old love revisited

Chapter 66 Prayer (2)
After changing the diaper, Qin Zixin suddenly asked, "By the way, what did Qianqian say about 'Yu'an', is that the name you gave the little guy?"

Qu Ranran nodded.

"What 'Yu'?"

"Dayu's 'Yu' who controls the water."

Qin Zixin chuckled, "It seems that we, Ranran, hope that the little guy will grow up to have outstanding achievements like Yu."

Qu Ranran laughed, "I don't have such lofty ambitions for my children. I just choose a homonym, and it's fine."

She once saw a sentence in a book——

Get a corner of peace and spend your life in the best years.

She doesn't ask her child to have an outstanding demeanor in the future, she only asks for a safe life.

"Yu" is a homonym for Yu, so this name was given to the child.

"Guan Yu'an, Guan Yu'an..." Qin Zixin repeated it several times, and after finding it very fluent, he praised, "Ran Ran, it sounds so good!"

Just after finishing speaking, Qin Zixin suddenly realized something, and looked at Qu Ranran with annoyed eyes.

Fortunately, the expression on Qu Ranran's face remained the same, with a sweet smile. "Sister, I plan to let the child's surname be Qu."

Qin Zixin nodded immediately, "Of course!"

"Get a birth certificate for Yu An today, I want to leave the hospital early."

"Okay, I'll do it for you later, but you are not allowed to leave the hospital now. The doctor said that you should rest in the hospital for at least a week."

"Sister, my body is fine, and it's the same when I cultivate at home."

"I insist!!"

"There's no need to waste money in the hospital!" Qu Ranran also insisted.

Qin Zixin frowned, "Why is this a waste of money? Isn't your body more important than this money?"

"But you are also very difficult now... Qianqian has a bad heart, and you have to spend money on medicine every month, and your savings are running out, and I have been living with you, adding so much to you Please, I..."

Qu Ranran was interrupted by Qin Zixin, "Ranran, don't say such things, we are sisters..."

A nurse pushed the door open at this moment, "Miss Qin, I would like to inform you that Mr. Guan has already paid Miss Qu's hospitalization fee, so Miss Qu can rest in the hospital for a longer period of time with peace of mind."

The word "Mr. Guan" made the eyes of the two women present wide open.

"Uncle Guan is here, Mommy, I'll call Uncle Guan..." Qin Ziqian, who was at the side, heard the news and ran towards the door excitedly.

"Qianqian, Qianqian..." Before Qin Zixin could stop her, her daughter had already opened the door and left.

Qu Ranran's body shook heavily, as if her breathing stopped suddenly.

"Ran Ran, I'll go see Qianqian and call me back..." Qin Zixin hurriedly started walking.

Qu Ranran suddenly reached out and grabbed Qin Zixin, "Sister, please... I don't want to see him, help me stop him, okay?"

Qin Zixin gave Qu Ranran a solemn look, and finally nodded silently.

"Thank you."

……

Not long after Qin Zixin walked out of the door of the ward, he bumped into Guan Hao who was holding Qin Ziqian walking towards him.

Qin Zixin then stopped and looked at them from a distance.

"Mommy, Uncle Guan is here..." Qin Ziqian had already spat out joyfully.

Qin Zixin's face was gloomy, and she called out coldly, "Qianqian, come down!!"

Never expecting to be so cruel by his mother, Qin Ziqian opened his clear eyes and looked at his mother innocently.

"Didn't you hear what I said? Qin Ziqian!!"

When Qin Zixin called Qin Ziqian by name and surname, Qin Ziqian finally slipped off Guan Hao's body obediently.

Qin Zixin's voice was serious, "Come here!"

Qin Ziqian held his mouth shut, and moved to Qin Zixin's side step by step.

Only then did Qin Zixin soften her tone, "Go to the ward to see if Auntie needs anything, Mommy wants to talk to Uncle Guan."

"Oh." Qin Ziqian, who never dared to disobey his mother, looked back at Guan Hao before walking slowly towards the ward.

Seeing Qin Zixin's sternness, Guan Hao couldn't help narrowing his eyes.

Qin Zixin approached Guan Hao, looked up at him, and said coldly, "Mr. Guan is not going to France to coax your delicate girlfriend, what are you doing here?"

"I want to see Ran Ran."

