Quan Shao steals his wife's marriage

Chapter 296

Xu Youning felt that she was really not far from going crazy. She was worried all day long. For Gu Yan, she was so afraid that she would die. She was afraid that one day she would suddenly wake up and go away without vital signs.

She was very tired from life, and this tiredness actually came from Gu Yan, not someone else.

"I beg you, can you please? Can you consider my feelings? If I am like you and give you a surprise every three days, what will you do? Will you go crazy or collapse?" Xu Youning was so angry that she had no image and started yelling, swearing at Gu Yan mercilessly, she didn't know what was wrong with herself, why the volcano erupted suddenly after she endured it for so long.

Gu Yan stood there, staring at Xu Youning in a daze. It turns out that everyone has emotions, and Xu Youning will too, and she will also feel depressed because of her repeated overthinking.

"I'm sorry," she apologized, bowing her head.

I'm really sorry, for Xu Youning, she can only say sorry.

Because she has been forgiving and taking care of herself all the time, and she still has to worry about her all the time.

Xu Youning was originally full of anger waiting to be vented, but Gu Yan bowed his head in apology at this time, so she didn't have the slightest desire to speak.

Today, her desire to quarrel disappeared again.

That night, Xu Youning wrote a long email to Yu Siqi, informing Gu Yan of her recent situation, expressing that he was very worried about her.

22 has passed, 23 years old, this day, she passed by the company's tea room during a busy break, and saw the TV above reporting the news of the war, she stopped and waited and watched, this night, she went home to talk to Xu Youning When this matter was mentioned, Xu Youning was very surprised.

"Why pay attention to that kind of place?"

"I want to go to that place and see what the lives of those people are like," Gu Yan said. What is the mentality of people who are still alive but still struggling?Hearing the words, Xu Youning was slightly astonished, and then looked at Gu Yan's eyes full of size, want to see?See how those people live in that barren area?Still want to seek death?
If it's the former, she supports it, but what about the latter?

She dare not imagine.At the end of this year, Gu Yan told Jack that he wanted to take a break. Although Jack was puzzled, he still nodded in agreement. Gu Yan didn't know why she felt this way. So, perhaps, she should be given some breathing time.

When he was 23 years old, Gu Yan took a very long vacation, traveling back and forth to the war-torn areas, but he would report to Xu Youning every day that he was safe.

When Yu Siqi knew the news, it was already a year later. He only saw the news when he came back from a mission. At that time, he was shocked, it can be said to be terrified. He didn't expect Gu Yan to have such an idea with action.

This year, he took all his vacations and went to Syria to look for Gu Yan. When he reached the place and contacted Gu Yan, he didn't know where she was.

Until many years later, when the two of them recalled this scene, they felt a certain amount of admiration for their friendship. Yu Siqi came from a long way and was full of travel, but in Gu Yan's eyes, it turned out to be like this Elegant and irreplaceable, Yu Siqi's existence is Gu Yan's sunshine, the sunshine that guides her to leave the dark world,
When Yu Siqi saw the thin and dark Gu Yan, his eyes flashed with distress.

This kind of place means she should come.

"Why are you here?" Gu Yan was a little surprised why Yu Siqi came to such a place.

"Come and see, are you okay?" He asked, in the few times they met these years, Yu Siqi seemed to like to ask this question habitually, are you okay?

But Gu Yan's answer remains the same every time; "I'm fine."

"Xu Youning said that you want to experience their hard life, how do you feel?" Yu Siqi asked her with a smile while standing on the barren wasteland, how about the barren environment?How hard is it?Being with someone is happiness.

That's what Gu Yan thought at this time.

Before meeting Yu Siqi, she might have thought nothing of it, but after seeing her, all her thoughts have changed, and she is no longer what she was before.

It would be worthwhile if Gu Yan's journey this time can make Gu Yan respect life.

When he saw Xu Youning's emails, he was terrified. She couldn't imagine why Gu Yan sent herself to the gate of hell several times. She was disappointed in life?Still disappointed in the world?

No matter what it is, they don't want to see it, because such a thought is too scary and it will make people dazed.

She is so young, she shouldn't have that kind of mentality, that kind of mentality is not suitable for her, not suitable at all.

In this war-torn place, Yu Siqi sat on the high ground and talked about life with Gu Yan. Gu Yan also knew about Yu Siqi's past and why he entered this business here. She knew Yu Siqi's story, and then told him Even more awe.

The friendship between gentlemen is as light as water. This sentence is the best way to describe the relationship between her and Yu Siqi. Yu Siqi stayed with her in Syria for three days. After three days, he left and she didn't go to see him off. It was only the following sentence: be careful on the road .

