Quan Shao steals his wife's marriage

Chapter 299 Yu Siqi's inner thoughts

When he saw Shu Ning in the capital that day, he was a little surprised, as if he didn't expect that the two would meet in such an ordinary way, seeing her stop and smile, he said goodbye to the people beside him, and walked over to greet her.

She was still so bold and unrestrained, and when she spoke, a familiar and unfamiliar smell swept over her. Since he left Seoul, he was no longer destined to contact them. Now he is in the capital to meet his old friend rashly, and he is more or less surprised.

That night, the visitor sat in a small chat, and when she talked about Gu Yan in her words, his calm heart would still be violently turbulent. During the short meeting, he picked up the teacup several times, just to cover up The kind of embarrassment in the eyes.

Then she asked if she would meet her lover again.

He is helpless, to meet his lover again?I'm afraid I don't have this chance.

He thought so.

After the two separated that night, he drove back to his residence from the hotel alone. The traffic in the capital is busy, there are too many vehicles, and traffic jams are common. The longer the blockage, the better, because his mind is in turmoil, even if he returns to his residence, he is only facing the empty room alone, that feeling is very lonely, helpless, and even a little uncomfortable.

It is more or less better to be stuck in the traffic jam with thousands of people accompanying him.

There was not a long traffic jam today, and it seemed that the heavens were against it. He drove back to his residence, opened the door, and the room was as quiet as he thought, and everyone was lonely.

At thirty, there is no confusion at forty, but this sentence seems to be of no use to him, and it is even a bit inexplicable.

It stands to reason that at this stage of his life, he should have been more or less calm and natural, letting go of everything, but he has not. In the eyes of outsiders, he may be calm and natural, talkative and quiet, but only he knows it. All this is only in the eyes of outsiders.

He groped into the kitchen in the dark and turned on only one porch light, illuminating the whole room vaguely. He picked up the kettle on one side and boiled the water. The room was so quiet that only the kettle was boiling. The night swept over his heart. He didn't feel any discomfort. Instead, he took out a cup and rinsed it in the sink, then slowly pulled out a dry towel and wiped it dry. After the water boiled, he raised his hand to get a cup of hot water for himself. This movement looks normal, but if you look closely, you can see the clues.

In this world, there may be many people who will wash the cup before drinking water, but how many people will wipe the wet cup inch by inch before pouring water into it?

Isn't it contradictory?
But Yu Siqi did it, he was such a contradictory person.

Xu Youning said that he is a top gentleman, but only he knows that he is a contradictory body.

Countless nights of tossing and turning and sleepless nights, he sat on the bed and thought about a question; if he hadn't been such a gentleman to send Gu Yan back to the country, but had taken her as his own, what would his life be like now? life?
Will he be greeted by emptiness every day when he returns home like now, or will his wife and children be waiting for him to return home?
Every time he thinks about it, he hates it very much.

At that time, he knew that he wanted her well, but later when he wanted to pursue and dared to pursue, she was already married as a wife, and time played a big joke on him.

One day, my friends were drinking together. The third child drank too much and opened his mouth to talk nonsense; "The duty of a soldier is to serve the country, the people, and the people, but you can't serve the girl you like to others! The characteristics of a soldier It's straightforward, decisive, but you sent sister Yan to Bai Shenxing so decisively, are you stupid? Are you out of your mind?"

At that time, he felt that although the words of the third child were vulgar, they made sense.

He is stupid and out of his mind.

Otherwise, why would you send the girl you like to others?

Can't I give her happiness?
At first, he felt that a person like himself who has been licking blood on the tip of a knife for a long time is not suitable for love and marriage, but later, after the battle on the border, he found that his thinking was wrong, but at that time, Gu Yan and Bai Prudent practice has achieved positive results.

Although his heart is in turmoil, he is born with a sense of propriety, righteousness, integrity and shame, and he cannot do anything that erases humanity.

Love, love, love is the hardest thing to tell.

A cup of scalding hot water gradually cooled down before he picked up the cup and took a sip. He took out his phone and flipped through it casually. There was no call or text message, but if there was anyone beside him at this moment, he would definitely see a smiling face on the screen of his phone. woman.

He regretted it a long time ago, but... so what?
Only by facing your heart can you regret your mistakes.

During his two-year term in Seoul, he was able to stabilize his restless heart after witnessing her happiness.

Hearing the news that Gu Yan was pregnant with a second child, his first reaction was to hope that it would be a daughter, that he would have both sons and daughters, so that his life would be happy.As for yourself, just do whatever you want.Love is so great, he can give up his happiness to others for her, she said, only two children can be considered happy, and she is always alone, keeping that love alone.

His love is very humble and great, some people understand it, some people don't, but these are not important, the important thing is that the person he loves can live in peace.

The greatest thing in life is fulfillment.

And Yu Siqi is so great.

(End of this chapter)