old love revisited

Chapter 91
"It's not that I don't want to, it's that I don't know what to say to you."

"You have so many questions you want to ask me, don't you?"

"I asked you, what can I change?" Qu Ranran's tone was light, deliberately covering up her loss and sadness.

Guan Hao let go of Qu Ranran quickly, gritted his teeth and said, "It seems that you don't plan to go with me!!"

Qu Ranran got up from the bed, looked at Guan Hao's cold face with faint eyes, and said slowly, "Can we go on?"

Guan Hao grabbed Qu Ranran's weakened shoulders suddenly, "Why not?"

Qu Ranran tried hard to break Guan Hao's restraint, and spit out in a cold voice, "When you want it, you can ask for it, and when you don't want it, you just throw it away like a shoe. Guan Hao, if this is your attitude towards feelings, please forgive me. Good luck."

Guan Hao roared wildly, "Damn it, can it be that you can't see the changes I have made for you these days?"

Qu Ranran's eyes suddenly turned red with grievance, "Yes, you have made a change, and I also know that you may really want to be with me... But, Guan Hao, have you ever thought about standing in front of us? There are so many problems between them? Even if I am with you, can your mother accept me?"

"I said I will take care of my mother's problem, you don't need to worry about it."

"So, you and Joss have a child, how do you solve it?"

"I thought I had already explained to you that nothing happened between me and Joss!!" Guan Hao's voice became even hoarse as he suppressed his anger, and he almost scrambled every word from his teeth. burst out.

Hearing what Guan Hao said, Qu Ranran's tears of grievance slipped from the corners of her eyes, and she spat out sourly, "If you didn't have sex with her, why did you discuss the child's affairs in the coffee shop? Also, she When you mentioned that the child is yours, why didn't you refute it? She went to the hospital for an abortion, and you rushed to the hospital as soon as you received the message from her, doesn't that mean anything? "

Facing her questioning, Guan Hao was full of anger and wanted to vent, but when she really asked these questions, his body was slightly startled.

Qu Ranran thought that Guan Hao was caught by her series of questions, so she choked up and laughed, "Why didn't you answer me?"

Guan Hao's eyes staring at Qu Ranran were getting darker and darker, but he still didn't respond.

Qu Ranran wiped away the tears on her cheeks, took a deep breath to stop the soreness in her throat, and said slowly, "Guan Hao, you are not willing to let Qiao Si take away the child, which shows that you have no feelings for Qiao Si... ...Although I don't know what kind of woman Joss really is, it is a fact that she loves you. In order to fulfill us, she lied to Guan's mother that the child has nothing to do with you, and even came to the door and asked me to cherish the relationship with you. Feelings, I think people are not as accurate as you. I think you already know whether what Qiao Si did is true or not. I just want to say... Guan Hao, if Qiao Si is really such a kind and generous person Girl, you shouldn't give up on her, and regardless of the child's affairs, you have to give her an explanation. With her sincerity to you, you should also give her a chance. As for us, I'm afraid we can do it for Yu'an a friend..."

……

late at night.

Guan Hao raised his hand and pinched the center of his eyebrows, an impatient expression appeared on his handsome face.

Zou Ji stood in front of Guan Hao, and asked with concern, "Boss, you look a bit tired, are you okay?"

Guan Hao has always been like an iron-clad superman, never easily showing his fatigue in front of others, but these two nights are a bit abnormal.

"I'm fine..." Guan Hao waved his hand, indicating that he was fine. "What happened to what you asked to check?"

Zou Ji said solemnly, "I found out, that person is indeed the one you guessed, boss, I originally wanted to report to you tomorrow... She holds the handle of Boss Ji, that's why Boss Ji has been controlled by her all these years I have been fighting against you, the boss, but it seems that Mr. Ji still doesn't know her identity..."

Guan Hao frowned slightly, "Can't find her whereabouts?"

"It is already being tracked, and it will be found soon."

"In three days at the latest, I want to know her exact whereabouts."

Facing Guan Hao's ultimatum, Zou Ji confidently said, "I will definitely find her."

"En." Guan Hao slowly closed his eyes.

Zou Jiyuan wanted to retreat, but seeing that Guan Hao was sleeping with his eyes closed at the moment, Zou Ji couldn't help frowning.

As the boss's bodyguard and driver, he naturally has to serve the boss 24 hours a day, but tonight, just like last night, he can clearly feel that the boss is in a bad mood...

He has been with the boss for so many years, and he has never felt such annoyance from the boss. Of course he knows the reason, Miss Qu must have offended the boss again, otherwise the boss will not stay in the office tonight.

After hesitating for a long time in his heart, Zou Ji finally plucked up the courage to speak, "Boss, I don't know if I should say something or not..."

Guan Hao slowly opened his eyes and said, "When did you speak so hesitantly?"

"I see you worrying about Miss Qu recently, I can't help it...I want to say, boss, have you ever thought that Miss Qu is not suitable for you?"

Guan Hao's eagle-like sharp eyes shot at Zou Ji, and his tone was slightly displeased, "You don't need to remind me about this matter."

Zou Ji muttered, "Boss, let me say something, actually I think Miss Qiao is more suitable for you than Miss Qu."

Zou Ji's words displeased Guan Hao, he stared coldly, turned his back and stopped looking at Zou Ji.

