Angels will love you for me
Chapter 13
Chapter 13
In the following days, Yin Tangyao began to appear frequently in Auntie Cheng's ward. He kept silent and seldom spoke. He studied and did many things silently.When the drip is too fast or too slow, he will adjust it to the appropriate speed. When it is time to take the medicine, he will remember to help pour the water for Auntie Cheng to drink. When Auntie Cheng falls asleep, he will walk lightly without making a sound.
As if overnight.
Yin Tangyao has become calm and polite from a willful and domineering person.
Qi Guoguo, who returned to Shengyu after the summer vacation, was surprised by Yin Tangyao's change. She curiously asked Xiaomi all day long, what happened to make such a radical and shocking change appear in the hopeless Yin Tangyao!
It should be love.
Although Xiaomi stared blankly at her and refused to give her any answer, Qi Guoguo was almost sure that this was the absolutely correct reason.Only love can suddenly make Yin Tangyao so good and charming, only love can make Yin Tangyao focus on Xiaomi with some chilling emotions.
It seems that Xiaomi and Yin Tangyao are quite a match.
Qi Guoguo thought with satisfaction, one is like an angel and the other is like a devil, the angel saves the devil, the truth, the goodness and the beauty conquer the evil, and the world is bright.How wonderful, hehe.
Auntie Cheng fell asleep. Recently, she has been sleeping longer and longer, and her body seems to be weaker.Sitting beside the hospital bed, Xiaomi looked at her kindly sleeping face worryingly. Even though Cheng Yuan always refused to say what the disease was, she could see that her condition was slowly getting worse.
The afternoon sun streamed in quietly.
After a long time, Xiaomi stood up, and when she turned her head, she was suddenly terrified by a pair of stubborn and lonely eyes, which were as dark as a deep pool, a little cold and burning hot.Yin Tangyao stood leaning against the wall, seeing her turn her head, he avoided her eyes, silent and quiet as if he didn't exist in this world at all.
Her heart suddenly tightened and hurt!
That's it.
Are you reconciled?Is it like nothing happened?Can it really be done?She and him meet every day, like light and shadow, together forever.However, seeing him would make her so painful that she couldn't breathe. She didn't know how long she could last, but only knew that the black blood hole in her heart had no tendency to heal, but the pain became more and more intense.
Try to calm down.
Xiaomi walked gently to Yin Tangyao:
"I'm very tired."
Cheng Yuan had something to do last night, and he stayed with Aunt Cheng all night alone. There were faint dark circles under his eyes, and he looked tired and haggard.He was supposed to go back to rest in the morning, but he didn't leave and waited in the ward until she came, until now.
Yin Tangyao shook his head.
She added: "Go back and rest soon, I'm here."
He stared at her: "Aren't you going?"
"Well, I have to wait for Guoguo to come over after class before I can rest assured."
He said lightly:
"Okay, I'll wait with you."
Then he stopped talking.
Time passed slowly.
In the ward, there was only the sound of Aunt Cheng's weak breathing in sleep, the sun was shining in peacefully, and the early autumn wind was quietly cool.
Yin Tangyao leaned against the snow-white wall with his eyes closed.
He seemed exhausted.
Her lips were tightly pressed together, and there were two abnormal blushes on her cheeks.
Xiaomi looked at him with a confused heart, she knew his stubbornness and obstinacy, she used to be able to defeat his insistence, but now she didn't dare, she didn't have that kind of courage.
She clenched her fingers.
Suddenly, she noticed his clothes!
He actually—
Wear that white shirt!
The pure white shirt is made of cotton material, the white is very fresh and clean, with delicate dark lines, revealing a gentle and elegant taste.
Maybe her shocked eyes disturbed him, he opened his eyes quietly, saw her looking at the white shirt in pain, curled the corners of his lips, and said lightly:
"Why, don't you like it very much?"
"I……"
"You said I was the prettiest person in the world in a white shirt."
She bit her lips tightly, her face pale:
"sorry."
Yin Tangyao looked at her for a long while, then smiled faintly, stretched out his fingers to gently stroke her lips, and rubbed away the bluish marks on her lips: "It's okay. I said it, and I forgot everything. Everything you said before is just for nothing. Zuo told me and has nothing to do with others."
Xiaomi's heart constricted in pain.
His fingers are very soft, lingering on her lips, as soft as the waves of the moon and stars in the wind, the fingertips are cold, but the fingertips are scalding hot!
"Do you have a fever?" She whispered in surprise.
"Yes."
"When did it start?"
"Last night."
"Why didn't you say it earlier?" She was anxious and flustered, and quickly stretched out her hand to try his forehead, ah, it was really hot. "You should have told me sooner! How can you not tell me if you have a fever?!"
He held her hand and smiled lightly:
"I'm waiting for you to find out."
She opened her eyes wide: "Huh?"
"You are my girlfriend," Yin Tangyao smiled at her with flushed cheeks, pale and chapped lips, but dark and shiny eyes, "I was sick, I didn't find it, but you found it, and then you were very, very worried, That’s how you feel happy.”
Xiaomi supported his hot body with both hands, and suddenly, with an impulse, she stretched out her arms and hugged him tightly, tears welled up in her eyes.
"You'll take care of me, won't you?"
Yin Tangyao weakly put his chin on top of her head and asked softly.
*** ***
There was no one in Yin Tangyao's house, the huge house was empty and there was no sound at all.Yin Zhaoman called back and said that he would not be back until late because of a social engagement.Pei You knew that he was going to rush over immediately after he was sick, but Yin Tangyao refused, saying that he only needed Xiaomi to take care of him alone, and he didn't want anyone else to disturb him, so Pei You had no choice but to agree to come back tomorrow.
It was dark outside the window.
On the gorgeous black and white big bed, Yin Tangyao was half-sitting, with a thermometer in his mouth, two soft pillows were placed behind him, and the fluffy quilt covered his waist.The door was pushed open, and Xiaomi came in with food on a tray.
"How long does it burn?"
She put the tray on the nightstand and asked nervously.
Yin Tangyao took the thermometer out of his mouth and gave it to her, and saw her nervously checking the scale of the mercury column in front of the light. She looked and looked, and said to him with a pale face:
"39 degrees 5!"
"That's great." He smiled.
"Okay? What's the matter! It's a high fever!" Xiaomi felt that he was in a state of fever, so he stretched out his hand to touch his burning forehead and said anxiously, "Tell me quickly, where the medicines in your family are usually kept. "The fever must be reduced. Why are you so confused? He insisted on going home, but she even forgot to buy medicine.
"A high fever is a disease, and only then is it eligible to be taken care of." As he spoke, Yin Tangyao looked at the fragrant food, "What delicious food did you cook?"
A bowl of hot porridge.
A plate of fried vegetables.
A small dish of mustard.
He said dejectedly, "Is that all?"
Xiaomi picked up the porridge and said with a smile: "People who are sick should eat these. The porridge is easy to digest, and I stewed it for a long time. It is glutinous, very fragrant and delicious. Try it. Stir-fried vegetables It's very light, you have a fever, and greasy things will be uncomfortable to eat. If you can't eat green vegetables, then at least mustard will be more palatable to your appetite."
Yin Tangyao smiled childishly: "Actually, I just want to see you busy for me."
She was stunned and didn't know how to answer the words. In a panic, she handed the spoon into his hand and said, "It won't taste good when it's cold." He nodded, but under the high fever, his arms were limp and weak, The porridge almost spilled on the bed.
"You feed me, okay?"
He looked at her and said.
She hesitated a little, took the spoon, scooped out a mouthful of porridge from the bowl, blew it to make it cooler, and gently brought it to his lips.He opened his chapped lips due to the high fever, ate it, savored it carefully, and said to her with a smile:
"Really delicious."
For no reason, this sentence suddenly made Xiaomi's heart sore, she hurriedly lowered her head, and then fed him porridge.
A bowl of porridge goes down slowly.
The vegetables are almost finished.
The night outside the window is getting darker.
"Make longevity noodles for me next time." Yin Tangyao swallowed the porridge and smiled at her. "The noodles are delicious. I still want to eat them."
Longevity noodles……
Xiaomi bit her lips tightly, her head was buried low, almost buried in the bowl in her hand.
"Don't you want to make it for me?" He looked at her carefully.
"Well, I don't want to." Her voice was a little hoarse, she put the bowl back on the tray, and got up to leave.
"It turns out that the bowl of noodles was not made for me." The loneliness in his eyes flashed faintly, and he smiled cheerfully, "It's okay, I like to eat it, so make it for me more often in the future."
She froze, pinching the tray tightly with her fingers.
"Do not."
She told him.
"Why?" He froze.
She bit her lip tightly.
Yin Tangyao's pupils constricted, and his voice was cold: "I will do whatever you like me to do, I will wear whatever you like me to wear, I will eat whatever you like me to eat, and I won't care what you want me to not care about. In that case, why do you still say 'no'?"
"No!"
Xiaomi's body trembled, and the dishes on the tray also trembled and clashed. Her face was pale, but her eyes were surprisingly bright.
"I said I was wrong... I used to be all wrong... You don't need to wear white shirts, eat longevity noodles, study well, smile, behave politely, you don't need any of these! You are you, It's Yin Tangyao, not someone else, and I won't treat you as someone else, so don't do those things anymore!"
