I stand on the bridge and watch the scenery

Chapter 6 Half a text message to myself

Shuiguang sat on the balcony and looked at the dark night sky. There were no stars or moonlight. The darkness allowed her to reveal her emotions without any scruples.

She used to hate the injustice of the sky so much, why is it not someone else but him?She also hated herself later, hated the person who had promised to wait for her but did not keep the promise, Shuiguang sometimes felt like a psychopath, she began to fantasize about something, from childhood to adulthood, too many memories, she wanted to outline him It's so easy, but these things just make me feel more empty and hopeless after waking up...

When Shui Guang woke up the next day, she saw that the time was past nine o'clock, and then she remembered that she didn't have to go to work anymore, so she sat on the bed for a long time before getting out of bed to go to the bathroom.She saw her swollen eyes in the mirror and washed them with cold water for a long time.

Luo Zhi, who was sitting cross-legged on the small sofa in the living room watching TV, saw her coming out of the room and said, "Are you up?"

Shui Guang sat next to him, "Luo Zhi, go back."

Luo Zhi was taken aback, "Why do you want to drive me away? You want to go together."

"I won't leave, at least not now... Luo Zhi, I'm fine here, really."

Luo Zhi patted her head, "Okay, if you don't go, I won't go." Luo Zhi saw that she wanted to say something, so he simply said, "I'm going, fine, but I will definitely carry you back! "

Shui Guang was helpless, knowing that his temper would be irrelevant, so he finally asked, "Then what about your work?"

Luo Zhi spread his hands, "If you don't go to the old one, you won't come to the new one. Next, we two brothers and sisters will look for jobs together."

When Shuiguang went to a cake shop to buy desserts for Luo Zhi on the weekend, he met a friend whom he hadn't seen for a long time. When the other party saw her, he walked over quickly, "Xiao Shuiguang?"

Shui Guang smiled and said, "Long time no see, Ruan Jing."

Ruan Jing also laughed "heh", "Yeah, it's been more than a year?"

Ruan Jing said, "Are you in a hurry? If not, find a place to sit down and have a cup of tea?"

Naturally, Shui Guang was not in a hurry, and the two went to a teahouse opposite the cake shop.

The first time Ruan Jing and Xiao Shuiguang met was when Shui Guang was a sophomore in college and Ruan Jing was a sophomore in graduate school.Shuiguang took Edward for a walk, halfway she sat down on the wooden chair beside the boulevard, and the girl sitting before said with a smile: "Your dog is so beautiful, what's its name?"

"Edward."

The girl was stunned for a moment, then laughed loudly and said, "Can I say that the world is full of wonders? My dog ​​is also named Edward, but it is in my hometown now, thousands of miles away from me."

The two chatted like this, maybe because they hit each other because they were in the same university, and they would often meet up for tea and chat afterwards, and this girl was Ruan Jing.

Ruan Jing said that she came here to study to escape from a person.

Xiao Shuiguang smiled, and she said, I came here to find someone.

Both of them fell silent at that time, until Ruan Jing said with a smile: "Look, everyone is a little bit 'heart sick'."

Yes, everyone has heart disease, accompanied by different pain.Ruan Jing's pain is visible and can be resisted, while Xiao Shuiguang's pain is subdued and suffocating.

After Ruan Jing graduated and went to other cities, she said that she would go for more trips, study tours and adventures, and gain some knowledge.

It was more than a year after the two met again.

In the teahouse where the fragrance of tea lingers, Shuiguang listened to Ruan Jing talking about what she had seen and heard over the past year, the places she had been to, the people she had met, she spoke very plainly, Xiao Shuiguang smiled, "Why do you Do you feel a little enlightened?"

Ruan Jing smiled and said: "Most of the time, once a person has experienced something, he will take a lot of things lightly later on."

Shui Guang nodded.

Ruan Jing said that she came back this time to attend the wedding of a classmate and friend, and revisited the old place by the way, and seeing Xiao Shuiguang was an unexpected gain.

She then asked how Edward was doing.

"My roommate is helping to keep pets. I can't keep pets where I live. Her house is in the suburbs. I go to see it occasionally."

Ruan Jing and Xiao Shuiguang have always been gentlemen, "Shuiguang, I've always wanted to ask you, have you... found the person you're looking for?"

