Chapter 288

Yu Siqi spent two hours reading the five emails sent by Gu Yan one by one, read them over and over again, and then began to reply to her emails. She sent five emails and replied one by herself, but The number of this letter is longer than any one they have sent before.

In the email, Gu Yan told her that her wounds were all right, including that she had found the girl named Shu Ning, and that she was about to start her new career in Berlin, and some other things were about her views on Shu Ning, and things that didn't make sense. At first, I hope he can give some advice.

Yu Siqi began to answer the questions she asked one by one, answering her one by one. At the end of the email reply, he typed out a large line of words, informing her of some of his recent activities and trends, in a disguised form. Explain why he didn't reply to the email in time, but when he typed out these hundreds of words, after reading for no less than 10 minutes, he deleted them one by one, leaving only three words, I am fine.

He wanted to tell Gu Yan about his experiences and the past during this period, but he was worried that his bad behavior would affect the emotions she had finally calmed down, so he stopped talking for a while.

At this time, Yu Siqi didn't know what kind of emotion he had towards Gu Yan at all. The feeling of being far and near, fast and slow made him feel uncontrollable. Fortunately, during the two months In a short period of time, he didn't have much time to think about Gu Yan, but when he turned on the computer and saw the email she sent, every word they said between them lingered in his mind.

He didn't know what this kind of feeling was, friendship?love?But he knows that this is neither friendship nor love, this feeling is very subtle.

So subtle that he couldn't control it.

After meeting him for the first time, he would miss the existence of this girl all the time, wondering how she was doing after getting help, whether it was good or not?

But now, he doesn't worry about whether she is doing well or not, he is worried about other issues.

Because he knows that Gu Yan's life is no longer in distress, and she is no longer alone. She has a good co-renting partner, and that Chinese girl will take good care of him. Is it because she has someone to take care of her? Did you just let it go?is that so?

He asked himself over and over again in his heart, was it because she was taken care of by someone?
Gu Yan didn't mention what happened to her in every sentence in the email, even if she told him that the wound was recovering well, it was just a passing mention.

Yu Siqi was thinking, why did he seldom think of Gu Yan in these two months, why?
This question was not answered until the next time he saw Gu Yan.

He thought, she was already doing well, why did he bother?That's it, isn't it great?

In the end, he spent two hours writing this email, but he didn't send it out. When he was about to turn off the computer, he saw the email sent by his friend Ben. The time showed that it was a video a month ago, with a sentence attached 【Your friend is crazy】

Then when he clicked on the video, he realized why Ben would say that. In the video, Gu Yan was in Ben's training ground, one against ten. In the end, the other party was beaten to the ground by her, and he was also seriously injured. Miserable, Ben said, Gu Yan has gone crazy since she was shot. The gentle and elegant ladylike temperament in her body was completely invisible in the end. She is not afraid at all, and even has a feeling of eagerness to try. Even if the final result is to be beaten to the ground, she can still get up with a smile.

Seeing Gu Yan like this, Yu Siqi slowly tightened his hand holding the mouse. Gu Yan is crazy, she is sick, very sick.

She has an incurable disease, she looks fine, but Yu Siqi can tell from her fierce eyes that this is not the expression that a normal girl should have, and this is not the one he knew at the beginning Gu Yan, at that time, Gu Yan and her eyes were very determined, but she didn't have this kind of obsessive ruthlessness. Now she seems to be just trying to strengthen herself, and doesn't care how cruel the process is. "Go and call Team Three," he stood up abruptly, opened the office door, and called out to the soldiers outside.

When the third child came in, he saw him sitting at the desk smoking a cigarette, stretched out his hand and waved the air, looked at Lao Yu with strange eyes, and said, "I feel that you have been smoking very hard recently."

"Get a virtual number," he wanted to contact Ben and Xu Youning, and ask them if Gu Yan was really as good as she said in the email.

These things are commonplace for the third child, but it took tens of seconds to figure it out, and then Yu Siqi raised his eyes to look at him, and he touched his nose wisely and went out.

Lao Yu has been very strange recently.

In the early morning of Luo Shanjin, when Ben, who was still asleep, received the virtual number, his whole body was tense, and then he breathed a sigh of relief when he heard that the other party directly reported the code number.

