Chapter 701 Asking her to be responsible, Jinsheng came to the door (one more)
Dawn broke in the sky.

The orange-red light wakes up the sleeping city. There are more pedestrians on the road and more and more vehicles honking their horns.

No matter what happened in the past, a new day will come as scheduled.

Since the divorce, He Ling has never tasted the feeling of waking up in a man's arms in the morning.

Once, during the time when she and Xu Jinsheng had the best relationship, no matter how busy the day was or how late the dinner was, they would always go back to their small home, even if they were lying in bed and doing nothing, they were still happy.

Xu Jinsheng has a sensitive heart and is used to hugging things when he sleeps.

In the past, it was hugging the quilt, but after the two were together, it became hugging her.

Therefore, every morning He Ling would wake up in the warm embrace of the man, look at each other and smile, and say good morning to each other.

During those days, they worked hard in their careers, ran their families, and lived a happy and fulfilling life. They had inexhaustible enthusiasm and inexhaustible patience every minute and every second, no matter for work or for people.

So much so that they are optimistic that this state will last forever, ending with the death of one party.

But after all, I still underestimated the power of time——

Commitment will fade, love will deteriorate, and the person who once said love may not love in a blink of an eye.

When Liu Yan forcefully penetrated into their lives, those hidden deep contradictions and intentionally ignored heartaches were all exposed to the sun, and there was nothing to hide.

He Ling obviously found that Xu Jinsheng had changed——

He no longer loves his family, and doesn't even return home at night; he also no longer devotes all his attention to her, and saves energy by asking her about her health and wellness.

Even if I sit at home, I am often in a daze; it is not uncommon for me to be distracted during meetings.

Calmly watching his entanglement, struggle, confusion and gaffe, He Ling was surrounded by a kind of panic about to lose.

But she couldn't ask anything, she couldn't do anything, she could only quietly wait for the final result, just like a prisoner waiting for the sentence.

Having had such a miserable and weak marriage, He Ling no longer has illusions about love.

Accompanying her for so many years in front of the so-called "true love", she was so fragile that she could not bear a single blow. The love she invested time and effort in building met the coldest ending in the end.

She used to work so hard, even spent all her energy, but now, she no longer dares to love easily.

But if you walk alone for too long, you will be tired, tired, and long for the company of another person.

Just like, on the premise that she couldn't figure out what her feelings for Jiang Shuokai were, she developed a long-lost attachment to his embrace and didn't want to break away.

He Ling smiled wryly, could it be that she was really lonely for too long?
Why did you agree?
It's just that the night was so beautiful last night, the man's eyes were too soft, and she was too fragile.

Those pictures played back in her mind over and over again like a movie, and He Ling saw her own appearance in the man's dark pupils——

The eyes are enchanted.

Is that strange woman still her?
He Ling was secretly frightened and didn't dare to think about it.

Then he looked out of the window in a blink of an eye, the sun was shining brightly, and the intoxicating night was no longer there.

How she wished that everything that happened last night would disappear with the passing of the night, like a dream, just wake up.

But the sound of the man's even breathing came from beside her ear, all of which showed her that it was not a ridiculous dream!
And those piles of things that she didn't want to face were all facts!
Last night, everything happened so fast that she didn't even have time to react to the plot before moving on...

The sofa surface is as soft as imagined, and the space is spacious and comfortable, but she would rather not experience it herself.

The two of them were covered with a white summer quilt that came out of nowhere, only a thin layer...

So He Ling didn't dare to move at all now, for fear of waking up the sleeping man, and then had to face this embarrassing scene.

But what she didn't know was that Jiang Shuokai had woken up a long time ago, his eyes were wide open, and he saw the woman's hesitation, bewilderment, panic, and escape all kinds of emotions in his eyes.

Just when He Ling raised his hand cautiously, it happened to give Jiang Shuokai a chance to "wake up".

Frowning slightly, he moved his hands and feet, he grunted, and without accident, the woman trembled in fright, and then the wood became attached to her body, and she froze and remained motionless.

Jiang Shuokai smiled lightly, exerted a little force on the hand on her shoulder, and pulled her into his arms without a trace: "Good morning, Ah Ling."

The woman's cheeks flushed at a speed visible to the naked eye.

It was the first time Jiang Shuokai saw her like this. She was shy and charming that he had never seen in the workplace. His heart beat faster and his breathing became stagnant.

He Ling's reaction was half a beat slow: "...Morning."

"are you hungry?"

"...not hungry."

He chuckled lightly, like an elegant lion.

He Ling was dumbfounded for a moment, then snapped coldly: "Jiang Shuokai, do you know what you are doing?!"

He nodded: "Not only do I know, I'm still sober."

He Ling soon discovered the disparity in strength between men and women. She was exhausted physically and mentally, and her eyes were full of helplessness.

