God is finally with me

Chapter 463 The stars hold the moon [5 more]

She hated, she resented, she regretted, she regretted, but in the end she was helpless, unable to get out of the unbearable memories.

She grabbed Meng Xihuan's collar and said with a half-smile: "Just a little bit, I can succeed just a little bit, why, why Qin Momo appeared, why Miyagi appeared, it's all because of them. "

Even if she has fallen to where she is today, she still can't face up to her decline. She is not reconciled, she is not reconciled to her plan for ten years, but in the end she lost completely.

If it wasn't for that bitch Miyagi, how could she have ended up in such a miserable state.

In the end, Meng Xiyan still blamed Miyagi for her own faults, and her down-and-out life had wiped away her initial introspection.

Listening to Meng Xiyan's complaints, Meng Xihuan held her arms tightly, shook her vigorously, and asked bitterly: "Sister, when will you wake up and face life, as long as you want, you Your life will be wonderful, why do you have to be stuck in the past and refuse to wake up."

Listening to Meng Xihuan's advice, Meng Xiyan smiled bitterly.

Meng Xihuan said that as long as she is willing, her life will be wonderful.

Immediately, the circles of her eyes turned red, she let go of her hands that were clutching Meng Xihuan's collar, turned her head away, and looked aside.

She saw that the room she lived in now was not as big as half the bedroom she used to be. She saw that the house was dilapidated; she saw that the dark wooden floor was warped; The tatami mats are [-] meter wide; I saw that they didn’t have a decent piece of clothing in their wardrobes; I saw that the white ceiling was left with orange marks after the raindrops dripped; I saw that the small refrigerator was pulled by her. The door was not closed, but the inside was empty and there was nothing; she saw beer cans thrown everywhere in the dilapidated house, and there was a foreign wine bottle that Meng Xihuan had just smashed under her feet.

There was still a small half bottle of wine in it, and she felt sorry for some of the wine being ruined.

Looking at the environment she was in, she laughed again, laughed and cried again.

How can she be like this?How wonderful?

Her foundation of being a human being has been defeated, how can she start?
Thinking of her former scenery, Meng Xiyan felt even more sad. She opened Meng Xihuan's hands on her arms, turned around and walked to the living room beside her, turned her head, looked at the dilapidated kitchen, and sat on the table as if nothing had happened. On the damaged wicker chair.

Meng Xihuan knew that Meng Xiyan was crying, knew that she was aggrieved, and knew that she was feeling uncomfortable.

She was so proud in the past, no matter where she went, she was surrounded by stars, so she felt lonely now, so she naturally felt uncomfortable.

However, this is the life they need to face and the growth they need to experience.

Hearing Meng Xiyan's soft sobs, Meng Xihuan walked slowly in front of her, knelt down in front of her with one knee, tightly wrapped her left hand with her left hand, raised her right hand slightly, and wiped the tears off her cheek .

She said distressedly: "Sister, you must cheer up, everything will be fine, really."

Then, she said: "This year, Dad has performed well, and his line has been reduced for another year. Maybe in October, he can apply for a three-day leave. At that time, let's bring Mom and get together, shall we?" ?”

Meng Xihuan's comfort made Meng Xiyan feel even more uncomfortable and cried even more sadly.

If Master Meng and Mrs. Meng weren't for her, they wouldn't be in prison now, and those in a madhouse would not be in a madhouse.

For the future life, she really didn't dare to imagine, and she didn't know what kind of attitude she should use to face life and those people she once knew before leaving this narrow circle and walking out of this street.

She is afraid, afraid that others will laugh at her!Afraid of someone falling into trouble.

So, she hid herself, got drunk every day, numb herself, and let herself not think about the past or the future.

Her life is meaningless, but she doesn't have the courage to walk away. After all, she still has hatred in her heart, hates Miyagi, hates that he never loved her at all, that's why he hurt her so badly .

Therefore, she is still reluctant to die, she wants to live forever, to see how long he can be happy, how long he can be happy.

Life is not a fairy tale, no one can live happily ever after.

There are no princesses or princes in life, it's full of intrigues and traps.

Even if she didn't go with Chen Chen in the end, didn't Qin Momo, that Cinderella, also fail to stay with the prince?
So she didn't believe, she didn't believe that Miyagi could be with Qin Momo for a lifetime.

Now she understands that even if she doesn't make a move, there will be a good show to watch.

So, she was waiting, waiting to see how happy those self-righteous people who thought her happiness was ruined would be in the end.

Seeing Meng Xiyan's unstoppable tears, Meng Xihuan quickly stood up from the ground and hugged her tightly.

She comforted: "Everything will be fine, everything will be fine, sister, you must believe me, you must quickly get out of the shadows, don't forget that you are Meng Xiyan, the smartest Meng Xiyan. "

Meng Xihuan's mentality is much better than Meng Xiyan's. She believes that as long as Meng Xiyan is willing to take the first step, her life will have a new beginning.

Therefore, in the past three and a half years, she has not encouraged her for a day, and she has never thought of giving up on her.

She really hoped that Meng Xiyan could cheer up, not because it was hard to raise her, but because she really didn't want to see her so decadent.

Before they came to S city, they were not rich ladies. Since they were Cinderellas, why are they afraid of being Cinderellas again!

She believes that as long as the sisters are of the same mind, live hard and look forward to tomorrow, one day, they will be young ladies again.

Feeling Meng Xihuan's comfort, Meng Xiyan asked calmly, "How is the early morning?"

"It's the same, nothing changed." Meng Xihuan replied.

"Hehe!" Meng Xiyan laughed coldly twice, she knew that she was still waiting for Qin Momo in the early morning.

Meng Xiyan has already let go of the harm caused to her in the early morning, after all, he is not happy either.

Then, she asked again, "Is Qin Momo back?"

Listening to Meng Xiyan's question, Meng Xihuan couldn't help frowning. She already knew that Qin Momo was back this afternoon, but she didn't know whether she should tell Meng Xiyan the news. She was afraid that Meng Xiyan would be hurt again. Stimulate.

Seeing that Meng Xihuan was silent, Meng Xiyan already guessed that Qin Momo was back.

She took a deep breath and said nonchalantly, "We finally waited for her to come back in the early hours of the morning."

"But it's impossible for them. Qin Momo is with Miyagi, and their daughter is two and a half years old." Meng Xihuan didn't know the grievances between Miyagi and Meng Xiyan in S City, and thought that Meng Xiyan was still in her heart. Those who cared about Chen Qing thought she didn't want Qing Chen to be with Qin Momo.

(End of this chapter)