The Regent's favorite concubine

Chapter 725 Qin'er, I'm afraid you care about him, I'm afraid you care about him, do you understand?

"But for other thoughts, I advise you to take them back earlier, if not."

She didn't say what she said next, but Lou Qingrou could understand, otherwise, they probably wouldn't even be friends.

She tightened her palms, but didn't speak, just looked at her like that, her laughter was weak.

Shen Yueji couldn't bear to look at her. She knew that Lou Qingrou was very kind to her, the kind who could give everything for her, but she couldn't do it. Because of her love, she was so unfeeling that she had no relationship with her. I'm sorry for her sacrifice.

But especially after knowing her feelings for him
That kind of inexplicable, unclear feeling, obviously both of them are women, why does she have such feelings.
She should like men.
She owed her so much that she couldn't break up with her heartlessly.

but as
She also couldn't accept such a strong and undeniable love from her, which made her feel a lot stranger to her.

But at the same time, Shen Yueji also knew that it was impossible for her to watch her put herself in danger, and she would still help her when she was in danger.

This is what she owes her, and for so many years, their friendship, nothing else.

With a pale face, Lou Qingrou suddenly smiled: "Qin'er, you should know that you don't owe me anything at all."

"The things you owed me have already been paid off by other people. I secretly planned, plotted, and forced your mother to death, and let Murong Yun know the truth of the year too early. Even the Shen family, we Because of jealousy of how much you care about them, because of selfishness, I want to destroy them, and I want you to have no contact with them. I want them to know who you are, so that they will know, they What I love so much is not my own daughter at all, but someone else."

"In this way, you will see their true colors clearly, and you will know that in this world, it is me, not them, who really treats you well and cherishes you."

"Besides, I have done many things without telling you, many things that you cannot accept, whether it is Gu Yueyin's death, Gu Mujue's knowledge, or Gu Muqing's."

"Gu Muyin is my enemy, and Murong Yun is also my enemy. You know I hate them and avenged me. I can understand that, but Gu Muqing is different. From the beginning to the end, he was just a fool, and when he was young, he He also helped me a lot, have you forgotten? You once praised him, that foolish people have foolish blessings, and you also sincerely thanked him for his help."

"But Qin'er, I'm afraid you care about him, I'm afraid you care about him, do you understand?"

"I'm afraid that after seeing him, you will soften your heart and think of the help he gave you. I'm afraid that there will be another person in your heart. Once there is a person in your heart, no matter male or female, even if it is a stranger, If you look at him more, I feel extremely uncomfortable and can't breathe, do you understand?"

"Qingrou, why did you become like this?"

"Maybe this is what it feels like to love someone. Qin'er, do you think I'm a different kind? Even I feel that I'm a different kind. I should like men. I have a relationship with so many men." Ran, but why. Why do I like you? Why, I like you so much that I can't extricate myself, for you, I am willing to give up everything, as long as you are happy, even if it is just a word, I am willing to let me die. "

(End of this chapter)