Bamboo Horse Pianist II
Chapter 11 You must be happy
Chapter 11 You must be happy
Part1
In the early morning of the next day, when Chumo finally fell asleep, the phone rang, and she picked it up in a daze, and a cold voice came from the other side: "Come here." Then she gave an address.
After hanging up the phone, Chu Mo realized that the voice just now was Fleeting Years!
For some reason, a bad premonition came to her mind, and she felt sleepless for a moment. She got up from the bed, and after washing, she went downstairs.
Maybe it was that bad premonition that made her take a taxi instead of taking the bus as usual.
I drove all the way to the address mentioned on the phone, only to find out that this generation is a famous villa area in City B, and it is the kind of wealthy people who can afford it.
The bad feeling at the beginning and end became more serious...
I kept driving until the house number that Chu and Mo were about to arrive at. When I stood outside and knocked on the door, Chu and Mo felt very anxious.
The door opened soon, and it was an old lady who looked like thirty or forty, when she saw her, there was a strong sense of contempt in her eyes: "You are Yang Chumo?"
Chu Mo nodded, and the aunt let out a breath from her nose: "You look like a human, why is your heart so bad!"
It was inexplicable at the beginning and end of what he said, but fortunately, the aunt just said that, and led her inside... It was obvious that she was unwilling.
Turning all the way to the second floor, I heard the sound of crying faintly.
When I came to the door of a bedroom, I saw Mo Yiran lying on the bed covered with a quilt and wiping his tears. Sitting beside her was a woman of her age. Comforting her, and... the slim figure standing by the French window with his back to them.
Hearing the sound of someone walking in, he turned around, and there was coldness in his black eyes.
The woman sitting by the bed was the first to speak: "You are Yang Chumo? You really showed me what a femme fatale is!"
"..." Chu Mo wondered what he had done to murder and set fire, to be said by others...
The woman continued to be very angry: "I really didn't expect that it would be fine if you robbed our Yiran's boyfriend. We Yiran didn't bother with you, and even asked you out to chat as if we were friends... But you are so scheming and design She! Has your conscience been eaten by a dog? How can there be such a vicious woman like you in the world?"
The beginning and the end are simply inexplicable. When I was called here early in the morning, I was scolded by others. What is the basis for this?She said: "How can I be vicious? What have I done?"
"You know what you did! You were the one who drank Yiran yesterday, right? It was your design to get her drunk and throw her in the bar, right? You also found that man from the beginning Bar?"
What is this with what?
Speechless at the beginning and end...but seeing Mo Yiran's stopped crying became even more sad.
It was only later that Chu Mo found out that Mo Yiran did not get home safely last night, and she had sex with another man when she was drunk... She was raped.
In response to their questioning, Chu Mo asked Mo Yiran: "Didn't Mo Wang send you back yesterday? How could you be with another man?"
"Are you kidding me?" The woman was aggressive: "When the Dongchuang incident happened, the responsibility was put on Momo, right? Momo is in the United States, how could he stay with you? Have you seen a ghost? Shameless!" I've never seen a woman you don't want! Just say that you're jealous of our family and you'll die? Our family has everything you want, and you have nothing to do with it, except for your charming face. Say what else do you have?"
"..."
Chu Mo looked at Mo Yiran, she kept her head down and cried very sadly.
At this moment, Chu Mo realized that she had fallen into Mo Yiran's trap, and she had malicious intentions in asking her out yesterday!But what about Mo Wang?So the simple Mo Wang also designed her together with Mo Yiran?
Part2
Chumo knows that he is completely speechless now, if the whole thing is a conspiracy, it means that Mo Yiran asked her out yesterday, probably drank a lot of wine, and then asked Mo Wang to send him back... He made up all this...
Mo Wang is also the witness of this scene, but he went to the United States... In other words, now he either believes in Mo Yiran, or he believes in her... But the current situation couldn't be more obvious——
No one will believe her!
She subconsciously looked at Fleeting Years, she didn't care whether others believed her or not, she only cared about how he thought of her...
But why did she see indifference in his eyes?At such a time, he didn't stand up and say a word for her...
Brother Fleeting Time...you weren't like this before...the thing you despised the most in the past was that I was wronged, didn't you?
With a hint of expectation, she stepped forward, raised her head and asked him: "If I can explain, do you believe me?"
Fleeting Nian looked at her indifferently, and asked, "Did you stay with her yesterday?"
Chu Mo nodded, "But Mo Wang is also there...it was Mo Wang who sent her back..."
Liu Nian said: "Mo Wang flew to the United States at [-] o'clock yesterday afternoon, the airline has a record. The time you met was at night."
"..." Chu Mo laughed loudly: "So you don't believe what I said?...Could it be that Mo Wang I saw yesterday is a ghost? I want to call him! Let him tell me what it is He and Mo Yiran jointly designed me, or everything yesterday was my illusion!"
After speaking, she excitedly took out her mobile phone to make a call.
Fleeting Nian's voice was still faint, and he said: "There's no need to call, he has been in the United States for treatment these days, and he can't touch his mobile phone, so you can't contact him."
So it's all a bureau?Mo forgets, even if she can explain, no one will listen to her?
Because Mo Yiran is a victim, no woman would frame her with something like being raped!What's more, Mo Yiran is still a lady from a famous family, a daughter of a thousand gold!And what about her, Yang Chumo?Just a woman with nothing, so she is the only one who can frame Mo Yiran out of jealousy?And Mo Yiran, a person who has everything, how could he frame such a small person like her?
Chu Mo turned around and looked at Mo Yiran, who had been bowing her head sadly, and said, "It's a pity that you were born into a famous family, and you can do such a thing without your heart. They didn't see it, and you don't know what happened last night." What's the matter?"
As soon as Chu Mo finished speaking, the woman by the bed rushed over aggressively. She intended to slap Chu Mo, but for some reason, her hand turned into a slap in the air, and she scolded: "You What are you talking about? You deserve a beating, right? You just wait to receive the court order! We must sue you for collusion and harm! Your parents will definitely not let you go!"
Chu Mo sneered, "Sue if you have the ability!" After she finished speaking, she left without looking back.
She left with such a haughty attitude, she just didn't want to be looked down upon.She thought Fleeting Nian would chase him out, but he didn't.Until she stood at the gate of the villa, and the aunt shut her outside with a bang, she didn't see the shadow of Fleeting Years.
Disappointed, she turned and left, not knowing when there was a big dog at the door, and it yelled "Wow, woof" at her, which startled her.The grievance in my heart was even worse, how could she be reduced to the point where even a dog could bully her?
Chu Mo didn't know how she got back to the dormitory, she was in a state of confusion, she called Mo Wang, and the phone was turned off.She really couldn't believe that if Mo Wang was like that, would there be anyone in this world who could be trusted?
After sitting alone in the dormitory for a while, she took out her mobile phone and called Xiatu. She said, "Tutu, can you come back? I'm in the dormitory, and I'm very sad."
What is good friend loyalty?Although the number of times I met with Xia Tu at the beginning and end of the day is not too much, everyone is busy with their own affairs, but at critical times, no matter how busy they are, as long as they make a phone call, the other party will show up.
Xia Tu soon arrived at the dormitory, carrying out her usual rushy style, she opened the door with a bang, rushed to Chu Mo, checked up and down, and asked nervously: "Mo Mo, what's wrong with you again? Met a robber? Are you okay? Is that girl Mu Jin still pestering you?"
Seeing Xia Tu like this, Chu Mo, who was originally uncomfortable, suddenly laughed. After laughing, she became even more sad, and the tears she had been holding back all the time began to flow down. She shook her head and said, "No, I'm just sad. ... Tutu, lend me your shoulder."
Xia Tu let out a bewildered "Oh", and sat beside Chu Mo, letting her lean on her.Seeing how sad she was crying, Xia Tu didn't ask any more questions, but just quietly accompanied her, letting her know that no matter what happened, she was not alone, and there was a good friend behind her to support her.
Part3
I don't know how long I cried, the tears at the beginning and the end have dried up, except for a pair of red eyes, I can't tell that she was sad before.
Xia Tu helped her get a cup of hot water and asked, "Is it better?"
Chu Mo nodded.
Xia Tu said: "I don't ask you what happened, you will tell me when you want to talk, but you have to know, no matter what happens to you, I, Xia Tu, will stand by your side unconditionally!"
"En." Chu Mo responded, and said, "Tutu, are you busy today?"
"There was something wrong at first, but it must be all right now, what's wrong?"
Chu Mo said, "Shall we go out to play?"
"Okay! Where do you want to go?" Xiatu asked.
This question, I really don't know how to answer at the beginning and end.She just felt that there was no place she wanted to go in the huge city B.
Seeming to be at a loss at the beginning and the end, Xia Tu said: "Why don't you go to my house? I said I would take you to my house."