She cried, tears rolling down her cheeks.
"I like it." Yin Tangyao said lightly, "I will still do those things in the future. I like white shirts, longevity noodles, learning, and being gentle like You..."
"Liar!" She interrupted him in surprise.
He glanced at the white shirt beside the bed, his eyes were indifferent: "I didn't lie to you, I will wear it every day from now on."
Xiaomi was completely frightened!
From his demeanor and his voice, she suddenly understood that he was serious, that he would really do that!Fear seized her, and she began to tremble all over!
Do not--!
She turned her head sharply, looked at the white shirt, bit her lip desperately, and grabbed it——
With both hands--
"hiss--!"
She tore the snow-white shirt abruptly!
"you!"
Yin Tangyao roared angrily, he struggled to get up from the bed, but finally fell back heavily due to high fever and weakness.
White shirts can no longer be worn...
Xiaomi's heart ached like twists, she bowed her head, tears dripping down on the snow-white clothes.The bedroom was suffocatingly quiet, the night outside the window was pitch black, the night wind blew up the gauze curtains, and the night in early autumn would be bitingly cold.Yin Tangyao's face was cold, he closed his eyes as if he would never look at her again.
It's been a long, long time.
"you……"
She raised her head, wiped away the tears on her face with the back of her hand, walked back to the bed, and stood beside him.After only saying one word, I feel that there is no way to say a thousand words, and the pain in my heart seems to be twisted and torn.
Yin Tangyao leaned back against the head of the bed, his eyes were closed tightly, silent, his cheeks were flushed from a high fever, his lips were chapped and stained a painful purple.He didn't roar angrily like before, but his calm was even more terrifying and breathless.
"You...don't have to be like him."
Xiaomi took a deep breath, her eardrums still buzzing.
Hearing this sentence, he curled his lips and said lightly: "Without him, you would never have come to Shengyu from Qingyuan, and you would never have come to me, right?"
She was speechless.
"So, I should thank him." Yin Tangyao opened his eyes, his eyes were fragile and arrogant, "Thank him for making me meet you, if it wasn't for him, how could you treat me like an angel." He evoked a mocking smile Laughing, "He is my role model and the goal of my efforts. Why doesn't he even give me the opportunity to imitate and learn? You are a cruel person..."
She said anxiously: "You don't need to learn from me, you are you, he is him, I swear I will never..."
"What's not going to happen?" He interrupted her, "I won't try to transform me into another him, I won't get close to me just for his heart, I'll forget him completely, I'll only like me from now on No distractions?"
Xiaomi stared blankly at him.
"Impossible, right?" Yin Tangyao smiled wryly, "I hate you, why don't you even bother to lie to me anymore? As long as you say you like me, even if it's not because of him but because I like me , even if it is a lie, I will believe it."
"I……"
"Lie to me..." His throat was dry and hoarse, his lips were pale and purple, "Just lie to me once, say that you like me not all because of him..."
"..."
"Otherwise..." Otherwise, how dare I not be like him. If I am not like him at all, even if I have that heart, how long will you like me?
She bit her lips hard, her body trembling uncontrollably, the blood rushing wildly in her body, her mind went blank, and she couldn't think about anything.
"……I like you……"
Yin Tangyao froze, he heard wrong, he knew he heard wrong!It must be an auditory hallucination, right? !It's an echo of his own words, isn't it? !he……
"say it one more time!"
He stared at her, staring at her lips tightly, as long as she said it again, otherwise he would go crazy!
"I like you."
Xiaomi said it again.
It's like being violently shocked by electricity!Yin Tangyao's heart stopped beating.He stared at her blankly, like a child in a daze, with a slight sound in his throat.
half an hour.
"Is what you said true?"
He held his breath and asked softly.
Do not!
Do not! !
He shook his head desperately and smiled at her like a child who was overwhelmed with surprise and panic. He stretched out his arms to hug her: "You don't need to say it! I believe it! I know what you said is true! You like me ! You won't lie to me! You really like me..."
Holding her, Yin Tangyao slowly relaxed his head on her shoulder.Her short hair smells good, her neck smells good, and her body is soft and fragrant.He wanted to hold her like this forever, even if it was a dream, he would never wake up.However, a deep pain welled up from his eyes.
Being held in his arms, Xiaomi cried silently.
She didn't know why she was crying, she just felt that her heart was so painful that she couldn't stand it, only by crying out, letting the tears flow out, would she not be crushed and suffocated to death immediately.
The white gauze flutters gently.
The night was silent.
Soft lighting reflects the marble floor.
He hugs her.
Like children who depend on each other, he and she hug tightly.
Time grows longer...
A century may be but a blink of an eye.
*** ***
In the garden of Renai Hospital, the green lawn, the morning sun is bright and bright, the air has a tranquil fragrance of flowers, and the dewdrops shine on the tip of the grass.
Lush green trees.
There is a long wooden chair in the shade.
Xiaomi was wearing a white dress. While stroking the puppet angel in her hand, she smiled and looked into the distance. On the grass there, Yin Tangyao was pushing Aunt Cheng in a wheelchair to bask in the sun slowly.Looking at him in the golden sunlight, she felt a long-lost tranquility in her heart. No matter what the cause of this tranquility was, she wanted to keep it like this forever.
"Do you like angels?"
Pei You couldn't remember why she thought of buying this puppet angel as a gift, but she seemed to like it very much.When she is sad or absent-minded or happy, she often hugs the puppet angel and strokes its wings for a long time.
"Ah, yes." Xiaomi lowered his head, touched the angel's crystal wings with his fingers, and turned to smile at him, "I always forgot to thank you, I like it very much."
Pei You smiled: "I like angels too."
She listened with wide eyes curiously.
"From a very young age, I wished that I was an angel, with a pair of wings to fly, pure white and flawless, perfect without any flaws, and able to bring the most happiness to all the people I love." He touched embarrassingly. Touching his nose, "Does it sound naive? I know it's impossible, but I still want to be an angel until now."
"So you like to wear white clothes?"
"Hehe, yes." As the sunlight filtered through the mottled shadows under the shade of the trees, the white shirt on Pei You's body had a bright and soft halo.
"So is he."
Xiaomi said softly.
Since I was a child, Yi likes to collect all kinds of pictures about angels, likes the stories about angels, and yearns for the miracles of angels infinitely.She didn't believe it, laughed and shyly said to him that there are no angels in the world, they are all made up by adults to deceive children.
"Angels belong to one country. They must live happily, because they are surrounded by kind angels. Angels will only meet angels, even if they are demons at first, they will be turned into angels by it. Although we can't see them , but the angels can see us, and the angels want the people they guard to be happy, so as long as we are happy, the angels will be happy too."
Her words were a little messy, but Pei You understood them completely strangely.
Blue sky and white clouds.
The sunshine of early autumn.
On the grass, Yin Tangyao pushed Auntie Cheng's wheelchair, and the two of them were bathed in strands of golden light, looking as beautiful as an oil painting from a distance.
"It's reconciled, isn't it?" Pei You asked.
"……Yes."
he smiles.I'm really happy to see her and Yao back together again. Some time ago, Yao's painful and heartbroken appearance made him unbearable, and her absence as if her soul was out of her body also made him worry about it day and night.
At this moment, she quietly looked at Yao in the distance.
Pei You looked at her quietly.
Lowering his head, his eyes inadvertently fell on the puppet angel wings on her fingers, the white fingertips, the white wings...
He looks away.
Xiaomi looked at Yin Tangyao who was pushing the wheelchair on the grass, and suddenly frowned: "Why is he often sick recently?"
"Ok?"
"Several heart attacks, and a high fever a few days ago. Didn't you have a heart transplant? Then you should be cured." She said worriedly, "Yi's heart is healthy, it shouldn't be..."
"It takes a long recovery period after a heart transplant, and there may be repetitions and rejections..." Pei You was startled when he was talking, he thought of something that Yao asked him to investigate but he was unable to find out. , A strange and terrifying thought emerged from his mind!
"That's right, what do you need to pay attention to on weekdays?"
she asked hastily.
At this moment--
Aunt Cheng, who was in a wheelchair in the distance, waved to them with a smile.
Xiaomi saw it, waved back quickly, and then ran over.
In a hurry, the white puppet angel was forgotten by her on the bench, lying alone.Pei You was startled, and reached out to pick it up, touching its wings with his fingers, feeling a little cool to the touch.
The bushes beside the grass are full of purple flowers, one by one, in clusters, and the flower branches are very low, you can only find them by squatting down.It is light purple, as thick as a little finger and as long as a knuckle. It is said to be a flower, but in fact it does not have flowers, and the fragrance is not strong at all, but the purple flowers and green stems and leaves have a fresh and refined beauty.
"This is lavender."
Aunt Cheng smiled kindly and said, her voice was a little weak, but she was in good spirits.
"Lavender?"
Xiaomi's eyes widened in surprise, and she couldn't help but lie down on the purple flowers, staring at them without blinking, then put her nose up to smell their fragrance.I have heard of lavender countless times in TV and novels, and I always think this kind of flower is really romantic. This is the first time I saw it with my own eyes, and it turned out to be it.
"Strange," she sniffed and scratched her hair in doubt, "Why isn't it fragrant? Isn't lavender a very commonly used aromatherapy material? Why can't I smell its fragrance at all?" She said, thinking I wanted to get closer to smell it, but I accidentally leaned forward too much, and fell straight into the flowers!