Seeing that Guan Hao did not stop him from continuing, Zou Ji continued, "I always feel that you are too cruel to Ms. Qiao. If Ms. Qiao finds out that the man who was with Ms. Qiao that night is not the boss, Ms. Qiao will be very upset. depressed……"

"Go down!" Guan Hao ordered in a cold voice, preventing things that don't care about people from entering his ears.

"boss……"

Thinking that Guan Hao has been busy with a lot of things these days, and Qu Ranran didn't make Guan Hao feel at ease for a moment, Zou Ji couldn't help but said, "Your subordinates don't understand, you have to deal with 'M', if Miss Qu finds out, Miss Qu will definitely not Agree, the relationship between you will definitely be unable to continue because of 'M', but if you don't let Miss Qu know about this, you can't explain to Miss Qu that you and Miss Qiao have no intimate relationship, then, According to Ms. Qu's stubborn personality, she will never be with you, let alone trust you unreservedly...Since the two results are that you and Ms. Qu have no future, why are you still treating Ms. Qu? That kind of care?"

"Her distrust now is caused by me in the past." This is what makes him most uncomfortable. He can't blame her, but he can't explain to her...

"Boss, let me say something else, don't you think Miss Qu has changed? She no longer has the simplicity and kindness of the past. Take Miss Qu's stay this time, Chen Lin and I thought that Miss Qu was single-minded. I want to be with you, but who would have thought that Ms. Qu just wanted to use the convenience of being by your side to investigate the cause of her mother's death. Although it was later proved that Ms. Qiao was deceiving Ms. Qu, Ms. Qu did have an impure purpose to follow you Together, therefore, I think Miss Qu is even better than Miss Qiao in terms of scheming!"

Qu Ranran absent-mindedly looked at the New York City scene outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, her eyes darkened.

The image of the confrontation with him last night is all in my mind...

He kept saying that he didn't touch Joss, and forced her to ask him, but why couldn't he answer in the end?

Does she know that she doesn't want to discuss this issue with him because she doesn't want to make the relationship with him so irretrievable...

Now that Joss's question was finally brought to the fore, how could there be any change between them?
"Wow, wow..."

The child's cry interrupted Qu Ranran's thoughts. She got up and walked from the window to the crib.

Yu An was crying in the crib because she was hungry...

Qu Ranran hugged Yu An, and the child stopped crying immediately.

Seeing that the child's handsome face resembled Guan Hao's, Qu Ranran couldn't help but kiss Yu An's face lightly.

Yu An seemed to be very sensible, knowing that her mother was in a low mood, she also obediently fell into Qu Ranran's arms.

Qu Ranran put Yu An gently on the bed, and whispered, "Be good, baby, Mommy is going to make milk for you... You lie on the bed obediently, Mommy will be back soon."

After finishing speaking, Qu Ranran turned around and walked to the low cabinet where the milk powder and feeding bottles were placed.

While Qu Ranran was making milk, there was a sound from the apartment door.

Thinking it was Guan Hao, Qu Ranran couldn't help shaking out some of the milk powder in the spoon when making milk powder, but quickly calmed down.

She wasn't afraid to face him, but she didn't know what to do between them.

To stay or to leave, I'm afraid it's time to make a decision...

Invaded by sadness and loss deep in her heart, Qu Ranran was in a trance, and didn't notice that the footsteps of the person coming in were obviously different from Guan Hao's. Looking forward but not expecting to see Guan Hao's eyes became surprised and panicked because of the appearance of the visitor.

"Guan... the old lady."

Qu Ranran's voice was slightly hoarse, never thinking that it would be Guan's mother who came over.

Guan Mu stared at Qu Ranran for a second, her face didn't show any deliberate disgust, but she wasn't loving either. She glanced at Qu Ranran indifferently, and her eyes turned to Yu An who was lying on the bed and sucking her finger.

"How did you take care of the child? You put him on the bed alone. What if he falls off?"

Guan Mu nervously walked to the bedside, and directly hugged Yu An.

With a lesson learned from the past, Qu Ranran put down the bottle nervously, walked up to Guan's mother, and hurriedly escaped, "Madam Guan, you..."

Guan Mu looked at Qu Ranran, "What am I? Are you afraid that I will take Yu An away like last time?"

Qu Ranran didn't answer, as if she had tacitly agreed.

Mother Guan said lightly, "Don't worry, I didn't come to you this time for Yu An. The last time I was immature, I thought about bringing Yu An back to the Guan family. Now think about it, the last time I rashly brought Yu An to New York , not only caused my two sons to accuse me, but also prompted you and Guan Hao to get back together in New York, I am really confused."

Hearing Guan Mu's annoyed tone, Qu Ranran's heart was filled with soreness. Recalling Guan Mu's love for her in the past, and now her disgust, the only thing she can sigh is that creation tricks people.

"Yu An, darling... talk to grandma..."

No matter how much she didn't like Qu Ranran, Guan's mother's love for her grandson was evident in words.

Yu An seemed to know Guan Mu, and when Guan Mu teased him, he giggled face-to-face.

Guan's mother was immersed in the joy of playing with her grandchildren, which made Qu Ranran's originally tense mood slowly relax.

"Little darling, do you recognize grandma? You laugh so happily with grandma..." Guan's mother's loving words were all about slowly pampering Yu An, and she couldn't help kissing Yu An again and again.

Seeing Guan's mother coaxing Yu'an, Qu Ranran couldn't help feeling even more sour.

(End of this chapter)