Shui Guang lowered his head, a few strands of short hair on his forehead fell down and touched his eyelashes, trembling, "Ruan Jing, do you believe in fate? Believe in something predestined by God, no matter how hard you try, you will get nothing in the end. Even...even if it's just a dream."

Ruan Jing looked at Shui Guang quietly turning the purple sand cup in her hand, and suddenly felt distressed, "I believe that good people will eventually be rewarded."

Shui Guang faintly smiled, "Thank you, Ruan Jing."

Ruan Jing was also a little embarrassed, "This vulgar word can make you laugh, it's a very close achievement."

"Not bad, I also hope to get a good reward."

Shuiguang's cell phone rang, she saw it was Luo Zhi, and pressed the answer button, the other party asked her where she had been and why she hadn't come back for a long time.

Shui Guang said that he was drinking tea with friends and would go back in a while.After she hung up the phone, Ruan Jing asked her if she wanted to hurry back.

"It's okay, it's my brother, he thought I was lost."

Ruan Jing couldn't help thinking of her sister, and couldn't help laughing: "It's more lively if there are brothers and sisters in the family, but they also take care of it a lot, so I feel the same way!"

Shui Guang said, "He was worried that I would lose his cake with me."

Ruan Jing laughed.

Shui Guang's cell phone rang again, this time the number was unfamiliar, she nodded apologetically to Ruan Jing, and picked it up to answer.

"Miss Xiao?"

"……Yes."

"Hello, I... I am Zhang Yu, Miss Xiao, we have met twice, I take the liberty to call you, I still hope you can consider my last proposal, about games, Miss Xiao, you may be interested If you don’t know much about the game or if I misunderstood you, I guarantee that our company is absolutely legitimate!”

Shui Guang remembered that this person handed her his business card last time, and then met him again in a restaurant, but she remembered that they had not exchanged phone numbers.

"How do you know my number?"

"Uh... then... I checked, Ms. Xiao, our GIT company really sincerely hopes to cooperate with you once, please think again."

The other party talked about it, Shui Guang was really not interested, but the person who said it didn't mean to give up at all, Shui Guang had a headache, and only hoped to end the call as soon as possible, so in the end, he said that he would consider it, and the other party said: "Then I will wait Your message." Then the line was closed.

Ruan Jing heard some clues from Xiao Shuiguang's reply, "Is there a company that wants to recruit you?"

"No, they asked me to take a picture of some game." Shui Guang felt a little helpless, "Maybe it was just a joke."

"what company?"

"GIT."

"GIT?" Ruan Jing was surprised.

"Is there any problem?" Shui Guang asked casually.

Ruan Jing pondered and said: "This company is quite famous in the IT industry, but the reason why I know it is because its founder is our alumnus." Ruan Jing laughed at this point, "Speaking of which, that person is quite Legendary, he is a brother of our research institute two years before us. Although I am not in the same department as me, I only know his name and have never met him, but he is indeed quite famous. His undergraduate degree is from the No. .1 school, he was "invited" to our school to study for graduate school. His talent and reputation can be seen, but he didn't seem to care about these flashy coats. He went outside to start a business after only one year of study. Naturally, the latter is a typical success case At that time, our postgraduate tutors and even the leaders of the departments and colleges often used Zhang Zhenglan as a positive teaching material to motivate the younger generation. Little did they know that Zhang Zhenglan left after less than a year at the school. They are not the disciples they have cultivated, and this is a ridiculous and sad point in the Chinese education circle."

Xiao Shuiguang, who had been listening to Ruan Jing's words, asked softly, "His name...what three words?"

Ruan Jing poured some water on the lid of the purple sand cup, dipped her hands in the water and wrote "Zhang Zhenglan" on the table.

Shui Guang watched her finish writing the last word "Lan", her heart trembled slightly.

Was it such a coincidence?

But, it's just a coincidence.

The memory of that night in Shuiguang two years ago has always been vague. She only remembers the pain and a kind of tenderness like water. Even after waking up, she deliberately ignored all the details and feelings of that night. She didn't want to Going to remember who was holding her on the bed, because it wasn't the him she thought of, whether it was so painful or gentle, she didn't want to care about it anymore, just treat it... just treat it as a wrong dream.

She drank the last cup of tea with Ruan Jing.

