Quan Shao steals his wife's marriage

Chapter 281 Hearing Bai Shenxing for the First Time

He followed her closely, looked up at the stars in the sky, and then tightened his hand holding the cup inch by inch. He didn't know what words to use to describe his mood at the moment, it was very complicated and subtle, and it was clear that they were only the third party today. They met for the first time, but for what happened to her, besides sympathy, he also had another kind of emotion.

A feeling that shouldn't be there, and this kind of feeling is too terrible, he must kill this kind of unnecessary feeling in the cradle.

However, he couldn't do it. This kind of affection is very rare, so rare that he wanted to take care of a girl for the first time after many years of that incident, and this girl was young, beautiful, strong, capable, and Consciousness, the only thing that surpasses her is nothing but age.

Along the way, he seemed to have nothing but scars all over his body.

When the doctor showed her wound, she could look at the gauze piercing through her wound with an expressionless face. Even if it was painful, she could bear it without saying a word. This kind of strength surpassed many men.

At this time, she was standing beside her, saying these words in a very thankful tone. He wished he could die on a rainy day, because he had tried the pain of hurting his bones, and he knew how hard it was.

"Dr. Xu is a very good doctor, and also a very good Chinese girl," Yu Siqi said one-sidedly, and she wanted to tell Gu Yan that Xu Youning was a very good doctor, and she might become her very good doctor in the future. Good friend.

Hearing this, she looked at him with shallow eyes holding a cup and said, "You seem to be able to see through a person very easily," just like you can see through me.

Yu Siqi's gaze is very precise, even vicious, he can see through someone at a glance, as if he calmly asked himself what his name was before changing his name, which is very normal.

"Habits of working for many years," he smiled slightly, expressing his helplessness for his habit of guessing when he sees others. His profession told him that he should not underestimate the enemy at all times, so that he has been adhering to this habit for many years .

"It's pretty good," Gu Yan said bluntly, what she lacked was some of Yu Siqi's habits.

And no matter how many years passed, she couldn't learn these habits.

"Will the military exercise be difficult?" She deliberately found some topics to talk about so that the atmosphere would not be so embarrassing.

"Yes, it will be very difficult for us to be in the swamp this time," Yu Siqi told Gu Yan the plan that he had finalized before he came without any concealment. On the contrary, he even wanted her to know something.

"Is it really a swamp?" she wondered.

"Yes."

"I've never seen it before," Gu Yan marveled, she had only seen these things on TV.

"It's not a good place," Yu Siqi laughed at her amazed expression, that place was not a good place, too many people died, there's no need to yearn for such a sinister place, it's not good to yearn too much.

At the very least, he has no feeling for that kind of place, maybe because he has seen its danger, or because of other reasons.

Good place?There are several places in this world that can be called good places. Individuals have different overviews of a certain place depending on their state of mind. Whether it is good or bad depends entirely on personal understanding. At this time, she took a sip of plain water from the cup, and then put it between her lips Taste it carefully, and after swallowing it, he laughed lightly, "I don't think Los Angeles is a good place, nor is Seoul, but I think this balcony is very good and a good place."

Because of you here, I think it is a good place, and a place with the sun is a good place.

The innocence in Gu Yan's words made Yu Siqi stunned. Seoul, where she was born, was not a good place, and Los Angeles, where she was fighting alone, was not a good place, but this balcony was a good place. On the balcony, after the afterglow falls, only he and she feel good because they have each other?
Yu Siqi tried his best to suppress the turbulent feelings in his heart, and then said casually: "I think so too."

His tone sounded very relaxed, as if he felt that Gu Yan's words made sense, but this kind of reasoning was not mixed with any emotion, Gu Yan knew that he had lost his composure.

She dare not go beyond.

"If we talk about friends, you are the first friend in my life." Gu Yan recalled that in the past twenty years, she really had no friends, and besides Bai Shenxing, there was no one else by her side who could keep her going through the long and endless life. Hen's night recalled that after Yu Siqi appeared, in addition to hating Bai Shenxing, she occasionally remembered Yu Siqi's existence in her mind, but the two felt different. She really hated Bai Shenxing from the bottom of her heart. For Yu Siqi, that person is sunshine, he shines on millions of people in the world, including himself.

His appearance is only on cloudy and rainy days, and Bai Shenxing's existence, no matter it is rainy or sunny, she will always think of it, passing by, a certain street corner, walking a certain distance, and hearing someone say something is enough. Let her indestructible heart shake because of this, as if she passed a street corner a few days ago and saw a doll in a boutique, and this doll was exactly the same as the one that Bai Shenxing gave her when she was a child. Standing at the door of the boutique for two full hours, tears streaming down my face under the gaze of passers-by.