At this time, Pei You who was walking saw her, and subconsciously stretched out his hand to pull her, but he was too far away, and it was too late.
A figure flashed out!
Xiaomi stumbled awkwardly on top of the man.
The man put his arms around her.
"boom--!"
A loud bang!
The tall figure fell heavily on his back in the bushes, and the messy branches and leaves hit him. On the muddy ground, there were green leaves on his forehead, some mud stuck to his face, his shirt was scratched by thorny branches, his whole body People look miserable.
Purple lavender chuckled in the wind.
"Hey! What are you laughing at!"
Yin Tangyao struggled to sit up, embarrassed and annoyed, without even thinking about it, he raised his hand and slammed Xiaomi on the forehead.Only then did she realize, oh my god, she was actually laughing, cough, it was too inappropriate, she quickly covered her mouth and said in shame:
"I'm sorry, thank you."
Yin Tangyao stared at her:
"Fool!"
"Oh." She lowered her head helplessly.Well, who made her really stupid.
"idiot!"
"... Oh." Even if that's the case, a scolding would be enough.
"You want to die! Stupid idiot! Idiot idiot!"
Yin Tangyao roared angrily, his face flushed slightly.
Xiaomi was overwhelmed by his yelling, and stared at him blankly, wondering if it would be too rude to the "savior" if he yelled back.
Looking at him, her heart suddenly tightened.
Ah, he seems to have returned to the previous Yin Tangyao.At this moment, she knew clearly that she didn't want him to become so polite and excellent, she wanted to see him as lazy, sleepy, reckless and rough-headed as before, that kind of Yin Tangyao is the real Yin Tangyao.
"Stupid! Get up!" Yin Tangyao shouted with a blushing face.
Xiaomi continued to be dazed.
"what--"
Suddenly, she exclaimed!She was so ashamed, she finally understood why he yelled!As he jumped to protect her, she didn't fall to the ground in pain, but sat on his lap.Her buttocks sat on his lap with no bias, close to his abdomen, the heat came through from his body, her face flushed red, and the heat between the two seemed to be filled with an egg Ready to steam right away.
in confusion.
She looked at him shyly and quietly.
Yin Tangyao's face was blushing, the diamonds on his nose sparkled attractively, and the annoyance in his eyes was shining brightly. When he noticed her peeking, he gave her a harder look.
Pei You smiled and stretched out his hand. He first pulled up Xiaomi, then Yin Tangyao, and patted Yao on the shoulder. He smiled and said nothing.
In the wheelchair, Aunt Cheng asked with concern:
"Did you fall?"
Yin Tangyao told her that she was not injured, so he slapped off the dirt and broken branches on his body, and looked at Xiaomi while he was slapping.
Aunt Cheng looked lovingly at the three lovely young people in front of her:
"The aroma of lavender itself is very weak, but after refining, its aroma comes out. Just like the child Yin Tangyao."
"Huh?" Xiaomi was surprised.
Yin Tangyao and Pei You looked at Aunt Cheng in puzzlement.
Auntie Cheng smiled and said to Yin Tangyao: "You have a kind and easily moved heart, but you just like to hide it with willful domineering. Just like lavender, you will only treat people who like you and walk into you. Show her your heart."
Xiaomi was stunned.
"I didn't!" Yin Tangyao shouted, his cheeks flushed red.
Auntie Cheng held Xiaomi's hand with a weak and kind smile:
"Treasure him."
Xiaomi was dumbfounded and didn't know what reaction was appropriate. Although Auntie Cheng's hands were weak, there was a kind of gentle persistence.
"Don't hurt each other anymore, stop stubbornly persisting, and cherish what you can cherish now. If you cherish him, he will become an angel who is happy and can bring happiness to many people; if you give up on him..."
Aunt Cheng didn't continue, she shook her head slowly, thinking that she probably talked too much.
"Angel?"
Is it an angel...
Xiaomi stared blankly at Yin Tangyao beside him, the diamonds on his nose shone in the sunlight, dazzling light, as pure as an angel.
*** ***
Oasis Snack Bar.
There are dozens of small wooden signs hanging behind the counter, on which are written all kinds of snacks, such as "Osmanthus brewed rice wine", "bean curd", "noodle nest", "northern dumplings", "shuijianbao", "egg noodles". liquor"……
"What do you want to eat?"
Xiaomi smiled and looked at Yin Tangyao who was staring blankly at the small wooden signs, and said, "You can eat whatever you want, I invite you to eat! The food here is quite delicious!"
The snack bar was full of customers, most of whom were students of St. Elm College, and the noise made the place bustling like a market.Probably it should be really delicious. There is not even a single empty table in the store before the peak meal time. If you want to eat, you have to wait.
So Yin Tangyao was a little depressed.
When she said she was going to invite him to dinner, he thought that at least he would go to a quiet place. It didn't matter if the food was good or not, as long as he could be quiet and watch her and listen to her.Who knows, she brought him to the oasis snack bar next to the school.Originally prepared to protest, but seeing her cheerful appearance, the voice of protest was finally strangled in her throat.
"do not know."
"Uh?"
"I haven't eaten it before, so I don't know what is delicious." Yin Tangyao stared at the unfamiliar snack names.The price is so cheap, the taste must not be so delicious.
"Haven't eaten it? Many of them are very famous snacks!"
"...Because I was sick before..."
"Ah, I'm sorry." She scratched her hair embarrassingly, really reckless.
"do you like eating it?"
"Yeah!" She nodded vigorously.
"Then order all of them," Yin Tangyao waved to the waiter, "Hello!"
"No!" Xiaomi hastily pulled his arm down, "How can you eat all of them? Hehe, then how about this, you go to reserve a seat first, and I'll be in charge of buying."
"You?" He was a little confused, "Don't you just sit down and order for the waiter?"
When Yin Tangyao glared away a couple who had finished eating but were still in love with each other and refused to leave with his cold and fierce eyes, he sat on his seat, thinking that Xiaomi would come soon, but who knew that the next time would be just... Seeing her turning around in the store like a spinning top, she was sweating from running.
Oasis Snack Bar is a strange place.
Ordinary restaurants just order the meal and wait for the waiter to serve it. Here, customers are required to buy a menu of various snacks and then pick it up by themselves.The porridge is in the window on the right wall, the powder is in the window on the left wall, the noodles and wontons are outside the store, the hot and sour noodles are hidden in the window in the back room, and the chopsticks, spoons, small plates, vinegar, etc. are in the window. Different places, first-timers will definitely be confused.He already felt dizzy just watching her running in and out.
She ran over and put a dish on the table.
Then run away.
I ran over to put a plate of things again.
run away again.
I ran over to put another bowl of something.
Run away again.
I ran over to put a plate of things again.
keep running.
……
Yin Tangyao frowned, restrained the anger in his body, and said to the waiter who was leisurely wiping the table next to him:
"come here!"
The waiter turned his head to look at him, and seeing that his table was not dirty, he turned back and continued to wipe the table slowly, humming a little tune.
"Hey! Are you an idiot? Did I tell you to come here?!" Anger was burning, and Yin Tangyao glared at the waiter, his voice grinding out from between his teeth.
"What?"
Pointing to Xiaomi who hurried out to get things again, Yin Tangyao took a deep breath, patiently not letting himself get angry, and said in a deep voice, "Didn't you see that she needs help? Go!"
The waiter shrugged his shoulders and said, "I'm only in charge of cleaning." After speaking, he still slowly wiped the rubbish on the table into the trash can.
Yin Tangyao is completely angry!
He stood up abruptly, with veins popping out of his forehead, clenched his fists, and his knuckles creaked.The guests next to him looked at him in horror, only to see sparks of anger splashing out from the eyes of this tall and handsome boy. The next moment, the next moment, violence will happen in the Oasis Snack Bar!
Everyone broke into a cold sweat for the waiter.
The other waiters were also dumbfounded.
but--
Yin Tangyao took a deep breath, and another deep breath, trying to restrain himself until he forcibly suppressed the anger in his eyes.
He sat down sullenly.
He clenched his fingers stiffly and sat depressed, unaware that Xiaomi had returned and had seen everything.
A bowl of sweet-scented osmanthus rice wine was placed on the table.
Yin Tangyao remained silent, looked at her, and remained silent.
"Okay, everything is ready, you can start eating!"
Xiaomi said with a smile.
Yin Tangyao looked sullenly at the table full of snacks.
"Did you...just want to hit someone?" She suddenly tilted her head to look at him.
"..."
"Why don't you want to hit him again?"
"..." He stared at her with a dim light in his eyes.
Xiaomi bit her lip, her heart ached, but immediately she smiled as if she didn't notice:
"Then are you still angry?"
"No."
"But you obviously seem to be angry." She scratched her hair in doubt.
"If I say no, there is no!"
She thought for a while and showed a cute smile: "Are you happy then?"
"Why be happy?"
"Because you said that you like to see me busy for you." She looked at him with a smile, her eyes were clear and transparent, and her short hair was soft and fluffy.
Yin Tangyao was stunned.
"Did you see? I went back and forth many times to buy these snacks. Look, my forehead is covered with sweat. Are you happy?" she said mischievously.
"Fool!"