Ruan Jing said that she might have to go home after attending the wedding, because there has been constant urging, and her grandfather is not in good health recently and was hospitalized.

Xiao Shuiguang wished her a smooth journey.

Ruan Jing hugged Shuiguang lightly at the door of the teahouse, and said, "Xiao Shuiguang, I wish you all the best and your wishes come true."

Shui Guang watched the taxi drive away before turning around and walking towards the residence.

Zhang Zhenglan's blind date on Saturday started half an hour after the other party was late.

The gentle girl apologized repeatedly when she arrived.

"It's okay." Zhang Zhenglan helped her open the chair in a gentlemanly manner. The latter, who was originally not interested, blushed slightly after realizing that he was so handsome, "Thank you."

Zhang Zhenglan reached out to the waiter and asked the girl, "What would you like to drink?"

"Juice bar."

Zhang Zhenglan asked the waiter for juice and coffee. In the subsequent communication, the girl was always very amiable and occasionally asked some questions.

"What do you usually like to do? Do you watch a lot of movies? I like watching movies."

Zhang Zhenglan smiled and said, "Really? I'm fine."

The other party smiled, "Then next time if there is a chance to go to the movies together?"

"can."

Zhang Zhenglan was calm towards everyone, but this time he couldn't calmly wait for the time to pass, but no matter what was worrying in his heart, he was still polite and without flaws.

He gently stroked the coffee cup with his fingers, and chatted with the girl opposite, until Zhang Yu called, he said sorry to the girl, and pressed the call button to answer.

"Boss, hey, are you busy?"

Zhang Zhenglan said "Yes", "Is there something wrong?"

"It's okay. I called that Miss Xiao today and asked her about the filming of the game. I'm sorry, boss. I'll cut it first and then play it. I really think that person is suitable."

Zhang Zhenglan's fingers rubbing the rim of the cup stopped unconsciously, and after a while he asked, "What did she say?" He found himself a little nervous!

"She didn't specifically agree, but she will consider it. Boss, if she agrees to participate, can she be used?"

Zhang Zhenglan said flatly, "It's up to you."

As soon as Zhang Yu heard that the boss had no objection, he immediately said flatteringly: "The boss is wise!"

Zhang Zhenglan hung up the phone and subconsciously bit her lips. Seeing that his face suddenly calmed down, the girl opposite asked hesitantly, "You...do you have something to do?"

"Huh?" Zhang Zhenglan came back to his senses, and the next moment he stood up, "Sorry, I have something to do, I have to go first." He raised his hand and called the waiter to pay the bill. The other party was caught off guard for a while, but Zhang Zhenglan had already Nodding politely to her, "Nice to meet you, goodbye."

When Zhang Zhenglan returned to the car, he leaned on the back of the chair and closed his eyes for a while, then turned his head to look at the bag on the passenger seat, which contained an old sweater. He held the steering wheel with both hands, Slowly leaning his head up, he muttered, "I'm really crazy."

Zhang Zhenglan's cold worsened. When he went to work in the company on Monday, he was even dumb when he spoke. Daguo and the others were surprised by this. How could a thousand-year-old monster like the boss catch a cold?
"Boss, did you run naked last night?" Ruan Qi asked.

Zhang Zhenglan waved his hand, implying that he should stay there if he wants to be cool, now that his throat is hurting, he doesn't want to talk much.He asked his secretary to make him a cup of hot tea and entered the office.

Daguo looked at the closed door and said, "It's strange, the boss has been very unusual recently, do you feel that you don't even bother to scold people?"

Everyone laughed at him, "It's abusive, isn't it?"

When Xiao He came in with tea, she saw the boss standing at the window smoking a cigarette, so she went over to put the hot tea on the table, "Mr. Zhang, your tea."

Zhang Zhenglan turned around, "Oh, thanks." He walked to the desk and sat down, opened the file, and saw that the secretary was still there, "Is there anything else?"

Miss Xiao He smiled and said, "Boss, I saw you go on a blind date on Saturday. It's a good match, pretty girl." Zhang Zhenglan's relationship with the employees has always been very open, as long as it doesn't affect the normal work, he can say anything.

Boss Zhang twisted out the cigarette in his hand, and said lazily, "Oh? What a coincidence."