In fact, I met Xia Tu before sharing the same dormitory. At that time, Chu Mo was traveling in Boss, the last stop. I met Xia Tu who was born and raised in City B by chance. With her lively and cheerful personality, the process of becoming friends with Chu Mo was like this of--
One day, they were renting a room in a hotel they entered together. When Chu and Mo were making reservations, Xia Tu approached her happily and asked, "Are you Chinese?"
First and last nod.
"I'm also Chinese, it's so fateful! Otherwise, can we be friends?"
"..."
So Xia Tu quickly canceled the single room he had just booked, and had to share a double room with Chu Mo.
On the first and last day, she was a little overwhelmed by this overly enthusiastic girl, but she didn't reject it, because she saw the long-lost Luo Xi's shadow in Xia Tu.
Chumo and Xiatu took the subway to Xiatu's home.
At dusk in autumn, the sky gets dark quickly, but the streets and alleys here are very lively all day long.
There are many hair salons on this street known as a "slum", and it is almost six o'clock, and some hair salons have already opened for business. There are some brightly dressed women standing in front of the door, with heavy makeup on their faces. , can't see the actual age, and strike up a conversation with the men passing by from time to time.
Although Chu Mo knew that such a place existed, it was the first time he had actually seen it.When passing by the hair salons, she could still smell the pungent smell of inferior perfume, which made her frown unconsciously.
But Xia Tu seemed to have gotten used to it. When he walked to the door of a dilapidated room, Xia Tu said, "Wait for me here. I'll go in and see if the cripple is there. If he is there, I might not be able to play."
After finishing speaking, he ran into a hair salon and disappeared.
Chu Mo stood on the steps to one side and waited for her. Above her head was the sky covered by the eaves on both sides of the street, leaving only two parallel lines, like an endless rectangle, stretching all the way to the end of the road, which can be seen from a distance. The floor of the high-end residential area where the sky was so high when I came.When I got off the subway just now, Xia Tu pointed to the high-rise building and said to her enviously: "The people who can live in it are rich people, first and last, don't be intimidated by the momentum of my house later. oh!"
At first, she wondered, could it be possible that Xiatu's house had some three-headed and six-armed guardian door god?It is only now that I suddenly understand the self-deprecating meaning in what she said by "momentum".
Just as he was thinking about it, the screams from inside the room startled Chu Mo a lot.
She rushed into the hair salon reflexively, and in the back yard, an old man was limping after Xia Tu and beating him: "I told you to run around, I told you to run around, did I give you food?" Wear it for you? Just run out all day..."
Xia Tu ran to the backyard with ease, and hid behind a raised hill.
When I saw it at the beginning and the end, I took a deep breath, it was actually a lonely tomb!
There was a peach blossom tree next to the tomb, and because of Xitutu's shaking, the peach blossoms fell all over the ground.The old man stopped chasing after here, he was as quiet as a crazy mental patient who was given a tranquilizer, and then cried alone towards the grave mound, crying very confusedly.
Later, when Chu Mo and Xia Tu walked out, Xia Tu said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I wanted to bring you to my house, but I didn't expect the cripple to be at home, did I scare you?"
At the beginning and the end of the day, I haven't recovered from the scene just now, I just feel that it's too weird, I've never seen anyone make a grave in their backyard.When she asked Xia Tu, Xia Tu's tone was as if he was chatting: "That's my mother. My mother died, and the cripple buried her here."
Chu Mo asked, "Who is the lame?"
"It's my dad. That cripple Xia."
After saying this, she paused and changed her tone, "Forget it, although the cripple is hateful, he is my father after all, and sometimes I still think he is quite pitiful."
It was the first time that Chu Mo looked seriously at this optimistic girl who had known her for so long. Her face was glowing with a faint stubborn light, similar to the woman on the tombstone, with long eyes and slightly wider ends. The autumn waves are clear, and the peach blossom eyes that make people's hearts sway.
I don’t know if it’s because as she grows older, Chu Mo begins to believe that all the people who have appeared in her destiny are actually arranged by God, just like Xia Tu, if it weren’t for today’s trip, maybe she She thought that Xia Tu was an optimistic girl who had no worries all day long in her impression and could get up early to make soup for her beloved without complaint or regret.
But now, she sees a gloomy fate intertwined with a sunflower-like smile in her body, as if she and Luo Xi are combined.
Xia Tu said to her that day: "Mo, in fact, sometimes I envy you very much. No matter what your background is, at least you have Mu Liunian who will never leave you, and mine has never looked straight at you from the beginning to the end. I."
At the end of the month, thinking of the distrust of fleeting years at Mo Yiran's house, he could only smile wryly.
It turns out that we are all living in a vicious cycle where I envy you, you envy her, and she envies him.
Part4
In the evening, the two of them ordered a few bottles of beer to eat in front of the barbecue at the barbecue shop at the back door of the school. We won't go home until we're both drunk!"
Xia Tu knew that she was in a bad mood, so of course she wouldn't drink too much like her, but on the surface she was very cooperative and said, "Okay! I'll drink as much as you want, and I'll drink those drinks when I'm drunk. Forget all the unhappy things! Life! Happiness and unhappiness are all chosen by ourselves, why should we give up happiness and choose those troublesome things to make ourselves depressed!"
"Well said!" Chu Mo chuckled: "The one who makes me unhappy is SB! But do you know? I really love Fleeting Years and put him in the bottom of my heart, but what am I in his heart? He doesn’t believe me, are we in a relationship comparable to ordinary people? Didn’t we grow up together? He doesn’t believe my character!” At this point, she poured herself another big bottle Wine, she said: "And that kid Mo Wang, how could he treat me like this? His sister is his sister, so am I not a human being? Wouldn't they feel uneasy if they designed me like this? I just have no background, I Just a commoner, if my family is as rich and powerful as Mo Yiran today, will my parents let them bully me? But my father died a long time ago, and my mother disappeared again, so I can rely on me alone Up to now, who is not the treasure that parents hold in their hearts? Is she Mo Yiran? If possible, my father will definitely jump out of the grave and fight for her!"
"Those rich people are scumbags!" Xia Tu said, "Let's not be as knowledgeable as they are! As the saying goes, those who are clear will clean themselves. As long as we have a clear conscience, the truth will come to light one day!"
"But I'm wronged!" Chu Mo said, pointing at his heart in distress, "You know what? My place is like something is being pressed, I can't breathe, I really want to tell the whole world, I'm fucking I was wronged! I was really wronged! But will anyone believe it?" At this point, Chu Mo was so depressed that she couldn't stand it, she sobbed, "No...no one will believe me...Tutu...you You know? Nobody believes me..."
Xia Tu felt really uncomfortable seeing her like this. She said, "I believe in you! Even if the whole world doesn't believe in you, I will believe in you!"
Chu Mo burst into tears in such words, she lay on the table, crying so uncomfortably, as if the sky was about to fall.What kind of grievance and pain was that, to make such a forbearing and strong girl cry so sadly.
Xia Tu has never seen such a beginning and end. If it is true that being wronged is wronged, but this kind of grievance is far lighter than being distrusted by a loved one... Xia Tu thinks, in fact, it is not the one who is sad all the time. With Ran's design, what makes her sad is that when no one believes her, not even Mu Liunian is on her side.
In the end, both of them drank a little too much. Seeing this state, the lady proprietress of the barbecue shop stepped forward worriedly and said, "Girls, no matter how uncomfortable you are, don't fight against your body. Drinking too much alcohol will hurt your body." ..."
Chu Mo looked over in confusion, then pulled the proprietress and said, "We don't drink too much, don't drink too much!" Then he held up the bottle and said to the proprietress, "Auntie...I respect you! We are about to graduate, maybe I will never see you again... I want to toast you!"
The proprietress took the wine glass with a good temper, and said with a smile: "Why can't we see each other? As long as you come back often, there will always be a chance to meet."
"I don't want to come back." Chu Mo suddenly said angrily: "This crappy school, I came here with such a wonderful dream. I thought I could go to the same school as Fleeting Nian, and I could finally get close to him...but... ...but I have not lived happily for so many years, and I have been wronged... woo woo woo... I feel so sad..."
In the end, she was a little incoherent, and she didn't know what she was talking about.
Xia Tu, who was a mess here and was also drunk over there, came over and said, "I don't like this place either... you, you know! Ever since I started chasing him, what he said to me will always be the same. Yes—Xiatu, can you stop making soup for me? Xiatu, can you stop pestering me? Xiatu, can you stay away from me? Xiatu, can you stop standing at the door of the classroom Outside? Xia Tu... Can you not appear in front of me? Don't I just like him? Don't I just want to chase him? Don't chasing him mean pestering him every day? Why doesn't he like me? Why would you rather be with other women than like me?"
After she finished speaking, she hugged Chu Mo and cried even worse.
Chumo cried and said, "Tutu, I thought I was already miserable, but I didn't expect you to be worse than me..."