There was a hot flash in his chest, and his fingers clenched.
Xiaomi stuck out her tongue, still smiling and not angry at all.
"That's why you came here?" Yin Tangyao's voice was hard, but there was a strange light in his eyes.In other restaurants, customers just have to sit and wait, and she has no chance to bring food to him in person.is that so?
"Well, part of it... and the snacks here are really delicious!" She excitedly began to introduce the food on the table, "This is noodle nest, this is glutinous rice chicken, this is sweet-scented osmanthus rice wine... "
Assortment of snacks on the table.
Her thin white fingers introduced happily.
Yin Tangyao looked at her.
Xiaomi suddenly fell silent, raised her head, stared at him, the smile on her lips gradually disappeared, she said softly:
"do you know?"
"...?"
"I'm also very happy……"
Yin Tangyao was slightly taken aback.
"Just now you were very angry because of that waiter, but... I feel very happy..." Her eyelashes were dark, and her eyes were black and white, "This is you, isn't it, although it's not good to be angry, but this It's Yin Tangyao, right?"
He stares at her.
"Thank you." She smiled again, "I like the original Yin Tangyao, and I also like the Yin Tangyao who has learned to control his temper...I'm stupid, I don't know how to say it...But, I really want to thank you..."
like……
Do you like it...
The diamonds on the nose sparkle with dazzling brilliance.
He stared at her.
She stared at him.
Her eyes were as clear as water, without evasion or dodge, she smiled at him quietly, that smile was like a happy flower.
……
"Eat! Idiot, if you don't eat it, it will be cold!"
Yin Tangyao said nervously, without looking at her, he picked up a dimple and wanted to put it in his mouth, but his stiff fingers dropped it to the table with a "plop".
She laughed.
"What are you laughing at! I want to die!"
Angrily, he reached out and knocked her head hard, several times in a row, until she begged for mercy.
"What's this called?"
"Glutinous rice chicken."
Yin Tangyao took several bites and looked at it strangely: "Are you sure it's called glutinous rice chicken?"
"Yes."
He glared at her: "You lied to me, right?! There is only glutinous rice here, where there is chicken, it should be called glutinous rice balls!"
"Hehe," Xiaomi clapped his hands and laughed loudly, "that is to say, I was just like you at the beginning! When I first came to Shengyu and saw glutinous rice chicken being sold in the cafeteria, I was very surprised. Such a big piece of 'chicken' only costs [-] cents. Hurry up! I bought two yuan to eat, but I couldn’t eat chicken when I ate left and right. However, it is indeed called glutinous rice chicken, which is strange.”
"It's very strange..."
"Try it. This is sweet-scented osmanthus rice wine. It's delicious. It has the aroma of sweet-scented osmanthus, and the taste of rice wine is light and refreshing."
"Well, it's delicious." Yin Tangyao smiled, "Every autumn, the campus of St. Elm will be full of sweet-scented osmanthus. I have seen the masters in the cafeteria spread a piece of cloth under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree, and then shake the branches vigorously, and many will fall. flowers. After they dried the sweet-scented osmanthus, some of them were used to make rice wine."
"Is that how it was done?" She was a little worried, "Then do they clean it? Will there be ash that is dirtier?"
"I don't know that."
"Oh." She was stunned.
"Hey, this is delicious!"
"It's called bean curd." Xiaomi quickly explained, "It's also a special product. Inside is glutinous rice with diced meat, tofu, diced mushrooms, and outside...it seems to be fried with eggs and something. It's delicious, right? But don't eat it." If you eat too much, you will feel a little tired..."
The oasis snack bar is full of noise, lively programs are playing on the TV, customers are walking around in the aisle, and the aroma of food permeates the air.Yin Tangyao sat and ate with her face to face, and listened to her happily introducing various snacks. She kept putting bean curds and noodle nests on his plate, nagging that this tastes better with vinegar, and that it tastes better with hot sauce. smell.
Yin Tangyao ate a lot.
He ate a lot of every snack she bought.
delicious.
really tasty.
Those snacks were so delicious that his heart seemed to be full, and Yin Tangyao suddenly couldn't speak anymore, because he was afraid that the blood rushing in his body would spurt out from his chest.
Until a long time passed.
Yin Tangyao discovered a strange thing——
"Why don't you eat?"
"I'll eat it after you finish eating." She said with a smile, as if it was a matter of course.Because she was afraid of waste, she didn't buy much of everything, and she didn't know which one would suit his appetite. She would eat the rest after he finished eating what he liked.
"you……"
"It's okay, I've eaten them all before. You haven't, so you have to try them all!"
Yin Tangyao stared at her for a long time, unable to speak. Suddenly, he got up suddenly, strode towards the snack counter, and threw a sentence to her viciously:
"Sit still and don't move!"
Xiaomi was at a loss.
After a while, she understood.
Yin Tangyao began to run around the Oasis snack bar non-stop. He bought bean curd, sweet-scented osmanthus rice wine, glutinous rice chicken, fried buns, vegetarian fried noodles, beef fried noodles, hot and sour noodles, northern dumplings, wontons, flying cakes, cold noodles , glutinous rice balls, Yangzhou fried rice, crock pot chicken soup...
He bought all the snacks in the store!
The food was piled high on the table, and all the waiters and guests looked over in dumbfounded. Xiaomi tried to stop him several times, but he pushed him back to his seat ferociously.
After a few 10 minutes.
Yin Tangyao finally sat back opposite Xiaomi again:
"Okay, let's eat."
She stared at him blankly.
"Eat quickly, it's getting cold!" He continued to eat sullenly, growling to her.
"……thanks."
"Shut up! Eat!" His voice was more fierce than before.
But how can you eat so many things?
When Xiaomi ate until her stomach burst, she finally groaned and leaned on the back of the chair, ready to pack the rest of the snacks home, when she looked up, only to find that Yin Tangyao was staring at herself in ecstasy.
How long has he been looking at her like this.
she does not know.
But there is a kind of stubbornness in his eyes, and there is also a kind of happiness, that kind of happiness that is as colorful as soap bubbles but can be broken with a light touch, because it is fragile, the persistence is even more thrilling.
She was startled.
Yin Tangyao turned his head sideways, and when he looked at her again, the expression on his face was as natural as if it was just her hallucination.
"Hey, look, I'm useless! You have to eat all these things!" He said with a straight face.
"What?!" She was dumbfounded.
"unless……"
"...?"
"Unless you've found your favorite food."
"..." Xiaomi's face suddenly turned pale, and her body trembled slightly without being noticed.
"Do you have a favorite food?"
Yin Tangyao looked at her, he wanted to know everything about her, what he likes to eat, what dreams he has, where he wants to play, which song he likes the most... He wants to know everything about her.
"No."
She shook her head and smiled, her lips were slightly pale, but the smile still looked natural.
"Millet?"
"Huh?" She smiled.
"Did I ask something wrong?"
"No, it's just that I don't have anything I particularly like to eat." She quickly smiled more happily.
Yin Tangyao lifted her chin with his fingers, and looked at her deeply: "If I asked something wrong, please tell me."
"……No."
"what is your favourite food?"
"……No."
"You don't have a favorite food?"
"No."
"..."
"..."
"If you don't like me asking, if you don't want to tell me, just say it directly, why did you lie to me?" His fingers squeezed tightly on her chin, cold and cold.
"I... don't have anything I like to eat..."
She took a deep breath and said.
Her answer made Yin Tangyao go cold all over.
It's just a simple question, isn't it?What did he ask wrong?In other words, even such a simple matter, she just wanted to share it with the boy from before, and he was not qualified to know.
"You don't want to tell me, do you?"
His fingers were as cold as ice.
Her lips trembled slightly, and tears flickered from the corners of her eyes:
"I……"
He waited for her for a while.
But she said nothing more.
Yin Tangyao withdrew his hand, he took a deep breath, and a very faint smile appeared on the corner of his lips, which seemed bitter and self-deprecating.
He said lightly: "But I have a favorite thing to eat."
"..."
"I like the longevity noodles made by you the most."
After finishing speaking, Yin Tangyao walked out of the Oasis Snack Bar with a stiff back.
Xiaomi sat blankly.
The food on the table was already cold, and there were fewer and fewer customers in the snack bar. The shop became deserted and deserted, only the TV program was making noise.
She closed her eyes.
favorite food...
Her lashes quivered on her pale face.
Do not……
Don't think about it, otherwise, she will die, she will die...
Tears slowly slid down her cheeks, slowly, the tears soaked her pale lips, salty and cold, lying on the table, she cried silently...
The night is dark.
Street lamps dimly illuminate the street.
In a dark and secluded corner—
A tall boy stood alone and cold for a long, long time.
Through the glass door of the Oasis Snack Bar, he could see the girl in the white skirt lying on the table with her shoulders twitching slightly.
He looks at her.
Lips tightened painfully.
He can see her.
But the people in the store couldn't see him shrouded in night from the light.
The glass doors of the snack bar opened and closed in the night.
Yin Tangyao stood stiffly in the darkness.
She was crying in the bright store, tears and sadness seemed within reach, but the glass door blocked him and her, opened and closed the glass door, the night wind blew by, and the street lights reflected coldness on the glass cold light.
Why, why did she refuse to tell him anything, if he didn't have time to participate in her past, would he never have the chance to participate?
