God is finally with me

Chapter 656 Can't sleep at night [5 more]

So, she gave it a go and tried to match Miyagi and her sister, but unfortunately, all previous efforts were wasted.

She made herself unconscious, and Meng Xihuan's foot was twisted in vain. All she did today was to get a car and a bank card.

These are not what Meng Xiyan wants, she just wants someone reliable who can take care of her younger sister.

However, the hope pinned on Miyagi is about to be shattered.

She knew that Miyagi was a man who would do what he said, and since he didn't intend to accept Meng Xihuan, no matter how much she did, it would be useless.

Listening to Miyagi's reply, Meng Xiyan tugged at his bank card and car keys, not knowing what to do for a while.

What on earth would she have to do to make Miyagi forgive herself, let him see Meng Xihuan's goodness, see her sister's kindness, and let him know that Meng Xihuan is different from her.

Meng Xiyan knew that there was no way for her to be saved in this life, and she knew that she had no way to stand up again.

These days, although she has been working in Miyagi's company, although she seems to cheer up.

But she knew that none of this was the life she wanted, and she didn't know what kind of life she wanted.

All she could feel was loneliness, loneliness, and disappointment.

Facing this rented cabin soberly every day, she felt that she was about to suffocate, but she had to pretend to be nonchalant and communicate with Meng Xihuan.

Every night, she almost suffers from insomnia, and she tries hard to get out of this predicament, but finds that there is nothing she can do.

Seeing Meng Xihuan struggling to live, she felt distressed and wanted to make her life easier.

She tried her best every day to find a reliable person for her, but she never thought about starting over.

She herself has also realized that she has depression, and it is not mild.

Fortunately, she majored in psychology, so she was able to control her emotions, and what she did did not let Meng Xihuan see the flaws.

Seeing Miyagi who exposed her plot and rejected her, Meng Xiyan felt really hated, hated that Miyagi had treated her so ruthlessly, hated that he hadn't actually had a heart for her at all.

However, she couldn't do anything, she could only watch him continue to move forward, watched him get into Dr. Jin's car, and watched him disappear before her eyes.

Meng Xiyan is not reconciled, not reconciled to being rejected by Miyagi like this, no matter whether it is love or hate, after all, they have 20 years of friendship.

And she didn't believe that during the time she was in England, Miyagi didn't have any old feelings for her.

What Meng Xiyan couldn't deny was that she had to admit that during that time in England, she liked the ruffian Miyagi who gave her a different feeling.

Miyagi said that she was with him only to satisfy her physical needs.

But there has never been a shortage of suitors around her, and there are many excellent men.

If she really only wanted to solve her physical problems, she would not take the risk of finding Miyagi, she would find someone who didn't know Qingchen, who didn't know her past.

Even if Meng Xiyan knew that it was risky for her to be with Miyagi.

But she still couldn't resist his temptation and was with him.

If she didn't have the slightest affection for him, how could she live with him for more than half a year.

As the saying goes, a husband and wife can be kind for a hundred days. She didn't expect that Miyagi would treat her so cruelly in the end, without any kindness at all.

Thinking back to the beginning, Meng Xiyan's hatred grew deeper and deeper.

Originally, these days, her resentment towards him had gradually diminished, but tonight, her hatred was burning again.

She could clearly see that he cared about Xi Huan, even more than her, so why didn't he want to let go of the past, let her go, and see how Xi Huan fared.

If he didn't have the heart, why would he help her, provoke her, give her hope, and let her use her mind.

With such an ending, Meng Xiyan would rather be in the bar that night. He didn't come to save her. She would rather die like that. Instead, she would not have any troubles, hope or disappointment.

She stuck in the alley, and it was not until Dr. Jin's car left for a long time that she turned and walked towards the house.

At the same time, in Qin Momo's villa, on the big bed in the bedroom, she was lying straight, her eyes were wide open, her brows were tightly furrowed, she couldn't sleep, but she didn't dare to move, because she was afraid of being woken up Miyano that little guy.

Immediately afterwards, she took a long breath and her face became even uglier.

As long as she thinks of Meng Xiyan together, her back will feel cold. She always has a feeling that something will happen to Miyagi, and it will be because of Meng Xiyan.

Although that woman looks very kind now, she has no lethality.

But Qin Momo couldn't find any enthusiasm, hope, or hope for life in her eyes.

That's why she felt that it was not innocent for Meng Xiyan to stay by Miyagi's side. When she saw Meng Xihuan, she didn't feel this way.

Qin Momo reminded Miyagi twice to let him pay attention, but she was afraid that if she said too much, it would interfere with Miyagi's life.

Qin Momo couldn't judge whether her feeling was wrong or her prejudice against Meng Xiyan was too deep.

Thinking of this, Qin Momo turned over gently. She wanted to tell someone about the conflict in her heart, and wanted others to analyze it for herself.

In the end, the only person she could think of was Qingchen.

Chenchen knew Meng Xiyan well, maybe he could guess something.

Thinking of this, Qin Momo secretly got up from the bed, went to the study, and dialed the phone number in the early morning.

It is eleven o'clock in the evening, and there is no rest in the early morning.

On the other end of the phone, Qin Momo was very pleasantly surprised when he heard Qin Momo's voice in the early morning. He asked softly, "Momo, it's so late, why haven't you slept yet?"

"I have something on my mind and I can't sleep."

Hearing that Qin Momo had something on his mind in the early morning, he couldn't help becoming nervous. He asked, "What's the matter, did mom tell you about you?"

In Qingchen's eyes, Qiao Lanfang was the biggest obstacle between her and Qin Momo. Apart from Qiao Lanfang, other things were nothing.

"No! My mother is basically gone. If I insist on being with you, she will do nothing."

Qin Momo's report surprised Qingchen a little. She didn't expect Qin Momo to really get Qiao Lanfang out.

However, since Qin Momo doesn't have to worry about their relationship, what else can she worry about!
So, he asked: "Since Mom's not broken, why can't you fall asleep? Is it because you miss me?"

Chenchen's voice was very gentle, wishing he could turn Qin Momo into a puddle of water. Hearing his voice, he wished he could immediately rush into his arms, hug him tightly, and act like a baby with him.

However, today she had something serious to discuss with Chen Chen, so she had to be serious, she took a deep breath, and said unhurriedly: "I took Xiao Ye to accompany Miyagi for dinner today, but during the middle, Meng Xiyan passed out , we went to the hospital together again, and Meng Xiyan was working in the company in Miyagi, I always felt that something would happen, and I was very uneasy."

(End of this chapter)