Xia Tu shook his head: "No...you are distrusted by Mu Liunian, you are worse than me..."
At this time, the shop owner came over, looked at who was worse in the appraisal, and the two hugged and cried together, and asked his wife: "What's going on?"
The proprietress sighed: "They are all children who have been hurt in their relationship..."
When we were young, we were wronged and wronged. When we were not trusted, there was such a person, you could cry bitterly in front of her, you could have no image at all, and you could be like an idiot. Weakness, no matter what you are, that person will not be a joke, because she is your best and truest friend to you.
Part5
Chu Mo and Xia Tu were sent back to the dormitory by the owner and wife of the barbecue shop that night.
At the end of the day, I was woken up by the mobile phone at noon. When I turned on the mobile phone, there was a message from Luo Zijia: "I'll wait for you downstairs."
Then there were more than ten missed calls on it, all from Luo Zijia.
Chu Mo put down her phone, rubbed her painful head, sat up, only to find that she was the only one left in the dormitory, and Xia Tu had disappeared.
She got up and wanted to wash up. When she passed by the table, she found Tang Xiatu's familiar font on it, to the effect that if she drank the soup after getting up, her headache would ease a little. There was also a big sunflower smiling face drawn on it. .
At the beginning and end of the day, I feel warm in my heart. Although I still feel a little uncomfortable, compared to yesterday, I can already control my emotions.
After washing up and drinking the soup, Chu Mo went downstairs. She didn't expect Luo Zijia to wait for her downstairs. She just went down to have a look... After all, she didn't reply to text messages or phone calls.
He didn't expect to see Luo Zijia's car parked there when he went downstairs, and there were people coming and going downstairs, so he was extremely calm.
Chumo opened the door of the passenger seat and sat in. Luo Zijia was not surprised by her silent movement, but just glanced at her and said, "Did you sleep well?"
Chumo shook her head and said, "Take me to blow some air."
Luo Zijia let out a "hmm", started the car and left.
No one spoke to each other in the carriage, Chumo was not surprised that Luo Zijia would come to him, he was familiar with that group of people, Yi Mo Yiran wished that everyone would know that it was her personality that Yang Chumo framed her, Naturally, Luo Zijia would also know.
She was very grateful that Luo Zijia didn't ask what was going on when she saw her, but gave her a very quiet environment for thinking, so that she had enough room to relax.
After driving for a while, Chu Mo took the initiative to speak: "Senior Brother Luo, can I ask you something?"
"You said."
"It's about the hospital translation... Can you please find someone to replace me? I think I may not be able to do this job well during this period of time."
She dared to tell Luo Zijia like this, firstly, because Luo Zijia was the son of the dean, so it was easy to handle things, and secondly, this job was originally a popular school shooter, so no one was afraid that no one would be willing to replace her.
Luo Zijia didn't ask the reason, just said: "Okay." Then said: "If you are in a bad mood, you can go out to relax, anyway, the recent classes are not too busy."
Chu Mo said: "I'll think about it, and if you have nothing to do, just walk around City B."
Luo Zijia said "um" and didn't say anything else.
Luo Zijia stayed with her for a long time that day, she didn't speak, and Zijia didn't make a sound. Sometimes when she thought about her grievances and couldn't help but cry on the passenger seat, he parked the car on the side of the road , patted her with his hand and coaxed him.
It seems that he always knows what she wants, and he will never talk too much when he doesn't want to talk, and he will chat with him quietly when he wants to talk.
Later, Luo Zijia took Chumo to eat and asked her to order. Chumo said that she really didn't have an appetite, so Zijia ordered a few dishes, and then quietly waited for the dishes to be served.
When the dishes were served, Chu Mo realized that they were all the dishes she usually likes to eat.
Looking at Luo Zijia at the end of the month, the tears that had been wiped away seemed to be pouring out, but she still controlled it, and said to him in a choked voice: "Thank you."
Although she knew that these two words had no effect at all.
After dinner, Luo Zijia drove out of City B and came to a famous mountain. Looking at the maple forest below, he asked the people around him with a smile: "Bring me to such a high place, it's convenient. I can't think of committing suicide." Forget it?"
Luo Zijia looked at her with a smile: "You can still make jokes, which means that you are still far away from thinking about it."
Chumo pursed his lips, looked down the mountain, and suddenly rolled his hand into a tube shape, and yelled at the bottom of the mountain: "Ah! Ah! Ah!"
Then the whole mountain echoed her cry.
"Although I know it's uncivilized to call it that way, I really couldn't help it. I was thinking whether to jump from here or scream to vent my depression. I still think the latter is more reliable."
Luo Zijia stared at her and asked, "Chu Mo, sometimes why make yourself so tired? If possible, I..."
"Senior Brother Luo!" Before Luo Zijia finished speaking, she interrupted in time, she smiled and said: "You are right, I chose the road myself, so I have to blame myself for the situation I am in today, no wonder other people."
In fact, Chumo was so smart, why didn't he know what Luo Zijia was going to say at that time?
It's just that it's better not to explain things that you can't bear.
Finally, she smiled and said to Luo Zijia: "Brother Luo, don't worry, although I still feel a little sad, but it is much better than before, with friends like you standing by my side and trusting me, how can I doubt myself? What's more, I believe that the truth will always be revealed, it's just a matter of time."
Being strong is a very difficult thing to do, but when you get through when you are desperate, and when you think about it later, you will find that time is the best medicine, which can relieve all injuries.
When we were young, we were wronged by others, we were always angry and violent, and wanted to give ourselves back justice. At that time, we were strong on the surface, hiding and crying behind our backs, and wronged ourselves.Later we will find a way to solve it, our emotions are not so easily touched, our expressions are indifferent, as if we have cultivated a whole body of copper skin and iron bones, and we will never cry again.Because at that time, you already know that tears are the most useless thing in the world.
Part6
In the evening, the class sent out another party invitation, this time in a famous bar in city B.
Chumo, who was supposed to be pampering, naturally did not refuse. When they were in the dormitory with Xia Tu in the afternoon, Xia Tu suggested, "Why don't we put on heavy makeup and surprise the audience? By the way, Chumo is too big for you in college. Keep a low profile, let yourself be high profile at the last moment, it will definitely be memorable in the future!"
I always thought about it, since I want to indulge, let's completely indulge!
So the two of them spent the whole time in the dormitory trying to figure out how to put on good makeup. In the end, both of them put on deep smoky makeup. When Xia Tu looked in the mirror, he sighed: "Mirror, mirror, tell me, Am I the most beautiful woman in the world? Why is she so charming with makeup on? I'm almost fascinated by myself!"
Chu Mo smiled and looked at Xia Tu, who was intoxicated in front of the mirror, and thanked him for always having such an optimistic girl by his side.
When the two arrived at the bar box at night, it was already HIGH inside.
It turns out that it's not just the two of them, other students have also broken through the previous style. The girls put on heavy makeup, and the boys dressed up handsomely, as if everyone knows that we don't have much time to get together in the future... Maybe even if we can get together, it's impossible Like now.
That day at the beginning and end of the day, I played crazy with the students I didn't know well before. Although there were rumors outside, she was a classmate in my class after all, and she would not be regarded as a love rival or a freak like other classes.
At the end of the day, when I was drinking beer with a group of fun people in class and learning how to play dice, the mobile phone in my pocket vibrated. She took it out and took a look. It was fleeting time...
After being stunned for a while, a classmate over there called her to continue playing. She smiled and said, "I'm going to answer the phone."
He hurried out of the box.
The bar has always been very noisy, and she is not familiar with it, so she can only try to find a quieter place to meet her.
But even if it is quiet, you can hear the explosive music from the other side of the hall.
So as soon as I picked it up, I asked, "Where are you?"
It would be very guilty to be asked this way at the beginning and end of the day, but what is she afraid of now?When she was wronged, he didn't stand up and say a word for her, why should he care where she is now?Thinking of this, Chu Mo became angry and said lazily to the phone: "I'm at the bar..."
"..."
The silence over there made Chu Mo a little uneasy, after all, she had never been like this before... dare to provoke Fleeting Years.
But even if he picked everything, could he still regret it?
She thought for a while and said, "What are you calling me for? You don't want to scold me like they do, do you? Anyway, I did nothing wrong. If you scold me... I will... I will..." After waiting for a long time, I finally choked out a sentence: "I'll hang up on you!"
"..." The man over there seemed quite speechless. He said, "Where are you? I'll pick you up."
"No!" Chu Mo immediately refused, "I'm having a great time here! I don't want to go back...I..."
Before she finished speaking, there was a "beep" sound... He actually hung up the phone.
At the beginning and the end of the day, I felt a little guilty, thinking that Fleeting Nian must be angry... If he was not angry, he would seldom hang up on her directly...
Chumo felt that he was really a pervert. He was so angry just a second ago that Nian didn't believe in him, but now seeing him angry because of him, he felt very distressed...