(End of this chapter)
In the following days, Yin Tangyao began to appear frequently in Auntie Cheng's ward. He kept silent and seldom spoke. He studied and did many things silently.When the drip is too fast or too slow, he will adjust it to the appropriate speed. When it is time to take the medicine, he will remember to help pour the water for Auntie Cheng to drink. When Auntie Cheng falls asleep, he will walk lightly without making a sound.
As if overnight.
Yin Tangyao has become calm and polite from a willful and domineering person.
Qi Guoguo, who returned to Shengyu after the summer vacation, was surprised by Yin Tangyao's change. She curiously asked Xiaomi all day long, what happened to make such a radical and shocking change appear in the hopeless Yin Tangyao!
It should be love.
Although Xiaomi stared blankly at her and refused to give her any answer, Qi Guoguo was almost sure that this was the absolutely correct reason.Only love can suddenly make Yin Tangyao so good and charming, only love can make Yin Tangyao focus on Xiaomi with some chilling emotions.
It seems that Xiaomi and Yin Tangyao are quite a match.
Qi Guoguo thought with satisfaction, one is like an angel and the other is like a devil, the angel saves the devil, the truth, the goodness and the beauty conquer the evil, and the world is bright.How wonderful, hehe.
Auntie Cheng fell asleep. Recently, she has been sleeping longer and longer, and her body seems to be weaker.Sitting beside the hospital bed, Xiaomi looked at her kindly sleeping face worryingly. Even though Cheng Yuan always refused to say what the disease was, she could see that her condition was slowly getting worse.
The afternoon sun streamed in quietly.
After a long time, Xiaomi stood up, and when she turned her head, she was suddenly terrified by a pair of stubborn and lonely eyes, which were as dark as a deep pool, a little cold and burning hot.Yin Tangyao stood leaning against the wall, seeing her turn her head, he avoided her eyes, silent and quiet as if he didn't exist in this world at all.
Her heart suddenly tightened and hurt!
That's it.
Are you reconciled?Is it like nothing happened?Can it really be done?She and him meet every day, like light and shadow, together forever.However, seeing him would make her so painful that she couldn't breathe. She didn't know how long she could last, but only knew that the black blood hole in her heart had no tendency to heal, but the pain became more and more intense.
Try to calm down.
Xiaomi walked gently to Yin Tangyao:
"I'm very tired."
Cheng Yuan had something to do last night, and he stayed with Aunt Cheng all night alone. There were faint dark circles under his eyes, and he looked tired and haggard.He was supposed to go back to rest in the morning, but he didn't leave and waited in the ward until she came, until now.
Yin Tangyao shook his head.
She added: "Go back and rest soon, I'm here."
He stared at her: "Aren't you going?"
"Well, I have to wait for Guoguo to come over after class before I can rest assured."
He said lightly:
"Okay, I'll wait with you."
Then he stopped talking.
Time passed slowly.
In the ward, there was only the sound of Aunt Cheng's weak breathing in sleep, the sun was shining in peacefully, and the early autumn wind was quietly cool.
Yin Tangyao leaned against the snow-white wall with his eyes closed.
He seemed exhausted.
Her lips were tightly pressed together, and there were two abnormal blushes on her cheeks.
Xiaomi looked at him with a confused heart, she knew his stubbornness and obstinacy, she used to be able to defeat his insistence, but now she didn't dare, she didn't have that kind of courage.
She clenched her fingers.
Suddenly, she noticed his clothes!
He actually—
Wear that white shirt!
The pure white shirt is made of cotton material, the white is very fresh and clean, with delicate dark lines, revealing a gentle and elegant taste.
Maybe her shocked eyes disturbed him, he opened his eyes quietly, saw her looking at the white shirt in pain, curled the corners of his lips, and said lightly:
"Why, don't you like it very much?"
"I……"
"You said I was the prettiest person in the world in a white shirt."
She bit her lips tightly, her face pale:
"sorry."
Yin Tangyao looked at her for a long while, then smiled faintly, stretched out his fingers to gently stroke her lips, and rubbed away the bluish marks on her lips: "It's okay. I said it, and I forgot everything. Everything you said before is just for nothing. Zuo told me and has nothing to do with others."
Xiaomi's heart constricted in pain.
His fingers are very soft, lingering on her lips, as soft as the waves of the moon and stars in the wind, the fingertips are cold, but the fingertips are scalding hot!
"Do you have a fever?" She whispered in surprise.
"Yes."
"When did it start?"
"Last night."
"Why didn't you say it earlier?" She was anxious and flustered, and quickly stretched out her hand to try his forehead, ah, it was really hot. "You should have told me sooner! How can you not tell me if you have a fever?!"
He held her hand and smiled lightly:
"I'm waiting for you to find out."
She opened her eyes wide: "Huh?"
"You are my girlfriend," Yin Tangyao smiled at her with flushed cheeks, pale and chapped lips, but dark and shiny eyes, "I was sick, I didn't find it, but you found it, and then you were very, very worried, That’s how you feel happy.”
Xiaomi supported his hot body with both hands, and suddenly, with an impulse, she stretched out her arms and hugged him tightly, tears welled up in her eyes.
"You'll take care of me, won't you?"
Yin Tangyao weakly put his chin on top of her head and asked softly.
*** ***
There was no one in Yin Tangyao's house, the huge house was empty and there was no sound at all.Yin Zhaoman called back and said that he would not be back until late because of a social engagement.Pei You knew that he was going to rush over immediately after he was sick, but Yin Tangyao refused, saying that he only needed Xiaomi to take care of him alone, and he didn't want anyone else to disturb him, so Pei You had no choice but to agree to come back tomorrow.
It was dark outside the window.
On the gorgeous black and white big bed, Yin Tangyao was half-sitting, with a thermometer in his mouth, two soft pillows were placed behind him, and the fluffy quilt covered his waist.The door was pushed open, and Xiaomi came in with food on a tray.
"How long does it burn?"
She put the tray on the nightstand and asked nervously.
Yin Tangyao took the thermometer out of his mouth and gave it to her, and saw her nervously checking the scale of the mercury column in front of the light. She looked and looked, and said to him with a pale face:
"39 degrees 5!"
"That's great." He smiled.
"Okay? What's the matter! It's a high fever!" Xiaomi felt that he was in a state of fever, so he stretched out his hand to touch his burning forehead and said anxiously, "Tell me quickly, where the medicines in your family are usually kept. "The fever must be reduced. Why are you so confused? He insisted on going home, but she even forgot to buy medicine.
"A high fever is a disease, and only then is it eligible to be taken care of." As he spoke, Yin Tangyao looked at the fragrant food, "What delicious food did you cook?"
A bowl of hot porridge.
A plate of fried vegetables.
A small dish of mustard.
He said dejectedly, "Is that all?"
Xiaomi picked up the porridge and said with a smile: "People who are sick should eat these. The porridge is easy to digest, and I stewed it for a long time. It is glutinous, very fragrant and delicious. Try it. Stir-fried vegetables It's very light, you have a fever, and greasy things will be uncomfortable to eat. If you can't eat green vegetables, then at least mustard will be more palatable to your appetite."
Yin Tangyao smiled childishly: "Actually, I just want to see you busy for me."
She was stunned and didn't know how to answer the words. In a panic, she handed the spoon into his hand and said, "It won't taste good when it's cold." He nodded, but under the high fever, his arms were limp and weak, The porridge almost spilled on the bed.
"You feed me, okay?"
He looked at her and said.
She hesitated a little, took the spoon, scooped out a mouthful of porridge from the bowl, blew it to make it cooler, and gently brought it to his lips.He opened his chapped lips due to the high fever, ate it, savored it carefully, and said to her with a smile:
"Really delicious."
For no reason, this sentence suddenly made Xiaomi's heart sore, she hurriedly lowered her head, and then fed him porridge.
A bowl of porridge goes down slowly.
The vegetables are almost finished.
The night outside the window is getting darker.
"Make longevity noodles for me next time." Yin Tangyao swallowed the porridge and smiled at her. "The noodles are delicious. I still want to eat them."
Longevity noodles……
Xiaomi bit her lips tightly, her head was buried low, almost buried in the bowl in her hand.
"Don't you want to make it for me?" He looked at her carefully.
"Well, I don't want to." Her voice was a little hoarse, she put the bowl back on the tray, and got up to leave.
"It turns out that the bowl of noodles was not made for me." The loneliness in his eyes flashed faintly, and he smiled cheerfully, "It's okay, I like to eat it, so make it for me more often in the future."
She froze, pinching the tray tightly with her fingers.
"Do not."
She told him.
"Why?" He froze.
She bit her lip tightly.
Yin Tangyao's pupils constricted, and his voice was cold: "I will do whatever you like me to do, I will wear whatever you like me to wear, I will eat whatever you like me to eat, and I won't care what you want me to not care about. In that case, why do you still say 'no'?"
"No!"
Xiaomi's body trembled, and the dishes on the tray also trembled and clashed. Her face was pale, but her eyes were surprisingly bright.
"I said I was wrong... I used to be all wrong... You don't need to wear white shirts, eat longevity noodles, study well, smile, behave politely, you don't need any of these! You are you, It's Yin Tangyao, not someone else, and I won't treat you as someone else, so don't do those things anymore!"
She cried, tears rolling down her cheeks.
