Jin Tingjiao

Chapter 459
These are not the hands of the maids.

When she turned her head, the person in front of her was tall and tall, and her moon-white brocade shirt was elegant and elegant.The eyes are shining brightly, implying thousands of rivers and mountains.

After a while, she stood up.

But he reached out and pressed her shoulders to make her sit back, and he himself sat on the side.

There was only one cup on the table, he paused slightly, and raised his voice, "Bring another cup."

Nimble and decisive, he was still the young general who led his troops back from the northwest triumphantly in a trance.

The guard brought the cup in in a hurry, but he didn't know where to get it, put it down, and left in a hurry.

Shen Xi kept her eyes on him, she didn't expect him to come, she thought that they already had a tacit understanding not to pierce the window paper.

He poured the tea, holding on to the handle of the teapot without moving.

The breeze rolled up two flying flowers and landed in front of her.

In the end, he was the one who spoke first: "Let me tell you what's good about you."

Shen Xi folded his hands and remained silent, allowing his heart to be overwhelmed.

The breeze blew the moist smell of the soil after the rain, she sniffed and smiled slightly.

What can I say about her?How could she know.

"Then don't say anything."

"Aying..."

The corners of her mouth cracked and she smiled again: "Xu Jing, when I saw you on the execution ground, you were the noble head of the palace, and I was the unfavored young lady of the Shen family.

"That day I was chasing you like crazy in the crowd, maybe it didn't matter so much whether I got revenge at that time, I only had one thought in my mind, how good it would be if it was you.

"I never gave up any chance to recognize you, whether it was before or after I met my son, my emotion for you is unique, it may be surpassed by other emotions, but it will never be replaced.

"Xu Jing, I know your heart, but do you know mine?

"Is it because I don't love you enough that I don't have the qualifications to recognize you?
"I failed to reconnect with you, so I can only continue to be an executioner who stabs a knife in your heart? Does it mean that if I don't recognize me, I can really be a heartless fool?"

She looked over fixedly, her expression was still calm.

She wasn't asking, although it sounded like one.

He Lanzhun was silent.

He turned his head to look at the scenery outside the fence, and after a while, he said, "According to the calculation, I have not set foot in this garden for 21 years. The 16 years of my life, plus the five years when I left Beijing for Yunnan.

"Without you, I dare not set foot in all the places we have been to. So even if there is nothing to do, I will pass by this door, and I have never entered.

"I outlived you by twenty-one years," he looked back, "twenty-one years is enough time for me to learn to think more thoughtfully about world affairs—

"Let me ask you, if I let you know that I am Xu Jing in the Xu family graveyard, what would you do?"

Shen Xi pursed his lips.

"If you don't tell me, I'll help you answer. You will end up wanting no one. Wait until you get revenge, and then leave the capital. The tombs of all the Zhang family members are in the south, so you will definitely choose to go south."

He looked over quietly: "The biggest purpose of your rebirth is to kill Wen Chan for revenge, you don't want to hurt anyone except your enemies.

"You may think, since the conflict between me and him comes from you, then without you, he and I will have another destination.

"And as long as you stay in front of me for one day, it's just another day of pain for me.

"Indeed, I still love Zhang Ying deeply, and every time I dream about it, my heart is bitten like a hundred ants.

"I sat in front of your and my grave countless times late at night, imagining that you were still my crazy girl.

"Also, I almost couldn't restrain myself from wanting to take you back. I frantically hoped that when you looked at me, you would have half the enthusiasm you had when you looked at him.

"But I have you, I got what I wanted, will you be happy?

"At most, you just treat me as a good partner as before, and be my wife in a flat and conscientious manner.

"You won't act coquettishly and lose your temper with me, and you won't be obsessed with whether I only have you in my heart, but what you won't do to me is exactly what I long for.

"As a man, if I can't make you fall in love with me wholeheartedly, I will let you love what you love.

"At least, I can appreciate all the brilliance you bloomed because of him.

"So why are you obsessed with my feelings?

"Zifeiyu, knowing the joy of fish, maybe I am happy with it? At least when I miss you, my heart is very fulfilling.

"God sees you again after 20 years of silence in my heart, which is already a great surprise and comfort to me.

"My loss, my pain, my joy, my sadness, and the honor of being able to watch you live a peaceful and happy life from the sidelines, all of them make me never feel lonely for the rest of my life.

"The boundless loneliness of the twenty years without you is the real knife that pierces the heart. Therefore, although I am sad, I am never unwilling."

He tilted his head and whispered softly, from top to bottom, there was no place where he was free and easy, and he was not coquettish.

Shen Xi looked down at his five fingers holding the cup, and after holding his breath, he suddenly smiled again.

Xu Jing, who was always caught and instilled by her in a young age, was so calm and wise now.

But he became so good, but it was wasted by these years.

She held the teapot tremblingly: "Drink tea."

I couldn't lift it up.

"Xu Xiaoqi...I'm sorry." She looked at the space ahead and murmured.

It would be fine if the colors in the world were only black or white, and the things in the world were only right and wrong.

Then love words and so on will not be so disturbing.

He didn't move.

Instead, he suddenly stretched out his hand and pulled her into his arms——

"If you really feel sorry for me, then let me hug you!"

Qingyue's voice suddenly became hoarse, his chin rested on the top of her head, his eyes were bloodshot.

The blood in the limbs seemed to be out of control, and it was all rushing to the heart.

Move in like never before, up close like never before!

It is true that there is no reconciliation, but how can the emotions and desires surrounding Yiren be so easily overcome by reason?
His pampering and affection are all still there, and they have not faded away with the passage of time. On the contrary, they are like wine buried deep in the ground, getting more mellow with age.

The most tragic battlefield in his two lifetimes was in front of her.

"Girl, remember, you owe me two lifetimes of love.

"With your hug today, I will let go of my love for the rest of my life! It's just that I will go to heaven and earth to find you a hundred years later. If you leave me again, give it a try!"

The pretense that he thought was perfect suddenly shattered. If he was not calm, where did he get his calmness?
In the face of the pain of cutting his heart, he is just a reckless man with teeth and claws.

He dropped a light kiss on the top of her hair, then let her go, held her arm and said, "From now on, you don't owe me anything.

"After you go back, you will be well and ready to be the crown prince.

"You will be the most beautiful bride in the world so far. Even if I can't marry you, I will do my best to make my Ah Ying the best."

(End of this chapter)