"No friends?" Yu Siqi was very curious, elementary school students would have friends, but Gu Yan had no friends before he went abroad at the age of 17.

"No," she lowered her head and smiled, Bai Shenxing is too domineering, he will drive away all the boys around her, and all the girls around her who approach her are because of Bai Shenxing.

So, until the end, she and Bai Shenxing seemed to have no friends. Bai Shenxing only had her, and she only had Bai Shenxing. There were many classmates, but they were just classmates. Those who would not be in touch after leaving school kind.

Classmates are different from friends.

That's why when Bai Shenxing gave up on her in the end, she felt that her life was almost hopeless, because the only one in her life didn't want her anymore, how could she not be hopeless?
"It's strange," Yu Siqi thought. At least he thought that a girl and a beautiful girl would have many boys chasing her in school.

"It's not surprising, do you think that a beautiful girl like me should have many good male friends?" Gu Yan asked slightly mockingly.

Yu Siqi looked at her amusedly, then nodded.

"But any boy who pursues me will be strangled by Bai Shenxing," Gu Yan said with a trace of amusedness and helplessness in his tone.

This is the first time Yu Siqi heard this person's name from Gu Yan's mouth. When she said this name, she had a feeling of eloquence, and this feeling was too kind and familiar, and it was obvious that the other party was not doing well. The matter, her shallow words made people feel the love. When Gu Yan called her own name and Bai Shenxing's name, she felt completely different. Her eyes could not deceive anyone. She said she hated those people in Seoul, but Who can not miss those people who have lived with them for more than ten years?But any boy who pursues her will be strangled by Bai Shenxing, which proves that she knows it and subconsciously allows this to happen. "That's why in the end when they don't want me, I feel that the world is collapsing, and the only one in my life doesn't want me anymore." Gu Yan's emotional change was so fast that Yu Siqi didn't see what happened a second ago. From tenderness to hatred in the next second, the speed of transformation is too fast, so fast that people can't grasp what is flowing in front of them.

Yu Siqi thought, Gu Yan hated his father, but the person he hated most should be that man named Bai Shenxing.

After all, he has given her warmth for more than ten years, and cut off all the friends around her. He thought he would always spoil her, but in the end, he thought that he gave up on himself in the end. She had nothing but him, and he finally He even gave up on her, not even him.

She really has nothing, no wonder Gu Yan always feels that he is the child abandoned by the world.

Yu Siqizhen let go of the pity in his heart, then looked sideways at her, and said very normally; "Do you hate him?"

He wanted to know Gu Yan's answer, and wanted to know Gu Yan's attitude towards Bai Shenxing, was it hatred?There is still affection, what is the attitude of this girl who has stumbled all the way and is still strong after all the sufferings towards giving up and abandoning herself.

Is it tolerance, or hatred, or is there a little emotion mixed in this kind of tolerance and hatred.

Yu Siqi's eyes were firmly on her cheeks, not wanting to give up any of her facial expressions, but in the end Yu Siqi didn't get the answer he wanted.

Holding the glass, Gu Yan just smiled lightly, and then said in a flat but firm tone, "I wish I could eat his flesh and drink his blood," after she finished speaking, she sneered, raised her hand, and drank the water in the glass in one gulp. It was as if all her hatred for Bai Shenxing was contained in this glass of water.

He reached out and put the cup on the balcony railing, and then asked Yu Siqi in a soft voice, "Do you think I'm evil?"

She cares about Yu Siqi's opinion, she doesn't have many friends, so she cherishes them all the more, including their opinion of herself.

"Normal people's thinking," her thinking was normal, if this kind of thing happened to any random person in their team, they would definitely shoot and "manslaughter" them in a dark and windy night, in the dead of night.

Gu Yan's thoughts are not extreme.

In the dead of night, the streets of Los Angeles are not as bustling as the streets in China, with people coming and going. On the contrary, at a certain moment in the night, they are just immersed and quiet. This feeling is not disturbing, very reassuring, and also Very lonely, even standing next to him at this moment, this kind of loneliness is leisurely, empty streets, lonely balconies, men and women who open their hearts and talk slowly, and all these seem so ordinary to outsiders, but they can't be ignored. Yan knew that this was the only conversation they would have for a long time to come.