"I like it." Yin Tangyao said lightly, "I will still do those things in the future. I like white shirts, longevity noodles, learning, and being gentle like You..."
"Liar!" She interrupted him in surprise.
He glanced at the white shirt beside the bed, his eyes were indifferent: "I didn't lie to you, I will wear it every day from now on."
Xiaomi was completely frightened!
From his demeanor and his voice, she suddenly understood that he was serious, that he would really do that!Fear seized her, and she began to tremble all over!
Do not--!
She turned her head sharply, looked at the white shirt, bit her lip desperately, and grabbed it——
With both hands--
"hiss--!"
She tore the snow-white shirt abruptly!
"you!"
Yin Tangyao roared angrily, he struggled to get up from the bed, but finally fell back heavily due to high fever and weakness.
White shirts can no longer be worn...
Xiaomi's heart ached like twists, she bowed her head, tears dripping down on the snow-white clothes.The bedroom was suffocatingly quiet, the night outside the window was pitch black, the night wind blew up the gauze curtains, and the night in early autumn would be bitingly cold.Yin Tangyao's face was cold, he closed his eyes as if he would never look at her again.
It's been a long, long time.
"you……"
She raised her head, wiped away the tears on her face with the back of her hand, walked back to the bed, and stood beside him.After only saying one word, I feel that there is no way to say a thousand words, and the pain in my heart seems to be twisted and torn.
Yin Tangyao leaned back against the head of the bed, his eyes were closed tightly, silent, his cheeks were flushed from a high fever, his lips were chapped and stained a painful purple.He didn't roar angrily like before, but his calm was even more terrifying and breathless.
"You...don't have to be like him."
Xiaomi took a deep breath, her eardrums still buzzing.
Hearing this sentence, he curled his lips and said lightly: "Without him, you would never have come to Shengyu from Qingyuan, and you would never have come to me, right?"
She was speechless.
"So, I should thank him." Yin Tangyao opened his eyes, his eyes were fragile and arrogant, "Thank him for making me meet you, if it wasn't for him, how could you treat me like an angel." He evoked a mocking smile Laughing, "He is my role model and the goal of my efforts. Why doesn't he even give me the opportunity to imitate and learn? You are a cruel person..."
She said anxiously: "You don't need to learn from me, you are you, he is him, I swear I will never..."
"What's not going to happen?" He interrupted her, "I won't try to transform me into another him, I won't get close to me just for his heart, I'll forget him completely, I'll only like me from now on No distractions?"
Xiaomi stared blankly at him.
"Impossible, right?" Yin Tangyao smiled wryly, "I hate you, why don't you even bother to lie to me anymore? As long as you say you like me, even if it's not because of him but because I like me , even if it is a lie, I will believe it."
"I……"
"Lie to me..." His throat was dry and hoarse, his lips were pale and purple, "Just lie to me once, say that you like me not all because of him..."
"..."
"Otherwise..." Otherwise, how dare I not be like him. If I am not like him at all, even if I have that heart, how long will you like me?
She bit her lips hard, her body trembling uncontrollably, the blood rushing wildly in her body, her mind went blank, and she couldn't think about anything.
"……I like you……"
Yin Tangyao froze, he heard wrong, he knew he heard wrong!It must be an auditory hallucination, right? !It's an echo of his own words, isn't it? !he……
"say it one more time!"
He stared at her, staring at her lips tightly, as long as she said it again, otherwise he would go crazy!
"I like you."
Xiaomi said it again.
It's like being violently shocked by electricity!Yin Tangyao's heart stopped beating.He stared at her blankly, like a child in a daze, with a slight sound in his throat.
half an hour.
"Is what you said true?"
He held his breath and asked softly.
Do not!
Do not! !
He shook his head desperately and smiled at her like a child who was overwhelmed with surprise and panic. He stretched out his arms to hug her: "You don't need to say it! I believe it! I know what you said is true! You like me ! You won't lie to me! You really like me..."
Holding her, Yin Tangyao slowly relaxed his head on her shoulder.Her short hair smells good, her neck smells good, and her body is soft and fragrant.He wanted to hold her like this forever, even if it was a dream, he would never wake up.However, a deep pain welled up from his eyes.
Being held in his arms, Xiaomi cried silently.
She didn't know why she was crying, she just felt that her heart was so painful that she couldn't stand it, only by crying out, letting the tears flow out, would she not be crushed and suffocated to death immediately.
The white gauze flutters gently.
The night was silent.
Soft lighting reflects the marble floor.
He hugs her.
Like children who depend on each other, he and she hug tightly.
Time grows longer...
A century may be but a blink of an eye.
*** ***
In the garden of Renai Hospital, the green lawn, the morning sun is bright and bright, the air has a tranquil fragrance of flowers, and the dewdrops shine on the tip of the grass.
Lush green trees.
There is a long wooden chair in the shade.
Xiaomi was wearing a white dress. While stroking the puppet angel in her hand, she smiled and looked into the distance. On the grass there, Yin Tangyao was pushing Aunt Cheng in a wheelchair to bask in the sun slowly.Looking at him in the golden sunlight, she felt a long-lost tranquility in her heart. No matter what the cause of this tranquility was, she wanted to keep it like this forever.
"Do you like angels?"
Pei You couldn't remember why she thought of buying this puppet angel as a gift, but she seemed to like it very much.When she is sad or absent-minded or happy, she often hugs the puppet angel and strokes its wings for a long time.
"Ah, yes." Xiaomi lowered his head, touched the angel's crystal wings with his fingers, and turned to smile at him, "I always forgot to thank you, I like it very much."
Pei You smiled: "I like angels too."
She listened with wide eyes curiously.
"From a very young age, I wished that I was an angel, with a pair of wings to fly, pure white and flawless, perfect without any flaws, and able to bring the most happiness to all the people I love." He touched embarrassingly. Touching his nose, "Does it sound naive? I know it's impossible, but I still want to be an angel until now."
"So you like to wear white clothes?"
"Hehe, yes." As the sunlight filtered through the mottled shadows under the shade of the trees, the white shirt on Pei You's body had a bright and soft halo.
"So is he."
Xiaomi said softly.
Since I was a child, Yi likes to collect all kinds of pictures about angels, likes the stories about angels, and yearns for the miracles of angels infinitely.She didn't believe it, laughed and shyly said to him that there are no angels in the world, they are all made up by adults to deceive children.
"Angels belong to one country. They must live happily, because they are surrounded by kind angels. Angels will only meet angels, even if they are demons at first, they will be turned into angels by it. Although we can't see them , but the angels can see us, and the angels want the people they guard to be happy, so as long as we are happy, the angels will be happy too."
Her words were a little messy, but Pei You understood them completely strangely.
Blue sky and white clouds.
The sunshine of early autumn.
On the grass, Yin Tangyao pushed Auntie Cheng's wheelchair, and the two of them were bathed in strands of golden light, looking as beautiful as an oil painting from a distance.
"It's reconciled, isn't it?" Pei You asked.
"……Yes."
he smiles.I'm really happy to see her and Yao back together again. Some time ago, Yao's painful and heartbroken appearance made him unbearable, and her absence as if her soul was out of her body also made him worry about it day and night.
At this moment, she quietly looked at Yao in the distance.
Pei You looked at her quietly.
Lowering his head, his eyes inadvertently fell on the puppet angel wings on her fingers, the white fingertips, the white wings...
He looks away.
Xiaomi looked at Yin Tangyao who was pushing the wheelchair on the grass, and suddenly frowned: "Why is he often sick recently?"
"Ok?"
"Several heart attacks, and a high fever a few days ago. Didn't you have a heart transplant? Then you should be cured." She said worriedly, "Yi's heart is healthy, it shouldn't be..."
"It takes a long recovery period after a heart transplant, and there may be repetitions and rejections..." Pei You was startled when he was talking, he thought of something that Yao asked him to investigate but he was unable to find out. , A strange and terrifying thought emerged from his mind!
"That's right, what do you need to pay attention to on weekdays?"
she asked hastily.
At this moment--
Aunt Cheng, who was in a wheelchair in the distance, waved to them with a smile.
Xiaomi saw it, waved back quickly, and then ran over.
In a hurry, the white puppet angel was forgotten by her on the bench, lying alone.Pei You was startled, and reached out to pick it up, touching its wings with his fingers, feeling a little cool to the touch.
The bushes beside the grass are full of purple flowers, one by one, in clusters, and the flower branches are very low, you can only find them by squatting down.It is light purple, as thick as a little finger and as long as a knuckle. It is said to be a flower, but in fact it does not have flowers, and the fragrance is not strong at all, but the purple flowers and green stems and leaves have a fresh and refined beauty.
"This is lavender."
Aunt Cheng smiled kindly and said, her voice was a little weak, but she was in good spirits.
"Lavender?"
Xiaomi's eyes widened in surprise, and she couldn't help but lie down on the purple flowers, staring at them without blinking, then put her nose up to smell their fragrance.I have heard of lavender countless times in TV and novels, and I always think this kind of flower is really romantic. This is the first time I saw it with my own eyes, and it turned out to be it.
"Strange," she sniffed and scratched her hair in doubt, "Why isn't it fragrant? Isn't lavender a very commonly used aromatherapy material? Why can't I smell its fragrance at all?" She said, thinking I wanted to get closer to smell it, but I accidentally leaned forward too much, and fell straight into the flowers!
