If you can love like this

Chapter 80

Many things in the world are so mysterious and mysterious, not more than a second, not less than a second, in this second, the situation develops in an unexpected direction...

"That's right, I'm here to deal with you! I'll deal with you first and then Geng Mochi. You two are the people I hate the most in my life. Don't think I'll be merciful, dreaming! You ruined everything about me! Kill me My child, do you still want to live in this world well? He is dying, I don’t need much effort, even if he buys a cemetery, I will not let you be buried with him, don’t even think about it! As long as I have Qi Shuli is here, so you don’t want to lie down together! Why are you crying? You thought that a single drop of your tear could shatter all my defenses. Bai Kao’er, I don’t have any affection for you anymore. In front of me, I won't be sad either. You, a woman, are really ominous, and will only bring misfortune to those around you. Thinking of me, Qi Shuli, who was born wise, I fell into your hands..."

He said these words fiercely, with a determined expression on his face. If he had a dagger in his hand, he might have stabbed it.And I didn't have any chance to fight back, so I could only stare at him blankly.

People kept coming and going in the coffee shop, and the music was very low. It was Timo Tolkki's Are you the one. The song was sad and lingering.

Are you the one
The traveler in time who has come

To heal my wounds to lead me to the sun

To walk this path with me until the end of time
Are you the one
Who sparkles in the night like fireflies

Eternity of evening sky

Facing the morning eye to eye
Are you the one
Who'd share this life with me
Who'd dive into the sea with me

Are you the one
Who's had enough of pain
And doesn't wish to feel the shame, anymore

Are you the one (will you be him)

……

Tears welled up in my eyes suddenly, hearing such music in such a time and space.The heat in the teacup was rising. I turned my face away and looked out of the window. Through the large glass window, there were endless cars and people rushing on the road. No one noticed that a lonely stranger was so heartbroken. It was clearly a hot sun outside. , but felt colder than winter in a trance, I was shaking from the inside to the outside holding the cup.

Qi Shuli ignored these at all, exhaled a long puff of smoke, and his tone could not hide his domineering, "Do you want to know how I will deal with you? Do you want to know?"

I didn't answer, I lowered my head and stirred the rose tea in the cup with a straw, as if talking to myself: "I, I originally wanted to give birth to that child, and I knew it might be my last chance to be a mother. "

"Really? Then why didn't you tell me that you were pregnant, you clearly knew that the child was mine!" He tapped his fingers on the table excitedly, attracting the attention of the people around him.

"I'm afraid he...can't stand it..."

"Oh, that's it, after all, it's all because of him!"

"Frank, I don't have anything to say about how you deal with me, but...he is a patient, and he has few days to live. As long as you let him go, you can deal with me however you want."

He snorted and became even more furious, "At this moment, you are still pleading for him. It's really touching. As long as you have such feelings for me, I won't be so desperate, Bai Kaoer!!"

I threw myself on the table, buried my face in my arms and sobbed.

"You really don't want to know what I'm going to do to you?" he said aggressively.

I slowly raised my head, "It's up to you."

"Okay, I'm very relieved to have your words." After he finished speaking, he stood up straight and shouted at the waiter not far away, "Pay the bill!"

When he disappeared by the door of the coffee shop, the dizziness in my head after another made me almost breathless.No one understands this man's ruthlessness better than me. He can definitely do what he said, but I don't seem to be at a loss because of fear. I'm just sad. Why did I fall to this point? I can't get rid of the entanglement of bad luck. , I have obviously given up, I have given up everything, but fate still looks like it wants to drive me to death.

Back in the company building, the air conditioner in the office was turned too low, I shivered on the leather sofa, if Yingzhu hadn't pushed the door in, I was afraid I would freeze to death in the room.

"What's wrong with you? Why is your face so ugly?" Yingzhu stretched out her hand to touch my forehead and exclaimed, "God, you have a fever, you're almost burnt to a lump of coal!"

"It's nothing, I got a little cold last night."

"It's nothing, go home quickly, or I'll take you to the hospital." In the end, Yingzhu sent me to a nearby hospital for an IV drip. On the way, she told me, "I wanted you to accompany me to the bridal shop after get off work. It seems that it can only be another day."

Yingzhu and Gao Peng are getting married, and it was announced two days ago.

"I'll accompany you tomorrow." I held her hand, feeling sincerely relieved, "I'm very happy that you have finally achieved the fruit of your cultivation. You must be happy."

She hooked my neck, "I am very happy now, the camel said, honeymoon will take me to Tibet, the Qinghai-Tibet railway has just opened to traffic, we take the train to Tibet. Do you know? That is the place I most yearn for , since I saw so many beautiful photos of Tibet at the photography exhibition last year, I yearned to death!"