On the way, she returned to Los Angeles, stayed for a while, told Xu Youning the flight time, and she went to pick up the plane, Xu Youning saw her pale and thin, hugged her and cried bitterly when she saw her, causing the airport to come and go Everyone looked at them with very surprised eyes, Gu Yan felt very helpless.

After finally dragging her home, she turned on the nagging mode again, which made Gu Yan both helpless and funny.

"I'm really good," Gu Yan didn't know that this was the dozens of times she said this, but now, she seemed to have to tell Xu Youning this sentence repeatedly.

Because she always felt like she was going out and being abused. "Lao Yu went to Syria three months ago and stayed for three days," Gu Yan leaned against the kitchen door, watched Xu Youning put dumplings into the pot, and said something casually or casually.

Hearing this, Xu Youning paused the hand that put down the dumplings, then looked sideways at her, and said seriously, "You and Lao Yu?"

Even if she didn't say what happened next, Gu Yan would still know, what about her and Lao Yu?

"Friend," Gu Yan replied after thinking for a long time.

So, Yu Siqi will help her, but not give her a hug, will walk with her a long way, give her warmth, but will not give her any chance to dream, the measure between them has always been It was well grasped and never exceeded.

So when Xu Youning asked, she could say with certainty that there was not that kind of relationship between them.

They're just friends. We've known each other for six or seven years, so we can only call them friends.

Xu Youning was slightly taken aback by Gu Yan's answer without thinking, and then looked at her with some doubts. Lao Yu's feelings for Gu Yan are not as simple as friends, but he also knows that they have been in a relationship for so many years. Nothing has changed on this boundary, nor will it ever change.

Some people are very gentlemen. A gentleman will only guard the person he likes, and will not overstep it.

Lao Yu is such a person.

After Xu Youning put the dumplings on the table, she watched Gu Yan finish eating, and then stared at her for a long time, trying to see some passion for life from her eyes, but unfortunately, she didn't, she was disappointed, she had something Change, but not the kind of change they hoped to see.

She will chat with you and talk to you about things outside, but she will not mention what she has gained during this trip.

Maybe this trip didn't change anything for her at all, or maybe she didn't gain anything, and she just went out to relax from time to time.

This summer, she returned to Los Angeles and stayed for two months, and after Jack squeezed her for two full months, she put down her burden and ran to Berlin. Therefore, when Gu Yanxun went to the venue to look for her, she was able to smile and put her arms around her shoulders and lead her out.

"Come and call me in the future, just don't dig in," Shu Ning told Gu Yan, for a beauty like her, if you dig in, how many men are watching eagerly!
"What's the matter? You can do it, but I can't?" Gu Yan asked amusedly.

"You and I are not the same kind of person," she said with a hint of mockery in her tone. Gu Yan was hurt and disappointed in life, so he would just cut his wrists and commit suicide, but he himself would only be self-deprecating and self-defeating. There are others, Gu Yan's kind of pain comes and goes quickly, but this kind of pain of mine will prolong indefinitely, popping up little by little every day, it won't kill you, But it will make you miserable.

Enduring pain is the deadliest.

It's like at the last moment of your life, leaving you with no way to survive and no way to die.When Gu Yan heard this, the corners of his mouth lightly lifted, she never felt that way, she and Shu Ning were actually quite similar.

When the two returned to the apartment, it could be seen that the place hadn't smelled of smoke for a long time. Shu Ning could cook, but the thick dust in the kitchen told Gu Yan that this house had not been favored by the owner for a long time.

She reached out and wiped the dust on it, then turned around and asked Shu Ning, "How long have you been living since you came back?"

Shu Ning reached out and took out a bottle of water from the refrigerator, carefully checked the expiry date before answering; "It's been a long time, I forgot the time."

Gu Yan saw her actions, was he afraid that the water in his hand would expire?

By the way, she also took out a bottle of water from the refrigerator, and when she was about to unscrew it, Shu Ning said, "Check the expiry date first! Don't drink to your stomach and blame me for not reminding you," she said lightly.

Gu Yan picked it up and took a look. There are still two days, and he casually takes the bottle in her hand; there are still three days.

"How long has it been since you came back?" Gu Yan asked angrily again, the water in the refrigerator was almost expired.

"I've been telling you for a long time," Shu Ning gave her a blank look, not getting angry.

Why keep asking this topic repeatedly?

"I thought you wouldn't come back alive," Shu Ning thought. When she learned that Gu Yan had gone to Syria, she thought about it for two whole nights, wondering if she would see her next time. It's a corpse.

