Chapter 313 Let go of hatred
Back home, the family is having dinner.

"Mommy, tomorrow is the weekend," Shen Xiaoqian said to Mommy.

"Yeah, you don't have to go to school," Shen Ningxuan said while eating.

"Mum, do we have any activities tomorrow?" Shen Xiaoqian asked, why did he waste such a beautiful weekend?Be sure to do something meaningful.

Shen Ningxuan thought for a while, and suddenly said to Chu Haoxuan, "Why don't you have a meal with my sister and call Xu Ming."

Shen Ningxuan's words stopped Chu Haoxuan from eating in his hand, Chu Haoxuan looked at Shen Ningxuan, a little surprised, how could she think of eating with Xu Ming?
Shen Xiaoqian also noticed Pabi's expression, and looked at Mommy.

"What's the matter?" Shen Ningxuan asked Chu Haoxuan, his expression made her feel like she said something wrong.

"No, I just didn't expect you to have such an idea all of a sudden," Chu Haoxuan said, then lowered his head.

Shen Ningxuan knew that Chu Haoxuan didn't know that she already knew everything, so his reaction was normal.

"Husband, I just invited my sister to a meal, it's nothing," Shen Ningxuan quickly explained, and then continued, "You also know that I lived with Xu Ming some time ago, and my sister has been taken care of by Xu Ming, so I just want to ask them to eat together, there is no other meaning."

"En," Chu Haoxuan listened to Shen Ningxuan's explanation, nodded, and didn't say much, he didn't hate Xu Ming at all in his heart, but he didn't know if Xu Ming would like to have dinner with him?

"Then I'll call my sister, let's make an appointment at the restaurant tomorrow." Shen Ningxuan also knew in her heart that her family had dinner with Xu Ming, and she didn't know if Xu Ming would come. He directly refused, so let's make an appointment at a hotel. In this case, maybe Xu Ming is more likely to be willing to come.

"Well, whatever is fine," Chu Haoxuan said, he had no opinion on this matter.

Shen Xiaoqian saw that Dad was in a low mood, so she hurriedly smiled and said to Mommy, "Mommy, please invite Auntie and Uncle Xu Ming. I haven't seen Auntie for a long time, and I want to have dinner with her."

Listening to her son's words, Shen Ningxuan said to her son with a smile, "Qianqian, you really deserve to be Mommy's good son, and you have the same thoughts as Mommy."

"That's it," Shen Xiaoqian said with a smile, but she somewhat guessed Mommy's intention in her heart, she probably wanted Dad to meet Uncle Xu Ming, right?

Shen Ningxuan looked at Chu Haoxuan, did not speak, but said silently in her heart, husband, I don't want to see the relationship between you two brothers is so rigid, if possible, I hope you two brothers can live in harmony.

After dinner, Shen Ningxuan sat in the living room and called Shen Yujin.

"Ningxuan, why are you calling now?" Shen Yujin answered the phone, a little surprised, why did Shen Ningxuan call herself at this time?
"Sister, do you have time tomorrow? I would like to invite you and Xu Ming to have a meal. I will stay with you during that time, so please forgive me," Shen Ningxuan said in a very gentle tone, with a smile on her face, her hands tightly holding the phone .

"Ningxuan, why are you so out of touch? You don't need to invite us to dinner," Shen Yujin said.

"No, sister, I've already told Haoxuan and Qianqian, and they agreed to have dinner with you," Shen Ningxuan said hastily, "And Qianqian also said that she hasn't seen you for a long time and misses you very much."

"Really? Qianqian really said that?" Shen Yujin's tone suddenly rose, and when she heard the news about Shen Xiaoqian, her emotions changed greatly.

"Yes, if you don't believe me, when you see Qianqian tomorrow, you can ask him personally," Shen Ningxuan said with a smile, and then continued, not forgetting her purpose, "Sister, just promise me."

"Okay, for Qianqian's sake, I agree. Tomorrow, I must dress Qianqian handsomely and bring him to dinner," Shen Yujin said.

"Okay, I got it," Shen Ningxuan said with a smile, "By the way, sister, you can tell Xu Ming by the way."

