old love revisited

Chapter 62
I still want to get married. It is impossible for me not to have children for my future husband in my life...

These words resounded in his ears, he was inexplicably angry, but his face remained calm.

Qu Ranran smiled bitterly, "Let's go, I know you are very busy, don't waste your time here."

Guan Hao asked her to finish all the words, and waited until she had nothing to say before spitting out slowly, "Which hospital is so useless that you have to keep your child in order to keep your body?"

For a while, Qu Ranran didn't understand the meaning of Guan Hao's words.

"What do you want to say?"

"I want to take you to the most authoritative hospital in the United States for another examination. I believe they can remove the child without harming your body." He admitted that facing her, he also lost his calm and self-control many times .

Qu Ranran stared at him blankly, his voice repeated in her mind...

remove the child...

remove the child...

remove the child...

Qu Ranran shook her head and murmured, "No, the child belongs to two people, and you have no right to decide unilaterally."

She knew that the existence of this child would affect his future life to some extent, but she had already told him that she would not let the child know about him.

"You also know that the child belongs to two people. How could you hide it from me and not tell me about it?!"

He was trying to trick her, so what he said just now about getting rid of the child, is it true or false?
"You don't care anyway, why can't you pretend you don't know anything?!"

"Let me know about this, there is no reason to ignore it." Guan Hao glanced at her swollen belly, and the anger returned to his face.

Qu Ranran stared at him blankly, feeling sore in her heart, "What exactly do you want?"

In front of him, even the toughest disguise will be defeated by him.

His indifferent expression made her heart clenched and terrified.

"It's unforgivable for you to hide from me!!" Guan Hao's tone increased, and he spat out cruelly.

After so many days of being physically and mentally exhausted from her pregnancy and facing his cruel coldness at this moment, Qu Ranran's eyes were finally stained red uncontrollably. Tears quickly condensed and slid out from the corners of her eyes. the edge of the bed.

"Don't cry!"

In fact, she seldom shed tears in front of him. He thought she would always be so lofty and proud, but seeing the tears slipping from her eyes at this moment, he seemed to panic.

"I said don't cry, did you hear me!" The voice turned into a roar, Guan Hao seemed to be irritated by her stern handsome face.

God knows how much she wants to contain her emotions at the moment, but she can't control it, because the bottom of her heart is really uncomfortable.

"damn it……"

Feeling inexplicably manic, Guan Hao cursed, but he was still unable to stop her.

"Didn't you hear what I said?" Guan Hao sat beside her, his voice was low and hoarse, obviously depressed.

What Guan Hao said had no effect on Qu Ranran. She hugged her belly, guarding against him like an enemy, tears gushing like a fountain.

Guan Hao blushed because of her actions.

"Are you so afraid of me?"

Qu Ranran just shed tears and didn't respond to him.

Guan Hao reached out to grab her.

Qu Ranran moved away, looking distant.

Seeing her distance from him, Guan Hao became even more irritable, "Come here!" His face was tense, and he ordered her coldly.

Qu Ranran didn't follow his wishes and stayed there quietly.

She can't be so cowardly, she has to be strong for the child in her womb.

With this belief in her heart all the time, Qu Ranran was even more protective of her stomach.

The atmosphere was very stiff, Guan Hao stared at her with a livid face.

At this time, the nurse pushed the door in from the outside and said, "I'm sorry, I need to change the drip..."

Guan Hao's expression was so cold that the nurses who opened the door were startled. Originally, they wanted to say something to tell Qu Ranran to pay attention to rest, but at this time they swallowed it all because of the weird atmosphere at the scene.

After the drip was changed, the nurse left in a hurry.

After glaring at Qu Ranran coldly, Guan Hao didn't speak any more, turned around and strode away.

After Guan Hao left the ward, Qu Ranran called the nurse.

Seeing Qu Ranran's tears still wet, the nurse persuaded, "Miss, you already have children, why should you quarrel with your husband? Besides, I heard from the doctor that your husband is very concerned about the child in your stomach. I have been asking the doctor about your prenatal checkups in the past few months, asking very carefully!"

