God is finally with me

Chapter 311 Abandoning Oneself [3 More]

On the big bed, Xu Lang's head grew dizzy listening to his mother's scolding.

He bit his lower lip, shook his head, trying to recall what happened last night.

He only remembered that he had been in a bad mood for the past few days, hadn't gone to work, and was hiding at home drinking.

But he couldn't remember when he called Lindy over, and how he had sex with her. It was so messed up that his head got dizzy.

When he looked at the clothes Lindy was wearing and the mess on the bed, he knew what he had done last night without thinking too much.

"Damn!" Afterwards, he could only hear an angry curse.

He actually put Lindy to sleep, and it was still in his own home, on his big bed.

Xu Lang couldn't accept the fact that he had always regarded Lindy as a friend, sleeping with any woman, and never thought of sleeping with her.

At this time, he really regretted it all.

Mrs. Xu heard Xu Lang's remorseful scolding, she clapped her hands on his head, and said fiercely: "Xu Lang, what kind of attitude do you have? You are the one who is wrong, who else do you want to blame?"

Now, Xu Lang felt dizzy looking at Mrs. Xu. Could it be that he couldn't see his remorse, so he couldn't say a few words less?His head hurts already, okay?
So, he looked up at Mrs. Xu, and said helplessly, "Mom, can you go back first and let me talk to Lindy?"

Mrs. Xu could see from Xu Lang's attitude that his son didn't like the girl in front of him, and he particularly cared about sleeping with her.

He knew his son well, Xu Lang would never marry someone else just because he slept with a woman, he was just like his father.

So, she rolled her eyes at Xu Lang, and left as if nothing had happened.

It's just that she knows that what his son will say and do next will probably make the girl sad.

After Mrs. Xu left, Xu Lang pretended to get up from the bed calmly, and put on his clothes calmly.

On the side, Lindy had a panoramic view of Xu Lang's movements.

Just now, Xu Lang told Mrs. Xu that he wanted to talk to her, and Lindy already knew what Xu Lang would talk to her about.

She didn't want to create trouble for Xu Lang, Mrs. Xu, and herself, so she stayed and gave Xu Lang a chance to make up for her, so that the matter would blow away.

A moment later, Xu Lang was wearing the same suit as Lindy, sitting on the sofa with his legs spread out, his hands on his legs, and he lit a cigarette for himself.

Lindy looked at Xu Lang who was lighting a cigarette, frowned, and said, "You didn't smoke before."

Xu Lang glanced at Lindy, smiled awkwardly, and said, "It's only started in two days."

Hearing this, Lindy knew that Xu Lang was in a bad mood because he was rejected by Qin Momo, so he gave up on himself.

She loves him, and loves him for torturing herself like this, but she can't say it, she can't persuade her, and she can't express her concern.

Therefore, she smiled lightly and said, "Oh! The taste is not bad!"

Xu Lang took down the cigarette in his mouth, squeezed it into the ashtray on the coffee table, frowned, and said, "Not good! Very bad."

Lindy couldn't understand what Xu Lang meant, and couldn't understand whether he was saying that the smell of cigarettes was bad, or that the smell of broken love was bad.

Immediately afterwards, Xu Lang scratched his already messy hair, and explained: "Last night, I drank too much, I'm sorry, I didn't expect to sleep you."

Listening to Xu Lang's explanation, Lindy smiled calmly. She waved her big hand and said disapprovingly, "Hey, what am I thinking? I'm so nervous. It's okay. If you have nothing else to do, I'll take care of it first." Let's go, the clothes your mother gave me are so ugly."

Seeing Lindy's hearty smile, Xu Lang finally calmed down, and said, "Last night, let me ask you to come out."

When Lindy heard this, her whole face turned dark, but she immediately recovered her usual composure, and said with a smile: "You know I won't make an announcement, but I'll take your order, 500 million!"

"Thank you!" Xu Lang was completely relieved when he heard Lindy's quotation.

He knew that Lindy only taught dancing, and although he had a small investment in a certain nightclub, he never did anything out of line.

But he, Xu Lang, never sleeps with women for nothing, and this woman is still his friend, so he is even more embarrassed.

Of course, he also knew that Lindy's asking price of 500 million was to make her feel comfortable and to make him feel comfortable.

The price was very reasonable, and he accepted it.

It wasn't until the two negotiated the price that Lindy stood up from the sofa with a smile on her face, and as if nothing had happened, she took out her own hair tie from Xu Lang's bed, tied it up, and left without looking back.

Although she was still stepping on the sky high she wore yesterday, her steps were obviously much faster than when she came here.

She wanted to leave, and couldn't wait to leave this humiliating place.

So much so that she walked so fast that she twisted her foot when going down the stairs.

But she gritted her teeth, pretending nothing happened, walked out of Xu Lang's villa with her head held high, and returned to her car.

When her car left the courtyard of Xu Lang's villa, suddenly, she burst into tears.

She obviously didn't want to take Xu Lang's money, and she obviously wanted to keep her dignity in front of him.

But in order for Xu Lang to have no psychological pressure and to make him comfortable, she had to hold her dignity in both hands, put it quietly under his feet, and let him trample on it.

In the car, her eyes were blurred by tears. She had lived 25 years. Even when her mother died in the hospital, she was never as sad as she is now.

Her life has never been perfect, whether it is family affection, friendship, or love, she has never gained anything.

What she got was nothing but illusory and turbulent false feelings.

Although Xu Lang treats her well and treats her sincerely, she knows in her heart that he will never be someone who is by his side.

At this moment, Lindy couldn't figure out what she was living for?what purpose?What is the hope in life?
She had never thought about such a profound question.

In the past, she was busy with life, busy with making money, busy with spending money, all these busyness made her bury her feelings for Xu Lang deeply in her heart, and she didn't even dare to think about it.

But she never thought, is the life she wants now?What should she do so that her life will not be empty?
She was confused. After being humiliated by Xu Lang, she was completely confused.

However, in Xu Lang's villa, just after Lindy left, he stripped himself naked and walked into the bathroom.

Thinking about having sex after drinking, he was in a mess, how could he sleep with Lindy?
Last night, he must have lost his mind and regarded Lindy as Qin Momo, otherwise he would not have made such a low-level mistake.

The reason why Xu Lang didn't sleep with Lindy was not because he had strange feelings for her, but because he would never lay hands on his friends, and in his heart Lindy was a friend.

(End of this chapter)