She took a deep breath, and decided to temporarily put these disturbing emotions out of her mind. Let her have a good time tonight!
Part7
At the beginning and end of the year, she seldom indulged herself, so this night, she and her classmates were playing crazy, just when she was fined for drinking because she lost a game of dice, suddenly the door of the box was opened, and she hadn't responded yet When he came over, he was pulled by the hand and walked outside.She resisted instinctively, and when she saw that the person pulling her was Fleeting Years, her struggling movements gradually slowed down.
At that time, Chumo was dizzy and felt that he was finished... Fleeting Years must be very angry... because he actually came to find her...
Being pulled outside the bar and thrown into the car, the dizziness at the beginning and the end is not over yet.
She drank a lot of wine before this... Although she was afraid, she could still smile foolishly to Liu Nian's gloomy face, and she said, "Hehe...Brother Liu Nian...Are you angry?"
Fleeting Nian gloomily looked at her drunken appearance, smelling of alcohol all over her body, he asked, "Why didn't you answer the phone?"
"I answered it!" After thinking for a while, "Oh", "Did you still call me later? Hmm... I guess I didn't hear it."
After speaking, he slowly took out his mobile phone to look at it, but just as the mobile phone was taken out, it was snatched by a hand and thrown out of the car window.
Chumo exclaimed, isn't that the mobile phone he bought for her?How do you say you lost it?
Maybe it was because of the alcohol, plus the pent-up resentment towards Fleeting Years these days, Chumo's temper became bad, she said: "You get angry when you are angry, why did you lose your phone!" Then she took a look Fleeting Nian's dark face, her face also collapsed, she said: "You let me out of the car! I'm going to pick up my phone!"
Fleeting Nian really stopped the car, watching Chu Mo angrily get out of the car to pick up his phone.
Fortunately, there were not many vehicles on this road at night, but when Chu Mo found the phone, he found that the phone had been torn apart. Chu Mo felt aggrieved, picked up the dead body of the phone, and wanted someone to pay for it.Then she turned around angrily, walked to the seat window, cleared her throat, and said to Liu Nian pretending to be okay: "The phone is broken, lend me your phone, I want to make a call."
Liu Nian pointed to the black mobile phone on the carriage, Chu Mo glanced at it, reached in and took it, and threw it on the grass.
fleeting time:"……"
Chu Mo bit her lip, waiting for his eruption.
At that time, her mentality was like this——
Anyway, I've already pissed him off, so are you afraid to piss him off a little more?Even if she gets angry, she can't eat her, so what is she afraid of?
So at the beginning and end of making such psychological preparations, I thought it would attract Fleeting Nian's anger, but I didn't expect Fleeting Nian to be not as angry as she imagined, but sighed lightly, how much helplessness was contained in that sigh...
Chu Mo bit her lip, looked at him for a long time, finally turned around, went to the grass and picked up his mobile phone.
Although she was very angry, she was also rational. She deliberately threw the phone into the grass so that the phone was unharmed.
Liu Nian looked at her actions and laughed, she was always like this, obviously very angry, but didn't dare to do anything, he paused, and said: "I'm done venting my anger, can I get in the car?"
Beginning and end: "..."
The car was still driving steadily, and the cabin was not as dull as Chu Mo had imagined.Maybe it was due to the roll down of the car window, the wind came in from the outside, which woke her up a lot.
She said bluntly, "Are you so relieved to let me lose my phone? What if I lose it where I can't find it, and someone else picks it up and can still use it. What if I do something bad with the information on the phone?"
Liu Young smiled, "I'm so scared now, where did the energy to throw the phone go?"
Chumo sniffed, and said confidently: "You were the one who lost my phone just now!"
Fleeting Nian said, "So what? I bought it for you too."
I didn't expect him to say this, and I was choked for a while. After thinking for a long time, I replied angrily: "You bought it for me! Before you gave it to me, it was yours, and after you gave it to me, it is mine!"
Liu Nian laughed out loud at being made like that, and took a tissue from the back of the car to her: "Wipe your cat face."
You have a cat face!Your whole family has cat faces!
Chu Mo groaned in her heart, and when she turned her head to look in the rearview mirror, she was really shocked!
God!Is that a tabby cat?How about a female ghost?Hmm... She regretted her bold actions today. If she had known she would not wear smoky makeup when she went out, now her eyes are all black, and even her face is black, as if it came out of cinders. .
Really... How could she let Liu Nian see such an ugly side of herself?
When Mo was annoyed at herself, Liu Nian seemed to know what she was thinking in her heart, and said lightly: "I have seen you pooping on the bed when you were young, this is compared to that..."
"Don't say it!" Chu Mo subconsciously covered his mouth with his hand, only to feel that this man is really bad, knowing that she is dying of embarrassment now, he actually said that the shame that made her want to go into the hole even more thing.
Liu Nian didn't seem to expect that she would suddenly pounce on her, and quickly turned in one direction before stabilizing the car.
He looked ahead and frowned, and rushed someone away: "Go back and sit down obediently."
Chumo sticks out her tongue, and obediently goes back to sit down.
After this disturbance, she became sober from drinking, and her previous depression was relatively reduced a lot.
Part8
Fleeting Nian brought Chumo back to the apartment. When getting off the car, Chumo looked up at the sky full of stars and the familiar apartment, and hummed twice: "Why did you bring me here? I said I would go up there." Is it? I want to go back to the dormitory!"
Fleeting Nian glanced at her, how could he not know what this little girl was thinking?If she didn't want to come, she would have muttered about getting out of the car in the middle of the drive just now, but now she has reached the destination, which is hypocritical.
He didn't return her, got out of the car and walked to the corridor of the apartment.
Chu Mo saw that he was ignoring others, so she could only follow behind, and after walking a few steps, she called out from behind: "Mu Liunian!"
In memory, this should be the first time she called him by his first and last name!
In the past, every night when she missed her, she would say to herself, Mu Liunian, Mu Liunian, this name is so nice, she must call it for the rest of her life.
Fleeting Years turned around, she had already stepped forward, raised her head, squinted her eyes and said to him: "Shall we sit here for a while?"
It was so late, and there was no one in the community.
Fleeting accompanied her to a bench by the grass and sat down, looked at the stars all over the sky at the beginning and the end, and then looked at Fleeting, and said: "Fleeting, your eyes are as beautiful as stars, but every time I look at the stars, I feel so beautiful. I will not be emotional, only when I look into your eyes, I want to hug you, kiss you, and hope to be with you all my life. I like to look at your eyes the most. Every time I feel down, just look at them , I will be so courageous, as if it can talk and cheer me up. But...you know? When I was in Mojia, I first discovered that the eyes I liked would never cheer me up Cheer up... it carries doubts, it carries full disbelief... I'm afraid to even meet its eyes."
Liu Nian didn't speak, just listened to her quietly: "At that time, I was really disappointed and sad, because I thought that even if people all over the world doubted me, you would stand by my side...but you didn't say anything Said, you just looked at me, as if you were saying to me, at the beginning and end, you obviously did something wrong, why didn’t you apologize? Why do you still have to be brave? After I returned from the Mo’s house, I couldn’t sleep for many days. To numb myself, but it doesn’t work. When I think of the grievances that day, I feel very uncomfortable. Sometimes I comfort myself, in fact, you believe in me, because you were so firmly on my side when Hibiscus wronged me. , silently venting my anger behind my back. So I thought maybe you just didn’t think it through for a while? But later, my self-hypnosis didn’t work, so I told myself, maybe it’s because that person is Mo Yiran that you chose Believe she doesn't believe me... After all, you once had a good time together, didn't you?... So sometimes, I really want to know, between Mo Yiran and me, who is more important to you? I know I may not be qualified to ask such a question, but... Fleeting Years, do I really have no place in your heart?"
When Chumo asked this question, she didn't look at Fleeting Years, she kept looking up at the brightest star in the sky, just like every night without him, she always talked to the stars like this, but the stars don't answer her.
After a long time, a calm voice came from beside him and asked, "What about you? Did you trust me when you suspected that I didn't trust you?"
"..."
Unexpectedly, Fleeting Nian would ask such a question, Chu Mo turned her head and stared at him in a daze.
Fleeting Nian's deep eyes locked her firmly, and he said: "Why didn't you tell me when you found out you were pregnant? You were afraid that I would not want him, so you left me. Why don't you believe me, as long as it's what you want, Even if I give everything, I will keep him?"
"But at that time..." Chu Mo wanted to say something, but her throat seemed to be stuck and she couldn't speak.
Maybe it was because the atmosphere was too dull, Liu Nian got up and walked to the side of the car, took out the cigarette and lit it, and then leaned there quietly without passing.
Chu Mo looked at his figure in the dark from a distance, feeling unspeakably sad, and suddenly felt that the decision she made that year was really outrageously wrong?
