old love revisited

Chapter 110 Waiting (3)
At this moment, Qu Ranran took a deep breath, the smile on her face finally revealed a sadness, and said lightly, "Actually, it's fine if he doesn't come, I'm not suitable with him at all." After saying these words, Qu Ranran Ran Ran couldn't bear the pain in her heart, and lowered her eyes.

"No, I can't let Guan Hao bully you like this, I'm going to New York now, I have to ask him clearly!!" Because of his distress for Qu Ranran, Qin Zixin could no longer keep calm, and turned around as he spoke.

Qu Ranran quickly grabbed Qin Zixin's hand, "Sister, don't be like this..."

Qin Zixin shook off Qu Ranran and scolded angrily, "Bastard, this is too much!!"

Seeing Qin Zixin rushing towards the door angrily, Qu Ranran didn't stop her anymore, and choked out, "Sister, what dignity do I have in front of him when you're like this?"

Qu Ranran's words made Qin Zixin's spine stiff, and she froze in place.

"Ran Ran..."

Qin Zixin turned around with an infinitely loving voice.

Qu Ranran lowered her eyes and bit her lips hard. After she felt that the pain on her lips had numb the pain in her heart, she said in a low voice, "Sister, promise me that you will never worry about my affairs again." Call him - call, let's end the matter between me and him!"

"But……"

Qu Ranran shook her head, "Stop talking, sister... I'm tired, I want to go back to my room to rest for a while, call me again at noon."

Knowing that what she needs more now is to think quietly by herself, Qin Zixin didn't stop her, and nodded her head lightly.

Qu Ranran then turned around and walked into the room.

After closing the door, Qu Ranran sat on the edge of the bed in a daze.

Looking at Yu An who was sleeping soundly in the crib, Qu Ranran tried hard to suppress the tears in her eyes, and at this moment they finally slipped down from her eyes uncontrollably.

However, she didn't sob, she just kept wiping away the overflowing tears with her elbows, and at the same time tried her best to resist the choking in her throat one after another.

Suddenly, she smiled foolishly, with a mocking expression on her face.

It's over, hehe, he's over...

Before that, she was really looking forward to it.

If he knew, he would laugh at her!

In fact, if the "M" thing hadn't happened, she wouldn't have expected it. She and him had already made it clear when they were in New York. She still remembered him asking her if there was no matter about her father. Without Joss, would she have reconsidered being with him? She still answered firmly that it was impossible for him...

In fact, the answer she gave her was not the one she answered him in a fit of anger at that moment, but the answer that had been carefully considered all along...

She has been entangled with him for so many years, went round and round, stumbled, and in the end, there were more and more problems in his midst. She was very tired, really tired...

During the days when she was separated from him, she also thought about it carefully. During these years, when she and him were together with each other, it seemed that there was no...

When he approaches her, he always has his purpose, and she never knows when he is real and when he is false.

Such a relationship that is not considered a relationship should have ended a long time ago, but she is indecisive... Most of the time, she is still as innocent as a little girl.

Now calm down and think about it, in fact, it would be better if he didn't come...

If he doesn't come, she won't have to worry about the previous generation, and she won't need to worry about how to get along with his mother in the future, and she won't need to worry about whether he has ever had true feelings for her...Because it's nothing to worry about. It's pointless.

Now that he has chosen to "end it", let's end it completely, and let her have no reason to have a little nostalgia for this relationship...

Thinking of this, Qu Ranran slowly closed her tired eyes, and finally let go of the heavy past that was pressing deep in her heart...

Although Qu Ranran didn't behave differently yesterday, the next day, Qin Zixin pushed open the door of Qu Ranran's room early in the morning, worried that something was wrong with Qu Ranran.

After opening the door, he didn't see Qu Ranran. Qin Zixin was startled, and immediately called out, "Ranran, Ranran..."

Qu Ranran came out from behind the closet and asked, "Sister, what's the matter?"

Only then did Qin Zixin see Qu Ranran and immediately hugged Qu Ranran, "You scared me to death, I thought you were gone early in the morning." Qin Zixin still had lingering fear when he said this.

Qu Ranran let go of Qin Zixin's embrace, and said with a smile, "What are you doing? I was just looking for clothes in the closet. The weather is fine today, so I want to change into some light clothes..."

"Ran Ran, are you really alright?"

