After the rebirth I married my nemesis

Chapter 464 Even if she doesn't have children, she doesn't want to torture herself!
It was already late at night when she woke up, the lights outside the window were like a starry sky, but the house was pitch black.

I didn't turn on the light, and curled up on the bed for an unknown period of time. I didn't come back to my senses until my stomach hurt like my internal organs were twisted together. I didn't eat much for a day.

Moreover, she is not alone now, there is another fresh life conceived in her body at this moment!

She also gave birth to a child in her previous life, although she didn't know whose it was, and she didn't know whether it was dead or alive in the end.

No wonder Lu Shiyu didn't like children, because she gave birth to a bastard in her previous life.

When Lu Shiyu thought of these three words, her heart felt as if she was being pricked by tens of thousands of needles. There was no wound and she would not bleed, but she felt like she was going to die if it hurt.

She hated everything Lu Shiyu had done to her, but the love for him in her heart was real and deep, and she couldn't be deceived into saying she didn't love him just because of hatred.

So at this moment, her heart seemed to be roasted on a charcoal fire and wrapped in ice, suffering and struggling in a dilemma.

He took a few deep breaths and wanted to let out the pent-up air in his chest, but it was still uncomfortable.

After hesitating for a long time, he got up and turned on the light and walked out of the bedroom.

The apartment is small, and the dining room and the kitchen are connected, so as soon as she walked out of the bedroom, she saw the woman standing in the kitchen, her eyes turned cold instantly, and she asked vigilantly, "Who are you?"

The woman was not surprised when she heard the voice, and turned to look at her with a gentle smile: "Miss, you finally woke up! The porridge is ready, do you want to eat anything else?"

Shen Suixin didn't speak, and was still looking at the 50-[-]-year-old woman in front of her.

She reacted and said apologetically: "I forgot to introduce, Miss, I am Li Yanmei, and Mr. asked me to take care of the house."

"Sir?" The first name that popped up in Shen Suixin's mind was Lu Shiyu!
"That's right! It's your father, Mr. Shen Chuan!" Li Yanmei replied.

"Father?" Shen Suixin's eyes widened. Unexpectedly, his father specially invited someone to take care of the apartment!
No wonder the house looked so clean. When she came back in the afternoon, she was in such a low spirit that she didn't even notice it.

Li Yanmei: "Something happened to my family back then. If my husband hadn't kindly helped me with a sum of money, I would probably be dead now. I wanted to repay my husband. He asked me to take care of this place and clean it often. He also said that in the future If Miss comes to live here, let me take good care of Miss."

"Father...knows that I will come to live here one day?" Shen Suixin was surprised, her voice trembling.

"I don't know about that." Li Yanmei shook her head, "Master showed me Miss's photo, and I live next door, so I saw it when Miss came this afternoon.

It's just that I didn't dare to disturb the lady and her friend talking at that time!Later, the lady who knocked on the door didn't open the door, so I was a little worried and took the key in. "

Seeing that she was asleep, Li Yanmei covered her with a quilt, and was afraid that she would wake up hungry, so she specially made porridge to wait for her to wake up.

"Thank you." Shen Suixin collected his thoughts, thinking of his father was even more painful.

"Miss, you are welcome, this is what I should do." Li Yanmei replied, paused and then smiled and asked: "Miss, what do you want to eat, I will make it for you."

"Don't bother, just serve me a bowl of porridge." Shen Suixin didn't have much appetite, but thinking of the child, he chose to eat something.

Even if she has no children, she doesn't want to abuse herself! !

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It seems that there are still little fairies who are not clear about my update. Currently, 4000 words are updated a day (4 chapters). The time is not fixed, because I write slowly, and the update starts after 16:21 in the afternoon.I will try to fix the time tomorrow!Please forgive me, there is another update at [-]:[-]!
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