"I happened to have dinner there with my boyfriend, and you left in a hurry afterwards. That girl was very disappointed. Boss, you don't want to dump such a beautiful woman? It's too violent." Sister Xiao He regretted it, but couldn't help it. Zhu asked, "You were in such a hurry to leave that day, where did you go?"

Zhang Zhenglan took a sip of her hot tea, and said slowly, "To tell you the truth, I suddenly felt unworthy of him, so I left ashamed."

Xiao He said "ha": "I don't believe it." She walked out with the tray in her arms, and when she was at the door, she turned around and said, "Boss, do you actually have a sweetheart?"

Zhang Zhenglan smiled and said, "You can see all this?"

As the sun was setting, an off-road vehicle was parked on the side of the road outside the community.

Zhang Zhenglan told himself that he just happened to pass by here, and he didn't intend to find anything, although he did check her address by illegal means, and knew that the place where she lived happened to be on his way home, Not even far from his company...

When he turned into this road, he just wanted to see it, and didn't expect to see it.

It was off-duty time, and there were gradually more people entering and leaving the gate of the community.The radio in the car was playing music, but the melodious music did not relax him, but made him more and more anxious.

He felt that his behavior was a little ridiculous, even inexplicable.Just as Zhang Zhenglan was about to start the car and leave, he saw someone walking across the road, and he slowly let go of his hands.

The person walked very slowly, her shoulder-length hair was simply tied behind, and her eyes were slightly drooped. He remembered that her expression was always very calm, and she occasionally smiled when talking to people, which was very faint.

Zhang Zhenglan watched her gradually approaching his car.He was in a complicated mood at the moment. He hoped that she would see him, but he was also a little worried that she would see him.

But when she walked past his car and walked into the community, he was obviously disappointed again.When the figure was about to disappear from sight, he accidentally opened the car door and chased after him.

Zhang Zhenglan was walking a few meters away from her, and the setting sun stretched their shadows long and thin.

He knew that if he continued like this, he would follow her home.

If he called "Xiao Shuiguang", I don't know what would happen, Zhang Zhenglan thought, it would definitely not be "Nice to meet you".

He stopped in his tracks, slowly pulling away from her.

Xiao Shuiguang has been busy with interviews these days.Every day when she came back to her residence from outside, she always had to lie down on the sofa for a while before getting up to cook.And Luo Zhi was busier than her, and he didn't see anyone all day long.

It had been raining heavily since the morning, and Shuiguang didn't notify her, didn't have an interview, so she cleaned the house once she had nothing to do. In the evening, she received a call from Luo Zhi, so she rushed out of the house.

Xiao Shuiguang was holding the file folder Luo Zhi wanted, holding an umbrella in one hand, and not long after she walked out of the community, she heard someone honking the car horn behind her, Shuiguang looked back, and the car drove up beside her.

The person in the car rolled down the window, looked at her and said, "Get in the car."

Shui Guang saw the man clearly, took a step back subconsciously, and said softly: "No need." Then he turned around and continued walking forward.

The car drove up again, Zhang Zhenglan frowned and said, "If you can't get a taxi in this weather, where are you going?"

"...No, thank you." Shui Guang didn't know what this man was doing and why he was here.

But the other party had already got out of the car and caught up with her. He was about to grab her hand, but immediately retracted it before touching her. "It's inconvenient to take a bus or take a taxi in this weather. Where are you going? I'll take you there. I..." Zhang Zhenglan smiled forcedly, and finally said, "Look, I'm already wet."

Shui Guang met the person in front of her and ran out without an umbrella, her shoulders and hair were already soaked, the other party saw that she saw her miserable condition, rubbed her face, and said in a pitiful voice: "Please, if I go down again, I will be successful." Drenched!"

Shuiguang thought, there was no need for you to come down before, but after thinking about it, Shuiguang has never been a cold-hearted person, she moved her umbrella halfway over, "You go to the car."

Zhang Zhenglan was originally moved because of the umbrella she held up, but when she heard what she said, she couldn't help frowning, "Aren't you waiting to see me that much?" Zhang Zhenglan regretted it after finishing speaking, he didn't want to talk to her Losing his temper, in fact, he has no position to lose his temper.

The rain came in and wet the clothes of the two of them.

Shuiguang's hand holding the umbrella was icy cold by the cold wind. She wished him to leave quickly, but he stood motionless.