Ah……

care?

Qu Ranran laughed ironically in her heart.

Even if the whole world cared about her, he probably wouldn't.

Ask the doctor about her physical condition, probably to know whether her body is suitable for surgery?

Didn't he say it?He can take her to an authoritative hospital for surgery without harming her body.

He loathes her so much that he can't even turn a blind eye to her. He insists on breaking up with her!

If it was three months ago, she might have gone to the hospital with him in order to save her breath. After all, she didn't want to be tied to him because of the child.

But now, the child is four and a half months old...

When the doctor helped her do a four-dimensional color Doppler ultrasound, she could clearly see the baby's small head, small hands, and small feet... The baby's nose bridge is very high, and the doctor also said that the baby is not small...

These visible growths are something she can no longer part with at this moment...

She can't live without this child, and the child is the only motivation for her to live now!

"Nurse, did you see my mobile phone when I came to the hospital?" When she was alone, she was afraid of accidents, so she always carried her mobile phone with her, usually in a radiation-proof bag.

"Yes, I'll get it for you."

"Thank you."

When she was alone and helpless, the only person she could turn to now was her sister.

The nurse handed her the phone, and after she searched for the signal again, she found that her sister had called her many times before.

Qu Ranran dialed the number, and after the call was connected, she said slowly, "Sister, can you come and pick me up, I'm in the hospital..."

Hearing Qin Zixin's self-blaming and anxious voice on the phone, Qu Ranran's heart immediately felt sour.

Not long after, Qin Zixin's figure appeared in front of Qu Ranran.

Seeing Qu Ranran's pale face, Qin Zixin looked around the ward and asked, "Is Guan Hao here?"

Qu Ranran stood up from the bed in a daze, shaking her head.

Qin Zixin supported Qu Ranran, and asked with concern, "Are you okay?"

"No."

Qin Zixin breathed a sigh of relief immediately, "It's good that you're fine, I almost frightened to death when you said you were in the hospital...Ran Ran, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to reveal your whereabouts to Guan Hao, he came looking for you He even used Qianqian to blackmail me."

"He's always been like this, hasn't he?" Unscrupulous, unscrupulous.

"Where did he go?" Qin Zixin asked.

"I don't know, sister, I want to go home."

"Okay, go back now."

……

"Ran Ran, I must remind you that Guan Hao already knows about your pregnancy, he will never let it go." Qin Zixin drove the car and said earnestly, "I think you might as well have a good talk with him... Raising a child is not easy. If I hadn't relied on Guan Hao back then, I would never have raised Qianqian to such an age. You must know that it may be a matter of time to have a child, but after the child is born, the living expenses and education expenses are all It's tedious and heavy, I'm really afraid you won't be able to handle it in the future!"

Leaving the hospital, Qu Ranran originally only wanted to stay away from Guan Hao as soon as possible, but who would have thought that what Qin Zixin said at this moment would disturb Qu Ranran's already determined thoughts.

"I can endure hardship, no matter how difficult it is, I'm not afraid." Qu Ranran was the only answer.

Qin Zixin sighed, "Maybe we are really paying back the sins of the previous generation."

Qu Ranran didn't say anything more.

……

Back in the rented house, Qu Ranran was always uneasy.

She knew that Guan Hao would find him sooner or later, and she couldn't leave now even if she wanted to. She wanted to find a way to deal with it, but she didn't know what was going on in his heart.

Sure enough, at night, he came again.

Qin Zixin had to let him in, so he went directly to her room.

When Qu Ranran called at the door, she thought it was Qin Zixin who came, but when she saw him, she was startled, not mentally prepared at all.

"So, you plan to keep hiding from me and raise the child alone?" He questioned at the beginning.

"Yes, I will do my best to give my child the best possible life."

At this moment, Guan Hao noticed that Qu Ranran's room was covered with pictures of babies, and the babies in every picture were naive and extremely cute.

His heart was undeniably touched by such a photo, and he looked away, Guan Hao stared at Qu Ranran again, "How can I know that you are pregnant with this child without ulterior motives?"