At this time, Pei You who was walking saw her, and subconsciously stretched out his hand to pull her, but he was too far away, and it was too late.
A figure flashed out!
Xiaomi stumbled awkwardly on top of the man.
The man put his arms around her.
"boom--!"
A loud bang!
The tall figure fell heavily on his back in the bushes, and the messy branches and leaves hit him. On the muddy ground, there were green leaves on his forehead, some mud stuck to his face, his shirt was scratched by thorny branches, his whole body People look miserable.
Purple lavender chuckled in the wind.
"Hey! What are you laughing at!"
Yin Tangyao struggled to sit up, embarrassed and annoyed, without even thinking about it, he raised his hand and slammed Xiaomi on the forehead.Only then did she realize, oh my god, she was actually laughing, cough, it was too inappropriate, she quickly covered her mouth and said in shame:
"I'm sorry, thank you."
Yin Tangyao stared at her:
"Fool!"
"Oh." She lowered her head helplessly.Well, who made her really stupid.
"idiot!"
"... Oh." Even if that's the case, a scolding would be enough.
"You want to die! Stupid idiot! Idiot idiot!"
Yin Tangyao roared angrily, his face flushed slightly.
Xiaomi was overwhelmed by his yelling, and stared at him blankly, wondering if it would be too rude to the "savior" if he yelled back.
Looking at him, her heart suddenly tightened.
Ah, he seems to have returned to the previous Yin Tangyao.At this moment, she knew clearly that she didn't want him to become so polite and excellent, she wanted to see him as lazy, sleepy, reckless and rough-headed as before, that kind of Yin Tangyao is the real Yin Tangyao.
"Stupid! Get up!" Yin Tangyao shouted with a blushing face.
Xiaomi continued to be dazed.
"what--"
Suddenly, she exclaimed!She was so ashamed, she finally understood why he yelled!As he jumped to protect her, she didn't fall to the ground in pain, but sat on his lap.Her buttocks sat on his lap with no bias, close to his abdomen, the heat came through from his body, her face flushed red, and the heat between the two seemed to be filled with an egg Ready to steam right away.
in confusion.
She looked at him shyly and quietly.
Yin Tangyao's face was blushing, the diamonds on his nose sparkled attractively, and the annoyance in his eyes was shining brightly. When he noticed her peeking, he gave her a harder look.
Pei You smiled and stretched out his hand. He first pulled up Xiaomi, then Yin Tangyao, and patted Yao on the shoulder. He smiled and said nothing.
In the wheelchair, Aunt Cheng asked with concern:
"Did you fall?"
Yin Tangyao told her that she was not injured, so he slapped off the dirt and broken branches on his body, and looked at Xiaomi while he was slapping.
Aunt Cheng looked lovingly at the three lovely young people in front of her:
"The aroma of lavender itself is very weak, but after refining, its aroma comes out. Just like the child Yin Tangyao."
"Huh?" Xiaomi was surprised.
Yin Tangyao and Pei You looked at Aunt Cheng in puzzlement.
Auntie Cheng smiled and said to Yin Tangyao: "You have a kind and easily moved heart, but you just like to hide it with willful domineering. Just like lavender, you will only treat people who like you and walk into you. Show her your heart."
Xiaomi was stunned.
"I didn't!" Yin Tangyao shouted, his cheeks flushed red.
Auntie Cheng held Xiaomi's hand with a weak and kind smile:
"Treasure him."
Xiaomi was dumbfounded and didn't know what reaction was appropriate. Although Auntie Cheng's hands were weak, there was a kind of gentle persistence.
"Don't hurt each other anymore, stop stubbornly persisting, and cherish what you can cherish now. If you cherish him, he will become an angel who is happy and can bring happiness to many people; if you give up on him..."
Aunt Cheng didn't continue, she shook her head slowly, thinking that she probably talked too much.
"Angel?"
Is it an angel...
Xiaomi stared blankly at Yin Tangyao beside him, the diamonds on his nose shone in the sunlight, dazzling light, as pure as an angel.
*** ***
Oasis Snack Bar.
There are dozens of small wooden signs hanging behind the counter, on which are written all kinds of snacks, such as "Osmanthus brewed rice wine", "bean curd", "noodle nest", "northern dumplings", "shuijianbao", "egg noodles". liquor"……
"What do you want to eat?"
Xiaomi smiled and looked at Yin Tangyao who was staring blankly at the small wooden signs, and said, "You can eat whatever you want, I invite you to eat! The food here is quite delicious!"
The snack bar was full of customers, most of whom were students of St. Elm College, and the noise made the place bustling like a market.Probably it should be really delicious. There is not even a single empty table in the store before the peak meal time. If you want to eat, you have to wait.
So Yin Tangyao was a little depressed.
When she said she was going to invite him to dinner, he thought that at least he would go to a quiet place. It didn't matter if the food was good or not, as long as he could be quiet and watch her and listen to her.Who knows, she brought him to the oasis snack bar next to the school.Originally prepared to protest, but seeing her cheerful appearance, the voice of protest was finally strangled in her throat.
"do not know."
"Uh?"
"I haven't eaten it before, so I don't know what is delicious." Yin Tangyao stared at the unfamiliar snack names.The price is so cheap, the taste must not be so delicious.
"Haven't eaten it? Many of them are very famous snacks!"
"...Because I was sick before..."
"Ah, I'm sorry." She scratched her hair embarrassingly, really reckless.
"do you like eating it?"
"Yeah!" She nodded vigorously.
"Then order all of them," Yin Tangyao waved to the waiter, "Hello!"
"No!" Xiaomi hastily pulled his arm down, "How can you eat all of them? Hehe, then how about this, you go to reserve a seat first, and I'll be in charge of buying."
"You?" He was a little confused, "Don't you just sit down and order for the waiter?"
When Yin Tangyao glared away a couple who had finished eating but were still in love with each other and refused to leave with his cold and fierce eyes, he sat on his seat, thinking that Xiaomi would come soon, but who knew that the next time would be just... Seeing her turning around in the store like a spinning top, she was sweating from running.
Oasis Snack Bar is a strange place.
Ordinary restaurants just order the meal and wait for the waiter to serve it. Here, customers are required to buy a menu of various snacks and then pick it up by themselves.The porridge is in the window on the right wall, the powder is in the window on the left wall, the noodles and wontons are outside the store, the hot and sour noodles are hidden in the window in the back room, and the chopsticks, spoons, small plates, vinegar, etc. are in the window. Different places, first-timers will definitely be confused.He already felt dizzy just watching her running in and out.
She ran over and put a dish on the table.
Then run away.
I ran over to put a plate of things again.
run away again.
I ran over to put another bowl of something.
Run away again.
I ran over to put a plate of things again.
keep running.
……
Yin Tangyao frowned, restrained the anger in his body, and said to the waiter who was leisurely wiping the table next to him:
"come here!"
The waiter turned his head to look at him, and seeing that his table was not dirty, he turned back and continued to wipe the table slowly, humming a little tune.
"Hey! Are you an idiot? Did I tell you to come here?!" Anger was burning, and Yin Tangyao glared at the waiter, his voice grinding out from between his teeth.
"What?"
Pointing to Xiaomi who hurried out to get things again, Yin Tangyao took a deep breath, patiently not letting himself get angry, and said in a deep voice, "Didn't you see that she needs help? Go!"
The waiter shrugged his shoulders and said, "I'm only in charge of cleaning." After speaking, he still slowly wiped the rubbish on the table into the trash can.
Yin Tangyao is completely angry!
He stood up abruptly, with veins popping out of his forehead, clenched his fists, and his knuckles creaked.The guests next to him looked at him in horror, only to see sparks of anger splashing out from the eyes of this tall and handsome boy. The next moment, the next moment, violence will happen in the Oasis Snack Bar!
Everyone broke into a cold sweat for the waiter.
The other waiters were also dumbfounded.
but--
Yin Tangyao took a deep breath, and another deep breath, trying to restrain himself until he forcibly suppressed the anger in his eyes.
He sat down sullenly.
He clenched his fingers stiffly and sat depressed, unaware that Xiaomi had returned and had seen everything.
A bowl of sweet-scented osmanthus rice wine was placed on the table.
Yin Tangyao remained silent, looked at her, and remained silent.
"Okay, everything is ready, you can start eating!"
Xiaomi said with a smile.
Yin Tangyao looked sullenly at the table full of snacks.
"Did you...just want to hit someone?" She suddenly tilted her head to look at him.
"..."
"Why don't you want to hit him again?"
"..." He stared at her with a dim light in his eyes.
Xiaomi bit her lip, her heart ached, but immediately she smiled as if she didn't notice:
"Then are you still angry?"
"No."
"But you obviously seem to be angry." She scratched her hair in doubt.
"If I say no, there is no!"
She thought for a while and showed a cute smile: "Are you happy then?"
"Why be happy?"
"Because you said that you like to see me busy for you." She looked at him with a smile, her eyes were clear and transparent, and her short hair was soft and fluffy.
Yin Tangyao was stunned.
"Did you see? I went back and forth many times to buy these snacks. Look, my forehead is covered with sweat. Are you happy?" she said mischievously.
"Fool!"
There was a hot flash in his chest, and his fingers clenched.