After thinking about it, she tried to calmly solve this headache——

"We all drank last night, and many things were out of control. All, it's not your fault, nor my fault."

"What is that?" Jiang Shuokai's eyes cooled down, and the smile on his lips was cool.

He Ling looked at him, it's not that she didn't notice the change in the man's mood, but she just pretended she didn't see it and didn't care.

Open your mouth slowly, and pause every word: "It's an irrational behavior after drinking. So, you don't have to take it to heart, everyone is an adult and can afford it..."

Before that, He Ling had only had Xu Jinsheng as a man. After the divorce, she didn't raise little fresh meat like those young women who couldn't bear the loneliness in the circle. Open, but she is too busy with work, too many things to do, too many decisions to make, no time at all.

Therefore, it was not so difficult for her to accept that a similar accident happened.

After all, Jiang Shuokai's performance is really not bad.

Thinking about my unsteadiness last night, there was actually nothing to blame. Under the atmosphere at that time, everything went with the flow.

There is really nothing to regret.

He Ling has always been someone who can afford to let go, otherwise, she would not have filed for divorce before Xu Jinsheng had made a decision.

But this is not the result Jiang Shuokai wants to see!

Regarding He Ling's statement, he also has his insistence: "...I'm not irrational, I only took two sips."

He Ling paused and probed: "Then, did I drink too much?"

A flash of light flashed, and the man smiled cunningly: "If you drink too much, does that mean you are irrational?"

"Uh..." He Ling was a little dizzy, and without thinking about it, she subconsciously said, "You can also say that."

Jiang Shuokai's eyes showed resentment, "So, shouldn't you be responsible for me?"

"?!"

"Just now you admitted that you were irrational, and you still treated me..." His eyes hurt, "This is the first time for me...to be treated like this by you...Why? Men also have self-esteem, and they want to treat the purest The cleanest self is given to my future partner, but now my most precious thing is gone..."

He Ling felt that she might have gone to the wrong place and came to the set of a certain film and television base, otherwise how would she explain all the dramatic events in front of her?
"You..." She swallowed hard, "Really?"

Jiang Shuokai exploded instantly: "You doubt me?!"

"No, no..." The woman waved her hands again and again.

"What's that? What do you mean?"

"I just don't think it looks like..." He Ling realized something was wrong after speaking halfway, but it was too late to stop at this moment.

The man was startled for a moment, and then jumped up in his heart.

There is no man in the world who would not like compliments in this regard, especially if the person who compliments you is your favorite woman!

Even so, Jiang Shuokai's face remained stern: "In short, you have to be responsible!"

He Ling looked at the man in front of him who looked like I'll show you if you don't admit it, and she felt that she was no different from those sons and brothers who "accidentally" slept with other people's big girls but didn't want to take responsibility.

Suddenly, one head, two big.

"Tell me! Are you responsible for me? Yes, no, yes?" He grinned.

He Ling couldn't believe that the rascal in front of her who couldn't afford to play and stalked her was the same person as the quick-thinking and polite "Jiang Shuokai" in memory!

She took a deep breath: "Don't get excited, just listen to me first, okay?"

"Okay," he nodded, and looked at her with eyes that were so aggrieved that he might cry in a second: "Speak, I'm listening."

"First of all, this is a mistake. Since it is a mistake, it should be corrected. You can't make the same mistake again and again, understand?"

Jiang Shuokai shook his head, "I only know that there is another word - make a mistake and make a mistake."

He Ling: "..."

"You say this because you don't want to be responsible to me."

"No, I..." He Ling was speechless.

responsible?

She really doesn't want to.

But in the situation in front of her, it seemed that she was out of control.

He Ling sat up and lifted the quilt up.

"One thing I want you to understand is that love is not about responsibility, and two people can't be together just because of responsibility. You see, we haven't known each other for a long time, and even if we have had an intimate relationship, it doesn't prove anything. Maybe we have different personalities, Or the three views are different, and there will be no good results if we forcefully get together. In this case, it is better not to be together in the first place."

Jiang Shuokkai: "I admit that a relationship requires more than responsibility, but responsibility is an indispensable responsibility in a relationship. Secondly, without getting along, how do you know that we have different personalities and different views? You have never known me, so you These are just hypotheses and do not have any reference significance.”

He Ling looked helpless: "Why do we have to try? After today, we can forget everything. This is the simplest solution."

"You don't want to try, but I want to; you want to forget, but I have deeply engraved last night in my heart. Ah Ling, you are unfair to me."

"In this world, there is no absolute fairness."

"As long as you want, you can give it to me." Jiang Shuokai looked at her with burning eyes, with a hint of pleading.

He Ling's heart trembled, she looked away: "Sorry, I can't afford it."

