Concubine Mad Concubine: Fifth Miss of the Prime Minister's House

Chapter 2175 Against her, jealousy

"Mother, sit down, my daughter wants to talk to you." Murong Yixue slowly raised her hand, signaling Chen Ruolian to sit down.

Chen Ruolian held Murong Yixue's hand, sighed softly: "Yixue, if it's for changing your heart, you needn't say it, Mother will never agree to it no matter what."

"Mom, I won't talk about changing my heart, let's talk about something else."

Chen Ruolian sniffed and nodded heavily.

"Mother, I know my daughter's body, I'm afraid it won't last long." Seeing that Chen Ruolian opened her mouth to interrupt her, Murong Yixue hurriedly said: "Mother, don't interrupt, let my daughter finish her sentence, okay? "

Chen Ruolian drooped her eyes, bit her lips tightly, and nodded with tears in her eyes.

"These days, my daughter was lying on the bed, thinking a lot, recalling the past, and realizing how outrageously wrong she was. Mom, I only realized now that it was not because of the Fourth Prince that I have been against Jingxue all this time. It's not because of anyone, but because I envy her, envy her having a prettier face than mine, and envy her optimistic and comfortable life."

"Even after being pushed into the pond by you and turning into a fool, she still lives happily every day without any troubles. On the other hand, my daughter, since I was a child, has been nagging in my ear every day to make her study hard. Playing piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, practicing female celebrities hard, but also learning to read and write, becoming sisters with the ladies of the official family, learning the style of everyone's ladies."

"In order to learn these things, in order to be able to meet the requirements of my mother for my daughter, I studied hard and practiced hard. From the beginning of the fun, it turned into disgust, and gradually to hatred. At this time, seeing Murong Jingxue living at ease, I While envious, I started to be jealous, crazily jealous, jealous of how she could live so freely, jealous of her being able to practice calligraphy diligently, jealous of everything about her, even the girls around her, I was jealous, jealous Every time when someone beats me up, those girls will stop for her regardless of their own lives, there are so many people who love her and are willing to die for her, in contrast, what a failure I am living."

"Yixue, it's my mother who's sorry for you" If Yixue didn't take the initiative to say it today, she wouldn't even know that she did such a thing to her daughter that she hates deeply. If she knew she didn't like it, she would not force it no matter what.

"I hope my son will become a dragon, and my daughter will become a phoenix, mother, you are right, it is my daughter who is wrong." Murong Yixue closed her eyes in pain, and her eyes were foggy: "In order to get the fourth prince, both the daughter and the mother have done everything. There are many things that hurt her, but she saved her daughter's life and her daughter's reputation when her daughter was most helpless and almost insulted. Sometimes I really want to ask her how she did it, if It's me, others have done so many things to hurt me, when I know she is down, I will never extend my hand, on the contrary, I will go down the drain." She said with a self-deprecating smile : "Mom, do you think I am bad? Is it too bad to be cured?"

"No, no." Chen Ruolian held Murong Yixue's hand tightly, tears kept falling, and her voice was hoarse: "My daughter is not bad, it's my mother who is blinded by lard, it's all my mother." No, it was your mother who pushed you to this point."

(End of this chapter)