Qin Zixin snorted, "Now that you know you're here to see Ranran, why didn't you come when Ranran gave birth?"

Guan Hao spit out lightly, "I will explain to her."

Qin Zixin roared, "What else are you explaining?"

Before Guan Hao answered, Qin Zixin gritted his teeth and spit out, "Don't think that you paid Ran Ran such a small amount of money, just want to play with Ran Ran for a while, Guan Hao, if you still have a little humanity , please don't provoke Ran Ran anymore..."

The emotion on Guan Hao's face did not fluctuate at all.

Qin Zixin turned from anger to pleading with pity, "Guan Hao, even if I beg you, please let Ran Ran go, she has suffered enough for you..."

"Step aside!"

Qin Zixin stretched out her hands to intercept, "Ran Ran said she doesn't want to see you again, please go back!"

An inexplicable emotion flashed across Guan Hao's deep black eyes, "She said that?"

"You don't believe it?" Qin Zixin said fiercely, "Guan Hao, you and I have been together for many years in the name of a couple. I know how deep your thoughts are...we have been together for so many years. I never knew that you had been instigating the relationship between me and the Qu family. You played ambiguously with me, and you didn't expose me. It was also to attract Ji Lingtian. This shows that you are a very scheming person, but you can also see that you I've always thought that if a person pays attention to family affection, his nature won't be that bad. At least you and your brother are not the same kind of people, so when you come to Ranran again and again, I'm happy to match you up. You and Ranran reconciled, especially you bought so many baby products for your child, and even gave me money to buy the house to take care of Ranran, but I never thought that you would be like this to Ranran For another woman, you can stop caring about Ran Ran for a few months, or ignore the text message Ran Ran sent you when she was about to give birth because she was afraid of facing it, but how could you allow Ran Ran to be alone? Giving birth in the delivery room?"

Speaking of this, Qin Zixin lowered her eyelashes and choked out, "Do you know that she had a difficult labor that day and almost died in the delivery room... If I hadn't threatened her to notify you, she wouldn't have been able to hold on." ...Heh, how deeply you hurt her, do you feel it now? Even if she dies, she doesn't want to see you!!"

Zou Ji, who had been standing silently behind Guan Hao, rushed forward and said angrily, "Miss Qin, do you know that the boss..."

Guan Hao waved his hand to stop Zou Ji's unfinished words, and Zou Ji swallowed helplessly.

"Zou Ji, let's go."

"Yes, boss."

With a cold face, Guan Hao turned around and left.

After experiencing life and death, maybe the knot that has been entangled deep in my heart will be unknowingly loosened.

Qu Ranran, who was out of the month, resumed her normal routine. She got up early every day to take care of the child. When the child fell asleep, she would help Qin Zixin, who had already gone to work, with the housework. There is also a period of time to push Xiao Yuan, who is wrapped in warm swaddling clothes, to a nearby park for a walk... At noon, if Xiao Yuan falls asleep, she can go home and make lunch, and wait for Qin Zixin to get off work and talk to Qianqian Come back from school.

Qu Ranran lived a fulfilling life like this. At first, Qin Zixin was worried about Qu Ranran's state of mind, but later found that Qu Ranran kept the house in order, with a peaceful expression, and never coped with it even if she was in charge of cooking every day. The cooking skills are getting better and better, so Qin Zixin is relieved.

Qin Zixin talked and laughed with Qu Ranran every day, and never mentioned Guan Hao again. It should be said that Qu Ranran is not interested in Guan Hao now, because the day Guan Hao came to the hospital, when Qin Zixin returned to the ward and wanted to When telling Qu Ranran about the conversation between her and Guan Hao, Qu Ranran didn't want to hear it at all, she was only teasing Xiao Yu'an who just woke up, and from then on, Qin Zixin knew that Guan Hao Hao could no longer pluck the string in Qu Ranran's heart.

……

Qu Ranran pushed the child for a walk in a nearby park.

It was still cold in January, but fortunately the sun was shining, and the park wasn't too cold, and the air was exceptionally fresh.

Qu Ranran raised her head, looking at the high and blue sky through the leaves-less branches.

The wind passed by quietly.

Guan Hao, your fiancé.

Mrs. Guan, I am here today to propose a divorce on behalf of Mr. Guan.

Believe it or not, two years of marriage not only left traces in your heart, but also left traces in my heart.

