happy fisherman

Chapter 265
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Seeing her tears, Duan Yixu was both happy and distressed.

Does her crying mean that she also realizes that she has feelings for him, or does it mean that she actually doesn't want to be separated from him?
His touch made her wake up instantly, she waved his hand away and sat up, asking with a sullen face, "How did you come in?"

Duan Yixu pointed to the window, and whispered, "He came in through the window."

"Get out!" she shouted coldly.

"Beibei, don't be angry, let me explain." He said softly, reaching out to rub her hair, but she opened it again.

"go out!"

"If you don't listen to my explanation, I won't go out." He also sullenly.

If he didn't explain this clearly, he wouldn't feel at ease even if he went back.

Beibei glanced at him, stood up and walked towards the door without saying anything.

If he doesn't go, she will go!

"Beibei!" He hastily pulled her back and whispered, "I'll just say a few words, and then I'll leave."

"I do not want to hear!"

She struggled to free her hand, but she couldn't free it no matter what.

"Miss?" Shui Lan in the yard heard that there seemed to be a quarrel in Beibei's room, so she came over and called out tentatively.

Just as Beibei was about to open her mouth to shout, her mouth was covered by Duan Yixu's big palm.

"If you let others know that I am in your house, it will be difficult for you not to marry me." He reminded softly.

He wanted to marry her, but he didn't want to damage her reputation because of his selfishness.

After hearing what he said, Beibei also calmed down, and blinked at him, indicating that she would not shout.

Feeling that she gave up struggling, he slowly let go of her hand.

Miss?Are you all right? "Shui Lan didn't hear Bei Bei's reply, so she couldn't help asking again.

"Shuilan, I'm fine. I just fell asleep and had a nightmare. I'm talking in my sleep. Go do your work." Beibei shouted towards the door.

"Oh." Shui Lan glanced at the door suspiciously before walking away with a puzzled expression.

Hearing Shuilan's footsteps leaving, Beibei turned to look at him, and said lightly, "Okay, let's go."

"Beibei, I have something to tell you." He reached out to pull her, but she hid her hand behind her back, not letting him touch it.

He frowned and asked, "Is that why you can't trust me?"

"I don't know what you're talking about. I promise my mother won't see you again. Hurry up and don't let my mother see you!" She said, turning her back and not looking at him.

Hearing what she said, he became anxious, reached out and forcibly pulled her body, looked at her closely, and asked, "You know what I'm talking about! Am I so unworthy of your trust?"

She pursed her lips, and said helplessly, "It's not that I can't trust you, it's that I can't trust myself!"

Yes, she can't trust herself!It is common for men in this dynasty to have three wives and four concubines. She doesn't believe that she has such a great charm that he can resist all temptations and make him only see herself.

Since she couldn't, why did she have to cocoon herself?
He stared at her closely and asked, "What do you mean?"

After she figured it out, she curled her lips into a smile and said, "Actually, my mother is right, we are really not suitable!"

It is still difficult for a woman of this dynasty to accept sharing her husband with others, let alone a person with a deep-rooted concept of monogamy.

Rather than marrying him and being on guard all the time, it is better to marry a farmer and live a normal life of men farming and women weaving.

Her words made Duan Yixu's face change, and he grabbed her arm tightly and shouted: "I say it's suitable, it's suitable! You obviously like me too, don't you?"

Fortunately, he still had a sliver of reason, even though he was anxious and angry at the moment, he still kept his voice very low.

She bent her phoenix eyes, and said with a bright smile: "But I don't want to be with you anymore!"

"You lied to me!" He yelled in a low voice with bruised veins on his forehead.

She obviously cried for him just now, but in the blink of an eye she actually said that she didn't want to be with him!He doesn't believe it!

He stared closely at her smiling face, trying to see her true emotions from her face, only to see that she was also staring straight back at him, the dimples at the corners of her mouth were faintly visible, and even her eyes were filled with a deep smile .

His heart sank and sank, he looked at her and asked dumbly, "Why?"

She was obviously fine the last moment, but she was still so worried about her condition when she was in the county...

It seemed that his concerns had come true, she was really suppressed by filial piety.

"There is no reason, I just want to live a peaceful and peaceful life the same as now for the rest of my life." She said lightly.

"Beibei, you said that you should marry after the age of 18. This won't change, will it?" He suddenly remembered what she said when he was in the shop in the county seat.

"This won't change." She looked at him hesitantly, and wanted to tell him that if she saw someone right, she might get engaged first.

Just thinking of his illness, she swallowed back the words that followed.

He let go of her hand, and said decisively: "Bebe, I will give you the life you want! You have to believe me!"

She smiled noncommittally.

"Bebe, you have to trust me, you have to trust me!" The smile on her face made him flustered, and the hand he had just let go grabbed her shoulder tightly and shook him excitedly.

"I said it, it's not that I don't believe you, but I don't believe in myself!" Beibei looked at him and said seriously: "Duan Yixu, based on your conditions, why are you so persistent if you want a good girl? "

Both myself and my mother have talked about this, Beibei really can't understand what he is still insisting on?
Just like her, she felt a little uncomfortable when she decided to make a break, but she didn't say she couldn't let go, so she really couldn't understand him.

"It doesn't matter how good others are! I just want you!" He growled, staring at her with red eyes, as if he wanted to tear her apart.

Seeing his almost collapsed appearance, Beibei's heart trembled, and suddenly remembered the scene of her collapse and suicide after being deceived and abandoned.

But the relationship between her and him is not deep. They separated and continued to live their own lives. Why does he have such a painful expression?

Beibei looked at him blankly, and after a while, he asked, "Have you taken the medicine I gave you?"

She eventually blamed his agitation on his condition.

Seeing that he didn't speak, she reached out and touched his chest, then reached in from his skirt and took out the small medicine bottle she gave him that day, poured out two pills and stuffed them into his mouth.

Just as she was about to withdraw her hand, she was suddenly embraced by him.

"Bebe, don't do this to me!"

His hoarse voice sounded above her head, and the heavy emotion in his tone hit her chest heavily, making her heart tremble slightly.

She was in a daze, she had only known him for a few days, but she suddenly had the feeling that she had known him for a lifetime.

"Bebe, don't do this to me!" He murmured again.

(End of this chapter)