Quan Shao steals his wife's marriage

Chapter 292

Shu Ning broke down, and Gu Yan also broke down. The two of them were on this side of the earth, and the other was on the other side of the earth, living a decadent life that no one knew about.

In order not to be haunted by nightmares at night, Shu Ning fell in love with the fireworks venue, black and white were reversed, and he was in a daze all day long.

In order not to be overwhelmed by fear, Gu Yan chose to commit suicide by cutting his wrists.

They are not afraid of career and emotional failure, but what they are afraid of is that innocent lives will disappear invisible near them, and Shu Ning's unborn child will become an eternal pain in the hearts of both of them.Gu Yan already had a wound in his heart, and he has been holding back and not bursting out. Everyone thought that the matter of Mrs. Anna's family of three would make her collapse, but no, she endured it. The incident of Shu Ning's miscarriage was the last thread that detonated the bomb The fuse was the last straw that broke the camel's back. Gu Yan broke down, caught off guard and committed suicide.When Mrs. Charlie came to the hospital the next day, Xu Youning found Ben's training ground and told him about Gu Yan, hoping that he could help contact Yu Siqi. When Ben heard the news that Gu Yan had cut his wrist, he was shocked of.

Can't believe it.

"What did you say?" He didn't seem to believe his ears, he just wanted Xu Youning to repeat it.

Xu Youning cried while talking, she was going crazy; "I don't know what happened to Gu Yan, she left for a month, and after she came back, she cut her wrist and committed suicide, just last night, I dare not tell you about that scene, she lay In the bathtub, the water in the bathtub is red."

She covered her mouth, as if she didn't want to cry out, and she didn't want to be caught in that memory.

But no, that sense of impact is really too strong.

It was so strong that she dared not think about it again.

"Help me contact Yu Siqi, please," Xu Youning grabbed Ben's sleeve, hoping that someone would share the shock with her. Among the friends around Gu Yan, she didn't know anyone other than Yu Siqi. There is no way around it.

"I try to," Ben said.

He could only try his best, because he didn't know what else to do other than say so.

As for Gu Yan, when he felt that she should be unable to bear it, she carried it down, and when he felt that everything should be settled, she broke down and wanted to die. This woman is too scary.

When Xu Youning returned to the hospital, Gu Yan was already awake, sitting on the bed, watching Mrs. Charlie talking to herself, and then Xu Youning came in, she glanced sideways, her eyes were full of apology, she didn't expect such a thing It will make Xu Youning worry.I love you Xu Youning came in, Mrs. Charlie patted her on the shoulder and went out.

Xu Youning took a deep breath, tried to keep his tone as calm as possible, and said half-jokingly; "We may have to change houses."

No one likes any accidents in their own house, and Mrs. Charlie is no exception.

Gu Yan's appearance like that is taboo for every landlord.

"I'm sorry," Gu Yan apologized in a hoarse voice, she knew that she had made a mistake, she knew that she was stupid, and she would even think of cutting her wrists to commit suicide in the bathroom.

"I scared you," she said flatly, apologizing to Xu Youning.

As soon as Gu Yan's words fell to the ground, Xu Youning lay on the bedside and sobbed fiercely, "Do you know that if something happens to you, I will have no peace in my life, and I will miss it? Gu Yan, I didn't know you were in Berlin What happened, but you think about me, okay? I care about you!"

Xu Youning's words made Gu Yan completely sober. She was very selfish. What happened in Berlin was a blow to her. She knew that in the days to come, she would remember this scene no matter what. Because she didn't want to do this, so She wanted to understand life, but if she died, wouldn't the burden be placed on Shu Ning and Xu Youning? How could she be so cruel?

"I'm sorry," she apologized, I'm sorry, I'm too selfish, I want to push this burden on Xu Youning and Shu Ning, I'm really sorry.

At the capital base, Yu Siqi was leading troops for training and had no time to care about other things, so that he only saw the email they sent two days later. When he saw the news, he was completely shocked.

When he thought that Gu Yan would give up and collapse, she restrained herself very well. When he thought that time could erase everything, Gu Yan collapsed and even cut his wrists to commit suicide, thinking about the rest of his life, but he didn't expect anything It will progress to this point. In the email, Xu Youning said that she went to Berlin. After staying for a month, she came back and collapsed. When she returned to Los Angeles, she spent three days in a daze. On the fourth day, she cut her wrist and committed suicide. The whole basin of water turned blood red. Xu Youning used some heavy words to describe the scene at that time, but found that sometimes the expressive ability of words was so pale that she couldn't find any suitable language to express her feelings at that time. Fear and fear.

Yu Siqi was also shocked, just seeing the part of the text description, the whole person stayed in place.