(End of this chapter)
Part1
In the early morning of the next day, when Chumo finally fell asleep, the phone rang, and she picked it up in a daze, and a cold voice came from the other side: "Come here." Then she gave an address.
After hanging up the phone, Chu Mo realized that the voice just now was Fleeting Years!
For some reason, a bad premonition came to her mind, and she felt sleepless for a moment. She got up from the bed, and after washing, she went downstairs.
Maybe it was that bad premonition that made her take a taxi instead of taking the bus as usual.
I drove all the way to the address mentioned on the phone, only to find out that this generation is a famous villa area in City B, and it is the kind of wealthy people who can afford it.
The bad feeling at the beginning and end became more serious...
I kept driving until the house number that Chu and Mo were about to arrive at. When I stood outside and knocked on the door, Chu and Mo felt very anxious.
The door opened soon, and it was an old lady who looked like thirty or forty, when she saw her, there was a strong sense of contempt in her eyes: "You are Yang Chumo?"
Chu Mo nodded, and the aunt let out a breath from her nose: "You look like a human, why is your heart so bad!"
It was inexplicable at the beginning and end of what he said, but fortunately, the aunt just said that, and led her inside... It was obvious that she was unwilling.
Turning all the way to the second floor, I heard the sound of crying faintly.
When I came to the door of a bedroom, I saw Mo Yiran lying on the bed covered with a quilt and wiping his tears. Sitting beside her was a woman of her age. Comforting her, and... the slim figure standing by the French window with his back to them.
Hearing the sound of someone walking in, he turned around, and there was coldness in his black eyes.
The woman sitting by the bed was the first to speak: "You are Yang Chumo? You really showed me what a femme fatale is!"
"..." Chu Mo wondered what he had done to murder and set fire, to be said by others...
The woman continued to be very angry: "I really didn't expect that it would be fine if you robbed our Yiran's boyfriend. We Yiran didn't bother with you, and even asked you out to chat as if we were friends... But you are so scheming and design She! Has your conscience been eaten by a dog? How can there be such a vicious woman like you in the world?"
The beginning and the end are simply inexplicable. When I was called here early in the morning, I was scolded by others. What is the basis for this?She said: "How can I be vicious? What have I done?"
"You know what you did! You were the one who drank Yiran yesterday, right? It was your design to get her drunk and throw her in the bar, right? You also found that man from the beginning Bar?"
What is this with what?
Speechless at the beginning and end...but seeing Mo Yiran's stopped crying became even more sad.
It was only later that Chu Mo found out that Mo Yiran did not get home safely last night, and she had sex with another man when she was drunk... She was raped.
In response to their questioning, Chu Mo asked Mo Yiran: "Didn't Mo Wang send you back yesterday? How could you be with another man?"
"Are you kidding me?" The woman was aggressive: "When the Dongchuang incident happened, the responsibility was put on Momo, right? Momo is in the United States, how could he stay with you? Have you seen a ghost? Shameless!" I've never seen a woman you don't want! Just say that you're jealous of our family and you'll die? Our family has everything you want, and you have nothing to do with it, except for your charming face. Say what else do you have?"
"..."
Chu Mo looked at Mo Yiran, she kept her head down and cried very sadly.
At this moment, Chu Mo realized that she had fallen into Mo Yiran's trap, and she had malicious intentions in asking her out yesterday!But what about Mo Wang?So the simple Mo Wang also designed her together with Mo Yiran?
Part2
Chumo knows that he is completely speechless now, if the whole thing is a conspiracy, it means that Mo Yiran asked her out yesterday, probably drank a lot of wine, and then asked Mo Wang to send him back... He made up all this...
Mo Wang is also the witness of this scene, but he went to the United States... In other words, now he either believes in Mo Yiran, or he believes in her... But the current situation couldn't be more obvious——
No one will believe her!
She subconsciously looked at Fleeting Years, she didn't care whether others believed her or not, she only cared about how he thought of her...
But why did she see indifference in his eyes?At such a time, he didn't stand up and say a word for her...
Brother Fleeting Time...you weren't like this before...the thing you despised the most in the past was that I was wronged, didn't you?
With a hint of expectation, she stepped forward, raised her head and asked him: "If I can explain, do you believe me?"
Fleeting Nian looked at her indifferently, and asked, "Did you stay with her yesterday?"
Chu Mo nodded, "But Mo Wang is also there...it was Mo Wang who sent her back..."
Liu Nian said: "Mo Wang flew to the United States at [-] o'clock yesterday afternoon, the airline has a record. The time you met was at night."
"..." Chu Mo laughed loudly: "So you don't believe what I said?...Could it be that Mo Wang I saw yesterday is a ghost? I want to call him! Let him tell me what it is He and Mo Yiran jointly designed me, or everything yesterday was my illusion!"
After speaking, she excitedly took out her mobile phone to make a call.
Fleeting Nian's voice was still faint, and he said: "There's no need to call, he has been in the United States for treatment these days, and he can't touch his mobile phone, so you can't contact him."
So it's all a bureau?Mo forgets, even if she can explain, no one will listen to her?
Because Mo Yiran is a victim, no woman would frame her with something like being raped!What's more, Mo Yiran is still a lady from a famous family, a daughter of a thousand gold!And what about her, Yang Chumo?Just a woman with nothing, so she is the only one who can frame Mo Yiran out of jealousy?And Mo Yiran, a person who has everything, how could he frame such a small person like her?
Chu Mo turned around and looked at Mo Yiran, who had been bowing her head sadly, and said, "It's a pity that you were born into a famous family, and you can do such a thing without your heart. They didn't see it, and you don't know what happened last night." What's the matter?"
As soon as Chu Mo finished speaking, the woman by the bed rushed over aggressively. She intended to slap Chu Mo, but for some reason, her hand turned into a slap in the air, and she scolded: "You What are you talking about? You deserve a beating, right? You just wait to receive the court order! We must sue you for collusion and harm! Your parents will definitely not let you go!"
Chu Mo sneered, "Sue if you have the ability!" After she finished speaking, she left without looking back.
She left with such a haughty attitude, she just didn't want to be looked down upon.She thought Fleeting Nian would chase him out, but he didn't.Until she stood at the gate of the villa, and the aunt shut her outside with a bang, she didn't see the shadow of Fleeting Years.
Disappointed, she turned and left, not knowing when there was a big dog at the door, and it yelled "Wow, woof" at her, which startled her.The grievance in my heart was even worse, how could she be reduced to the point where even a dog could bully her?
Chu Mo didn't know how she got back to the dormitory, she was in a state of confusion, she called Mo Wang, and the phone was turned off.She really couldn't believe that if Mo Wang was like that, would there be anyone in this world who could be trusted?
After sitting alone in the dormitory for a while, she took out her mobile phone and called Xiatu. She said, "Tutu, can you come back? I'm in the dormitory, and I'm very sad."
What is good friend loyalty?Although the number of times I met with Xia Tu at the beginning and end of the day is not too much, everyone is busy with their own affairs, but at critical times, no matter how busy they are, as long as they make a phone call, the other party will show up.
Xia Tu soon arrived at the dormitory, carrying out her usual rushy style, she opened the door with a bang, rushed to Chu Mo, checked up and down, and asked nervously: "Mo Mo, what's wrong with you again? Met a robber? Are you okay? Is that girl Mu Jin still pestering you?"
Seeing Xia Tu like this, Chu Mo, who was originally uncomfortable, suddenly laughed. After laughing, she became even more sad, and the tears she had been holding back all the time began to flow down. She shook her head and said, "No, I'm just sad. ... Tutu, lend me your shoulder."
Xia Tu let out a bewildered "Oh", and sat beside Chu Mo, letting her lean on her.Seeing how sad she was crying, Xia Tu didn't ask any more questions, but just quietly accompanied her, letting her know that no matter what happened, she was not alone, and there was a good friend behind her to support her.
Part3
I don't know how long I cried, the tears at the beginning and the end have dried up, except for a pair of red eyes, I can't tell that she was sad before.
Xia Tu helped her get a cup of hot water and asked, "Is it better?"
Chu Mo nodded.
Xia Tu said: "I don't ask you what happened, you will tell me when you want to talk, but you have to know, no matter what happens to you, I, Xia Tu, will stand by your side unconditionally!"
"En." Chu Mo responded, and said, "Tutu, are you busy today?"
"There was something wrong at first, but it must be all right now, what's wrong?"
Chu Mo said, "Shall we go out to play?"
"Okay! Where do you want to go?" Xiatu asked.
This question, I really don't know how to answer at the beginning and end.She just felt that there was no place she wanted to go in the huge city B.
Seeming to be at a loss at the beginning and the end, Xia Tu said: "Why don't you go to my house? I said I would take you to my house."
