Chapter 284

Gu Yan felt that this girl was very courageous. She gave up what many people in the world dreamed of. She gave up as soon as she said she wanted to, and she was decisive and resolute. She turned around without mercy. When Gu Yan saw her resume, she was really shocked. Such an excellent girl must have her own advantages.

How long did it take her to stand in that position, and what made her give up as soon as she said it?Gu Yan thought that things should not be that simple, she said, only suffering can make people remember.And there was a certain personal touch to this statement.

In comparison, her resume is too pale, without any extraordinary beginnings.

On the first day, when she stood in front of him and greeted him in four languages ​​in turn, Gu Yan understood everything, but didn't say anything. "It's not very cold at the top," Shu Ning didn't worry about why Gu Yan knew about her resume, nor did he refute her words, but just said something very ordinary.

Gaofanyuan is indeed a place that everyone envies, but even such a place will have that kind of nepotism. Her dream for many years is that place, but when she finally turned around and left, she didn't have much nostalgia. Where people's hearts are, it is futile to stay there.

"But you have been working hard for it for the first ten years of your life," Gu Yan looked at her firmly. She must have put in extraordinary efforts to reach that position.

"There are some things that scare you when you think about them carefully," just like Gaofanyuan. Before she went there, she yearned for it, but after she went there, she realized that the place was different from what she imagined. place.

There are too many unattainable things in a person's life, and too many things that he wants to lose.

This woman's words are too strong, so strong that she almost puts the bloody reality in front of her for her to watch, and she writes down the most fragile part of human nature.

"So you chose to leave?" Gu Yan asked back.

"No one wants to stay in the land of right and wrong," she said truthfully.

"You're a coward," Gu Yan hit the nail on the head.

In her cognition, Shu Ning is not the kind of tough-tempered person who has to conquer the mountains when encountering mountains. On the contrary, she stands opposite her and will be tactful and roundabout when things happen.

"If your definition of a coward is like this, then I admit it," she generously admitted Gu Yan's evaluation of herself, not going to explain it, and a stranger suddenly came to point fingers at her, she didn't like it, and she didn't like it, so she didn't think about it After explaining something to her, when he turned to leave, Gu Yan said softly, "I'll give you a better job."

"Sorry, no need," she refused without thinking.

"Old Yu said, you are a very courageous person, and it doesn't seem obvious now," Gu Yan's tone was light, but it was enough to make her stop. At this moment, a figure appeared in Shu Ning's mind, and this figure repeated in her mind Appeared, but not sure, although she only knew one person who called himself Lao Yu, but when this woman mentioned this name today, she was a little shocked.

Lao Yu said?The one from the army?
"Unfortunately, I don't know the old Yu you're talking about," she pretended to be nonchalant, and she wanted to verify in disguise whether it was the same person.

The corner of Gu Yan's mouth twitched slightly, and then he smiled lightly, "You are a smart person, and you know how to disguise yourself to prove it," Gu Yan directly expressed what she thought in her heart without hesitation.

Shu Ning, a woman who has stayed in the high school and even had direct dealings with some leaders.She has extraordinary knowledge and brains, and even has an unruffled aura, but compared to Gu Yan, a person who has gone through life and death, she is still a little inferior. Gu Yan's life experience and experience are enough to crush her. Press her.

The contest between the two women is enough to make passers-by look sideways, especially the two beautiful women. Although Gu Yan's words are fierce, but his expression is relaxed, while Shu Ning seems to be indifferent, but in fact, the feeling of being spied on makes her feel very special. Displeased.

"Old Yu from the base of the Capital Military Region, he recommended you to me. People say that you are courageous and resourceful."

Shu Ning looked back at her, seemingly surprised why Lao Yu would recommend him to her.

"I have a document here, the basic content is here, you can take a look first, if you want, contact me," Gu Yan reached out and took out the document from the bag and put it on the desktop, then took out the money and put it on the desktop , turned and left.

"Why do you think I will agree to you?" Shu Ning Kakou asked, who gave her confidence.

"Because you need me," she said.

Shu Ning needs someone to give her a platform, and she has the ability to give her this platform, but what she will not admit is that she also needs her.

She needs someone to set up a way out for her, to establish a safe and secure industry, to ensure that no matter which step she takes in the future, there will be no forks, and she can leave a clearly visible way out for herself.

The person Yu Siqi recommended to her was Shu Ning. She did not doubt Shu Ning's methods and determination. She had insisted on her dream for more than ten years and could leave it if she wanted to. No one would doubt her.

What she is worried about now is whether this woman named Shu Ning will and will be willing to be with her.Knowing that she turned around and disappeared, Shu Ning looked away from her back, and then she walked to the dining table, where there was a document and a business card; gl Gu Yan?

