Baby Aggressive: Don't Talk, Kiss Me

Chapter 448 He lost her
He and Yanyan have known each other for 16 years. From the first time she entered Gu's house, he disliked her.

He still remembered that she was thin and small at that time, not short in winter, wearing a very plain cotton skirt, standing timidly beside her mother, her hair was tied into two braids and tied with red rope.

At that time, the first impression she gave him was: so ugly, so earthy.

She also seemed to feel as if she was not welcome, standing at a loss in the resplendent living room, very restrained.

Then the mother asked Aunt Zhao to take her to take a bath and change clothes, and he said in front of her, "Smelly duckling."

She didn't dare to say anything, she just opened those round eyes and looked at him defensively.

Gu Huachi held the place where his heart was, and there was a sharp stabbing pain. Thinking about it now, he couldn't help feeling pity for her when he was a child.

If time could be turned back, he would definitely give her the warmest hug and the gentlest smile on the day she walked in.

Later, she gradually got acquainted with this family, and her relationship with Ah Heng got better. She changed into a beautiful princess dress and combed her princess hair, and she didn't look so annoying anymore.

Under Aunt Zhao's meticulous care for her who was thin, her complexion gradually improved, she gained some flesh, and she also grew a lot taller, but for some reason, he just didn't like her.

It may be that she gave him a bad first impression, or it may be that they are not brothers and sisters in the first place, and he has no good looks towards her. Even if she always tries to please him deliberately, the result is always unsatisfactory.

But even if he doesn't like her, when she is being bullied, he will still stand up for her.

That girl Jian Anting was always at odds with Yanyan, and they both belonged to the same school, and they would think of ways to trick Yanyan every day, by putting fake toy snakes in her drawer, or stuffing toy centipedes in her books, or She kicked her chair during class, but she always responded without changing her expression.

She seldom complained to him, and he pretended that he didn't know about it at first, and treated it as a joke between children.

However, it made Jian Anting think that he acquiesced in her actions, and it got worse and worse. The most extreme thing was to gather a group of children to besiege Yanyan. If someone hadn't complained to him, when he rushed over, she might have been beaten. His nose was blue and his face was swollen.

He let out a sigh of relief for her, and the distance between them suddenly narrowed.

After that, she grew up gradually, and gradually learned to like someone. The way she looked at him was always full of admiration and admiration. It was no longer the attachment of a younger sister to her brother, but the love of a girl to a boy. .

He actually knew it, but he just pretended not to care, and he didn't take a little girl's liking to heart at all.

Until her birthday...

His speech has already come out very beautifully, and the water is very cute, Ah Heng is always nagging in his ear, which class boy wrote her a love letter, confession and so on, his ears are callused. Yes, and never took it to heart.

He didn't have any evil thoughts about her, he just regarded her as a younger sister, that's why he was so angry when he found out that Gu Heng had pranked her and was forced by his mother to get engaged to her the next day.

Those past scenes flashed in his mind, and he suddenly lost sleepiness.

Lighted a cigarette and looked at the dark night sky. At this time, was she already asleep?

Where is it?

Why do you have to avoid him and let his guilt and self-blame continue to deepen?
A long time ago, he said that he didn't want to be a brother and sister with her, and asked his mother to send her back to the orphanage. He didn't like this ugly duckling-like sister.

However, she really left, left the Gu family, left him, and was no longer by his side, and he felt uncomfortable again.

Habits are really terrible things. When habits become a kind of nature, without her, he will be even more uncomfortable.

There are still those things she lost on the table, and he has kept them here since he picked them up, not willing to throw them away.

If she really doesn't come back, these things are memories for a lifetime.

Nine rings...

Nine chains.

He played with the nine rings on his fingertips a few times, and suddenly remembered that he had promised her a long time ago.

"Brother Chi, I really like this year's birthday present, Jiulianhuan, it looks so cool, but I don't know how to do it."

"I'll teach you."

That time, probably because she was so cute, and it happened to be her birthday, he patiently taught her how to untie Jiulianhuan. He explained the steps in detail and demonstrated many times.

She learned slowly at first, but she was very serious. She tried many times without success, and her brows were furrowed.

He didn't worry about it either, he thought it was normal for her to be a child and not know how to explain it.

However, a few days later, when she successfully untied Jiu Lianhuan in front of him, he realized that she had practiced so hard that the skin on her fingers was worn out.

That time was the only time he thought she was particularly cute and pitiful, and he even opened his mouth to promise her a request.

"Yanyan, if one day you solve the Nine Chains faster than me, I will promise you one thing."

"really?"

"of course."

"Brother Chi keeps his word."

She blinked her big eyes, sparkling and shining, really cute.

Many years later, he gradually forgot about it, and she didn't take the initiative to bring it up, because she never did it.

Later, the relationship between them was terribly unfamiliar, and he was extremely indifferent, ruthless, and merciless to her.

She also gradually withdrew her feelings for him, and he and she became very stiff.

Gu Huachi despises himself like this very much.

If I knew that I would be tempted by that girl, why pretend that I don't care about anything?So much so that now he is not even qualified to regret, and he has no chance to even make amends.

He is engaged to Xue Ningyan, and she will give birth to a child soon, and then get married.

In fact, he could have married her directly. At that time, he was only engaged. He just wanted to delay the time, and there might be a compromise.

But on the day of his engagement, he lost his words forever.

That stubborn, cute, and affectionate girl for him will never be seen again.

Lost by him.

Gu Huachi walked out of the room and stood in the corridor for a long time, feeling uncomfortable in his chest.

He took the car keys and went downstairs, and met Gu Heng in the living room.

"Brother, are you still asleep?"

"Can't sleep, go out and get some air."

"I didn't fall asleep either."

Gu Heng handed him a bottle of beer, "It's too late, don't go out, have a drink or two with me."

"Actually, I don't want to come back. I want to stay in Jincheng to look for words, but... there is no news at all. My heart is empty, and the house is much deserted. That cute little girl is gone. .”

Gu Huachi didn't speak, but just gulped down the wine.

"I don't know if she's doing well now, if it's cold, will she catch a cold, if she's covered with a quilt, my heart really hurts..."

Gu Heng beat his chest, his eyes were red.

Gu Huachi's eyes turned hot, "I lost her, it's my fault."

(End of this chapter)