If you can love like this

Chapter 97

I stretched out my hand tremblingly to uncover the white cloth. Time intersected and life reincarnated, just like when my husband’s white cloth was uncovered many years ago. "Ah—" I screamed, my eyes went dark, and I fell straight on my back.

Seattle's Lakeview Cemetery sits on a picturesque hill in Lake Union, where Kee Tree's funeral took place.I thought I would be strong and calm, but when the staff delivered the glazed vase containing Qi Shuli's ashes to me, I still couldn't help crying.I hugged that valuable vase, just like hugging his body. His body was already cold, but I vaguely saw him smiling at me, and his smile was eternal.So far, he has really gone cold, the glitz he once had disappeared, and the whole world has fallen into silence.And I cried all night, the boundless, vague and bleak darkness swallowed me bit by bit, I was deeply trapped in it, as if entering a dream, forever and ever, and I couldn't break free, his departure was an unending dream.

A lifetime of ups and downs, in the end, is nothing but a pile of loess and a tombstone.In fact, this is a double tomb, which was bought by Geng Mochi for himself. He promised me to leave a place for me next to it, so he bought a double tomb at that time.Qi Shuli has been fighting with Geng Mochi for so many years, dreaming of taking his woman away, not wanting to get only the graveyard of his love rival in the end, this kind of tragedy is beyond everyone's expectations, probably including himself.

A nearby hill is Kerry Park. Under the blue sky, the quiet harbor of Seattle is still performing unknown or extraordinary stories at the foot of the hill; the Space Needle is still the landmark of the city, waiting for the night to come. Opening the prelude to the sleepless night in Seattle; Mount Rainier is still sleeping on the horizon, maybe it never sleeps, it just keeps silent, the countless joys and sorrows in the world are just the most common things in the world to it .

Because it is a two-person tomb, the space is very large. I put a lot of Annie's childhood paintings, almost every one of which depicts a beautiful lake, and three inseparable children are playing and chasing by the lake... These paintings were brought by Qi Shuli from Shanghai He came here, thinking that he had already planned everything back then, this man is used to strategizing, even in the face of death, he was calm and calm as if arranging a business that had nothing to do with him.On the surface, he agreed to Geng Mochi to accept a liver transplant, but secretly colluded with Dr. Smith (they must have discussed it, so we were all kept in the dark). On the wedding night, Geng Mochi entered the countdown to life, Qi Shuli, this tired man The man first injected himself with an injection according to the pre-planned procedure to put himself into a state of brain death, and then Dr. Smith performed the surgery and transplanted his living heart to his rival in love who had been fighting for nearly ten years.

I haven't recovered from such a result for a long time. I was stunned, stupid, and stunned. I didn't realize that I didn't understand his heart at all until I saw the suicide note he wrote to me. He said:

"Kao'er, my dear Kao'er, when you read this letter, I have already arrived in another world. There is no difference between me going or Geng Mochi. The only difference is that you love him, not Me, this is also the reason why I finally made up my mind to perfect you... Don't think how great I am, to give up my own life to perfect others, I am actually an extremely selfish person, I just want to use Geng Mochi to perfect myself, use him Come continue the love I can't continue, the person you love is him, and his life is the continuation of my life, you love him the same as you love me, you must not think of it? So don't be sad for me, Kaoer , take a closer look at the people around you, he is Geng Mochi, it’s true, but listen to his heartbeat, it’s not his heartbeat, it’s mine! At this time, you must remember what I told you, I once I asked you what wedding gift you wanted, and you said no, but I said I would definitely give you a gift, and I said I would give you my heart..."

"Don't cry, it's important to take care of yourself."

Milan walked over and hugged me trembling in the wind. The wind in the cemetery was very strong, and the cool wind in Seattle seemed to penetrate my body, making me stagger and almost go with the wind.

She whispered in my ear, "Be strong, just now Annie called and said that Mochi woke up and wanted to see you..."