In fact, I met Xia Tu before sharing the same dormitory. At that time, Chu Mo was traveling in Boss, the last stop. I met Xia Tu who was born and raised in City B by chance. With her lively and cheerful personality, the process of becoming friends with Chu Mo was like this of--
One day, they were renting a room in a hotel they entered together. When Chu and Mo were making reservations, Xia Tu approached her happily and asked, "Are you Chinese?"
First and last nod.
"I'm also Chinese, it's so fateful! Otherwise, can we be friends?"
"..."
So Xia Tu quickly canceled the single room he had just booked, and had to share a double room with Chu Mo.
On the first and last day, she was a little overwhelmed by this overly enthusiastic girl, but she didn't reject it, because she saw the long-lost Luo Xi's shadow in Xia Tu.
Chumo and Xiatu took the subway to Xiatu's home.
At dusk in autumn, the sky gets dark quickly, but the streets and alleys here are very lively all day long.
There are many hair salons on this street known as a "slum", and it is almost six o'clock, and some hair salons have already opened for business. There are some brightly dressed women standing in front of the door, with heavy makeup on their faces. , can't see the actual age, and strike up a conversation with the men passing by from time to time.
Although Chu Mo knew that such a place existed, it was the first time he had actually seen it.When passing by the hair salons, she could still smell the pungent smell of inferior perfume, which made her frown unconsciously.
But Xia Tu seemed to have gotten used to it. When he walked to the door of a dilapidated room, Xia Tu said, "Wait for me here. I'll go in and see if the cripple is there. If he is there, I might not be able to play."
After finishing speaking, he ran into a hair salon and disappeared.
Chu Mo stood on the steps to one side and waited for her. Above her head was the sky covered by the eaves on both sides of the street, leaving only two parallel lines, like an endless rectangle, stretching all the way to the end of the road, which can be seen from a distance. The floor of the high-end residential area where the sky was so high when I came.When I got off the subway just now, Xia Tu pointed to the high-rise building and said to her enviously: "The people who can live in it are rich people, first and last, don't be intimidated by the momentum of my house later. oh!"
At first, she wondered, could it be possible that Xiatu's house had some three-headed and six-armed guardian door god?It is only now that I suddenly understand the self-deprecating meaning in what she said by "momentum".
Just as he was thinking about it, the screams from inside the room startled Chu Mo a lot.
She rushed into the hair salon reflexively, and in the back yard, an old man was limping after Xia Tu and beating him: "I told you to run around, I told you to run around, did I give you food?" Wear it for you? Just run out all day..."
Xia Tu ran to the backyard with ease, and hid behind a raised hill.
When I saw it at the beginning and the end, I took a deep breath, it was actually a lonely tomb!
There was a peach blossom tree next to the tomb, and because of Xitutu's shaking, the peach blossoms fell all over the ground.The old man stopped chasing after here, he was as quiet as a crazy mental patient who was given a tranquilizer, and then cried alone towards the grave mound, crying very confusedly.
Later, when Chu Mo and Xia Tu walked out, Xia Tu said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I wanted to bring you to my house, but I didn't expect the cripple to be at home, did I scare you?"
At the beginning and the end of the day, I haven't recovered from the scene just now, I just feel that it's too weird, I've never seen anyone make a grave in their backyard.When she asked Xia Tu, Xia Tu's tone was as if he was chatting: "That's my mother. My mother died, and the cripple buried her here."
Chu Mo asked, "Who is the lame?"
"It's my dad. That cripple Xia."
After saying this, she paused and changed her tone, "Forget it, although the cripple is hateful, he is my father after all, and sometimes I still think he is quite pitiful."
It was the first time that Chu Mo looked seriously at this optimistic girl who had known her for so long. Her face was glowing with a faint stubborn light, similar to the woman on the tombstone, with long eyes and slightly wider ends. The autumn waves are clear, and the peach blossom eyes that make people's hearts sway.
I don’t know if it’s because as she grows older, Chu Mo begins to believe that all the people who have appeared in her destiny are actually arranged by God, just like Xia Tu, if it weren’t for today’s trip, maybe she She thought that Xia Tu was an optimistic girl who had no worries all day long in her impression and could get up early to make soup for her beloved without complaint or regret.
But now, she sees a gloomy fate intertwined with a sunflower-like smile in her body, as if she and Luo Xi are combined.
Xia Tu said to her that day: "Mo, in fact, sometimes I envy you very much. No matter what your background is, at least you have Mu Liunian who will never leave you, and mine has never looked straight at you from the beginning to the end. I."
At the end of the month, thinking of the distrust of fleeting years at Mo Yiran's house, he could only smile wryly.
It turns out that we are all living in a vicious cycle where I envy you, you envy her, and she envies him.
Part4
In the evening, the two of them ordered a few bottles of beer to eat in front of the barbecue at the barbecue shop at the back door of the school. We won't go home until we're both drunk!"
Xia Tu knew that she was in a bad mood, so of course she wouldn't drink too much like her, but on the surface she was very cooperative and said, "Okay! I'll drink as much as you want, and I'll drink those drinks when I'm drunk. Forget all the unhappy things! Life! Happiness and unhappiness are all chosen by ourselves, why should we give up happiness and choose those troublesome things to make ourselves depressed!"
"Well said!" Chu Mo chuckled: "The one who makes me unhappy is SB! But do you know? I really love Fleeting Years and put him in the bottom of my heart, but what am I in his heart? He doesn’t believe me, are we in a relationship comparable to ordinary people? Didn’t we grow up together? He doesn’t believe my character!” At this point, she poured herself another big bottle Wine, she said: "And that kid Mo Wang, how could he treat me like this? His sister is his sister, so am I not a human being? Wouldn't they feel uneasy if they designed me like this? I just have no background, I Just a commoner, if my family is as rich and powerful as Mo Yiran today, will my parents let them bully me? But my father died a long time ago, and my mother disappeared again, so I can rely on me alone Up to now, who is not the treasure that parents hold in their hearts? Is she Mo Yiran? If possible, my father will definitely jump out of the grave and fight for her!"
"Those rich people are scumbags!" Xia Tu said, "Let's not be as knowledgeable as they are! As the saying goes, those who are clear will clean themselves. As long as we have a clear conscience, the truth will come to light one day!"
"But I'm wronged!" Chu Mo said, pointing at his heart in distress, "You know what? My place is like something is being pressed, I can't breathe, I really want to tell the whole world, I'm fucking I was wronged! I was really wronged! But will anyone believe it?" At this point, Chu Mo was so depressed that she couldn't stand it, she sobbed, "No...no one will believe me...Tutu...you You know? Nobody believes me..."
Xia Tu felt really uncomfortable seeing her like this. She said, "I believe in you! Even if the whole world doesn't believe in you, I will believe in you!"
Chu Mo burst into tears in such words, she lay on the table, crying so uncomfortably, as if the sky was about to fall.What kind of grievance and pain was that, to make such a forbearing and strong girl cry so sadly.
Xia Tu has never seen such a beginning and end. If it is true that being wronged is wronged, but this kind of grievance is far lighter than being distrusted by a loved one... Xia Tu thinks, in fact, it is not the one who is sad all the time. With Ran's design, what makes her sad is that when no one believes her, not even Mu Liunian is on her side.
In the end, both of them drank a little too much. Seeing this state, the lady proprietress of the barbecue shop stepped forward worriedly and said, "Girls, no matter how uncomfortable you are, don't fight against your body. Drinking too much alcohol will hurt your body." ..."
Chu Mo looked over in confusion, then pulled the proprietress and said, "We don't drink too much, don't drink too much!" Then he held up the bottle and said to the proprietress, "Auntie...I respect you! We are about to graduate, maybe I will never see you again... I want to toast you!"
The proprietress took the wine glass with a good temper, and said with a smile: "Why can't we see each other? As long as you come back often, there will always be a chance to meet."
"I don't want to come back." Chu Mo suddenly said angrily: "This crappy school, I came here with such a wonderful dream. I thought I could go to the same school as Fleeting Nian, and I could finally get close to him...but... ...but I have not lived happily for so many years, and I have been wronged... woo woo woo... I feel so sad..."
In the end, she was a little incoherent, and she didn't know what she was talking about.
Xia Tu, who was a mess here and was also drunk over there, came over and said, "I don't like this place either... you, you know! Ever since I started chasing him, what he said to me will always be the same. Yes—Xiatu, can you stop making soup for me? Xiatu, can you stop pestering me? Xiatu, can you stay away from me? Xiatu, can you stop standing at the door of the classroom Outside? Xia Tu... Can you not appear in front of me? Don't I just like him? Don't I just want to chase him? Don't chasing him mean pestering him every day? Why doesn't he like me? Why would you rather be with other women than like me?"
After she finished speaking, she hugged Chu Mo and cried even worse.
Chumo cried and said, "Tutu, I thought I was already miserable, but I didn't expect you to be worse than me..."