Qu Ranran took Qin Zixin's arm, nodded solemnly, "I swear to you, I'm really fine, don't worry about me, you forget that I am a person with a baby now, and great sorrow and joy are nothing to me." It's suitable, besides, there's nothing sad about it, it's best for me to have such an ending with him..."

"That……"

Qu Ranran pushed Qin Zixin out of the room, "Hurry up and wake up Qianqian, I just bought breakfast, she will be cold if she doesn't get up to eat..."

"Uh……"

"Go!"

……

Qin Ziqian didn't stay in bed, and quickly sat down at the dining table.

Breakfast is hot milk and bacon toast that Qu Ranran bought early in the morning.

Qin Ziqian was eating the toast with relish at the moment, but he didn't take a sip of the milk.

Seeing this, Qu Ranran couldn't help saying softly, "Qianqian, why don't you drink milk?"

"Auntie, I don't like drinking milk!"

"But drinking milk is nutritious!"

Qin Ziqian looked very embarrassed, looking at the milk, it was hard to swallow it.

Qin Zixin has always been very strict with her daughters, now she lowered her face and said displeasedly, "Qianqian, Mommy said that you must drink milk every morning and before going to bed, are you disobedient again?"

Qin Ziqian lowered his head and muttered in a low voice, "But Daddy said that if I don't want to drink, I don't have to drink it!"

Qu Ranran paused, "Uh..."

Qin Zixin frowned immediately, and said angrily, "Ranran, look, he helped me take care of Qianqian for a few days, and helped Qianqian develop such a bad habit. No wonder Qianqian likes him. Let him do it, and I will be the bad guy, I really don't understand how difficult it is to educate children!"

At this time, Qu Ranran pretended to be very serious and said to Qin Ziqian, "Qianqian, you see your mommy is getting angry, if you don't drink milk, your mommy will call and scold daddy! "

Qin Ziqian was always good, but when he heard that his mother was angry, he immediately chose his mother between his father and mother, and apologized, "Mum, don't be angry, it's Qianqian's mistake, just drink it."

Seeing Qin Ziqian gulp and drank the milk, Qin Zixin calmed down.

Qu Ranran comforted Qin Zixin with a smile, "Sister, I think Mr. Ji is also distressed. Look at what father doesn't get used to his children!"

"Forget it, I don't care about him, anyway, he doesn't have much time." Qin Zixin said with rare generosity.

Qu Ranran smiled lightly, "Well, don't argue with him."

Ding-dong-

An abrupt doorbell rang interrupted the pleasant breakfast time of the three.

Qin Ziqian said obediently, "Mommy, I'll open the door..."

Qin Zixin nodded, "Yes."

Qin Ziqian jumped up and down.

Qin Zixin suddenly thought of discussing something with Qu Ranran. She just said, "Ranran, I want to..."

"Uncle Guan!!"

No one expected that there would be a joyful voice from Qin Ziqian.

All I saw was that Qu Ranran's body shook suddenly, and the milk cup in her hand fell heavily on the table.

Qin Zixin's eyes immediately looked towards the door, and sure enough, Guan Hao had already hugged Qin Ziqian.

Qin Ziqian was in Guan Hao's arms, wrapping his arms around Guan Hao's neck, muttering, "Uncle Guan, why are you here so late, Auntie has been waiting for you for a long time!"

Qu Ranran's expression suddenly changed.

Qin Zixin got up at this moment, walked in front of Guan Hao, and said angrily, "What else are you here for?"

Qin Ziqian was taken aback by Qin Zixin's serious look, hugged the gift Guan Hao bought, slowly slid off Guan Hao's body, hugged Qin Zixin as if he had made a mistake, "Mommy... "

Guan Hao's eyes were already fixed on Qu Ranran who was on the dining table, but, she was behind his back, so he couldn't see the expression on her face.

Looking away from Qu Ranran, Guan Hao looked at the unfriendly Qin Zixin, and said calmly, "I have something to say to Ranran."

Qin Zixin was furious, "What are you talking about, haven't you already finished what you want to say on the phone?"

"sister--"

Qu Ranran suddenly called Qin Zixin.

Qin Zixin turned to look at Qu Ranran, "Huh?"

Qu Ranran got up from the dining table without any hesitation, came to Qin Zixin's side, and said slowly, "Don't do this."