Xiaomi stuck out her tongue, still smiling and not angry at all.
"That's why you came here?" Yin Tangyao's voice was hard, but there was a strange light in his eyes.In other restaurants, customers just have to sit and wait, and she has no chance to bring food to him in person.is that so?
"Well, part of it... and the snacks here are really delicious!" She excitedly began to introduce the food on the table, "This is noodle nest, this is glutinous rice chicken, this is sweet-scented osmanthus rice wine... "
Assortment of snacks on the table.
Her thin white fingers introduced happily.
Yin Tangyao looked at her.
Xiaomi suddenly fell silent, raised her head, stared at him, the smile on her lips gradually disappeared, she said softly:
"do you know?"
"...?"
"I'm also very happy……"
Yin Tangyao was slightly taken aback.
"Just now you were very angry because of that waiter, but... I feel very happy..." Her eyelashes were dark, and her eyes were black and white, "This is you, isn't it, although it's not good to be angry, but this It's Yin Tangyao, right?"
He stares at her.
"Thank you." She smiled again, "I like the original Yin Tangyao, and I also like the Yin Tangyao who has learned to control his temper...I'm stupid, I don't know how to say it...But, I really want to thank you..."
like……
Do you like it...
The diamonds on the nose sparkle with dazzling brilliance.
He stared at her.
She stared at him.
Her eyes were as clear as water, without evasion or dodge, she smiled at him quietly, that smile was like a happy flower.
……
"Eat! Idiot, if you don't eat it, it will be cold!"
Yin Tangyao said nervously, without looking at her, he picked up a dimple and wanted to put it in his mouth, but his stiff fingers dropped it to the table with a "plop".
She laughed.
"What are you laughing at! I want to die!"
Angrily, he reached out and knocked her head hard, several times in a row, until she begged for mercy.
"What's this called?"
"Glutinous rice chicken."
Yin Tangyao took several bites and looked at it strangely: "Are you sure it's called glutinous rice chicken?"
"Yes."
He glared at her: "You lied to me, right?! There is only glutinous rice here, where there is chicken, it should be called glutinous rice balls!"
"Hehe," Xiaomi clapped his hands and laughed loudly, "that is to say, I was just like you at the beginning! When I first came to Shengyu and saw glutinous rice chicken being sold in the cafeteria, I was very surprised. Such a big piece of 'chicken' only costs [-] cents. Hurry up! I bought two yuan to eat, but I couldn’t eat chicken when I ate left and right. However, it is indeed called glutinous rice chicken, which is strange.”
"It's very strange..."
"Try it. This is sweet-scented osmanthus rice wine. It's delicious. It has the aroma of sweet-scented osmanthus, and the taste of rice wine is light and refreshing."
"Well, it's delicious." Yin Tangyao smiled, "Every autumn, the campus of St. Elm will be full of sweet-scented osmanthus. I have seen the masters in the cafeteria spread a piece of cloth under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree, and then shake the branches vigorously, and many will fall. flowers. After they dried the sweet-scented osmanthus, some of them were used to make rice wine."
"Is that how it was done?" She was a little worried, "Then do they clean it? Will there be ash that is dirtier?"
"I don't know that."
"Oh." She was stunned.
"Hey, this is delicious!"
"It's called bean curd." Xiaomi quickly explained, "It's also a special product. Inside is glutinous rice with diced meat, tofu, diced mushrooms, and outside...it seems to be fried with eggs and something. It's delicious, right? But don't eat it." If you eat too much, you will feel a little tired..."
The oasis snack bar is full of noise, lively programs are playing on the TV, customers are walking around in the aisle, and the aroma of food permeates the air.Yin Tangyao sat and ate with her face to face, and listened to her happily introducing various snacks. She kept putting bean curds and noodle nests on his plate, nagging that this tastes better with vinegar, and that it tastes better with hot sauce. smell.
Yin Tangyao ate a lot.
He ate a lot of every snack she bought.
delicious.
really tasty.
Those snacks were so delicious that his heart seemed to be full, and Yin Tangyao suddenly couldn't speak anymore, because he was afraid that the blood rushing in his body would spurt out from his chest.
Until a long time passed.
Yin Tangyao discovered a strange thing——
"Why don't you eat?"
"I'll eat it after you finish eating." She said with a smile, as if it was a matter of course.Because she was afraid of waste, she didn't buy much of everything, and she didn't know which one would suit his appetite. She would eat the rest after he finished eating what he liked.
"you……"
"It's okay, I've eaten them all before. You haven't, so you have to try them all!"
Yin Tangyao stared at her for a long time, unable to speak. Suddenly, he got up suddenly, strode towards the snack counter, and threw a sentence to her viciously:
"Sit still and don't move!"
Xiaomi was at a loss.
After a while, she understood.
Yin Tangyao began to run around the Oasis snack bar non-stop. He bought bean curd, sweet-scented osmanthus rice wine, glutinous rice chicken, fried buns, vegetarian fried noodles, beef fried noodles, hot and sour noodles, northern dumplings, wontons, flying cakes, cold noodles , glutinous rice balls, Yangzhou fried rice, crock pot chicken soup...
He bought all the snacks in the store!
The food was piled high on the table, and all the waiters and guests looked over in dumbfounded. Xiaomi tried to stop him several times, but he pushed him back to his seat ferociously.
After a few 10 minutes.
Yin Tangyao finally sat back opposite Xiaomi again:
"Okay, let's eat."
She stared at him blankly.
"Eat quickly, it's getting cold!" He continued to eat sullenly, growling to her.
"……thanks."
"Shut up! Eat!" His voice was more fierce than before.
But how can you eat so many things?
When Xiaomi ate until her stomach burst, she finally groaned and leaned on the back of the chair, ready to pack the rest of the snacks home, when she looked up, only to find that Yin Tangyao was staring at herself in ecstasy.
How long has he been looking at her like this.
she does not know.
But there is a kind of stubbornness in his eyes, and there is also a kind of happiness, that kind of happiness that is as colorful as soap bubbles but can be broken with a light touch, because it is fragile, the persistence is even more thrilling.
She was startled.
Yin Tangyao turned his head sideways, and when he looked at her again, the expression on his face was as natural as if it was just her hallucination.
"Hey, look, I'm useless! You have to eat all these things!" He said with a straight face.
"What?!" She was dumbfounded.
"unless……"
"...?"
"Unless you've found your favorite food."
"..." Xiaomi's face suddenly turned pale, and her body trembled slightly without being noticed.
"Do you have a favorite food?"
Yin Tangyao looked at her, he wanted to know everything about her, what he likes to eat, what dreams he has, where he wants to play, which song he likes the most... He wants to know everything about her.
"No."
She shook her head and smiled, her lips were slightly pale, but the smile still looked natural.
"Millet?"
"Huh?" She smiled.
"Did I ask something wrong?"
"No, it's just that I don't have anything I particularly like to eat." She quickly smiled more happily.
Yin Tangyao lifted her chin with his fingers, and looked at her deeply: "If I asked something wrong, please tell me."
"……No."
"what is your favourite food?"
"……No."
"You don't have a favorite food?"
"No."
"..."
"..."
"If you don't like me asking, if you don't want to tell me, just say it directly, why did you lie to me?" His fingers squeezed tightly on her chin, cold and cold.
"I... don't have anything I like to eat..."
She took a deep breath and said.
Her answer made Yin Tangyao go cold all over.
It's just a simple question, isn't it?What did he ask wrong?In other words, even such a simple matter, she just wanted to share it with the boy from before, and he was not qualified to know.
"You don't want to tell me, do you?"
His fingers were as cold as ice.
Her lips trembled slightly, and tears flickered from the corners of her eyes:
"I……"
He waited for her for a while.
But she said nothing more.
Yin Tangyao withdrew his hand, he took a deep breath, and a very faint smile appeared on the corner of his lips, which seemed bitter and self-deprecating.
He said lightly: "But I have a favorite thing to eat."
"..."
"I like the longevity noodles made by you the most."
After finishing speaking, Yin Tangyao walked out of the Oasis Snack Bar with a stiff back.
Xiaomi sat blankly.
The food on the table was already cold, and there were fewer and fewer customers in the snack bar. The shop became deserted and deserted, only the TV program was making noise.
She closed her eyes.
favorite food...
Her lashes quivered on her pale face.
Do not……
Don't think about it, otherwise, she will die, she will die...
Tears slowly slid down her cheeks, slowly, the tears soaked her pale lips, salty and cold, lying on the table, she cried silently...
The night is dark.
Street lamps dimly illuminate the street.
In a dark and secluded corner—
A tall boy stood alone and cold for a long, long time.
Through the glass door of the Oasis Snack Bar, he could see the girl in the white skirt lying on the table with her shoulders twitching slightly.
He looks at her.
Lips tightened painfully.
He can see her.
But the people in the store couldn't see him shrouded in night from the light.
The glass doors of the snack bar opened and closed in the night.
Yin Tangyao stood stiffly in the darkness.
She was crying in the bright store, tears and sadness seemed within reach, but the glass door blocked him and her, opened and closed the glass door, the night wind blew by, and the street lights reflected coldness on the glass cold light.
Why, why did she refuse to tell him anything, if he didn't have time to participate in her past, would he never have the chance to participate?
(End of this chapter)
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