Baby Aggressive: Don't Talk, Kiss Me

Chapter 900 I Love You So Much 9
"I know that an apology can't make up for anything, and it can't change anything. An apology is the most cowardly and useless thing, but I still want to say sorry to you."

Gu Huachi looked at her with a hoarse voice and a serious expression.

"Yanyan, I'm sorry, when you loved me and followed my footsteps, I abandoned you and used Xue Ningyan to hurt you, making you wronged and suffering."

"I'm sorry, now that I've already fallen in love with you, I still pretended nothing happened, and still told you that we are brother and sister, which broke your heart."

"I'm sorry, I actually helped the murderer who hurt you to hurt you, and you almost lost your life, and I want to be engaged to her."

"I'm sorry, when you needed me, I couldn't be by your side, I couldn't take care of you, and I didn't participate in the growth process of my daughter..."

Whenever he thought of her going to the maternity check-up with her belly upright and bearing the pain of childbirth, without him by his side, she must be helpless and facing the pain of childbirth, his heart ached like he wanted to beat himself slap.

He said to himself, Gu Huachi, you owe her so much, and you will never pay it back for the rest of your life. You have made so many mistakes, and you will never be able to redeem it all your life. You must never make her sad in the future.

Gu Zhaoyan was stunned, she didn't expect Brother Chi to say so many sorrys to her all of a sudden, with a sincere attitude and sincere eyes, full of deep apology and guilt.

He is sincerely apologizing, repenting, and hurting her for the mistakes he made.

It can be seen that he is really guilty of the past, not just talking about it, the apology is so obvious, how can he fake it?

"No, there's no need to do this, Brother Chi, don't do this."

This would make her a little unbearable. She felt embarrassed by the sudden apology. He didn't actually commit a heinous crime. It was indeed a kind of harm to her, but not to others.

He, who had always been indifferent and arrogant, condescended, humbled, and his attitude was a little humble, just to atone for his sins, to make up for the harm she had suffered in the past.

To him, this may not be a big deal, maybe he is used to it, or has simulated such scenes countless times in his dreams, but in her opinion, this kind of him is not like him.

There is no need for him to do this, it is too humble, not suitable for him standing on the clouds, he should be high, noble and elegant, not like now.

If he was trying to make up for it, it would be too embarrassing for him.

What's more, what she wants is not this kind of him. She still thinks that the confident and noble him in the past is better and more handsome than he is now, and she is also obsessed.

"Yanyan, I sincerely want to apologize, and I hope you can accept it."

"I accept it, I accept it, well, don't say sorry or not, I really can't accept it. I just forgive you. It's been so long, I can't live in the past forever, and the knots are all untied .”

Seeing him like this, all the bumps disappeared, and no matter how heavy the pain was, he healed it away.

"Really forgive me?"

"Really, actually, you didn't mean to hurt me on purpose. After knowing what you did to Xue Ningyan, you don't hate me so much anymore."

"It's not that hate, but there's still hate."

Gu Zhaoyan rolled his eyes, "That was all in the past, but not now. We are not enemies, and no matter how great the grievances are, they will dissipate with the passage of time."

"That's good. I'm really happy that Yan Yan can forgive me."

He seemed a little excited, holding her hands, almost dancing.

"What's the use of hating? It will only make yourself uncomfortable. I used to be narrow-minded. It's fine if Brother Chi doesn't take it to heart."

"No, how could it be?"

After the misunderstanding was cleared up, both of them felt much lighter, as if they had lifted a heavy burden. The previous ones were too heavy for them.

"Yanyan, thank you."

Gu Huachi didn't know how to express his excitement. She chose to forgive, which was a great thing for him, and it was better than letting her hold grudges.

This is a good start, making the relationship between him and her go smoother and less frictional.

"Thank you? You haven't said what's going on, so don't change the subject."

Why haven't you come back to the topic after talking for a long time?

"Cough, okay, let me say it now, I was a little excited just now."

"..."

"What did you do in Burma?"

"Actually, what I said last time wasn't completely false. It's half true and false. I went to Myanmar for a piece of jade. I heard that there is a purple jade that raises people there, and it is priceless, so I went."

"It's still for me."

Gu Huachi shook his head, "Actually, it's not all, I just want to go and have a look, as a trip. I'm not in a good mood at that time, I want to exile myself for a while, put aside everything, and enjoy a good vacation. Buying jade is just a way. "

Yeah?Gu Zhaoyan didn't take it seriously, thinking that he didn't want her to think too much, so he said it casually so that she wouldn't feel burdened.

"And then? What happened?"

"I went around and bought that piece of purple jade, but..."

He laughed at himself, "I lost it later, because something happened."

It's a pity, otherwise it would be nice to use that piece of purple jade to make a pair of bracelets.

"I have always been ashamed of you, and I just wanted to go to their temple to stay for a while. It's not a redemption, but I just wanted to calm down. Who knew that temple had other secrets, and it was a gathering place for rioters, so I was involved for no reason. I went in and wanted to run, but it was too late."

"and then?"

"They thought I was a spy. They tortured me and interrogated me. If they couldn't get any useful information, they wanted to silence me."

Gu Zhaoyan gasped. He spoke briefly and skipped the part about being tortured, but the superficial meaning of this word alone was enough to make one's heart tremble.

"Your injury is from that time?"

"Correct."

"Did they whip you?"

"Ah."

Of course, it was far more than that. The words and deeds at the time to extract a confession were much more cruel than what he said, but he didn't want to say it lightly, for fear of scaring her.

"Later, when they were going to kill me, I was rescued. I stayed in the hospital over there for a while and then went back to my country."

After staying for a while, the injury must be too serious, so he needs to be treated there for a while, no need to guess, those people must have tortured him to death, anyway, they don’t know each other, and they don’t take human life seriously That's it.

"That's how things are. I don't want to say more. I don't think there is anything to say. Anyway, the matter is over, so I don't want to worry everyone."

"It must have hurt."

"Alright."

(End of this chapter)