The man's pupils narrowed slightly, the cold light and treachery were fleeting, and his tone was cold: "So, you don't plan to take responsibility anymore?"

He Ling was also annoyed, her face darkened, and the words that came out of her mouth were like knives: "You are said to be fat, are you really panting? I am the one who suffers, why are you so wronged? We were not sober last night, everyone If you love me, I can't get together and get away..."

Before he finished speaking, the man bowed his head viciously.

The woman's eyes were blank, and she hadn't realized what happened.

Jiang Shuokai smiled coldly, so get together and break up?She is really free and easy.

It's not that easy!Since you provoked him, don't try to be alone!
For her, Jiang Shuokai is bound to win.

He Ling froze all over.

"I made a mistake the first time, what about the second and third time?"

"You!" He Ling couldn't believe it.

I thought it was a little milk dog, but I didn't expect to attract a big bad wolf!

She regretted it, so regretful that her intestines turned green.

If I had known this, I shouldn't have been easily tempted last night, "Jiang Shuokai, you bastard——"

The woman broke her throat and screamed with tears in her eyes.

"Curse it, scold it as you like, but don't try to run away!"

"go away--"

"Now, are you willing?"

"..."

When He Ling left, her face was cold.

Jiang Shuokai wanted to send her off, but she refused politely, "From now on, stay away from me."

After finishing speaking, he turned and left, with a decisive back.

The man sat on the head of the bed, he could only watch her back getting further and further away, and finally disappeared.

Thinking of her repulsion and unwillingness, and the last sentence of "stay away from me" at the top of his lungs, Jiang Shuokai felt a pain in his heart, as if he had stabbed a knife in the most vulnerable place until it was dripping with blood.

Is he wrong?

No, he was right!
He just wants to pursue the woman he likes, and he can't wait to give her everything he has.

Even if she doesn't want to accept it, he will slowly let her accept it.

If one day fails, then one month; if one month fails, then one year; if one year fails, then ten years.

If ten years is not enough, he doesn't mind spending his whole life chasing after it.

Why bother?

Jiang Shuokai looked at the direction where the woman disappeared. She was the light in his life. Compared with the hardships of chasing, he was more afraid of falling into the darkness and never seeing the light again...

He Ling entered the elevator, seeing her embarrassed appearance reflected on the shiny metal door panel, she couldn't even smile wryly.

Her eyes were red and swollen, her face was pale, and the expensive long skirt hung crumpled on her body. Fortunately, she had the habit of putting a shawl in her bag.

That bastard!

The woman gritted her teeth, trembling with anger.

Ding--

The elevator door opened, and He Ling stepped on her high-heeled shoes and walked out quickly.

The two people waiting outside entered the elevator, and after standing still, they couldn't help but glance at the woman through the metal door that hadn't been closed.

"Didn't the nightclub on the sixth floor be shut down last week?"

"Yeah, what are you asking this for? Want to have fun?"

"Are you sure you haven't reopened?"

"Of course! I saw the seal hanging on the door yesterday."

"That's weird..." The man rubbed his chin.

"What's so strange?" The other one was puzzled.

"Did you see that woman who went out just now?"

"I see, she looks pretty good."

"Didn't you smell that smell on her?"

"Huh?! Can you smell this?"

"The ambiguity of alcohol fermentation, with shame and anger on the face, anyone with a little experience knows what it means."

Uh……

"represents what?"

"Lost."

"Ah? True or false? You rely on smell?"

"Heh, believe it or not, I'll pull you down if you don't believe me!"

"..."

He Ling stood by the side of the road, unaware that she was being discussed by two men, and finally waited for a taxi, she opened the back door and got in.

After reporting the place name, she leaned tiredly against the car window, her eyes lost.

……

After getting out of the apartment elevator, He Ling took out the key and was about to open the door, when she raised her head, her feet stopped.

Xu Jinsheng stood up, and he spread the suit jacket on the ground mercilessly. Before she appeared, he was sitting on it, like a primary school student who has passed the door after school.

"You're back." He forced a smile with embarrassment in his eyes.

It seemed that He Ling saw him sitting on the ground, a little embarrassed.

"What are you doing here?" The woman frowned, looking at him with scrutiny.

The man's hair is disheveled, and there are two bruises in front of his eyes. His condition is really not good, and he is even a little embarrassed.

Xu Jinsheng: "I'm waiting for you."

"Is there something wrong?" He Ling walked to the front of her house, and the man took a step back to get out of the way.

But she didn't intend to take the key to open the door: "What do you need from me?"

Saying goodbye to the man she once loved, He Ling's heart was at peace, and she couldn't make any waves anymore.

It turns out that habit is really a terrible thing.

Once, she was used to loving him, so she tried her best.

Now, she is used to not loving him, so she is indifferent.

