Let's wear black, ex-girlfriend

Chapter 9 Marrying the Princess (8)

Coming out of the secret room, Su Wan coughed violently again, there was even a little blood on her lips, no amount of delicate makeup could cover the paleness of her face at this moment.

"elder sister!"

Su Rui's voice was flustered like never before.Seeing the panic in Su Rui's eyes, Su Wan subconsciously raised her hand and gently held his hand: "It's okay, I'm fine."

Su Wan forced a smile at Su Rui, that smile had already seen through life and death.

Su Wan's health became very poor, and it seemed that he had suddenly returned to the days when he was dying of illness. This made Su Rui extremely anxious. In the end, he had no choice but to go to Si's house in person and invite Si Yu.

I haven't seen you for a few days, and Si Yu looks a lot thinner. Even if Su Rui doesn't like Si Yu again, Su Rui has no choice but to back down and compromise on the matter of Su Wan's life and death.

At this time, there were only Su Wan and Si Yu in the elegantly furnished room.

"you lost weight."

Su Wan looked at Si Yu who was beside the bed and spoke hoarsely, but Si Yu froze for a moment, looking at Su Wan more with heartache.

He knew everything that happened in the Yue Palace that night, he knew about Su Wan's departure, and he also knew that she was taken away by Su Rui in a coma that day.

He couldn't imagine Su Wan's mood at that moment, was it despair?or pain?
"Why don't you love yourself so much?"

Si Yu took Su Wan's pulse, only then did he realize that her condition was serious, and it was all because of her depression because she couldn't eat well or sleep well.

Su Wan didn't answer Si Yu's question, her eyes drifted, she looked at the table not far away: "Si Yu, what do you think people live for? For themselves? For others? For love or for what?"

"The county master..."

"Call me by my name."

Su Wan lowered her eyes and smiled at Si Yu: "You are my only friend. When I was young, I was in poor health and rarely went out of the General's Mansion. Later, when I was older, I went to the Imperial City to study, and met a few cousins ​​there... ..."

Having said that, Su Wan's voice lowered again: "It would be great if time could be turned back. Si Yu..."

Su Wan didn't know what she thought of, and suddenly stretched out her soft and cold hand to grab Si Yu's big hand: "You are so good at medicine, can you, can you research a medicine for me, let me... Forgot how to love someone? Loving someone is really... too painful. I really... hurt so much."

"Su Wan."

Si Yu's heart suddenly hurt, and somewhat involuntarily, he raised his arms and half embraced Su Wan in his arms: "Don't do this, the world is so big, there is always someone who loves you and is waiting for you, You are so good, there will be many people who will love you. So, you have to live well, live well, you know?"

"Live well……"

Su Wan seemed a little tired, and curled up in Si Yu's arms weakly: "I also want to live a good life, but as long as I think of my cousin who is living with Ye Zhihua lovingly at the moment, my heart will be fine." Pain, how could he be so cruel, if he said that he would not love if he didn’t love, then what was all that I gave in those years? I couldn’t convince myself, I couldn’t deceive my heart, and sometimes I even thought viciously, if One day my cousin also abandons Ye Zhihua, then maybe I can let go, and I won’t feel so painful, Si Yu, do you think I am bad? Maybe my cousin and Ye Zhihua are right. Yes, I am a vicious woman."

"No, it's not."

Si Yu tightened his arms: "You are not, they are."

they are...

Hearing Si Yu's words, Su Wan's excited mood seemed to calm down a lot, she slowly closed her eyes: "Si Yu, has anyone ever told you that your arms... are very comfortable."

Unknowingly, Su Wan fell asleep in Si Yu's arms docilely.

The way she was sleeping was very peaceful and peaceful. Si Yu didn't dare to move, and couldn't bear to move, and kept holding her tenderly and motionlessly...

It was night, and Lu Zhu made a new soup for Su Wan according to Si Yu's new prescription. This time, Su Wan cooperated and drank all the soup.

After taking the medicine and under the service of Lu Zhu, Su Wan took a bath and changed clothes as usual, then turned off the lights and went to bed.

Not long after, Su Wan's even and long breathing could be heard from the bed. Seeing that the master had finally fallen asleep, Lu Zhu rested on the small bed in the side hall with peace of mind.

In the middle of the night, a shadow appeared in front of Su Wan's bed.

That figure has been sitting quietly on her bed, even in the dark, the eyes staring at her are still bright and focused.

Su Wan on the bed didn't feel anything, she seemed to be sleeping uncomfortably, turned over slightly, the brocade quilt on her shoulders slipped off with her movement, the person beside the bed seemed to frown, and lifted the quilt to the bed. Pulling up and down until Su Wan's whole body was wrapped in the quilt, the man stopped with satisfaction, and then looked at her intently until dawn...

The next day, Su Wan was in good spirits. With Si Yu's "treatment", she naturally didn't have to try to "damage" her body. Now that everything is ready, it's time for harvest...

Kyoto, Yefu.

The days of the Ye family have been particularly difficult these days. Originally, Ye Zhihua became the Princess of Yue. Attending one book in class, not only was his salary deducted for three months, but other officials of the Ye family were also dragged down.

