God is finally with me

Chapter 180 Heart-pounding [4 more]

But she clearly felt that she didn't want a divorce.

But how should she tell Chen Chen that she doesn't want a divorce?
Behind Qin Momo, Chenchen looked at her lonely figure and couldn't help but hug her into his arms again.

He hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear, "Momo, after we part, you have to live a good life, you understand?"

As soon as the voice in the early morning fell, Qin Momo cried. She felt that she was about to die, and the breath in her chest couldn't be smoothed out.

She had never felt this way before, the feeling that she was so heartbroken that she was about to die.

In the early morning, she wanted her to live a good life, but in the past six months, she had already gotten used to his presence, his pampering, and his care.

If he doesn't want her, how can she live a good life.

Qin Momo couldn't help shouting in her heart: God!Come and save me!Let me wake up from my dream, none of this is real, Qingchen won't want me, won't divorce me!God!I beg you!Come and save me, or I will die in pain, I don't want to die yet, I want to live a good life with Chen Chen.

Immediately afterwards, Qin Momo leaned back into Chen Chen's arms, sobbing and trembling non-stop, her emotions could not be controlled.

She couldn't even speak clearly, she just cried.

But the tears did not bring her comfort, but made her even more sad!
She was asking herself, what should she do to stay by Chen Chen's side, she didn't want to leave him.

At least she doesn't want to leave him now, she is not ready, life can't be so cruel to her.

You can't get married when she doesn't know wee, and separate them after she gets used to wee.

In the early morning, I could feel the whole bed trembling with Qin Momo.

Qin Momo's reaction was unexpected in the early morning. He thought that Qin Momo would readily agree or refuse directly.

Unexpectedly, when she heard the news, she could only cry.

She made him cry and felt uncomfortable, but the words had already been spoken, he had already promised Meng Xiyan, and there seemed to be no way out!
Seeing Qin Momo crying more and more sadly, watching her try to suppress her emotions, why didn't Qingchen's heart ache?

But besides hugging her tightly, he couldn't make too many promises.

However, after Qin Momo started crying, she couldn't control it. An hour later, she was still crying.

In the early morning, she even felt that her voice was hoarse from crying. After a whole hour, Qin Momo's body was still shaking.

Her mood still couldn't return to normal.

That night, Qin Momo almost shed all the tears in her life, and her pillow was more than half wet from her crying.

Her throat was dry, her lips were dry, and her mouth was filled with tears.

Everything was like a dream, a dream that made her miserable.

Even she herself didn't expect that one day, in the early morning of her divorce, since she would cry so heartbreakingly.

Time passed by, but she seemed to be still in the early morning when she said the divorce, crying endlessly.

In addition to hugging her in the early morning, he still hugged her.

In the end, Qin Momo started to cough because she cried for too long.

Coughing and coughing, she choked herself, curled up tightly, and tried to stay away from the early morning hours.

She didn't want him to see her in such a mess.

Hearing Qin Momo's cough in the early morning, she got up quickly and poured water for her.

When he handed the water to Qin Momo, Qin Momo accidentally knocked it over.

In the early morning, looking at Qin Momo, who was curled sideways on the bed, hugging the pillow, and trembling, felt like a knife was piercing her heart.

Instead of cleaning the wet carpet on the floor, he poured Qin Momo another glass of water and placed it on her bedside.

Then go to bed and hug her from behind.

About another hour later, Qin Momo's mood finally stabilized.

When she felt that she could speak, she sobbed and said, "If I get divorced, I will never be able to sleep in your arms like this again."

What Qin Momo said made Chen Chen feel more guilty, and he couldn't help but hug her even tighter.

I wish I could rub her into my body and never separate.

He hugged Qin Momo like this, as if he didn't divorce Qin Momo just now.

But those words still live in their memory.

In the early morning of this night, he was unusually sober, completely unlike himself.

He had never been so rational. Even though he felt sorry for Qin Momo to the extreme, he knew clearly that it was time to leave.

He has no fate with Qin Momo, because there is also a first-come-first-served order of affection.

He had thought many times that it would be great if he knew Qin Momo first.

However, life is not what he wants to be able to do.

The truth is, he has a long-lost girlfriend, and they need to keep their promises.

Once, he loved her so much!
Once, he was so fascinated by her!
This relationship is hard-won, and he must cherish it.

In the early hours of the morning, the relationship between him and Qin Momo came too easily.

When he fell in love with Qin Momo, she happened to be beside his pillow.

Therefore, he thought that he was too superficial about this relationship, and that his love for Qin Momo was just a temporary fascination.

He thought that, deep in his heart, Meng Xiyan was the destination of his feelings.

After all, they have been in love for 9 years, and their emotional foundation is deeply rooted.

He was afraid, afraid that if he chose Qin Momo at this time, he would regret it in the days to come.

Because it's too easy to like Qin Momo, I'm afraid it's also easy to not like her!

Qingchen didn't want to turn herself into a fickle man, and didn't want to let down Meng Xiyan, who had been with him for nine years of ups and downs, just because she had known Qin Momo for less than a year.

After walking around the campus with Meng Xiyan this evening, a huge change occurred in Chen Chen's heart.

Tonight, he seems to have returned to 9 years ago, making him fascinated by Meng Xiyan again, and regained his fascination with the guitar girl again.

He clearly remembered that at that time, he was looking forward to the arrival of noon every day.

Then go to the soccer field and peek at that girl with the guitar.

He still remembers the feeling of throbbing.

Even though he later talked to the guitar girl and fell in love, he never found the thrill of peeking at her back.

But he has always believed that he loves the girl with the guitar.

Otherwise, he wouldn't be crazy about her, and he was also fascinated by her back.

Therefore, he had no choice but to give up Qin Momo cruelly to protect his first love.

He didn't want to betray his feelings for the guitar girl and his inexplicable heartbeat.

Therefore, for Qin Momo, even though he felt distressed, he could only make up for it as much as possible.

Therefore, he said: "Momo, after the divorce, you must live a good life. No matter what you ask of me, I will do my best to fulfill it."

(End of this chapter)