Annie came here from England on the second day after Qi Shuli's death. I don't know how she got rid of Chen Jinsen. She is also in the hospital now, because there is another very important item in Qi Shuli's will, which is to leave her He donated his corneas to Annie, he said that he blinded his sister's eyes, and now he will return these eyes to her, so that she can regain her sight.At first Annie refused to accept it, but we persuaded her for a long time, but she still refused to accept it. Later, I told her: "These eyes belong to your brother, so you can take a good look at the world for him. He died young, and the world in this world There are still many beautiful things that he can't see, so you can watch them for him, that is also the continuation of his life."

Annie then agreed to accept her brother's cornea.

Because she had just finished the operation, she couldn't attend her brother's funeral, but I followed her instructions and put those paintings in Qi Shuli's tomb. Annie said that those paintings contained her memory, and her memory was also her brother's memory. The brothers and sisters are together again, and they will never be separated from life to life.

"My soul has been attached to those paintings, and I will always be with my brother." Annie said.

At this moment when I heard Geng Mochi woke up, I just felt dazed, "He...was he awake?"

"Yes, awake."

I nodded and went to the hospital with Milan's support.

On the way, she told me: "Don't tell him... the truth..."

Spring is far away, and Seattle Central Hospital is full of greenery and full of vitality.We walked through the garden and entered the elevator. When we got out of the elevator, there was a winding corridor. I suddenly felt blind. I couldn’t see anything clearly. My vision was extremely blurred. The corridor was still extending, and suddenly a white light flashed in front of me. , the words he said echoed in my ears:
"To love someone is to really want him to be happy, even if this happiness is given by others."

"If there is an afterlife, I still hope to meet you again, and meet you earlier than others. No one is earlier than me, not even Geng Mochi."

"I hope that in the next life, we can be the only ones for each other."

"Your wedding to him feels like my wedding to you."

"What gift do you want? Give you my heart..."

I was crying and he was talking to me and I knew it.

I heard. Frank, I hear you!I promise you, I will live happily ever after. I must be happy in this life. I will have all the happiness that you, Xiaojing, and Shujie cannot have. For you, I want to be happy too!
do you remember?That time you asked me if I loved you, even if I tried to love you in the past, I didn’t answer at that time, I wanted to answer later, I thought there was still a chance, but such an opportunity will never come again in this life, now I just want to tell you that I love you too. My love for you has already surpassed love, just like the ancient Rainier Snow Mountain, which is already a sublimation of spiritual power. It’s just a pity that it’s too late to say "I love you" , you're gone, Frank!

And I still love it now.

I love the man in the ward who came back from the dead.

He is the continuation of your life.

Then, I will continue this love, love him as I love you; love you, I will love him even more.

It’s just that I still can’t see clearly. Even when I stood in front of the door of the ward, my vision was still blurred. Milan helped me gently push the door open, as if it was a door that had been waiting for a thousand years. With a sigh, the mottled rust has fallen off, and finally there is the possibility of leading to the future.And the past is like a flower blooming in an instant, scene after scene, the fragments of memory become petals, falling one after another in front of my eyes.In a daze, the theme song of LOVE played leisurely. The man I love was lying on the hospital bed, with gauze wrapped around his chest, his eyes were like the lights of a long voyage, and finally returned to the voyage, slowly shining over, God, he is still alive, still alive!

I felt the same as when I went to Nagoya to see him many years ago. I covered my mouth and tried my best not to cry out. I was so close to him, but I didn’t have the strength to call out his name, and I couldn’t take a step forward. I just looked at him stupidly. , Standing on the same spot, it became a tree again, as if there was still a world in between, I couldn't get over it, and he couldn't get over it either.

And he looked at me straight, just like when he saw me under the cherry blossom tree, squinting his eyes, his pupils shrank and then enlarged, enlarged and then shrunk, his expression was so excited that he couldn't control himself, as if he couldn't confirm that he could still Live to see me.

He slowly stretched out his hand towards me, like a flower, with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Yes...is that you, Kaoer?"

"Is that you, Mochi?"

(End of this chapter)