him, and she also went up to join in the fun, but her fingernails turned over accidentally , She almost cried in pain.He skillfully treated her wounds, and by the way, he also cut her nails clean. While cutting, he softly scolded her: I still study medicine!Do you know that nail polish is poisonous?It's not hygienic to keep such long nails!

So her newly made nails were cut clean by him, and all the color was washed away by him.

She naturally knows this, but sometimes she wants to make a fuss about it, anyway, she is preparing for the exam at home now.I don't know why, but she especially enjoys him at this time. She likes to occasionally make some small mistakes, and then listen to his nice voice whispering or scolding her. Every time at this time, she will secretly look at his perfect profile , I was fascinated by his gurgling voice like a clear spring, and I often didn't hear what he said.Especially when she was reviewing her major, she often asked him the questions she had learned, and said over and over again that she didn't understand. She didn't seek answers, but just listened to his voice repeatedly changing to explain her doubts. He has brought the word patience to the extreme.

Out of the corner of her eye, she could see his hands resting on the steering wheel, she smiled, looking back was full of memories.

He didn't drive in a hurry, after being silent for a while, he said softly, "Liuzheng, what I didn't do well, you tell me, I'll change it."

She knew he would say that.

He married her out of impulse, but it was also a lifetime plan.

He has never thought about divorce, and even more regards her as his responsibility, she understands.

She still looked at the front and smiled, and what she wanted to say had already been rolled over in her heart thousands of times, so she didn't need to think about it again, "Senior, it's not your problem, you've done a good job, I know, you've been working hard to think right I'm good, you have achieved your ultimate, the problem lies with me."

"Liuzhen." His hand moved away from the steering wheel and held hers, "What's the real reason?"

His hands were still slightly cold.

She didn't take her hand out and let him hold it, "Senior, do you know? When you asked me if I would marry you, I applied for an offer to go abroad."

She always thought he didn't know, but unexpectedly he nodded and said, "Yes."

She was the one who was surprised, "You know? When did you know? Who told you?"

He just said, "How big is the medical department? We found out on the first snow day in our first year of marriage."

The first snow day?

She remembered that when he came back that day, he was a little different, demanding a lot from her, and at the end, he hugged her and said, "Liuzheng, I will always be with you."

She was still surprised at the time, so it was because of this...

"Senior, do you feel sorry for me?" She tilted her head and asked him.

He was silent for a while, "Liuzheng, I owe you too much."

She sighed, "Senior, I tell you this not to make you owe me, but to let you know that I have tried so hard but failed to bring you happiness. I think there is nothing I can do. I know you I don’t want to divorce, because I am your cross. You feel that you have made a mistake and dragged the innocent me into your life. Only by continuing to carry my cross can your conscience be at ease, but senior, this kind of life is too tiring , for so many years, you have worked so hard to take care of me and my family, aren't you tired?"

He shook his head lightly, "I'm not tired, Liuzheng, I said I will always take care of you."

She also smiled and shook her head, "But this is not the life I want! I hope that your sadness and my happiness can have a chemical reaction to produce a new substance called happiness, but I failed. Bring happiness, but let myself be swallowed up by sorrow, senior, I don't want to continue."

She knew that if he was the only one who was unhappy, he would never get a divorce, but happiness is a matter between two people...

"Senior." She paused, summoned up the courage to call out in a low voice, "Think about it..."

She clearly felt that his hand, which was holding hers, twitched slightly.

"Liuzhen..." he said eagerly, as if he wanted to explain something.

She turned around and sealed his lips with her right hand, "Senior, there is no need to explain, I understand, I understand, if I don't understand you, how can I be your die-hard little fan. However, after these years , I think, what you need is not a fan, but someone who can make you think again, and I also want to have my own thinking, so, senior, let's end here and give each other a chance , start a new life, okay?"

"Liuzheng, I'm sorry."

There was always reluctance and guilt written in his brows and eyes.

However, one cannot live a lifetime in guilt, and it would be a burden and torture to anyone.

"Senior, if it was a mistake for us to be together, then only correcting this mistake is the fundamental solution to the problem, instead of continuing to make mistakes. You don't have to feel guilty, you gave me a choice when you proposed, and I can choose not to , but I chose to be willing, and I will be responsible for my choice. Now is the time for the final settlement, senior, I agreed at the beginning because I love you, and now I want to separate because my love can't last In our future life, or in other words, my love has been exhausted, and there is no way to continue to love like before."

She looked at the face in front of her with misty eyes, as if she had returned to the time in college. When she was a crazy little fan, she smiled softly, "Senior, in the process of loving you, the happiest thing is the four years in college. Those days when I secretly liked you, I was wholehearted and carefree. Senior, you are worthy of my love, and you are worthy of my continued love, but let me return to my original status as a small fan. I should be happier like this .”

There is no turning back in life, and it is impossible for her to become his little fan after becoming his wife. However, he will agree to divorce only if he denies the life after divorce.

is she happyIn fact, she has always been very happy, whether it was college time, married life, or the years when she was away alone. Of course, there were times when she shed tears, and she also experienced hardships and hardships, but she did not Give yourself the energy to be happy, how can you have the strength to stop the tears from flowing down?

Every day is a new beginning, never let last night's tears dominate your life today.This is her rule.

So, Liuzheng, go on and be happy forever!
Beiya Hospital.

The autumn was getting colder, Ruan Liuzheng was walking back to the department, she had just finished an operation with him, she went to the bathroom, and he left first.

This is the first time for her to be his assistant. Before going on stage, she thought she would be flustered. After all, no matter how time passes, she is still his little fan, just like the beginning, especially since she entered Beiya so many times with him in the operating room Afterwards, I admired him even more. He was born to be a surgeon, and every operation was perfect and beautiful, so it was no wonder that he was called the first surgeon in Bei Ya at such a young age.

(End of this chapter)