"Bah! Bah! What yearning is dead, it's all nonsense!"

"Ha ha……"

It was already night after the drip in the hospital, we ate something casually outside and went back to the apartment. Yingzhu asked me to go to her house to sit for a while, but I didn’t want to be a light bulb, so I didn’t go.As soon as he entered the door, Chen Jinsen called and asked why he couldn't contact me during the day, and he wanted to ask me to dance.I said I was too tired.

"Are you sick?" He was so sensitive that he could hear my buzzing.

"Fortunately, I've already had a drip in the afternoon."

"Then I'll come and see you."

Before I could stop him, he hung up the phone.Twenty minutes later, when he rang the doorbell with a basket of flowers and fruit, I was helpless.He didn't wear a suit, but was dressed in white casual clothes. He was refreshed, and he looked like Orlando, the elf prince in "The Lord of the Rings".I asked him to sit down on the fabric sofa in the living room, and in the distance, a familiar smell of tobacco wafted in the air, but I didn't want to give him any chance, so I poured him a glass of water and said, "If you It would be great if you could come and see me with Annie."

After all, he has seen the world, he is calm in times of crisis, and just looks at me and smiles.

After a while, he asked, "Don't you know?"

"what do you know?"

"She has a new boyfriend and is getting married."

"What... what? Marriage?!" I was quite shocked.

"Yes, get married."

The next day was the weekend and I didn't have to go to work, Yingzhu dragged me to try on the wedding dress.Gao Peng has been running in Beijing for a while, and he went there early in the morning. The company was involved in the operation of a big project in Beijing, and several high-level executives were staying there.According to Gao Peng, as long as the project is successfully operated, the company can sit and eat for several years. Both Yingzhu and I feel that it is a bit risky, because this project involves a lot of investment, and most of the company’s funds are occupied by this project, but Gao Peng has always been adventurous Spirit, we can do nothing.

The bridal shop is located in Luohu, and the storefront is quite grand. The lady clerk enthusiastically introduced to us that the wedding dresses in the shop are all designed by famous designers, and many of them have just been customized from Hong Kong.Yingzhu took a fancy to a wedding dress with off-the-shoulder style, which was very sexy, and happily went in to try it on accompanied by the shop assistant.I sat on the sofa to rest.As soon as she entered, the door of the fitting room on the other side opened, and a beautiful bride came out in a long dress, her brown curly hair was coiled on the top of her head, and the court-style wedding dress was puffed up high. It looks very much like Princess Sissi in the movie, looking bright and smiling, so beautiful, my eyes followed the past, and my heartbeat almost stopped!

"Does it look good?" The bride turned around gorgeously and asked the assistant next to her.The assistant was a fashionable young girl, of course she kept complimenting her: "Miss Anne, of course it looks good, only you can wear such a beautiful wedding dress."

"Hasn't Mr. come yet?"

"He'll be here in a moment."

"The neck is empty, what kind of jewelry should I match?"

"Then you can ask the gentleman, he will prepare it for you."

I staggered and stood up, staring blankly at the bride in front of the fitting mirror, feeling my heart stopped beating at that moment.I don't know why I'm panicking, I just feel like I'm short of oxygen and I can't breathe.

The bride also found me behind me in the mirror, turned around suddenly, and said in amazement, "Cathy!"

We sat on the couch and talked.

Annie said reproachfully, "Why didn't you tell me when you were in Shenzhen? I've been here for the past six months!"

"Where's your brother? Where is he?"

Annie shrugged, "I don't know. I rarely contact him. He seems to be avoiding us."

"Then... does he know you're married?"

"I probably don't know. I only told my mother a few days ago."

"When did it happen? I didn't listen to you in Seattle at the beginning of the year."

Annie smiled, "This kind of thing is rare."

"Keven is also in Shenzhen."

"I know, we still had dinner together last week. Even though we are separated, we are still friends." Annie laughed, with a relaxed face. She has always been like this, and she doesn't care about anything.And I don't know why, my mind is in such a mess.Annie took my hand, "Come and have dinner with me later, my fiancé will be here soon." Before she finished speaking, she jumped up and ran towards the door without me, "Frank, you How did you come here?"

Frank? Frank! !
I stared at the door with wide eyes, almost like a nightmare, as if I saw the most terrifying thing in the world, bloody, which made me dizzy, my internal organs were all crowded together, and the pain was unbearable.

Nemesis?
Or punishment?

God really wants to drive me to death!I think I can't live anymore, at this moment, I can hardly breathe, as if my internal organs are torn together, the pain spreading from the bottom of my heart makes my limbs numb, I just think, this is not real, it is a dream, as long as It's a dream, and when I wake up, I know it's fake, fake.