Until the mobile phone in his pocket rang, he answered, and the other party said something, he said calmly: "Go, why don't you go if there is excitement?"

Shui Guang finally watched the car drive away with a wry smile on his lips.

Ruan Jing met Zhang Zhenglan at her friend's wedding.

She thought that she had just mentioned this successful senior brother last week, but she ran into him today, so it can't be said that it was a coincidence.

She was invited by the bride's side, and it is said that the groom's family has a high status and invited many famous people in the city. It seems that Zhang Zhenglan is one of them.

Because there were not many acquaintances to chat with at the scene, Ruan Jing took the liberty of going up to say hello with a wine glass, "Senior Brother Zhang."

Zhang Zhenglan turned around. He was wearing a well-tailored dark suit and his hair was combed back. He looked extremely handsome and capable.Ruan Jing had only seen his photos before, but now that she saw the real person, she couldn't help but think that such a person should be the master of instant entertainment.

His voice was low, "You are?"

"Calling you senior is naturally because I have been in the same school." Ruan Jing smiled and stretched out her hand, "Hello, I am Ruan Jing."

Zhang Zhenglan stretched out his hand and shook it back, "Hello."

Ruan Jing said: "Brother Zhang was very famous in school back then."

Zhang Zhenglan said with a smile: "Those are just hypocrisy, spreading rumors."

Ruan Jing laughed out loud, and said, "You also need to have a hollow head."

Afterwards, Ruan Jing watched the two newlyweds go through the ceremony in the middle of the hotel lobby, and she asked, "When will Senior Brother get married? It should be soon, right?"

Zhang Zhenglan raised her eyebrows, "What? Want to introduce someone to me? I'm still single."

Ruan Jing smiled, "Really? But the girl I know is either in the room or not yet in the world."

Zhang Zhenglan laughed out loud.

Not long after, someone came over to have a drink with Zhang Zhenglan. Among the bosses in the circle, Ruan Jing quietly withdrew, and she sat back in her original seat. Who is it?"

Ruan Jing blinked, looked in Zhang Zhenglan's direction, and thought, how could such a character have no match?
After the wedding banquet was over that night, Ruan Jing came out of the hotel and ran into Zhang Zhenglan, who was obviously drunk.Ruan Jing saw that he opened the door unsteadily, she went up and said, "Senior brother, are you drunk? Better call a car and go back, be safe."

Seeing that it was her, Zhang Zhenglan smiled and said, "I'm fine, and you haven't left yet? Shall I see you off?"

Ruan Jing waved her hand, "Don't, I don't want to die in a traffic accident." She finally said, "Forget it, brother, I'll take you back, you really don't fit to drive like this."

Zhang Zhenglan also felt that he was not in good condition, but it was really not a gentleman to let a lady send him off.

Ruan Jing saw his worries and said, "I just came back here, and I haven't been shopping for a long time. I can take your Cayenne once to see the night view of the city, and I've earned it."

Zhang Zhenglan was speechless, and then gave the car keys to Ruan Jing, and said, "I'll trouble you then, I'll treat you to tea another day."

After getting in the car, Ruan Jing said, "Drink tea? All right, but I will go home the day after tomorrow, and I have to meet a friend before I leave." Ruan Jing half-jokingly said, "Otherwise, senior brother, you Are you all invited?"

Zhang Zhenglan, who was sitting on the co-pilot, pressed his aching temple, and said indifferently, "Yes."

Ruan Jing had already started the car and was moving forward steadily. Thinking of Xiao Shuiguang, she couldn't help saying, "Speaking of which, my friend has also been single and is here alone. If senior brother, you really don't have a date, why don't I Let me introduce you to you?"

Zhang Zhenglan just smiled.

Ruan Jing also thought that this behavior might be a bit abrupt.

After the car passed by, Zhang Zhenglan told Ruan Jing the address and said, "Ruan Jing, I'll take a close look and call me when you arrive. Thank you for your hard work."

"Okay, go to sleep."

Zhang Zhenglan fell asleep quickly, and his cell phone on the car rang. Ruan Jing wanted to pick it up for him to avoid waking him up, but she hung up right after the call was made, and Ruan Jing pressed the phone button. When returning to the home page, I accidentally pressed the information bar.

There was a half-typed message dimly lit: If you could go back to the past, would you be willing to extend that night infinitely...

(End of this chapter)