Jin Tingjiao

Chapter 545 Whose New Swallow Pecks Spring Mud (4)

At that time, they never actually talked about the issue of marriage, and she didn't know how to say it.

He laughed a bit, then looked at her fixedly, held her hand and said: "I, Xiao Fang, swear by this flesh and blood that you will not marry me in this life, regardless of whether we are married or not." , you are my only wife!"

He stroked her hair: "I went back to the south, firstly because of the situation, and secondly because of the imperial court's military order that a serving general is not allowed to marry a resident woman, so I can only come to propose marriage if I am transferred back first.

"Xi'er, your filial piety is still two years away, but I can't wait any longer, maybe there will be a war at any time, and once there is a war, maybe I may die at any time!

"I'm very afraid that I will regret that I can't live and die with you in my life.

"That's why I want to be with you before the chaos in the world, so that you can bear my surname and become my legitimate wife in the world.

"How could I betray you? I'm just afraid that you will think that I'm too selfish, and even though I know that my life and death are uncertain, I still want to drag you along."

Her heart dropped to the ground, and she rushed to hug him and smiled.

She knew that he was not a heartbroken man, if he was really a heartbroken man, then she would have recognized him with his sincerity in single-handedly avenging her mother's murder!
She just wanted to hear his promise.

The words from a lover's mouth will never make people tired of listening.

She hooked her neck, stood on tiptoe, and carefully kissed him on the cheek.

She could feel his whole body stiffen, and his face became hot.

Her heart was pounding, and she kissed him on the lips playfully, but he refused with difficulty.

She bit his lip recklessly, and he paused for a moment, his face was so hot that he was about to explode.

"I want to give you a baby."

She looked at him quietly.

He refused without thinking. "We're not married yet. And in case I don't come back—"

"Then I'm going to have a baby!" She stubbornly said, "When you come back, we'll get married!
"If you don't come back, I'll take care of your child. I'll take him well and let him give birth to your grandson! Put your Xiao family's surname on!"

No matter what his future holds, until now, she is willing to give everything for him.

Up to this moment, he has been worth what she has done for him.

……

At that time, unlike the later peaceful and prosperous age, they didn't have much time to warm up their songs, they didn't have much stability to look forward to, and they didn't have much time to waste on daily doubts and weighing gains and losses.

The four words of staying together in peace transcend wealth and glory, surpass all glitz, and become the greatest and most practical hope of people in troubled times.

Under the seemingly peaceful world, there are already countless peaks of fire and gunpowder, and there are countless people who will not live until tomorrow.

Once missed, it is likely to be a lifetime.

What she wanted was not the love between a man and a woman between day and night, but to continue his offspring.

Continuing his blood and leaving a child for him has become the firm belief she still has after a long time.

She only loved this one person in her life, and she didn't want to leave any regrets because of the constraints of the rules.

If there was a chance... She didn't dare to think about it, but she couldn't.

In the troubled times, the etiquette rules are nothing compared to the mutual understanding that people yearn for.

But he still refused, and kept laughing at her, calling her a "silly girl".

She feels sad.Why can't he understand her mood?

At that time, he already had a small independent apartment.

When he was drunk the night before his departure, she quietly hid in his room, and then lay anxiously beside him.

At that time, she thought that she could conceive a child just by sleeping like this.

Unexpectedly, she overslept in one sleep, and when she woke up in the morning, she saw him, who was dressed neatly, looking at her with a complicated face.

"General Xiao, congratulations, you are going to be a father now." She was taken aback for a moment, then got up from the bed, and said pretending to be sophisticated.

But he couldn't help laughing slowly, leaning back and forth.

"You are really my heart! If I lose you in this life, I, Xiao Fang, will not live!"

He put her hand on his heart and said slowly.

Looking back now, she was really stupid at that time.

She didn't even understand how he could fall in love with such a fool!

The days when he left Cangzhou were much more difficult than he imagined.

She felt that she had overestimated her endurance. Lovesickness was like poison, eroding her day by day.

She shut herself in the room and painted his portraits tirelessly, standing, sitting, smiling, silent, serious, and leisurely.

Then she frequently inquired about the news of the court, and also found many books on military affairs to read.

She is eager to know him better, to know everything about him, his identity, his position, the environment or changes he faces.What kind of predicament he might encounter and what kind of help he might need.

But the more she got in touch with, the sadder she realized that she couldn't help him in any way.

He was worrying about their future fate, but she was thinking about whether he would empathize with others!

As long as she could understand him even a little bit, she wouldn't say those unkind words.

Although the attention paid to the court situation in the past few months has not changed her body, she probably knows what the future world will be like.

She knew that he was ambitious and capable, a man with ambitions everywhere, she should support him to follow the general trend, but at the same time she felt sad for her lack of energy.

In three months, she seemed to have grown up suddenly.

That day she was lying under the peach blossom tree, flipping through the book quietly, when a jade pendant suddenly fell in front of her.

"I am back."

A familiar voice sounded above her head, and she thought she was dreaming.

A pair of hands suddenly lifted her into the air, and the man's breath mixed with sweat rushed into his nostrils. He hugged her and sat where she had sat, smiling at her with red eyes.

The jade pendant was hanging around her neck, and he asked, "Do you like it? The token of engagement, given by my mother."

She was stunned for a moment, then cried and stroked his face: "You've lost weight!"

His formerly plump face has now become dark and thin, and his eye sockets have sunken, making him look several years older.

He reached out his hand to wipe her tears: "I'm afraid you'll wait too long, and rush to Cangzhou as soon as you finish your work. You haven't closed your eyes for three days."

She didn't know how to describe how she felt when she saw him.

It seems that after walking three thousand miles, I finally arrived home.

It's like staying up for many days and nights to make a piece of clothing, and it's finally finished.

It's like the dim sum from the old dim sum shop in Jingshi that I've been wanting to eat for a long time, and I finally tasted it...

I can't say enough about the satisfaction in my heart.Joy and peace just rolled into her soul with time.

But she later found out that not only did he not sleep a wink for three days just to come to see her, he also led soldiers to fight two battles during those three months.

The marriage was settled.

It's just that when he proposed to marry immediately, he encountered a little difficulty.

(End of this chapter)