That night, when Shu Ning returned to his residence, he typed gl Gu Yan's name on the computer, and after searching, he realized why she was so confident, she was young, but she was able to sit in the same seat as the vice president of gl. It is only after seeing the aura around her that she knows that she has this ability.

Then, she opened Gu Yan's document and read it back and forth dozens of times throughout the night.

After Gu Yan left the cafe, she returned to the hotel and asked Zhang Jin to book a ticket. She turned around and went back to Los Angeles. The trip wasn't smooth, but it wasn't a bad one either.Sitting on the plane, she used her mobile phone to send an email to the editor, informing Yu Siqi of the recent events, but due to the fact that the plane was flying, she did not send the email, and she did not send the email until she returned to Los Angeles the next day. After the email was sent, Lao Yu said that he would have a drill when he went back, so Gu Yan didn't plan for him to reply to the message quickly.

On the second day after returning to Los Angeles, the sky began to drizzle, and the drizzle did not stop until she got off work, as if it was about to fall until dawn.

Standing in front of the office building, she didn't bring an umbrella today, and she didn't expect someone to give her an umbrella in the rain at this moment, so she ran to the side of the road and stopped a taxi in the rain, thinking it would reduce getting wet , but no, when he got out of the taxi, the drizzle turned into a downpour.

She ran into the building from getting in the taxi to when the taxi stopped, and she was drenched in the rain. When she returned to the apartment, Xu Youning hadn't come back yet. He wrote a note; "I'll come back at 06:30 to bring you something to eat, Xu Youning."

Although it was a cloudy and rainy day, it still warmed her heart. She was very fortunate that she could meet such a good girl.

This night, Gu Yan nestled on the sofa after taking a shower and waited for Xu Youning to come back at 06:30 to bring him something to eat, while she was nestling on the sofa with her computer on her side to read information, the sudden pain from her shoulder blades made her a little uncomfortable At first, she thought it was just because the balcony windows were not closed and the wind was blowing in and it was a bit cool, so she put the computer in her lap on the coffee table, got up and closed the windows, and drew the curtains.

When it was done again, the slight pain subsided a little bit, but she could still notice it, but at first she didn't pay attention to this feeling, she just thought it was the wound healing that needed new flesh to come out, the first ten or so The itching from the growing flesh in the sky is also a bit unbearable.

At 06:30, Xu Youning came back, put the umbrella in his hand by the door, closed the door and said, "I didn't know it was raining, if I knew, I would have come out to pick you up earlier, are you in the rain?"

"It took a shower and took a shower, are you wet yet?" Gu Yan asked reflexively.

"I'm fine. There's an umbrella in the car. I brought you food. The master of the cafeteria of the research institute is a Chinese-American. I made a special trip to ask him to cook the dishes," Xu Youning asked Gu Yan while talking.

She turned around and went into the kitchen to boil a pot of hot water, then leaned against the bar and waited for the water to boil. Gu Yan put down the computer in his hand, opened the lunch box, and then squatted in front of the coffee table to pick up the food. Seeing her squatting down to eat, Xu Youning asked; "How is the taste?"

"It's good," she said. It's good. She's not picky about food these years.

In the past, she was very picky eaters, but later the environment forced her to get rid of all those bad habits, and she doesn't know how much she still has left.

"If you like it, I'll bring it for you next time," Xu Youning said while reaching out to pour boiling water into the cup.

Then he put two glasses of water in front of her, turned around and went to the kitchen by himself, after a while, he found a glass bottle, filled it with hot water and handed it to her, with a serious face; "Your wound is not healed yet, rainy day I need to keep warm when I eat, put a glass bottle on the wound to keep warm after eating, and I will buy a hot water bottle tomorrow." Xu Youning was worried about Gu Yan, because she was worried, she left work early, and her usual off-duty time is 06:30. But today she got home on time at 06:30.

"I took a shower," Gu Yan replied, not wanting to hold a bottle in his palm.

"That's useless," Xu Youning told her forcefully, because she was a doctor, and her words were more professional.

Gu Yan thought, Xu Youning was doing it for her own good no matter what, so let her obey her!Seeing her consent, Xu Youning turned around and went to the bathroom to take a shower. At this moment, Gu Yan, who was squatting in front of the coffee table, only felt a dull pain in the shoulder pads. This feeling will not make you feel painful, but will only make you It feels like hundreds of ants are crawling on your wound. She always thought that maybe the wound is healing and it takes time, so she didn't care, but when she felt a dull pain in her whole arm, she suddenly realized that, This is not the pain of wound healing. This pain is similar to the spasm pain associated with leg cramps. The chopsticks in her right hand suddenly fell on the tea table before she stretched out her hand to press her wound.