"Xu Ming is not at home," Shen Yujin said immediately, then thought for a while, and said into the phone, "Why don't you call Xu Ming and ask, if you tell him personally, maybe he will go."

Shen Yujin knew that Xu Ming hated Chu Haoxuan. If Xu Ming went to this dinner, he would definitely meet Chu Haoxuan. The scene where the two met, I couldn't guess what it would be like, but if Shen Ningxuan said to Xu Ming personally Maybe Xu Ming will agree to go, every time Xu Ming is in front of Shen Ningxuan, he will make an exception and do some things.

"Oh, okay, I see, I'll call him later," Shen Ningxuan said.

"Well, okay," Shen Yujin said.

"Then sister, go to bed early, tomorrow I will send the time and place to your mobile phone, you must come," Shen Ningxuan said happily.

"Well, yes, then you should go to bed earlier and say goodnight to Qianqian for me," Shen Yujin was still thinking about Shen Xiaoqian before hanging up the phone.

"Well, good night, sister."

After hanging up the phone, Chu Haoxuan and Shen Xiaoqian were sitting in the living room playing games. Shen Xiaoqian saw Mommy hanging up the phone and asked while playing the game, "Mommy, what did aunt say?"

"Your aunt said she would be here on time tomorrow, but," Shen Ningxuan paused, looked at her son and said, "Your aunt told you to go to bed early and said good night to you."

"Oh, that's it." Shen Xiaoqian thought for a while, paused the game, and said to Dad beside him, "But Dad, tomorrow is the weekend, so I should be able to play a little longer tonight, right?"

"I have no right to speak, why don't you ask your mommy?" Chu Haoxuan said, he has never been in charge, Shen Ningxuan is in charge of his son's affairs, and he just plays games with his son.

"Mommy, I want to play for a while longer." Shen Xiaoqian pretended to be lonely, looked at Mommy, trying to attract Mommy with her cute eyes, and then hoped that Mommy would allow him to play the game for another half an hour.

"Qianqian, let's go upstairs and practice the piano for an hour. Your teacher Xu didn't come to class recently, so you have to preview the knowledge you learned before. Starting next Monday, you will have piano class again. Go up and practice, tomorrow mom Mi allows you to take a day off," Shen Ningxuan said patiently, her tone was very gentle, she didn't put too much pressure on her son, and she also had a feeling that she could persuade him.

"Okay, I'll go now," Shen Xiaoqian said, put down the gaming mouse in his hand, stood up, and went upstairs.

Chu Haoxuan then turned off the game, switched to the TV drama channel, and then sat beside Shen Ningxuan.

Shen Ningxuan snuggled into Chu Haoxuan's arms naturally, "My sister said that Xu Ming is not at home, so I will call Xu Ming and ask where he is."

Chu Haoxuan nodded and had no opinion.

Shen Ningxuan called Xu Ming.

"Hello," Xu Ming's cold voice sounded.

"Where are you?" Shen Ningxuan vaguely heard the sound of music.

Afterwards, Shen Ningxuan felt that the sound of the music gradually became smaller.

"Is there something wrong?" Xu Ming asked without answering Shen Ningxuan's words.

"Oh, that, do you have time tomorrow? Haoxuan and I would like to invite you to have dinner with my sister," Shen Ningxuan said, trying to keep her tone as low as possible. Shen Ningxuan always felt that Xu Ming was not in a good mood.

"Hehe, Shen Ningxuan, what do you want to do?" Xu Ming asked suddenly.

Shen Ningxuan was stunned by Xu Ming's question, and didn't know how to answer for a moment.

After waiting for a while, Shen Ningxuan said to the phone, "Xu Ming, I don't want to do anything, just because you helped me, I just want to thank you, there is no need for you to be so indifferent to me, I know, you are not An indifferent person, you are the same as my husband, you both have a gentle side, so Xu Ming, you don't need to pretend to be yourself in front of me."

"Shen Ningxuan, don't be so self-righteous," Xu Ming suddenly shouted impulsively into the phone, the voice was almost shouted, and the faint sound of music around him still existed.