Lao Yu directly opened his mouth to ask about Gu Yan, as if he was not going to beat around the bush, but at this moment, Ben lifted the quilt and got up, poured a glass of water, and moistened his throat before he began to say; "She has changed, and she will return after the wound is healed. In my training ground, I arranged her training in the past, it was just some self-defense skills, but recently, she doesn't seem to be inclined to self-defense skills, and more is looking for someone to practice, including me, I have fought against her , I am familiar with all the tricks, but the viciousness of her shots is so scary, I once thought I was back on the battlefield." He drank the water in the cup in one gulp, then walked upstairs and continued; "I used to think she was a Girl, how dare you treat her like a girl now, you can't imagine, just this month, she is like crazy, I think, is it because Mrs. Anna's incident gave her some stimulation, so that she is so angry? Desperately, she singled out ten people, lost one game, and was broken three ribs, the second time, she started to turn the tables and win. She had never lost, and the people she hit couldn't see the wounds, which was very strange. "

"Including myself. When I was playing against her, she bumped into me. I felt nothing at first, but when I went back that night, I felt uncomfortable all over, as if my bones were broken. I went to see a doctor, but the doctor couldn't see the reason. Said my bones were not broken."

"Actually, she's not very strong, but she's ruthless. No matter who she is, this kind of vigor is terrifying," Ben said, unavoidably thinking of Gu Yan, a woman who would be ruthless to every opponent. go.

This feeling is terrible.

Those who are not afraid of death will always be kings.

Yu Siqi listened to Ben telling him these things quietly with earphones on, and couldn't help feeling chills in his heart. Gu Yan was sick, very sick.

"If she is willing, take her to try our previous training," Yu Siqi thought, even if Gu Yan is so ruthless, she should be allowed to learn more, instead of just staying in the training ground to learn some simple things, she You must have enough ability to protect yourself no matter where you are.

"Are you crazy? Even a man can't handle it, let alone a woman." How could she, a woman, be able to endure the special forces training?
"If you don't give her enough ability, her ruthlessness will harm her in the future. Ben, you should know that there are many desperadoes in this world." Yu Siqi's idea is very simple, to make Gu Yan better, have enough He knows that Gu Yan's heart is sick now, but he also knows that if she is not given a platform to go up now, she may become even more sick in the future.

People who want to have enough capital to protect themselves, like them who lick blood on the tip of a knife, can understand it better.

"Only strong people have the right to speak," Yu Siqi threw this sentence at Ben.

At this time, Ben was standing in front of the bed, thinking about Yu Siqi's words, and after thinking for a long time, he said leisurely; "I can see that you don't love her."

If you love someone, you will want to protect her, and you will protect her under your wings, but Yu Siqi only wants Gu Yan to grow up and be able to protect himself, so this is not love.

Yu Siqi, who heard this, seemed to have suddenly figured out the doubt that had been circling in his mind just now, what kind of feelings did he have for Gu Yan?
But he seemed to want to get a more accurate answer, and then restrained his negative emotions and asked; "How to say?"

"If you love her, you will definitely not let her bear so much, but are willing to protect her. You would rather let her suffer by herself to teach her to grow than protect her. So, this is not love, it is just A kind of traction, a kind of concern, a very ordinary feeling of an ordinary friend," Yu Siqi was shocked when the words of Ben reached Yu Siqi's ears. I thought, he had thought this way before, he didn't love Gu Yan, maybe he was just an elder, an elder who taught her to grow up, that's all, but he wasn't sure, what Ben said today seemed to make her He was completely enlightened.

Yes, he wanted Gu Yan to grow himself.

Grow into a towering tree, to protect yourself, instead of thinking about protecting her from the beginning, for Gu Yan and Yu Siqi's initial thought was to give attention, not shelter, at this moment, everything is said pass.

This is not love.

"If you love her, why would you leave her hurt alone in Los Angeles, even if you want to leave, you will bring her back, not here, you know she is alone in Los Angeles, You can find a co-renting partner for her, but you never thought of taking her away from this place and giving her to rely on, so, this is not love," Ben is sure that Yu Siqi is not love for this girl.

"I admit it," he couldn't help but admit that everything Ben said made sense, he had to admit it.

"Make a plan for her and ask for her approval, you will see her resilience," Yu Siqi didn't seem to be entangled in what kind of feelings he would have for Gu Yan, and just wanted to end this topic quickly.

Sometimes it is cruel to face the heart directly.

"I've seen it," Ben said.

After Yu Siqi received the phone, he put his elbows on the table and supported his forehead. He never thought that one day he would have a splitting headache because of such a girl.

Ten minutes later, without thinking about what time it was in Los Angeles, he called Xu Youning on the phone. At this time, Xu Youning was in the research institute all night and had not returned to the apartment, so the speed of answering the phone was a bit fast.

"I'm Yu Siqi," he said.

"Oh my God! I was shocked, why haven't you appeared recently?" She was curious why Yu Siqi hadn't made any sound in the past two months.