Xia Tu shook his head: "No...you are distrusted by Mu Liunian, you are worse than me..."
At this time, the shop owner came over, looked at who was worse in the appraisal, and the two hugged and cried together, and asked his wife: "What's going on?"
The proprietress sighed: "They are all children who have been hurt in their relationship..."
When we were young, we were wronged and wronged. When we were not trusted, there was such a person, you could cry bitterly in front of her, you could have no image at all, and you could be like an idiot. Weakness, no matter what you are, that person will not be a joke, because she is your best and truest friend to you.
Part5
Chu Mo and Xia Tu were sent back to the dormitory by the owner and wife of the barbecue shop that night.
At the end of the day, I was woken up by the mobile phone at noon. When I turned on the mobile phone, there was a message from Luo Zijia: "I'll wait for you downstairs."
Then there were more than ten missed calls on it, all from Luo Zijia.
Chu Mo put down her phone, rubbed her painful head, sat up, only to find that she was the only one left in the dormitory, and Xia Tu had disappeared.
She got up and wanted to wash up. When she passed by the table, she found Tang Xiatu's familiar font on it, to the effect that if she drank the soup after getting up, her headache would ease a little. There was also a big sunflower smiling face drawn on it. .
At the beginning and end of the day, I feel warm in my heart. Although I still feel a little uncomfortable, compared to yesterday, I can already control my emotions.
After washing up and drinking the soup, Chu Mo went downstairs. She didn't expect Luo Zijia to wait for her downstairs. She just went down to have a look... After all, she didn't reply to text messages or phone calls.
He didn't expect to see Luo Zijia's car parked there when he went downstairs, and there were people coming and going downstairs, so he was extremely calm.
Chumo opened the door of the passenger seat and sat in. Luo Zijia was not surprised by her silent movement, but just glanced at her and said, "Did you sleep well?"
Chumo shook her head and said, "Take me to blow some air."
Luo Zijia let out a "hmm", started the car and left.
No one spoke to each other in the carriage, Chumo was not surprised that Luo Zijia would come to him, he was familiar with that group of people, Yi Mo Yiran wished that everyone would know that it was her personality that Yang Chumo framed her, Naturally, Luo Zijia would also know.
She was very grateful that Luo Zijia didn't ask what was going on when she saw her, but gave her a very quiet environment for thinking, so that she had enough room to relax.
After driving for a while, Chu Mo took the initiative to speak: "Senior Brother Luo, can I ask you something?"
"You said."
"It's about the hospital translation... Can you please find someone to replace me? I think I may not be able to do this job well during this period of time."
She dared to tell Luo Zijia like this, firstly, because Luo Zijia was the son of the dean, so it was easy to handle things, and secondly, this job was originally a popular school shooter, so no one was afraid that no one would be willing to replace her.
Luo Zijia didn't ask the reason, just said: "Okay." Then said: "If you are in a bad mood, you can go out to relax, anyway, the recent classes are not too busy."
Chu Mo said: "I'll think about it, and if you have nothing to do, just walk around City B."
Luo Zijia said "um" and didn't say anything else.
Luo Zijia stayed with her for a long time that day, she didn't speak, and Zijia didn't make a sound. Sometimes when she thought about her grievances and couldn't help but cry on the passenger seat, he parked the car on the side of the road , patted her with his hand and coaxed him.
It seems that he always knows what she wants, and he will never talk too much when he doesn't want to talk, and he will chat with him quietly when he wants to talk.
Later, Luo Zijia took Chumo to eat and asked her to order. Chumo said that she really didn't have an appetite, so Zijia ordered a few dishes, and then quietly waited for the dishes to be served.
When the dishes were served, Chu Mo realized that they were all the dishes she usually likes to eat.
Looking at Luo Zijia at the end of the month, the tears that had been wiped away seemed to be pouring out, but she still controlled it, and said to him in a choked voice: "Thank you."
Although she knew that these two words had no effect at all.
After dinner, Luo Zijia drove out of City B and came to a famous mountain. Looking at the maple forest below, he asked the people around him with a smile: "Bring me to such a high place, it's convenient. I can't think of committing suicide." Forget it?"
Luo Zijia looked at her with a smile: "You can still make jokes, which means that you are still far away from thinking about it."
Chumo pursed his lips, looked down the mountain, and suddenly rolled his hand into a tube shape, and yelled at the bottom of the mountain: "Ah! Ah! Ah!"
Then the whole mountain echoed her cry.
"Although I know it's uncivilized to call it that way, I really couldn't help it. I was thinking whether to jump from here or scream to vent my depression. I still think the latter is more reliable."
Luo Zijia stared at her and asked, "Chu Mo, sometimes why make yourself so tired? If possible, I..."
"Senior Brother Luo!" Before Luo Zijia finished speaking, she interrupted in time, she smiled and said: "You are right, I chose the road myself, so I have to blame myself for the situation I am in today, no wonder other people."
In fact, Chumo was so smart, why didn't he know what Luo Zijia was going to say at that time?
It's just that it's better not to explain things that you can't bear.
Finally, she smiled and said to Luo Zijia: "Brother Luo, don't worry, although I still feel a little sad, but it is much better than before, with friends like you standing by my side and trusting me, how can I doubt myself? What's more, I believe that the truth will always be revealed, it's just a matter of time."
Being strong is a very difficult thing to do, but when you get through when you are desperate, and when you think about it later, you will find that time is the best medicine, which can relieve all injuries.
When we were young, we were wronged by others, we were always angry and violent, and wanted to give ourselves back justice. At that time, we were strong on the surface, hiding and crying behind our backs, and wronged ourselves.Later we will find a way to solve it, our emotions are not so easily touched, our expressions are indifferent, as if we have cultivated a whole body of copper skin and iron bones, and we will never cry again.Because at that time, you already know that tears are the most useless thing in the world.
Part6
In the evening, the class sent out another party invitation, this time in a famous bar in city B.
Chumo, who was supposed to be pampering, naturally did not refuse. When they were in the dormitory with Xia Tu in the afternoon, Xia Tu suggested, "Why don't we put on heavy makeup and surprise the audience? By the way, Chumo is too big for you in college. Keep a low profile, let yourself be high profile at the last moment, it will definitely be memorable in the future!"
I always thought about it, since I want to indulge, let's completely indulge!
So the two of them spent the whole time in the dormitory trying to figure out how to put on good makeup. In the end, both of them put on deep smoky makeup. When Xia Tu looked in the mirror, he sighed: "Mirror, mirror, tell me, Am I the most beautiful woman in the world? Why is she so charming with makeup on? I'm almost fascinated by myself!"
Chu Mo smiled and looked at Xia Tu, who was intoxicated in front of the mirror, and thanked him for always having such an optimistic girl by his side.
When the two arrived at the bar box at night, it was already HIGH inside.
It turns out that it's not just the two of them, other students have also broken through the previous style. The girls put on heavy makeup, and the boys dressed up handsomely, as if everyone knows that we don't have much time to get together in the future... Maybe even if we can get together, it's impossible Like now.
That day at the beginning and end of the day, I played crazy with the students I didn't know well before. Although there were rumors outside, she was a classmate in my class after all, and she would not be regarded as a love rival or a freak like other classes.
At the end of the day, when I was drinking beer with a group of fun people in class and learning how to play dice, the mobile phone in my pocket vibrated. She took it out and took a look. It was fleeting time...
After being stunned for a while, a classmate over there called her to continue playing. She smiled and said, "I'm going to answer the phone."
He hurried out of the box.
The bar has always been very noisy, and she is not familiar with it, so she can only try to find a quieter place to meet her.
But even if it is quiet, you can hear the explosive music from the other side of the hall.
So as soon as I picked it up, I asked, "Where are you?"
It would be very guilty to be asked this way at the beginning and end of the day, but what is she afraid of now?When she was wronged, he didn't stand up and say a word for her, why should he care where she is now?Thinking of this, Chu Mo became angry and said lazily to the phone: "I'm at the bar..."
"..."
The silence over there made Chu Mo a little uneasy, after all, she had never been like this before... dare to provoke Fleeting Years.
But even if he picked everything, could he still regret it?
She thought for a while and said, "What are you calling me for? You don't want to scold me like they do, do you? Anyway, I did nothing wrong. If you scold me... I will... I will..." After waiting for a long time, I finally choked out a sentence: "I'll hang up on you!"
"..." The man over there seemed quite speechless. He said, "Where are you? I'll pick you up."
"No!" Chu Mo immediately refused, "I'm having a great time here! I don't want to go back...I..."
Before she finished speaking, there was a "beep" sound... He actually hung up the phone.
At the beginning and the end of the day, I felt a little guilty, thinking that Fleeting Nian must be angry... If he was not angry, he would seldom hang up on her directly...
Chumo felt that he was really a pervert. He was so angry just a second ago that Nian didn't believe in him, but now seeing him angry because of him, he felt very distressed...