At this time, the wound was free from alcohol and gauze, and there was only a bright red trace of growing flesh.

"Xu Youning," she yelled towards the bathroom.

Xu Youning, who was taking a shower in the bathroom, heard Gu Yan's forbearance, and didn't even wash off the bubbles on her body. She wrapped herself in a towel and came out. Seeing her pale face, she squatted in front of her and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"The wound hurts," Gu Yan's forehead was dripping with sweat, it was so real, this pain was the same as the feeling she felt when she was about to die that night, it was just as heart-piercing.

She seemed to have returned to that rainy night, that rainy night full of blood, that rainy night of despair and suffocation.

"Wait a minute," Xu Youning ran to the bathroom in a hurry, put a basin of hot water, twisted the hot towel out, pulled Gu Yan's pajamas back under the shoulder armor, applied the hot towel to the wound, and then She got up and picked up the glass bottle on the coffee table, poured out the cooled water inside, refilled it with hot water, wrapped it in a towel and put it on her shoulder armor.

After she repeated this four or five times, Gu Yan felt that the pain subsided a little. When the hot towel fell on her wound, she would not feel so painful, nor would it be so unforgettable.

Slowly relaxing under the tense nerves all over her body, she curled herself up on the sofa, Xu Youning pulled the blanket at the end of the sofa to cover her, her hand was always on her right shoulder, and the towel was changed wave after wave Bo, the water in the bottle was poured again and again.

But Gu Yan is desperate at the moment, she doesn't know that she can still relive that pain after that accident for so long, she didn't want to, the pain that night was so clear, she seemed to be desperate for life It's like waiting to die, but today, she will feel this way.

Xu Youning reached out to wipe off the dense beads of sweat on her forehead, and threw the tissue in her hand into the trash can on one side.

"What's wrong with me?" Xu Shi was in too much pain, she spoke slowly, weakly, and even gasped for breath.

"The wound hasn't healed well, you should keep warm when it's rainy and rainy," Xu Youning still repeated that passage, she explained Gu Yan's words from the very beginning.

When Yu Siqi left, tell her to let her take good care of Gu Yan, don't make her feel hopeless about life, and don't tell her about the sequelae of the wound.

He was afraid, afraid of Gu Yan, once he knew that he might relive the scene at that time every rainy day, this kind of feeling is usually unbearable to many men, let alone she is a girl.

"Will it still be like this in the future?" She asked weakly.

It's not like reliving this feeling of despair. It's too cruel and too realistic. No one can know what she felt that night. Only she can really feel the despair.

"Take care of yourself," she couldn't bear it, couldn't bear to push Gu Yan into the hell of reality, she knew, and Yu Siqi also knew, that she would, every rainy day from now on, she would be like a rheumatism patient, choking on her bone marrow There is pain inside, and this pain cannot be cured.

She can only endure, can only suffer.

Gu Yan seemed to have gotten a satisfactory answer, and then closed his eyes tiredly. Seeing this, Xu Youning said softly, "Let me help you to the bedroom!" If Gu Yan fell asleep here, she wouldn't guarantee that she would Will he resist and move her?

Gu Yan supported the sofa to get up, and just stood firm, one side of the leg went limp, and he knelt down on the ground, but Xu Youning had no time to hold her in the future, she fell down, and knelt hard on the carpet. The pain was too deep-rooted, or she was desperate for the scene she had just relived, and she sat on the ground covering her face and wept loudly. Her heart was torn apart in pain, her heart was broken, and the faint thunder outside became her only accompaniment .

Gu Yan was desperate and remorseful at this time. Why was Mrs. Anna's whole family dead, but she was still alive? Could the pain just now be her punishment for living?

She hated them more and more. She hated those executioners in Seoul. Every time Naxi's pain penetrated into her bone marrow, she hated them. She never thought that things would be like this. Why was she suffering all the pain alone?Why is she going through all the pain alone?where are they?What about the rest?

Why is it that she is suffering, while the Gu Bai family sits peacefully in Seoul?

Xu Youning squatted behind her and tried his best to comfort her, but in the end it didn't work. She cried like nothing else, heart-wrenching. All of Xu Youning's soft comforts couldn't get rid of the broken heart in her heart. Hate it.

Every time she couldn't hold on, she hated them more, as if their existence was the only motivation for her to live.

Only when there is no hatred can you be full of strength.

"Gu Yan, Gu Yan, what's wrong with you? You scared me," Xu Youning was frightened, she never thought that Gu Yan would be so heart-wrenching, now she seems to have nothing to do except call her.

(End of this chapter)

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