"Would you like me to come in and sit down?"

"What happened to you?"

A look of embarrassment flashed across the man's face, and it was fleeting: "I've been waiting for you all night, and I haven't had any water yet."

Cautiously, with hopeful eyes.

Having said all this, He Ling really couldn't do such a thing as throwing him outside and going in by herself.

Finally opened the door and let him in.

Xu Jinsheng stood in the middle of the living room, but his gaze was firmly fixed on the woman in front of him. His eyes seemed to have a lot to say, but he couldn't say a word.

"Sit down first, I'll get you a cup of hot water."

He took her hand: "No need."

He Ling tilted her head, with puzzled eyes, didn't she just say that she didn't drink a sip of water?

"A Ling," he took a deep breath and mustered up his courage, "I know that I am no longer qualified to ask this kind of question, but I still can't help it. Please answer me honestly, okay?"

"What do you want to ask?" She withdrew her hand and took half a step back.

A trace of sadness flashed across the man's eyes, and his Adam's apple rolled slightly: "Where... did you go last night?"

He Ling was startled, and Jiang Shuokai's face flashed in his mind uncontrollably.

Seeing her momentary absence, Xu Jinsheng seemed to be strangled by an invisible hand.

"Why do you ask that?" She looked at him without any emotion in her eyes.

"I also received an invitation to the banquet last night."

He Ling: "I didn't see you."

"You said, if possible, let me try not to appear in front of you, so I didn't go. In these years, I rarely appear on such occasions..."

"So what are you trying to say?"

"I dare not go, but I miss you very much. Even if I don't do anything, just looking at it from a distance is enough. So, I went secretly."

He Ling's eyelids twitched.

"But I didn't see you at the banquet." A sharp look flashed in the man's eyes.

"is it?"

"A Ling, don't deny it. If you are really present, even in an inconspicuous corner, I can find you at the first sight."

"I went, but left halfway."

"With whom?" he asked.

He Ling looked away, and said in a cold voice, "It has nothing to do with you."

"Irrelevant? Hah..." The man laughed miserably, "You are my wife! How could it be irrelevant?"

"You're wrong," He Ling clenched the shawl tightly, "It was once, former wife, also known as ex-wife!"

Xu Jinsheng's expression hurt, and his already pale face became more transparent: "I asked the waiters at the banquet, and one of them saw you and said that you were in the garden with a man."

"..."

"Later, you left."

He Ling frowned: "What do you mean?"

"Answer me - did you leave with a man and come back now?!"

"Xu Jinsheng, you are not welcome in my home, get out!"

"A Ling, you are avoiding my question... So, that's it, right? You left with another man?"

Embarrassment flashed across He Ling's face: "I have no obligation to answer you."

Suddenly, the man's eyes fixed on her neck, and he strode forward suddenly, pulling off the shawl on her body.

Xu Jinsheng's eyes were flushed, and his eyes were bloodshot: "You didn't come back all night, that's why?!"

"You let go!"

"Why? Why are you doing this to me?!" He growled desperately and angrily like a wounded lion.

Regardless of the woman's struggle, he angrily dragged her into the bedroom and kicked the door shut.

He Ling was roughly pushed down by him, the soft mattress bounced up and down a few times, and immediately returned to calm.

She sat up, and the man raised his hand to pinch her chin with astonishing strength, and his eyes were burning with rage: "Say! Who is that wild man?!"

He Ling gasped in pain, and became angry: "What's the matter with you? What right do you have to control me?" Sneered twice, "No one has anything to do with you! Because - we Already divorced!"

Xu Jinsheng felt a dull pain in his heart when he heard those hurtful words. At this moment, he only had one thought: shut that mouth, stop those ugly words!

He Ling opened her eyes wide and kept pushing and rejecting him, a sense of shame that she had never felt before overwhelming her.

what is this?
What does he take her for?
What is that bright red divorce certificate?
The man became ruthless, as if he wanted to tear her apart.

He Ling pressed his hand tightly, his eyes were blazing, and his anger was obvious.

Looking at each other, Xu Jinsheng wanted to see if there was still the familiar love and affection in those eyes, but there was no, only the surging hatred and shame.

The way she looked at him was not like a lover, nor like a husband and wife, but just an enemy!

The man couldn't take it anymore, he covered his eyes in self-deception, with a painful and distorted expression, he buried his head in He Ling's shoulder, and kept murmuring like a madman: "I'm sorry...forgive me...I love you... "

Sorry to have missed you.

Forgive me, or miss you again.

But, I love you...

"A Ling, why did we become like this? Why?"

A touch of coldness slid across the woman's neck.

It's tears.

 This chapter has [-] words, and there are two more, Yu Zai is very devoutly begging for a monthly ticket!All the big guys are passing by, remember to feed the fish~
  
 
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