Last night was not a spur of the moment, but an impulse that I have every time I see you after four years.

Ranran, I love you...

Little Yu'an, who was lying in the stroller, babbled as a baby, disturbing Qu Ranran's thoughts.

Qu Ranran squatted down, looked at her son's pink and cute face, and smiled, "Little Yu'an, what do you want to say to Mommy?" Qu Ranran gently held her son's small, chubby face. Her face was full of relief and satisfaction, "When will you call Mommy?"

Holding his son's hand tightly, Qu Ranran played with his fingers.

Because of her teasing, the child waved his little hand and said "uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu""

"Little idiot, are you laughing?" Qu Ranran lowered her head and kissed the child, "You are so cute!"

The child seemed to feel that his mother was admiring him, and his hands were restless for a moment, waving happily.

Qu Ranran looked at the childish face lovingly, and slowly spit out, "Baby, Mommy doesn't have enough milk to feed you, so Mommy will go to work tomorrow to earn money to buy milk powder for you. During the day, Mommy will bring you milk powder." , Auntie will take you at night, but Mommy will come back and take you to bed before two o'clock in the morning..."

The little guy couldn't understand, but subconsciously held Qu Ranran with his hand, as if he didn't want to let go of Qu Ranran.

Qu Ranran put the little guy's hand into the quilt in the car, picked up the toy rattle beside the stroller and shook it lightly, "Listen, it sounds like a wind chime..."

The little guy opened his big black eyes and hadn't learned to read what Qu Ranran was holding, but the voice made him very happy and he grinned.

Qu Ranran continued to tease, but was startled suddenly because she saw a face that looked more and more like him.

The child's eyes, especially like his...

The chest tightened suddenly, and Qu Ranran opened her burning eyes wide, and smiled slightly, "Baby, let's go, let's go home, auntie is coming back!" As she said, she stood up and pushed the stroller.

Qu Ranran didn't take a few steps, and a tall and straight figure suddenly appeared in her pupils.

Qu Ranran was startled, and stood stiffly on the spot.

"Ran Ran." Guan Hao's low voice contained his deep emotion.

Qu Ranran was still stuck in place with a blank expression.

Guan Hao walked over and stopped one meter away from her, looking at her black eyes as if separated by a layer of mist.

Qu Ranran squeezed the stroller tightly, her fingers trembling slightly.

"Ran Ran..." Guan Hao's voice was a little hoarse.

His handsome face was so close to her, but the distance between them was already so far.

He was still handsome and handsome.

She looked up at him, her heart still hurt, but there was nothing else but pain.

There is no nostalgia like before, nor the sourness of grievance, nor the joy of seeing him.

nothing more...

"If you come to me because you are afraid that I will talk nonsense in front of reporters, you can rest assured that there are not many reporters here, and even if I do find them, I will separate you and me." She stated to him lightly I have never been so calm like this moment.

Her indifferent expression made him dare not approach her again, her face was slightly gloomy, her eyes glanced behind her thin body, and the brows were filled with sorrow, "You're thin."

"I was already thin, and the weight just returned to before I was pregnant."

"You look very bad."

"Don't bother you."

Guan Hao kept staring at Qu Ranran's pale face, "Ranran, can I see the child?"

Qu Ranran shook her head, "Sorry, I can't."

Guan Hao's heart was clenched tightly.

"I am his father and I have the right to see him."

Qu Ranran lowered her eyes, looked at the child in the stroller with big black and white eyes open, and said lightly, "A child has no father, he only has a mother."

"Ran Ran..."

"Mr. Guan, I know that you came to see him because of the blood relationship between the child and you, but you can rest assured that I will not let the child suffer with me, so you can stay with your girlfriend when you have time." , if the marriage is not concluded, your girlfriend must be very sad, if you re-select the wedding date, you can tell me, although I can't afford gifts, I will also give you a blessing."

Guan Hao's heart tugged, "Do you have to talk to me like this?"

"Sorry, it's noon, I have to go back, the child may be hungry too."

"Is that why you want to run away from me?"

Guan Hao asked Qu Ranran's thin back, coldly.

Qu Ranran looked ahead calmly, and replied, "We don't have anything to do with each other anymore, do we?"

"So you decided to let the child's surname be 'Qu'?"

"He doesn't have a father, so naturally he has my surname."

"Qu Ranran, I'm trying to keep us together!!"