"Xu Ming, maybe I made this call at the wrong time, or I'll call you tomorrow," Shen Ningxuan said, she could hear that Xu Ming's voice was not right, and the noise around Xu Ming, if she didn't If he guessed wrong, he was either at the bar or at the KTV. Maybe this time is really not the time to tell Xu Ming about that.

Just when Shen Ningxuan was about to hang up the phone, Shen Ningxuan suddenly heard Xu Ming's voice.

"When is tomorrow?" Xu Ming asked suddenly.

Shen Ningxuan was stunned for a moment, and then immediately said, "Tomorrow afternoon, at six o'clock, I will text you the address."

Shen Ningxuan still wanted to hear Xu Ming's answer, but she heard the busy tone on the phone, and Xu Ming had already hung up the phone.

Chu Haoxuan stayed beside Shen Ningxuan, and he heard everything that was said just now.

Shen Ningxuan put the phone aside, huddled in Chu Haoxuan's arms, and said, "Honey, tell me, Xu Ming will come tomorrow, right?"

"I don't know, just do whatever you want. If he wants to come, he will come. If he doesn't want to come, it's useless to force you," Chu Haoxuan said, hugging Shen Ningxuan tightly.

"Well, I always feel that he is not in a good mood tonight, he should be playing outside," Shen Ningxuan thought again of the noise from the phone just now.

Chu Haoxuan didn't want to say too much, after all, he didn't want to ask about Xu Ming's affairs.

"Okay, don't think about it so much, let's go upstairs to sleep," Chu Haoxuan said, he didn't want to see this woman worried, he wanted her to live happily.

"kindness."

In the private room of the KTV, Xu Ming was sitting on the sofa drinking a lot of wine, and a few women around him were wearing revealing clothes, snuggling up to Xu Ming, wanting to get close to Xu Ming, but he didn't dare to act too presumptuously, for fear of angering Xu Ming, They knew that Xu Ming was in a bad mood tonight.

Xu Ming suddenly stared seriously at a thin woman. With her heavy makeup, she could no longer see her essential face clearly. Under the dim light, he seemed to vaguely see Shen Ningxuan, Shen Ningxuan's face.

"You stay, the others, go out," Xu Ming said suddenly.

Hearing Xu Ming's words, the other women didn't dare to resist, but looked at Xu Ming helplessly, and directed all their hatred at the woman who was left behind. She was a favorite tonight, and she was actually kept by Xu Ming. If she does well tonight and conceives Xu Ming's child, then she will have inexhaustible glory and wealth in her life.

"How could it be you?"

"That's right, how can Mr. Xu fall in love with you?"

As the women left, they kept complaining.

The woman who was left behind didn't say a word, but pretended to be innocent and looked at Xu Ming.

Xu Ming shook his head, trying to keep his consciousness as clear as possible. After a serious look, she was not Shen Ningxuan at all, she was just as thin as Shen Ningxuan, so thin that it made people feel distressed.

Xu Ming turned his gaze to one side, picked up a glass of red wine, and drank it down in one gulp.

"Mr. Xu, what's the matter? Are you in a bad mood?" The woman beside him asked with concern.

At this time, the music in the private room had gradually stopped, and Xu Ming could clearly hear what the woman said.

"What's your name?" Xu Ming asked suddenly.

"My name is Xia Yu, the summer of summer, the rain of umbrellas," Xia Yu said, looking at Xu Ming seriously, his silhouette is deep and beautiful, and his eyes are full of emotion, I don't know if it is sadness, It's still the love buried in his heart, his expression looks very complicated, there must be something in his heart, right?

"Hehe, Xia Yu," Xu Ming chuckled.

"Well, my mother said that when I was born, it was raining, and my father's surname was Xia, so he called me Xia Yu," Xia Yu explained seriously.

"You said, if my father was by my side, my mother would not leave me. Am I also a happy child?" Xu Ming said suddenly, with a hint of sadness in his eyes.

Xia Yu looked at Xu Ming's emotions and was a little afraid to speak.

"I have never met my father, only seen the photos, my mother left me when I was not sensible, so I have to be strong, and I can only survive in this world by working hard on my own. "Xu Ming said what was in his heart. He had never told anyone about these words, but today, he just wanted to say them and kept them in his heart. He felt very uncomfortable.

Xia Yu didn't speak, but continued to listen.

