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Chapter 959 A Soft Spot 33 He is unacceptable!
Yu Shuyang's eyes were red, she let go of her wrist, hugged her head with both hands in pain, was silent for a moment, raised her head, tears welled up in her eyes, "Xiaoxi, since the first time I met you, I have regarded you as my The most holy goddess in my heart, I respect you everywhere, I worship you, and I am reluctant to touch you. I want to marry you gracefully, and I want to keep the best everything on our wedding night. In order to give you the best, I worked hard, worked hard, but now, what about you? What did you do to me?"

"..." Jin Yanxi shook her head in tears. She deeply understood that Yu Shuyang was a perfectionist. He couldn't tolerate any flaws. Knowing that she had lost her chastity was undoubtedly a bolt from the blue for him.

"You went to work in a big company, and you were fascinated by the top boss. You forgot our oath, and you gave yourself to others so contemptuously! Why are you crying now? Do you feel wronged? You are behind my back and Did you ever consider my feelings when other men went to bed?"

Yu Shuyang's words cut Jin Yanxi's heart like a knife.

What else could she explain now?
Is there any need for an explanation?

Even if she told him that she was forced and not voluntary, the crux of the problem was that she already had flaws in his heart.

For a long time, Jin Yanxi felt guilty in her heart because she lied to him two years ago.

She clearly knew that even if Leng Zihuang didn't win the love now, she and Yu Shuyang could get married smoothly, but on the wedding night, when he found out that she was not a virgin, he would still be hit hard!

That would become an indelible thorn in his heart!

Instead of having a painful divorce by then, let's talk about everything now!
"Yes! Something that shouldn't have happened between me and Leng Zihuang, I am sorry for you, I betrayed you! No matter how many words I say sorry, it is impossible to bring things back to the original point."

She didn't want to hide anything from him anymore, "Yu Shuyang, you are right! I am a contemptuous woman! I am not as perfect and pure as you imagined. I have been hiding it from you all this time, in fact... In fact, I was not a virgin before I met you. At that time, you chased me for a long time, saying that I was difficult to chase, not because of my aloofness and aloofness, but because of my inner inferiority complex. In fact, I have always been very contradictory. I have considered for a long time whether I should agree to you! It was your unremitting pursuit that finally touched my heart, and I accepted you!"

Yu Shuyang was in shock and couldn't recover for a long time.

"After getting along, I realized that you are a natural perfectionist. You have an unusually stubborn virginity complex. You regard me as the holy little dragon girl in your heart. Do you know how much you have brought me? Stress. I live in torment and self-blame every day. I want to confess to you, but I am afraid of losing you!"

With tears streaming down her face, Jin Yanxi said with trembling lips, "I've been unclean for a long time, I don't deserve your love anymore, I don't deserve to be your bride! Even if I don't have Leng Zihuang now, I will lose you eventually! Yes ?"

"..." Yu Shuyang lay down on the sofa, struggling to digest what she said.

He always thought that Jin Yanxi was a clean and pure girl, and he was always glad that he was able to find her who kept her virginity. It was something he was proud of and the motivation for his hard work.

He vowed to treat her well, cherish her, and take care of her.

But now, what has he heard?
　Ugh……

　　
　
(End of this chapter)