Half a year later, everything should have been settled, Gu Yan's actions made everyone nervous again.

"Third," he shouted loudly.

"Boss," the third child was eating downstairs, when he yelled loudly from upstairs, he lost his bowl in fright, and rushed upstairs, seeing Yu Siqi's gloomy face when he came up, it was really scary.

"Get a virtual account," Yu Siqi ordered coldly.

He wanted to contact Gu Yan, and wanted to see why the girl who was so strong that she didn't need words to comfort her ended up cutting her wrist and committing suicide.

Why do you have thoughts of suicide?

This day, when Gu Yan was brought home by Xu Youning, Mrs. Charlie had already cleaned up their house, and she didn't say anything about letting them move out. She leaned on the sofa, and Xu Youning, who was busy in and out, Seeing her emptying her mind by herself, watching her eyes dimming little by little, sitting there, she exuded an aura of repelling others thousands of miles away, Xu Youning knew that Gu Yan was seriously ill. When everyone thought that she would not be able to bear it, she survived. When everyone thought that this matter had disappeared with time, she collapsed.

The whole person is like an eggplant beaten by frost, without any energy.

She sat there, her smokey eyes were empty.

A person collapsed suddenly, perhaps without any reason, she didn't know what happened to Gu Yan in Berlin that month, after she came back, she kept silent.

No matter how she asked, it was fruitless.

In the end, she seemed to give up, instead of asking about the cause and effect of this matter, she thought, as long as Gu Yan doesn't do stupid things, otherwise, she will have no peace in her life.

"Water," Xu Youning put the glass in front of her.

"Thank you," she seemed calm and thanked you as always, but Xu Youning knew that Gu Yan was only calm on the surface at this time. They rented together for nearly a year, and she heard her sobs countless nights, so she thought It was just to vent, but she really didn't think about it. The accumulation of these emotions would only make her commit suicide by slitting her wrists.

The phone rang in her pocket, but Gu Yan didn't seem to hear it, and didn't want to pick it up at all. Instead, Xu Youning reminded her that she heard it belatedly, reached out and took out the phone, and picked it up.

When that side thought of the familiar voice, her eyes almost popped out. She never thought that the emotions she thought she had hidden would suddenly collapse at this moment, and she was suddenly defeated. She held the phone in one hand and pressed her forehead to He hugged himself with one hand on his bent knees.

"Old Yu," she tried to hold back, but her voice was still uncontrollable.

She didn't know what was wrong with herself. When she heard Lao Yu's voice, it seemed that all the grievances and grievances that had been deliberately hidden, fear, and all of a sudden, swallowed her up, making her unable to refute, and strangling her throat so that she could not stop. No strength to breathe.

"I'm here," Lao Yu heard her choking voice from the other side, and said two words slowly.

"I know," Gu Yan broke down again. In front of Xu Youning, all her forbearance was insignificant in front of Lao Yu at this moment. A single word from Lao Yu could make her take off all defenses and let her stand naked. before.

Seeing this, Xu Youning felt sour at the corners of his eyes, then covered his lips and entered the room, leaving room for Yu Siqi and Gu Yan.

"How are you?" Lao Yu was in the base office at this time, holding his mobile phone in one hand and propping the other on the table, and asked forbearance. If he looked closely, he would definitely see the veins bursting out in his hands supporting the table.

Lao Yu is also forbearing.

He was enduring his feelings for Gu Yan.

"I don't know how to say it," Gu Yan sobbed and choked, she didn't know how to tell Yu Siqi about this matter, she couldn't speak.

Shu Ning said that this matter has nothing to do with her, but if she had listened to Shu Ning, perhaps such a thing would not have happened, and if she had the ability to protect the people around her, such a tragedy would not have happened. Can you have nothing to do with yourself?
How should she tell Lao Yu?Said she killed a child who hadn't had time to open his eyes to see the world?

Would Lao Yu hate her that much?Do you think she is disgusting?
"You went to Berlin?" Old Yu knew that Gu Yan's thoughts were in a mess at this moment, so he could only follow the advice carefully.

"Yes," she choked out.

"About work?" Lao Yu asked again. "Yes," she continued choking back. "What happened in the middle?" Lao Yu asked the key point.Hearing this question, Gu Yan sobbed even more, she didn't know what to say, didn't know how to speak.

Because things are not so easy to put into words.

"I don't know how to say it," she choked up for a while, unable to speak.

"Gu Yan, the root of the matter can only be solved by speaking out. No matter what happens, there is always a way to solve it," Lao Yu said honestly and kindly on the other side.

Gu Yan's emotions were messed up.It made him think of the worst thing. He didn't know if it was right, but he just thought about it. "How to solve it? How to solve it when no one is here?"