Hearing what Guan Hao said, Qu Ranran smiled idiotically, "Guan Hao, don't pester me anymore, it's not worth wasting your precious time on me...you should let me live, if one day When I leave this world, I will remember your kindness." Her voice was so soft and thin, like fallen leaves in the wind.

After finishing speaking, Qu Ranran pushed the baby carriage and left with firm steps.

"Ran Ran!!" His deep and hoarse voice echoed in the wind, the first time he was in such a panic.

She didn't look back.

In the park, an unknown bird is parked on the top of a tree that has lost its leaves in winter. It stands alone on the branch and screams.

Zou Ji walked up to Guan Hao, bowed his head respectfully and said, "Boss, I watched Miss Qu return home safely."

Guan Hao nodded his head lightly and took a step forward.

A thick layer of leaves on the ground rustled.

Guan Hao turned a deaf ear and remained silent in his own thoughts.

She is really different from her before.

He remembered that when she married him at the age of 20, she was like a blank sheet of paper, innocent, innocent, shy and timid.

At that time, he was thinking, how could Qu Yaoting and Ye Liuzi have such a kind and beautiful daughter?

He doesn't believe...

So, he treated her like a plaything, teasing her when he was interested, and leaving T city when he was not interested.

In the past, she always thought that he was on business trips between New York and T City. In fact, she didn't know that most of his big and small business trips in those two years were lies.

He thought that she would definitely not be able to endure such a marriage, but who would have thought that she endured it for two years and never complained to him.

He admitted that he always felt that she was so different at that time.

Before meeting her, even though he had Qin Zixin, Ji Lingtian's pawn by his side, he was always surrounded by beauties. Although most of the time he took what he needed and acted on every occasion, the real faces of those women were just like their faces. False, greedy and lowly, they always want to get more from him, but since she appeared, all the hypocrisy he felt in other women has not appeared on her.

When he came back from a "business trip", she never complained about acting like a baby. As always, she was only playing the role of wife, taking care of his food and daily life, and letting him get whatever he wanted in the name of husband and wife obligations.

Although such a woman would not attract him, she could not make him ruthless.

For a moment he hesitated how to treat her.

Coincidentally, at that time, news of Qu Yaoting's suicide came.

Although Qu Yaoting's time was short, his death was beyond his expectation.

Qu Yaoting's old life is to save his elder daughter and protect his younger daughter, he can't just pass away so easily...

While he was puzzled, she was immersed in the pain of losing her father.

Naturally, he would not attend Qu Yaoting's funeral, so he chose to disappear for no reason.

She faced her father's death alone and the predicament "Qu Shi" faced after his father's death. He watched silently from behind, but never thought that she was so calm and strong in dealing with her father's affairs.

It wasn't until that day that he realized that his wife was no longer the little girl who knew nothing about the world. The two years had worn away her childish edges and corners, leaving only maturity and tenacity.

He watched her in distress indifferently, wondering how far she could persevere, so he allowed Qin Zixin, who had been used by him, to take revenge on the "Qu family".

Finally, the Qu family was ruined.

It was already time for him to close the net, but who would have thought that she would be pregnant at this time.

They have always been very careful about contraception. Her unexpected pregnancy made him suspicious. He broke his previous opinion of her. He once had the urge to take her to the hospital and directly remove the child, but Qin Ziqian's illness made him dispel that thought. .

He quietly expressed to her his wish to keep the child, and she agreed.

He was always guessing what kind of medicine she was selling in her gourd. In order not to startle the snake, he even slowed down Qin Zixin's revenge on her, until the subordinate who had been monitoring him told him that she secretly bought a plane ticket and wanted to leave. It was only then that she realized that she was not simple. In the past two years, she had actually been pandering to him wearing a mask.

So he imprisoned her, showed his true colors in front of her for the first time, and cruelly used Sister Chen to force her to submit.

Maybe it was because of her depression. Her health was not good. The doctor said that she might have a threatened miscarriage. His first thought was to send her to the United States to raise a baby, because the medical technology in the United States was enough to allow her to give birth smoothly.

But no one would have expected that something would happen to her on the plane...

He had to admit that it was the first time in his life that he felt self-blame.

Perhaps his original intention of keeping the child was to save his elder brother's daughter, but seeing her belly grow day by day, he also had an inexplicable expectation in his heart.

(End of this chapter)