All the ministers in the court are hob meat. Who has offended the Ye family?
You didn't look at His Royal Highness Yue, so you can only keep a sullen face and don't speak?
Xuanyuan Rui was at a loss for betraying Su Wan. His Majesty turned a blind eye to Ye Zhihua when he canonized Ye Zhihua. No one expected that when the dust settled, Su Rui would suddenly fight back!

His Majesty has always attached great importance to the Su family, and Su Rui and Su Wan's mothers are also members of the royal family. I thought that the relationship between the two families was unbreakable due to their marriage. Su Wan's marriage to Xuanyuan Rui was considered a close relationship, but this half-way killing When Ye Zhihua came out, everything started to mess up.

At this time, His Majesty also seemed to have forgotten his acquiescence at that time, and only regarded it as the hero Xuanyuanrui who was saddened by the beauty, and delayed the business because of his son's personal relationship, which made His Majesty feel a little dissatisfied with his son who has always been loved.

And what about Xuanyuan Rui?
He was even more troubled and couldn't tell. Originally, getting rid of Xuanyuanqing's insidious and cunning obstacle, and getting married with his beloved, should be the most indulgent and wanton days in his life, but Su Wan's sudden departure, Su Rui's fierce attack suddenly made Xuanyuan Rui's life a mess.

His Majesty implicitly hinted that Xuanyuan Rui would take Su Wan back to Yue Palace, and even asked Ye Zhihua to return Su Wan's princess position. Xuanyuan Rui naturally refused to agree to this proposal.

At this time, the besieged Ye family asked for help from the Yue Palace again and again, but Ye Zhihua had more than enough energy, because he was too preoccupied, and fell ill again, so Xuanyuan Rui had to ask Si Yu to come and see a doctor for her.

Ye Zhihua on the sickbed had a pale face, with a look of pity for me. Looking at her sick face, Si Yu somehow thought of Su Wan coughing up blood and being weak, and he couldn't help feeling disgusted with Ye Zhihua in his heart. Feeling increased again.

"Doctor Si, I heard that you went to the General's Mansion a few days ago?"

Although he didn't want Su Wan to have anything to do with Xuanyuan Rui in his heart, but Ye Zhihua didn't know that he wanted to pay attention to Su Wan's every move.

In fact, Ye Zhihua also understood what His Majesty meant, if she was in her previous life, as long as she had the opportunity to be with Xuanyuan Rui, she would be content, even if she was unknown, it didn't matter.

But now it is different, now she is Princess Yue, Xuanyuan Rui's legal wife, their husband and wife are loving, affectionate, tasted too much sweetness, her heart gradually becomes dissatisfied - Xuanyuan Rui is her Yes, why give it up to Su Wan?

Su Wan was obviously about to die, why did she want to rob her of her beloved man when she was about to die?
At this time, although Ye Zhihua looked weak, Si Yu still saw a different emotion in her eyes.

After pondering for a moment, Si Yu sighed: "Hey, I went to see the little princess, her body..."

"Su... What's wrong with the princess?"

Ye Zhihua's gaze flashed, and he stared closely at Si Yu's face.

"The princess is very ill and can't sleep all night..." At this point, Si Yu's eyes darkened, and the expression on his face was a bit sad: "She lived a very...painful life."

Perhaps thinking of the sad and painful look of Su Wan leaning in his arms that day, Si Yu's voice also unknowingly carried a bit of distress.

But Ye Zhihua didn't notice Si Yu's emotions, she only had the words "very ill" in her mind, which persisted for a long time.

"The princess is really pitiful."

Ye Zhihua looked at Si Yu with clear eyes: "I just feel so uncomfortable when the wind and cold enter my body. I think the princess is seriously ill now, and I'm afraid life would be worse than death. When I think of her being tortured by illness, I don't know what to do." It's good, instead of being tortured by the disease like this, maybe... leaving quietly is the best relief for her."

While speaking, Ye Zhihua carefully observed Si Yu's reaction.

Ye Zhihua, known as a talented woman since she was a child, has always felt that she is very smart, especially after being reborn, the feeling of strategizing makes her unconsciously feel that she is always superior to others.

In fact, the first time Si Yu came to the palace to see a doctor for her, Ye Zhihua could see that this doctor Si Yu was a soft-hearted person, and he seemed to have a good impression of him.

If you can take advantage of this good feeling...

I have to say that Ye Zhihua is indeed a little clever. After a new life, she knows how to use any of her resources and advantages.

It's a pity that she is obviously using the wrong time now.

Hearing Ye Zhihua's words, Si Yu's eyes turned cold, but there was a serious expression on his face, "The princess doesn't want the princess to suffer, she is really kind-hearted, but... the ants are still alive, the princess may live in pain , but no matter how painful it is to live, it’s better than dead, right? I’m a doctor, and I only know how to cure diseases and save lives, and never give up on any patient.”

Hearing Si Yu's words, Ye Zhihua was stunned for a moment, and then turned his gaze a little embarrassedly: "What Si Yu said makes sense, but I just... just feel sorry for the princess too much."

The more sincerely she acted, the colder Si Yu's eyes became——

What is kindness?

What is vicious again?
Si Yu remembered what Su Wan said that day, she never buried her hatred in her heart, even if she had any malicious thoughts, she was always outspoken.

People are not sages, who doesn't have their own selfishness and desires?

In fact, Si Yu also has selfish thoughts that he can't say, but he has always covered up those thoughts very well, and no one has noticed...

(End of this chapter)