Qu Ranran raised her eyes suddenly, "Do you think I am such a person?"

Guan Hao sneered and retorted, "The Qu family is not simple!"

Qu Ranran's heart clenched, "If you think so, I have nothing to say." From the beginning to the end, he had already set a position for her, and no matter how hard she tried, she would never be able to change his opinion.

"You are not always eloquent, why don't you speak now?"

It's not that she didn't say it, but she was afraid that when she argued with him next second, she would be unable to control her emotions like she did in the morning.

After a while, she said, "If you don't trust me, we can sign an agreement. If I use the child to blackmail you or use the child to plot against you in the future, the child's future custody will belong to you."

"Did I say that I would allow you to have this child?" He didn't like the indifferent tone of her talking to him now, as if he was completely gone from her life.

Qu Ranran stared at Guan Hao quietly, as if she hadn't seen his coldness and heartlessness until this moment. "What if I have to give birth?"

Guan Hao asked coldly, "Is that why you want to get involved with me?"

Inexplicably, he was eager to hear her answer.

Enraged by his words, Qu Ranran asked back, "Mr. Guan, are you getting involved with me now?" They are already people from two worlds, if he doesn't come to her, she will never go to him again in this life , why did he come to tangle with her?

Guan Hao snorted coldly, "You are very good at putting the blame on other people. Is it glorious to keep the child without permission?"

Qu Ranran counterattacked, "You shamelessly took advantage of my feelings and trampled on my body, can it be called glory?"

Guan Hao was momentarily choked by her speechless.

After being silent for a few seconds, Qu Ranran slowly lowered her eyes, and escaped tiredly, "That's it, I don't want to argue with you anymore, sign the agreement with me if you want to, and forget it if you don't, I won't, my child. Let you touch him half a point, unless you force me to die."

"Do you think you can be freed by death?"

Qu Ranran looked up at him, and said coldly, "Isn't that enough? Guan Hao!" Qu Ranran's clear eyes were full of water, "The only two people left in the Qu family have fallen into such a situation. What are you dissatisfied with? Why can't you live happily? You already have a new girlfriend, you should start your beautiful future with her, why bother with the past? Even Ji Zong can try Let it go, why can't you?"

A haze flashed across his eyes as deep as a pool...

She really hopes that such days can end!
In fact, she can understand his desire for revenge, and even sympathizes with him for carrying such deep hatred all these years, but since the previous generation's grievances and hatreds can no longer be changed, why does this generation continue to live with the pain of the previous generation? , isn't it better?
He is rich and powerful, and has a beautiful wife like a flower. The future can be as beautiful as it is, why does he come to disturb her life?

She can let go of such deep feelings, why can't he let go of his hatred?
Guan Hao stared at her with deep eyes.

"You take your sunny path, and I take my single-plank bridge. The two have nothing to do with each other. Isn't this the best result?" Qu Ranran looked at Guan Hao and escaped expressionlessly.

"You have changed." After a while Guan Hao spit out.

At this moment, Guan Hao looked at Qu Ranran with complicated eyes, his brows were thoughtful.

Qu Ranran smiled faintly, "Really? How have I changed?" She has never changed, but she has been smoothed by everything she has encountered in the past, and has learned to take everything lightly.

Her demeanor was in exchange for the probing of his dark eyes.

It's a pity that under her eyes, he can no longer see the depth that he once had...

She has indeed changed, she no longer loves him...

But isn't this the result he wanted?

Perhaps for her, this is the best, the best result...

Guan Hao didn't answer her, but uttered an irrelevant sentence flatly and coldly, "You'd better not come to beg me in the future!"

Qu Ranran's heart was bruised by what Guan Hao said.

"Don't worry, I will never beg you." He raised his eyes with heartache, looked at the handsome face that she had never forgotten, and said to him with a smile.

In an instant, Guan Hao's eyes burst into coldness.

She held the doorknob and said to him, "I'm sorry, I'm going to rest." She wanted to keep him out of the door, she was afraid that her heartache would be exposed in front of him.