"In order to live, I have to use some means to do some things. I know my dad has his own family, but I still run to destroy them, because I want my dad too, and I want my dad to hold my hand." I can play with my hands, but the reality is so different from what I imagined," Xu Ming finally couldn't hold back his tears.

Xia Yu stretched out her hand, brushed Xu Ming's face with her slender hand, and wiped away his tears. It turned out that in the prince's world, there is also sadness.

"At that time, I realized that in this world, there is a thing called money, which can solve everything and give me the life I want," Xu Ming said, staring straight ahead , without the focal length, it appears more sluggish.

"President Xu, the reality is indeed different from what we thought," Xia Yu said suddenly, seeing Xu Ming's emotions, she also thought of something.

Next, Xu Ming fell silent, and Xia Yu narrated instead.

"Do you know? I could have lived in a beautiful family. My family is in the countryside. My parents are farmers. They live on farming every year. They usually work in a factory near the village. Our family Life has been good," Xia Yu said seriously, looking at a pattern on the wall.

"I remember that it was a heavy rain that day. My dad worked the night shift in the factory and didn't get off work until four o'clock in the morning. After work, other colleagues had umbrellas and went home with umbrellas, but my dad didn't. My dad stood at the gate of the factory and waited." , I want to wait for the rain to subside before leaving, or I will definitely get sick when I go home in heavy rain."

Xu Ming suddenly noticed Xia Yu's eyes, her eyes were very real, although her face was heavily made up, but only those eyes, he could see her realness.

"Until it was almost five o'clock, the rain finally lightened a little, and the sky was slowly getting brighter at that time, so my dad went home happily," Xia Yu said, with some emotion in her tone, which was the longing for her father , "But I didn't expect to walk on the edge of the abyss. Because my dad walked too fast and the road was muddy, he slipped when he didn't step on it firmly. Then, he lost his center of gravity and fell into the abyss."

"That road is the one we have to pass every time we go home. We usually walk carefully, but that day, my dad was too anxious to go home, so" Xia Yu didn't repeat it, she knew that Xu Ming had already understood .

Afterwards, Xia Yu didn't continue talking, took a deep breath, looked at Xu Ming and said, "I can't forget the pain of losing my father until now, but so what? Complaining can't be done." Like this? What about living in that pain? My own life is up to me, and I should have the right to choose my freedom."

Xu Ming looked at Xia Yu without saying a word.

Xia Yu suddenly said confidently, "Did you know? Just last year, I went back to the village, and I gave the 20 yuan I saved in the past five years to our village chief, and asked him to repair the roads in our village and use soil We will fill the abyss to make it easier for the villagers to walk in the future. Now, our village is an asphalt road, and there are street lights on the road. My mother is at home alone, and she is also taken care of by the neighbors and aunts.”

Xia Yu suddenly burst into tears and smiled, "When I went home that time, I saw my mother's smile, and I also smiled happily. I know that my mother hasn't smiled since my father left."

Xu Ming kept silent. She didn't know this girl, but she told herself so much. A girl can do all these things. She can live strong. Even if she loses her family, all she can think of is making up for it. Improve the shortcomings of the hometown, rather than hate any place or person.

Xia Yu's tone suddenly darkened, "Although this job is inconspicuous and not a good job in the eyes of others, I think that as long as I can earn money and maintain the life of my mother and me, this is enough. Accompanying wine is also a good job.”

"Your age, you should be very young?" Xu Ming asked guessing.

"Well, I'm 21 years old," Xia Yu replied with a serious nod.

Xu Ming stood up slowly, feeling that he was a little cowardly and guilty in front of this girl. He was also a person who had suffered in his heart, but her actions and thoughts were completely different from his own.

"If you can, don't do this job. With your wisdom, you can find a better job," Xu Ming said, and walked out of the private room.

Looking at Xu Ming's back, Xia Yu didn't speak, but just looked at him seriously. The pain in his heart must not be shallower than her own.

Standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom, Xu Ming washed his face, looked at himself in the mirror, and told himself, Xu Ming, you should give up, for the past that cannot be erased, for the appearance of such a special person, for the sake of She, you should let go of your hatred.

(End of this chapter)

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