As soon as Gu Yan heard Yu Siqi say with such certainty that there was a solution, she became confused, yelling at the other side of the phone at the top of her throat, like a mad wild leopard, roaring indiscriminately.

How to deal with it?What if the child is gone?Everything is a foregone conclusion, how else can it be solved?

Hearing the words, Yu Siqi was shocked for a moment, and no one was there?Someone was killed, he was sure.

"Otherwise? Suicide like you can solve the problem?" He deliberately stimulated Gu Yan, wanting her to say things that were difficult to speak.

"Otherwise? Someone died because of me, why am I alive? Tell me!" She growled, roared, and her crying and sobbing voice reached Yu Siqi's ears.

"If someone hurts the people around you, even if you are going to die, you have to hold them back together. Don't let your loved ones hurt, and your enemies are quick. Gu Yan, this is not you, and it shouldn't be you. If you seek death, you will only let them die." Those people are happier." Yu Siqi spoke fiercely, calling for the case, and his words were aggressive.

"If you are just so fragile, then you will definitely disappoint those who really love you and make them feel that you are not worthy of being loved. Gu Yan, all your efforts are to make yourself stronger, so that you can protect yourself." The people around you, but what about you now? The real strong don't have time to seek life and death, you are looking at you," his words undoubtedly meant that Gu Yan
Pushed into a corner, he didn't know if it was right or not, but he knew that it would be the worst if he didn't let Gu Yan solve this matter and vent out the hatred in his heart.

"Will you be disappointed in me?" Gu Yan's voice was trembling. She was afraid, afraid that Yu Siqi, who had been helping her all this time, would be disappointed in her. If that was the case, what should she do?
Does she still have the motivation to move forward? "

"Yes," when Yu Siqi said this, the big hands holding the table were trembling violently. He didn't dare to answer easily, knowing that if he was a little careless, he would push Gu Yan into the abyss. , no one can save her.

"If you dare to act, I will always be by your side, unconditionally." He never makes any promises lightly, but for Gu Yan, he is willing to make promises, and to fulfill these promises, is it because of love?maybe!All he did was to make Gu Yan's life better. From the very beginning, he set a boundary between them. He and Gu Yan will be friends for life. The unique feelings of love will only be hidden. .

He once doubted his feelings for Gu Yan, but today, he seems to be sure. He seems to treat this girl differently. As a soldier who may die for the country at any time, he never promises anything easily, because if he brings It is the most painful thing to promise to die, but today, he promised.

Just to let this girl get out of the haze.

"Old Yu," Gu Yan cried heart-piercingly and almost desperately while holding the phone. She lay on the sofa, crying into the receiver out of breath until Yu Siqi thought she was going to cry until dawn When she opened her mouth, she told herself everything that happened in Berlin, with remorse, remorse, and despair in her tone. He never thought that a girl who should be protected at an age He actually went through so much alone. He supported Gu Yan to go to Berlin to start a business, and recommended Shu Ning to Gu Yan, but he did not expect that he would indirectly witness the miserable lives of these two girls. Shu Ning's tone was desperate.

"I never knew that one day I would pay such a high price for my youthfulness. If I had listened to her opinion at the beginning, then in the end, these tragedies would never have happened. I regret it. There are so many people in the world, why did I go to find a pregnant woman, why did I go to Shu Ning, do you know the heaviness I felt when I buried the child in the North Cemetery, do you know that I just fell down I slept with her next to the tombstone. After seven months, her face was born. I dare not tell Shu Ning that the child is like you. I thought everything would be fine when I came back, but no. Every day, every night, I will be haunted by nightmares, and I will dream that I am holding a bloody body and walking on the road to hell. I always thought that my heart was already indestructible, but no, this is all an illusion, Mrs. Anna's Things didn't do anything to me, but what happened to Shu Ning seemed to be the last straw that broke the camel's back. At a certain moment, I actually felt dead, maybe it was a kind of relief. Anyway, all the way until now, I have been Abandoned, I know that I am sick, very serious, terminally ill, this kind of illness will not hurt you or hurt you, but it will wear down your will and destroy your last bit of belief, old man Yu, you said anything can be solved, tell me, how to solve it?"

At this time, Gu Yan was lying on the sofa with her mobile phone on the side. She seemed to be talking to herself, and she spoke all these words slowly, but she clearly articulated them word by word, letting him Her heart trembled fiercely, not knowing how to answer Gu Yan's words.

She asked how to solve this matter.

Lao Yu, who was originally propped on the table, felt that his legs and feet were weak and he couldn't stand any longer. He stretched out his hand and pulled the seat behind, sat down, and then panted a little, closed his eyes fiercely, trying to relieve his pain. uneasy mood
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