Qin Zixin breathed hard to resist the anger in his chest, quickly took Qin Ziqian's hand, walked straight into the room, took out Qin Ziqian's schoolbag, and said coldly to Guan Hao, "I'll send Qianqian to school. Let’s have a good talk with Ranran, don’t bully her!!”

Qin Zixin's exhortation is actually hoping that Guan Hao can change his mind, after all, no matter how angry Guan Hao is, he is also the person Qu Ranran cares about most.

Guan Hao didn't answer.

Qin Zixin patted Qu Ranran lightly, then walked out of the suite.

In an instant, Guan Hao and Qu Ranran seemed to be the only ones left in the whole world...

Guan Hao's dark eyes stared at Qu Ranran.

Qu Ranran lowered her head, didn't look at Guan Hao, and said lightly, "Didn't you say that we will meet soon?"

Guan Hao's magnetic voice was hoarse, "I'll come and see Yu'an."

Qu Ranran replied softly, "He got up very early to play for a while, and now he is sleeping."

"Can I go in and see him?"

"Ah."

Guan Hao then walked towards the room.

It wasn't until Guan Hao took a step forward that Qu Ranran raised her eyes to look at Guan Hao's tall figure. Because of the lump in her throat, she bit her lips lightly.

In the room, Guan Hao walked to the crib and looked at Yu An who was sleeping soundly on the crib for a long time.

Qu Ranran stood by the door, watching him quietly.

At this time, Guan Hao bowed his head and gently kissed Yu An's rosy and tender face when he was asleep, and his handsome face was full of tenderness and fatherly love that was rarely shown in front of others.

Qu Ranran pinched the door frame with her hand, watching this scene, she felt an inexplicable sourness in her heart.

Guan Hao looked at Qu Ranran suddenly, and asked softly, "Is he okay during this time?"

Qu Ranran responded softly, "Yes."

She didn't want to tell him that during the time she came to T City, Yu An was much more misbehaving than in New York, and he often made trouble, especially in the middle of the night.

In fact, Yu An used to make trouble at night, but when he was in New York, Guan Hao, who was a lighter sleeper than her, always got up to hug Yu An...

She often saw him lovingly coaxing Yu An to walk around the room when her eyes were dim...

I don't know if it's because I feel sorry for his father, but Yu An didn't cry much in the middle of the night, but on the first night when she came to T City, Yu An cried all night, and she almost collapsed that day.

However, she will not tell him these things, and she will never say them...

Guan Hao walked towards Qu Ranran, looked at her, and said in a gentle voice, "You have taken care of him very well, he has grown a lot this month."

Qu Ranran's height was only on Guan Hao's shoulders, and she couldn't see Guan Hao's face at all when she looked at the past, so she raised her head slightly at this moment, met Guan Hao's deep black eyes, and said slowly, "Actually, you If you want to see him, I can take a photo of Yu An and send it to you in an email, you don’t have to come here in person.”

Looking at him deeply, she could see the tiredness on his handsome face that had just gotten off the plane and hadn't rested yet. She never thought that he didn't come when she was full of expectations, and when she had decided to break off with him, he appeared in her world again.

Guan Hao narrowed his black eyes slightly, looked at her narrowly, and said with thin lips, "Seeing Yu'an is not the main purpose of my coming here."

Guan Hao's words made Qu Ranran's heart tremble suddenly.

As if realizing something suddenly, her face turned pale and she lowered her eyes suddenly.

Seeing Qu Ranran's reaction, Guan Hao watched her eyes darken, and his voice was a little lower than before, "Why am I always the last one to know we have a child?"

Qu Ranran was silent, she held her clothes tightly with both hands, and her downcast eyes concealed her bewildered mood at the moment.

"You always have to know such news from other people's mouths, do you really have no trust in me?"

"I……"

Guan Hao waited, his gloomy black eyes looked down at her with a bit of scorching heat, he had to try his best to control his turbulent emotions at the moment.

"Do I need to tell you?" Reluctant to show weakness in front of him, Qu Ranran tried her best to resist the choking in her throat, and spat out coldly.

Guan Hao seemed to have been punched hard, his cheeks suddenly turned pale, "Damn it, I am the father of the child, you have no right to hide me!!"

Under his fierce attack, Qu Ranran's eyes began to turn red uncontrollably, and her chest was full of sourness. She retorted back aggrieved, "Now that you know, what are you going to do? Take the child, or keep the child? We'll wait." you tell me."

(End of this chapter)