Seeing her come back today, I was still a little surprised, after all, Gu Yan, this woman is too legendary.

"If I don't come back, you're the one who dominates and swallow my hard-earned money?" Gu Yan leaned against the refrigerator door and looked at her with a smile and said.

On the contrary, in the end Shu Ning looked at her and rolled his eyes.

"You have the nerve to say these things when you shake your hand at the shopkeeper? Do you want to show some face when you are old?" In the past, Gu Yan was in charge of the inside, and she was in charge of the outside. What?
Now it is said that she swallowed hard-earned money, shameless.

"No," Gu Yan snorted.

"You are invincible in the world, okay? Put your things down and go out to eat," she was too lazy to be serious with her. She didn't know how long she had left this room, and it was full of dust.

When the two went out, Shu Ning took the phone and asked the people from the housekeeping company to come and clean up.

I don't want to sleep in a dusty room at night.

"Don't tell me about your life abroad?" Shu Ning asked Gu Yan while driving, curious about how she got over her life abroad.

"It's more serious than what you see on TV. If you say something, there is nothing to say," she thought. Everyone has difficulties in life, and some things cannot be expressed in words.

What words can express is light.

"It seems that the perception is quite deep!" Shu Ning teased, he couldn't say it, it proved that he took the matter to his heart, how could he not say it if it was an ordinary thing?

"I'm going back to the capital next week, will you come back with me?" Shu Ning asked Gu Yan as if he had remembered something.

"What are you doing back in the capital?" She was puzzled. She had been abroad for the seventh year and had never set foot in the country. If she was allowed to go back like this rashly, she would really hesitate.

"Go back to see a friend," her friend in the capital seemed to have no one but He Wei.

"Aren't you afraid of meeting acquaintances?" Gu Yan was very curious. If she was allowed to return to China again, she would be very scared, very afraid of meeting those people, but Shu Ning seemed to be different. She didn't have such thoughts, on the contrary, it didn't matter.

"So what if we meet? We are all grown-ups. We know that some things have happened and we can't go back. It's boring to entangle to the death. I don't want to turn back," I kept telling myself from the beginning, no matter what happened Under the circumstances, we must not turn back, nor allow ourselves to look back.

But what she didn't expect was that after many years, she personally overturned this conclusion.

"The more I can't let go, the more I think about it, there must be echoes in my obsession, and I don't want to have any echoes," she said very calmly, if she really couldn't let go, the men around her would not change one after another.

At this time, Shu Ning was mostly relieved. When she left, she made the choice willingly and after weighing the pros and cons, so she didn't blame anyone.

Of course, she was mentally prepared for Xu Mingyi.

Naturally, there is no such deep-rooted hatred as Gu Yan.She looked at the road conditions, waited for the man in front to drive away, and when she heard his position, seeing Gu Yan looking sideways at her, she asked a little funny; "Why are you looking at me?"

"Don't you hate it?" "The premise of hate is love, how tiring that is! I am fine now, there are thousands of men in the world, if it doesn't work, let's change, there is no need to hang yourself on a tree, let's talk It's gone," she put on the handbrake, turned off the engine, and when she was about to open the door with her bag in hand, she turned to Gu Yan and said, "I was the one who dumped him."

If you want to hate the one who is also abandoned, what kind of hatred does she hate?
If Xu Mingyi dumped her, she might be thinking about how to get revenge, but no, she doesn't need to bear any grudges, she looks petty.

Looking at her handsome back, Gu Yan couldn't help twitching the corners of his mouth, there was nothing wrong with these words.

No wonder it's better for Bai Shenxing and the others to get over each other now, but he still hates them all the time. In Shu Ning's words, the one who was abandoned feels more or less unwilling, and she must be like this.

All her hatred now stems from unwillingness.

The two entered the shopping mall one after the other, ready to go for food, Shu Ning seemed to have seen something suddenly, stopped, pointed to a dress in the roadside window and said to Gu Yan; "It seems to suit you very well."

Gu Yan glanced sideways at a white dress hanging outside the window.

She slightly hooked the corners of her lips and said, "The color is not suitable, but the shape is not bad."

After making an objective evaluation, and then preparing to leave, Shu Ning stared at her back in a daze for a few seconds, as if asking, what's inappropriate?I think white is fine.

The two randomly found a restaurant to solve their lunch problem. During the period, Shu Ning made an excuse to go out to buy something and asked her to wait. When Du came back, he had an extra shopping bag in his hand and put it in front of Gu Yan.

"I think the color is pretty good, so I'll give it to you," she said boldly, generously, and informally, directly putting the things in front of Gu Yan.

(End of this chapter)