Angels will love you for me

Chapter 19 Afterword
Sometimes, I often think about some terrible things.What would the world be like if my loved ones were gone, and what would I do?It's really scary, and just thinking about it fills me with dread.However, sometimes I feel that some things may be unavoidable, and some things will happen suddenly. If my loved ones really leave me, and I am left alone in the world, then What a terrible thing...

That's why I wanted to write such a story.

Before writing, when I was building the plot in my mind, I would suddenly cry after thinking about it.I used to think that "Fire Like a Song" made me shed enough tears, but from the initial conception to the writing process, this article never stopped crying.Maybe it is fear, I am really afraid that one day I will lose the person I love deeply like Xiaomi.

When I wrote it, I was very contradictory. Suddenly I felt that I was too happy because the people I loved so much were by my side, and then I fell into deep fear, afraid that if the happiness passed away, I would feel more pain.

Ha ha, I'm very worried, right?

"Angels Will Love You for Me" should be a happy story, because when the person Xiaomi loved left, she left something she could grasp, so that she could still have hope and reason to live, and , There are still people who continue to love her.

I often say to the person I love, you can’t forget me, you can only like me, even if I die in the future, you must never like other women, you can only like me in this life and the next life .He always smiled and said yes.Then I would be very depressed again, wondering if I really died first, would he really not like other women anymore?
While writing this article, I have been thinking about this question.

When someone you loved left before you, or you left before you, what to do with the rest of the people.Can't be happy and happy anymore?It's actually quite cruel and cruel.At the end of writing, I gradually understood in my heart that I should cherish the people around me, always remember those who love you in my heart, and then let myself live happily.

Although I still feel unwilling, if he will fall in love with another woman after I leave, it is still much better than him being so sad that he can no longer be happy.

Thus, the story has a happy ending.

Hehe, I hesitate to write a tragedy at the end.Do you know what kind of ending I have in mind?Let Xiaomi die unexpectedly, her heart was donated to Yao, and then she finally became an angel and lived happily with Yi in heaven, while Yao continued to live on earth instead of Xiaomi.

Is this ending more relevant?
But, when I told this idea to a friend, she said, according to what you said, I can't live.I was surprised.She said that her first love boyfriend also left in a car accident, and she wanted to commit suicide at that time, but now she has her current boyfriend.

I wrote the ending as it is now.It's still a tacky reunion, Yao's heart was also treated successfully, and he and Xiaomi lived happily ever after.The ending of the tragedy should make more tears, but it's better to have more happiness. Isn't writing an article just to give them happiness?
I am really happy.

Hehe, especially when I finished writing and found out that the people who love me still love me and are still by my side, we are all fine.

You are also happy.

If reading this book makes you a little sad, then quickly cherish the people around you who love you.When you are with the person you like, you can act willfully and lose your temper with him, but you must know that you are happy and cherish this happiness.

Okay, now for something else.

Since the publication of the "Ming Ruo Xiaoxi" series, I have received many emails and paper letters from readers and friends.Because the publishing house is not in the same city as me, it is often a long, long time before I get your paper letters.I am very happy to see everyone's encouragement and support, but, Khan, my handwriting is very, very ugly, and I am very reluctant to write letters, and the time gap is also very long.Here to say sorry to the friends who have not received my reply, I am really sorry.

You can send me an email, the email address is[email protected] , I usually read it more often, and I will pick some out of it to reply.

In everyone's letters, hehe, I found that I am very interested in my age and appearance.Speaking of this, I regret to death that I should have been lazy for a while and took the name of the heroine of "Ming Ruo Xiaoxi" as my pen name.Ah~~~ Laziness will indeed have its retribution~~ It turns out that it is difficult for everyone to talk about it, such as "Who does Ming Xiaoxi like in the "Ming Ruo Xiaoxi" written by Ming Xiaoxi?"

sluggish ing~~
And the most serious thing is that "Ming Xiaoxi" is 16 years old, and then everyone thinks that I am also very young.Khan, solemnly declare that I am no longer young and an adult, but a woman's age is a secret, and this secret needs to be firmly kept secret.I don't dare to call myself a beauty, everyone can imagine the passerby A and passerby passing by, and it's right to be among the crowd.I don't like hanging photos, because I don't want people around me to find out that I'm "actually" writing a novel.So, sorry, sorry, bow~~~

Also, I need to thank one of my friends, Lele. Every time I finished writing a paragraph of "There Will Be an Angel Love You For Me", I would show it to her, forcing her to express her impressions and suggest revisions.Hey, it took up a lot of your time and energy, thank you, dear~~~
Finally, thank you for your support and encouragement along the way. For the stories in my heart and for you, I will continue to work hard.I hope you can always support me, and I hope that I will not let you down.

I love you.

:)
晓溪
On the morning of March 2005, 3 in the dormitory
(End of this chapter)