Yu Siqi stood next to her holding a water glass. Even if she didn't say a word, she felt that this feeling was very good, but the goodness of this feeling was limited to the fact that Bai Shenxing was not mentioned. All thoughts and emotions were controlled by hatred, this feeling, even if Yu Siqi was around, couldn't make up for her.

Some people are fine as long as he is around, and Yu Siqi is this kind of person to Gu Yan, as long as he is around, everything is fine.

Xu Youning was leaning against the kitchen bar with a cup at this time, looking at the two people standing on the balcony, they were a good match, at least the backs were a good match, lonely, tall and strong, even if Yu Siqi and Gu Yan stood together, they didn't speak , we can also see the friendship and affection between them. Gu Yan is 1.7 meters tall, and Yu Siqi is 1.8 meters tall. Standing together, the two of them have a natural aura of kings, as if this balcony is their high platform , They are standing on a high platform at this time overlooking all living beings.

When the two were chatting lightly, Yu Siqi occasionally glanced sideways at Gu Yan, and then withdrew his eyes, and Gu Yan did the same. The relationship between them was neither deep nor shallow. Even the conversation between gentlemen was very common. , there is no gorgeous language, only shallow telling.

Xu Shi felt the fiery eyes behind her, and Yu Siqi slowly turned to meet her eyes, nodded slightly, and then looked away.

Half an hour later, there was a slight cold wind blowing outside, Yu Siqi glanced at Gu Yan and said, "Go in! It's windy."

"When will you come next time?" Gu Yan asked eagerly. He said that soldiers are not allowed to go abroad at will unless they are dispatched by troops. He has already violated the regulations by coming out this time.

So what about next time?will he come outIn other words, for a very long time after that, there was no such person as Yu Siqi in her life.

Yu Siqi met her eager gaze, he knew that Gu Yan wanted to rely on himself, because as she said, he was his only friend, but no, he was not Bai Shenxing, he didn't have the confidence to give her a firm tone from the beginning According to the style, no one can tell when a person like him who has been licking blood on the tip of a knife for a long time will die. He doesn't want to give Gu Yan hope and then let her despair. That's why he let Ben take care of her. He hoped that they could become friends. He persuaded her to move in with Xu Youning, and he also hoped that this girl could become her friend so that she would not be alone for a long time. He thought Gu Yan would Like the previous two times, he behaved more calmly about his departure, I warmly welcome you to come, and I will not delay you to leave, he hoped so.

But no, obviously, after this incident, she has begun to fear the feeling of being alone.

Yu Siqi was thinking about how to tell Gu Yan that he would be immersed in army training for a long time to come, and would not have the time or opportunity to set foot in the territory of Los Angeles.

"I'll come when you can match me," he said.

"In that respect?" She asked anxiously, as long as Yu Siqi gave her a tune, she would do it in the shortest possible time.

"In terms of boxing skills, I don't want anyone to drag me down, or me to drag others down," he tried his best to speak in a cold and ruthless tone, so that Gu Yan would not feel that he had any daydreams.

"I can do it," she eagerly admits.

"I can do it," she reiterated again, "One day, I will stand at a certain height and fight side by side with you, and I won't drag you down, trust me." Her tone was appraised, her eyes determined.

Many years later, when Yu Siqi recalled this scene, he would feel sad or sad. What he didn't know was that he was just looking for excuses to excuse himself, but he didn't expect to make this girl's life in the end, let her live in For a long time later, I was in the position of abusing myself, just to be able to stand on the same height as myself.

"Okay," he replied affirmatively.

The eyes looking at her are also very appreciative.

Gu Yan couldn't tell what his feelings were at the moment, he only knew that Yu Siqi was setting boundaries for himself and she had to complete it in order to keep this friend. He knew that he was a soldier and received all orthodox training, if she wanted to catch up He will have a certain degree of tolerance, but in the end, when she implements the promise she made, she realizes how long this process is.

Yu Siqi opened the balcony door and went in, put the cup in his hand in the kitchen, turned on the water from the faucet to rinse the cup, Xu Youning sat on the sofa, Gu Yan also sat down on the sofa, the two were separated by the sofa on both sides, the living room was not big, but very Warm, enough to see what the environment that needs to live in since childhood.

"Your wound is not healed yet. Don't blow too much cold wind outside. It's better to wear more clothes when the weather is cold. After a while, the wound is healed. Use hot water every morning and evening." Otherwise, for a long time later, you You may be overwhelmed with pain because of the rainy weather. "Okay, thank you," Gu Yan heard, and apologized politely.

(End of this chapter)