She took a deep breath, and decided to temporarily put these disturbing emotions out of her mind. Let her have a good time tonight!
Part7
At the beginning and end of the year, she seldom indulged herself, so this night, she and her classmates were playing crazy, just when she was fined for drinking because she lost a game of dice, suddenly the door of the box was opened, and she hadn't responded yet When he came over, he was pulled by the hand and walked outside.She resisted instinctively, and when she saw that the person pulling her was Fleeting Years, her struggling movements gradually slowed down.
At that time, Chumo was dizzy and felt that he was finished... Fleeting Years must be very angry... because he actually came to find her...
Being pulled outside the bar and thrown into the car, the dizziness at the beginning and the end is not over yet.
She drank a lot of wine before this... Although she was afraid, she could still smile foolishly to Liu Nian's gloomy face, and she said, "Hehe...Brother Liu Nian...Are you angry?"
Fleeting Nian gloomily looked at her drunken appearance, smelling of alcohol all over her body, he asked, "Why didn't you answer the phone?"
"I answered it!" After thinking for a while, "Oh", "Did you still call me later? Hmm... I guess I didn't hear it."
After speaking, he slowly took out his mobile phone to look at it, but just as the mobile phone was taken out, it was snatched by a hand and thrown out of the car window.
Chumo exclaimed, isn't that the mobile phone he bought for her?How do you say you lost it?
Maybe it was because of the alcohol, plus the pent-up resentment towards Fleeting Years these days, Chumo's temper became bad, she said: "You get angry when you are angry, why did you lose your phone!" Then she took a look Fleeting Nian's dark face, her face also collapsed, she said: "You let me out of the car! I'm going to pick up my phone!"
Fleeting Nian really stopped the car, watching Chu Mo angrily get out of the car to pick up his phone.
Fortunately, there were not many vehicles on this road at night, but when Chu Mo found the phone, he found that the phone had been torn apart. Chu Mo felt aggrieved, picked up the dead body of the phone, and wanted someone to pay for it.Then she turned around angrily, walked to the seat window, cleared her throat, and said to Liu Nian pretending to be okay: "The phone is broken, lend me your phone, I want to make a call."
Liu Nian pointed to the black mobile phone on the carriage, Chu Mo glanced at it, reached in and took it, and threw it on the grass.
fleeting time:"……"
Chu Mo bit her lip, waiting for his eruption.
At that time, her mentality was like this——
Anyway, I've already pissed him off, so are you afraid to piss him off a little more?Even if she gets angry, she can't eat her, so what is she afraid of?
So at the beginning and end of making such psychological preparations, I thought it would attract Fleeting Nian's anger, but I didn't expect Fleeting Nian to be not as angry as she imagined, but sighed lightly, how much helplessness was contained in that sigh...
Chu Mo bit her lip, looked at him for a long time, finally turned around, went to the grass and picked up his mobile phone.
Although she was very angry, she was also rational. She deliberately threw the phone into the grass so that the phone was unharmed.
Liu Nian looked at her actions and laughed, she was always like this, obviously very angry, but didn't dare to do anything, he paused, and said: "I'm done venting my anger, can I get in the car?"
Beginning and end: "..."
The car was still driving steadily, and the cabin was not as dull as Chu Mo had imagined.Maybe it was due to the roll down of the car window, the wind came in from the outside, which woke her up a lot.
She said bluntly, "Are you so relieved to let me lose my phone? What if I lose it where I can't find it, and someone else picks it up and can still use it. What if I do something bad with the information on the phone?"
Liu Young smiled, "I'm so scared now, where did the energy to throw the phone go?"
Chumo sniffed, and said confidently: "You were the one who lost my phone just now!"
Fleeting Nian said, "So what? I bought it for you too."
I didn't expect him to say this, and I was choked for a while. After thinking for a long time, I replied angrily: "You bought it for me! Before you gave it to me, it was yours, and after you gave it to me, it is mine!"
Liu Nian laughed out loud at being made like that, and took a tissue from the back of the car to her: "Wipe your cat face."
You have a cat face!Your whole family has cat faces!
Chu Mo groaned in her heart, and when she turned her head to look in the rearview mirror, she was really shocked!
God!Is that a tabby cat?How about a female ghost?Hmm... She regretted her bold actions today. If she had known she would not wear smoky makeup when she went out, now her eyes are all black, and even her face is black, as if it came out of cinders. .
Really... How could she let Liu Nian see such an ugly side of herself?
When Mo was annoyed at herself, Liu Nian seemed to know what she was thinking in her heart, and said lightly: "I have seen you pooping on the bed when you were young, this is compared to that..."
"Don't say it!" Chu Mo subconsciously covered his mouth with his hand, only to feel that this man is really bad, knowing that she is dying of embarrassment now, he actually said that the shame that made her want to go into the hole even more thing.
Liu Nian didn't seem to expect that she would suddenly pounce on her, and quickly turned in one direction before stabilizing the car.
He looked ahead and frowned, and rushed someone away: "Go back and sit down obediently."
Chumo sticks out her tongue, and obediently goes back to sit down.
After this disturbance, she became sober from drinking, and her previous depression was relatively reduced a lot.
Part8
Fleeting Nian brought Chumo back to the apartment. When getting off the car, Chumo looked up at the sky full of stars and the familiar apartment, and hummed twice: "Why did you bring me here? I said I would go up there." Is it? I want to go back to the dormitory!"
Fleeting Nian glanced at her, how could he not know what this little girl was thinking?If she didn't want to come, she would have muttered about getting out of the car in the middle of the drive just now, but now she has reached the destination, which is hypocritical.
He didn't return her, got out of the car and walked to the corridor of the apartment.
Chu Mo saw that he was ignoring others, so she could only follow behind, and after walking a few steps, she called out from behind: "Mu Liunian!"
In memory, this should be the first time she called him by his first and last name!
In the past, every night when she missed her, she would say to herself, Mu Liunian, Mu Liunian, this name is so nice, she must call it for the rest of her life.
Fleeting Years turned around, she had already stepped forward, raised her head, squinted her eyes and said to him: "Shall we sit here for a while?"
It was so late, and there was no one in the community.
Fleeting accompanied her to a bench by the grass and sat down, looked at the stars all over the sky at the beginning and the end, and then looked at Fleeting, and said: "Fleeting, your eyes are as beautiful as stars, but every time I look at the stars, I feel so beautiful. I will not be emotional, only when I look into your eyes, I want to hug you, kiss you, and hope to be with you all my life. I like to look at your eyes the most. Every time I feel down, just look at them , I will be so courageous, as if it can talk and cheer me up. But...you know? When I was in Mojia, I first discovered that the eyes I liked would never cheer me up Cheer up... it carries doubts, it carries full disbelief... I'm afraid to even meet its eyes."
Liu Nian didn't speak, just listened to her quietly: "At that time, I was really disappointed and sad, because I thought that even if people all over the world doubted me, you would stand by my side...but you didn't say anything Said, you just looked at me, as if you were saying to me, at the beginning and end, you obviously did something wrong, why didn’t you apologize? Why do you still have to be brave? After I returned from the Mo’s house, I couldn’t sleep for many days. To numb myself, but it doesn’t work. When I think of the grievances that day, I feel very uncomfortable. Sometimes I comfort myself, in fact, you believe in me, because you were so firmly on my side when Hibiscus wronged me. , silently venting my anger behind my back. So I thought maybe you just didn’t think it through for a while? But later, my self-hypnosis didn’t work, so I told myself, maybe it’s because that person is Mo Yiran that you chose Believe she doesn't believe me... After all, you once had a good time together, didn't you?... So sometimes, I really want to know, between Mo Yiran and me, who is more important to you? I know I may not be qualified to ask such a question, but... Fleeting Years, do I really have no place in your heart?"
When Chumo asked this question, she didn't look at Fleeting Years, she kept looking up at the brightest star in the sky, just like every night without him, she always talked to the stars like this, but the stars don't answer her.
After a long time, a calm voice came from beside him and asked, "What about you? Did you trust me when you suspected that I didn't trust you?"
"..."
Unexpectedly, Fleeting Nian would ask such a question, Chu Mo turned her head and stared at him in a daze.
Fleeting Nian's deep eyes locked her firmly, and he said: "Why didn't you tell me when you found out you were pregnant? You were afraid that I would not want him, so you left me. Why don't you believe me, as long as it's what you want, Even if I give everything, I will keep him?"
"But at that time..." Chu Mo wanted to say something, but her throat seemed to be stuck and she couldn't speak.
Maybe it was because the atmosphere was too dull, Liu Nian got up and walked to the side of the car, took out the cigarette and lit it, and then leaned there quietly without passing.
Chu Mo looked at his figure in the dark from a distance, feeling unspeakably sad, and suddenly felt that the decision she made that year was really outrageously wrong?
(End of this chapter)
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