However, I was not allowed to take a breath, and he walked leisurely, with a devil-like look in his eyes approaching him.

"Hello, Cathy, we meet again!"

"Why do you keep wearing rings around your neck?"

When I was eating at the company at noon, Yingzhu stared at the diamond ring on my neck and was very puzzled. I usually wear a dress with a collar and rarely show the ring. Today I am wearing a round neck T-shirt with a dazzling diamond ring. exposed.

"It's very expensive, beware of being robbed!" Yingzhu took a sip of the sea cucumber soup and reached out to touch my ring, "Honey, it's at least a dozen carats, no matter how you look at it, it doesn't look fake."

"It's not a fake." I swallowed a mouthful of chicken with difficulty, tasted chewy, stared blankly at the food on the plate, and my mind wandered far away.Just at this time yesterday, Annie and I had our first big fight since we met. The place was in the Mingdian Cafe near a certain department store in Nanshan.Originally, I wanted to ask her to have a good talk, but the words were not congenial, and she became angry after a few words, "Kaoer, this is my choice, it has nothing to do with you, my brother can't control it, can you control it? Whether I love Frank or not has nothing to do with you, I know, he has always loved you, and he may still love you now, but what does it matter, we need each other, want to be together, are willing to be together, it has nothing to do with anyone! "

"But Anne, do you know him? Do you know his heart? Do you know why he married you?"

"Joke, is it that important whether I know him? If I know everything, why marry? As for why he married me, I think you should know, because I am like you, and he regards me as you..."

"Anne—" I called.

"What does that matter? Isn't it because you are like me that my brother was with you?" She stared at me closely, her eyes were like broken stars, blurred, the corners of her mouth seemed to be smiling, but it felt more like me. Crying and desolate, "You and I are really destined, there is no blood relationship, but every man says we are alike, even Keven says we are alike, it is inexplicable! You know, I have always lived hopelessly, no I know where I came from, and I don’t know where I’m going. After playing in the world for so many years, you can’t look at what I do from the perspective of a normal person. I never ask myself why I do this or that. Just like I left Keven, there is no reason. I don’t deny that we loved each other, but it’s a pity that we are both of the same kind, and we are desperately trying to get from each other. When one day we find that we can’t get what we want, all the strong feelings The love and affection disappeared. This world is so crazy and dirty, no one can be an angel, but anyone can become a devil..."

"What if Frank is the devil?"

She sneered, and shrugged indifferently, "Oh, this, he told me on the first date, he said he was a devil, and I told him, it's okay, because I'm not an angel, haha..."

I waved and slapped.

She was stunned.

I was also stunned.

Then she still sneered at me, stood up straight while covering half of her red and swollen face, grabbed her handbag and left her seat and walked quickly towards the door. "Annie!" I called her, but I cried first, "I'm sorry..."

She stood still without turning her head, and said coldly: "You should save this and tell my brother, he is dying, but you leave him, and what you did can't be done in a normal way." Look at it with a human eye!"

After speaking, she resolutely left the cafe.

……

"Hey, what are you doing!"

Suddenly there was a loud shout in my ear, like thunder, "You lost your soul? What are you thinking?"

Only then did my thoughts return to reality, "No, it's nothing..."

Yingzhu pursed her lips, "It's nothing, you look like a ghost, I really don't know what to say about you... Damn girl, why are you so stupid? No matter what man hooks your soul, some things should be put aside for comparison. Okay. Look at me, I have lost love so many times, but I also found a man I like? In your Chinese saying, you can’t hang yourself on a tree.”

I replied, "I want to hang myself right now."

As soon as the words fell, Yingzhu kicked over, "Want to die? It's easy, just jump off this building, and say such things in front of me, I think you really want to die!"

I stared blankly at her.

"Look at me, why don't you eat fast! I'm counting rice grains, I've finished my meal, and yours hasn't moved yet, do you want to go on a hunger strike?" Yingzhu said, her fist flew over again.I turned my head and dodged it.The surrounding employees looked at her stupidly. They had never seen the proprietress act violently. Normally, Yingzhu was very well disguised, with a shrewd white-collar look and dignified manner, a typical Korean lady.

"Whatever you look at, give me food, and go to work immediately after eating!" Yingzhu thumped the table.

There was no sound in the restaurant except for the clash of bowls and chopsticks.After entering the elevator, Yingzhu let out a long sigh of relief, and yelled in Korean: "Grandma, you're suffocating me to death. It's been a long time since I've scolded anyone like that, so happy!"

I replied to her in Korean: "You probably have itchy hands and feet, you haven't fought for a long time."

(End of this chapter)