"Very busy," Yu Siqi's cold words came from that side. For Xu Youning, he was not as patient as Gu Yan. Maybe it was because he had known each other for a short time, or maybe he called this time because he had something to ask.

"How is Gu Yan recently?" He asked.

Hearing this, Xu Youning took off his white coat, walked out of the laboratory, and said, "Wait a minute, I'll go out from the laboratory."

One minute later, she stood on the balcony of the research institute, and said to Yu Siqi; "I have been trying to contact you, but I couldn't. Last time it was rainy, Gu Yan's wound hurt, and she passed out. Since then, she has been She seems to be fine, but when I got up to go to the bathroom several times at night, I could hear her crying in the room." God knows, Xu Youning was also scared out of her wits, she heard Gu Yan in the room more than once Crying bitterly, that kind of feeling was heart-piercing, she didn't dare to disturb her, for fear of shocking her.

So many times, she sat at the door of Gu Yan's room and listened to the crying in her room stop before she dared to go to sleep.

She wanted to tell Yu Siqi early in the morning, but she couldn't get in touch, and she didn't know the contact method.

"Is she injured?" Yu Siqi asked.

"Yes, there are large bruises and various injuries. I asked her, and she said that they were injured in a battle with others while practicing self-defense. They are all minor injuries and are not harmful." She is a doctor, how could she not see that? It wasn't a minor injury, that night Gu Yan came out in a nightgown after taking a shower, her whole leg was covered with bruises, she was startled when she saw it, and asked her if she was beaten by someone.

But Gu Yan didn't seem to care much, saying that he was injured during practice, and they were all minor injuries.

"The weather in Los Angeles is bad and gloomy recently. I thought she might be in pain, but except for the first time I saw her pass out because of the pain in the wound, I didn't hear her cry out whether it was rainy or cloudy. Sometimes she can't get up when lying on the bed with a pale face in pain, and she just tells you that it's okay, I'm quite scared, Gu Yan is very strange recently, "Xu Youning is scared, even very scared, because the recent Gu Yan is really weird, she looks fine on the surface, but there is always a moment when she can let go of all her defenses and cry to the death. If she suppresses it for a long time, she will get sick. Xu Youning is worried that Gu Yan is sick.

Yu Siqi thought, all his conjectures were right.

Gu Yan is sick and very serious. She is fine during the day, but at night, all the hidden emotions will burst and collapse, and this kind of collapse and collapse is only Xu Youning who lives with her Just known.

"Find a psychiatrist," Yu Siqi said bluntly.

"I tried it. Last time I took my colleague home and told him everything about Gu Yan before going home. Then when they were talking, my colleague didn't find out what problems Gu Yan had in his heart, because Gu Yan You can always take the topic away," she also knew that Gu Yan was refusing and repelling.

What they were worried about at the beginning slowly emerged in the following years. Yu Siqi said that Gu Yan had never experienced such a thing. It would be cruel for her to witness a killing. She might not be able to accept it, and she would have problems in her heart. , when she left, she was just in a bad mood and a little depressed, but now, through Ben's words with Xu Youning, he indirectly verified that his guess was correct.

Gu Yan couldn't accept that fact, so she changed, she had a job in the company to vent, and she sweated on the training ground to vent, but when she returned home, in the long dark night, when she was alone, all her negative emotions would come out.

"What should I do?" Xu Youning asked eagerly, she didn't know what to do, so she asked Yu Siqi.

But at this time, Yu Siqi had no solution at all, and he didn't know what to do.

He felt powerless, helpless.

Because it's beyond the reach of the whip.

He thought of Gu Yan's state from the very beginning, but when he was around, she hid it well, but after so long, she was like a jar of wine, those states became more and more intense, and others are more and more over time. Reduced, she is deepened with time.

"Old Yu," Xu Youning shouted when he heard that there was no sound from the other side for a long time.

"I don't know what to do," he couldn't help it, there was no way at all.

Gu Yan is too good at hiding, and he can restrain his emotions in front of the doctor in his heart. Thinking about it this way, he is even more helpless.

At this time, the two of them seemed to be able to only hear each other's breathing, but could not hear a word, until finally Yu Siqi confessed; "I will report an email address and you can leave it. If you have anything to do, email me and pay attention to Gu Yan. I am worried that she will something happened."

Yu Siqi was worried that something would happen to Gu Yan, very worried.

When Xu Youning came home one day and saw Gu Yan lying in the bathtub with his wrist cut, he realized why Yu Siqi was so worried.

(End of this chapter)

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