"Qu Ranran, I hope you can really start your new life." Before she closed the door, he said to her suddenly.

She didn't understand the meaning of his words, and she couldn't even tell whether he was saying a blessing or a threat, so her body froze in place and her feet couldn't move.

He turned away.

She closed the door, leaning against the door panel, biting her lip tightly to prevent sobbing.

……

After Guan Hao left, there was a knock on the door behind Qu Ranran.

I knew it was Qin Zixin...

Qu Ranran hurriedly wiped away the tears from her eyes, and after making sure that she didn't look so embarrassed, she calmly opened the door.

It was indeed Qin Zixin who came!

Qu Ranran smiled, "Sister."

Noticing the redness around Qu Ranran's eyes, Qin Zixin didn't reveal it, but just smiled, "He left, didn't he say anything?"

Qu Ranran shook her head.

"Then it should be fine. According to his temper, if he really wants to do harm to you and the child, he may have already taken action at this moment."

"Ah."

Qin Zixin clapped her hands, "OK, you didn't eat anything tonight, I made soup for you, come down and have a bowl."

"it is good."

"Come on!" Qin Zixin went downstairs first.

"Thank you ma'am."

……

At night, lying on the bed, Qu Ranran's thoughts were flooding.

What lingers in her mind is every conversation she had with Guan Hao today...

To be honest, although the conversation with him was not pleasant, she seemed to be able to feel that he didn't come here to trouble her...

What did he mean by that last sentence?
It doesn't look like a threat, but it's even more impossible for him to give her such a blessing!

She was really annoying, and whenever he showed up, her life would turn into a mess.

Annoyed, she hid herself under the blanket, and the darkness led her to sleep.

The next day.

At breakfast time, Qu Ranran was having breakfast with her sister and Qianqian as usual.

Suddenly, "Ding Dong".

The doorbell rang.

Qu Ranran, who was talking and laughing with her sister, suddenly became stiff, and an ominous premonition struck her. She was about to stop Qianqian from opening the door, but she saw that Qianqian had already opened the door.

"Uncle Guan!"

Qu Ranran's body shook suddenly, and Qin Zixin was quite surprised.

Guan Hao hugged Qin Ziqian as before, "You came to open the door so soon, do you know it's Uncle Guan?"

Qin Ziqian nodded vigorously, "Qianqian likes Uncle Guan the most!"

Guan Hao kissed Qin Ziqian on the cheek, "Good boy."

Qin Zixin left the dining table and came to Guan Hao, and hugged Qin Ziqian, she said, "Hey, kid, it's time for you to go to school, go and pack your schoolbag, Mommy will take you to school."

"Okay!" Qin Ziqian slid off his mother.

Qin Zixin took a look at Guan Hao and said, "You guys talk, I'll help Qianqian tidy up the stationery, she always loses everything."

Qin Zixin naturally found an excuse to leave time and space to Guan Hao and Qu Ranran.

The smile on Qu Ranran's face was long gone. She got up from the dining table and turned to go back upstairs.

Guan Hao's voice sounded from behind her, "Are you afraid to face me?"

Qu Ranran stayed where she was.

Guan Hao approached her, his eyes inadvertently noticed that the food on the dining table where she was eating didn't seem to have moved much.

Looking at her thin back, Guan Hao couldn't help asking, "Is this all for breakfast?"

Qu Ranran didn't answer.

"I asked you why you only eat so little for breakfast?" Guan Hao lowered his voice.

Qu Ranran froze for a moment, "I have no appetite." She replied.

Guan Hao walked in front of Qu Ranran, with a very ugly expression on his face, "You know you're pregnant, so you're just perfunctory eating like this?" He questioned her.

Qu Ranran bit her lower lip, and fell silent again.

Guan Hao stared at her aggressively.

It was a bit unbearable to be stared at by him, Qu Ranran replied, "I eat a lot of meals a day."

"Nonsense, eat a little at every meal, it's better to have three meals a day!" Guan Hao yelled at her.

Qu Ranran was stunned.

(End of this chapter)