Secret Love · Orange Raw Huainan

Chapter 90
"Later," she stared at Luo Zhi closely, "I sort of saved it later. If I remember correctly, it should be in the middle of the night on Christmas Day. Sheng Huainan called me and asked me what was going on. I asked him back , What do you think? Everything I want to say is in the text message, what else do you want to know?"

However, Sheng Huainan kept repeating "impossible, you were lying from the beginning" on the other end of the phone.

After all, there was only one sentence. Luo Zhi stroked his forehead. He had sworn to her that he would find out the truth, but he still called Ding Shuijing to ask her.

As Ding Shuijing talked, she seemed to recall the scene at that time, and she giggled: "At that time, I thought, Luo Zhi really has the ability, what a boy, he was tossed like a fool."

Luo Zhi's heart warmed up.

She suddenly didn't want to go back to the wedding scene.From the day she knew Sheng Huainan, she seldom had the opportunity to mention him to others. Zhu Yan may be one of them, but she couldn't provide the same happiness as she is now——Ding Shuijing knew Sheng Huainan, she was the same age as her, and had a carefree Talking about Sheng Huainan on the other side, it was as if a close friend was discussing her boyfriend in an upright manner.

Sometimes, talking about someone you like with irrelevant people, listening to their comments and gossip, and concentrating on collecting everything you already know or never know can bring you great happiness.

Please tell me about him.

I know him well, but I just want to bring it up and hear you tell him about him.

Tell me about this person I like.

"Then, I showed kindness and told him the truth."

Ding Shuijing stopped and looked at Luo Zhi.Luo Zhi suppressed a smile: "Why, are you waiting for me to say thank you? You provoked it in the first place, right?"

She "tssed" and continued reluctantly: "After a while, Ye Zhanyan told me again on the Internet that she finally met Sheng Huainan and had a polite date without mentioning anything. The other party told her, let’s be friends.”

Ding Shuijing flicked the packaging bag of the chicken wings: "So, I didn't tell Ye Zhanyan, I have already recruited the matter."

Facing her flattering eyes, Luo Zhi thought over and over again, and finally surrendered.

"Although... well, thank you."

Ding Shuijing bit her straw in a daze for a while, then suddenly raised her head and said softly, "Could you take me to see the wedding in a while?"

In Luo Zhi's impression, Ding Shuijing was always very smart, and she had never looked at anyone with such a blank stare.

That look made me sad for no reason.

"I told you everything you want to know, and I didn't hide a word. Now can you take me to see it? I won't let them find out. Just take a look."

But Luo Zhi still held back, it was Chen Jing and Luo Yang's wedding after all.

"I'm afraid not."

As if it was the answer she expected, Ding Shuijing nodded without insisting.

"You know everything, right? Did Luoyang tell you?"

Luo Zhi shook her head: "I guessed it myself. Actually... I'm not very clear about your specific matters."

Ding Shuijing bent her eyes, pursed her mouth, and smiled with embarrassment.

I don't know if it's because she's shy about asking these things bluntly, or because Luo Yang didn't mention her in front of Luo Zhi.

"Are you in a hurry to go back and attend the wedding? I'm really sorry. Actually, I asked you to come out, but I just hope you can help me with this thing..." She took out a thick doodle book from her bag as she spoke. On it was a photo of the Eiffel Tower, worn to the point where half a corner was missing.

She flipped to a certain page, and tore it off in front of Luo Zhi without hesitation.

"Help me to your sister-in-law."

On that piece of paper was a portrait of two people standing side by side, with only a few strokes, but it was very vivid.

Ding Shuijing and Luoyang.

Below is a line of handsome pen writing: "It's too late to meet each other."

It is written in Luoyang.

Luo Zhi frowned: "What do you want to do?"

Ding Shuijing patted her head and said, "I'm sorry, I forgot to show you the demonstration." She took out a pen and wrote the words "See you later" smoothly next to it.

It is exactly the same as Luoyang's handwriting.

"I used to go to your sister-in-law with this forged painting and handwriting, and told her not to be stupid. Luoyang liked me a long time ago, but I never dared to tell her because I was responsible. I asked her, it's already this age , When encountering such a thing, she still bears the humiliation, how boring a woman is to do this."

Luo Zhi was surprised.

"I thought she would at least make trouble with Luoyang for a while. In the end, she gritted her teeth and endured it without even frowning in front of Luoyang."

Ding Shuijing looked out of the window at a weather that was so brilliant that it was not suitable for telling these stories, and said flatly: "She is really kind."

Luo Zhi let out a long sigh, not knowing what to say at all.

"A showdown with her can't gain the upper hand at all, because no matter what I say, she doesn't respond. The only sentence that irritates her is probably when I ask her: 'You have chased him all the way from high school to now, even if you have caught him, he Do I really love you, have I ever been tempted by you, are you so interesting?'”

Luo Zhi thought of the subway, the bright incandescent lights and the dark tunnel outside the car window.

"Your sister-in-law's eyes were red at that time. It turns out that except me, no one knows that it was your sister-in-law who went after Luoyang."

She maintained Chen Jing's face in front of everyone, but told the truth in front of Ding Shuijing to protect her own face.

In Luo Zhi's impression, Luo Yang was always young and mature, but he never thought that he was just a boy in front of the girl who made him fall in love.

Ding Shuijing laughed proudly and desolately: "Seeing your sister-in-law's reaction, I know that Luoyang has told me everything."

Said everything, except I love you.

Ding Shuijing leaned on the table, from the very beginning she sang a one-man show hastily, not letting Luo Zhi intervene, but she was afraid of stopping, and she would not be able to continue freely.

Luo Zhi held the thin piece of paper in her hand, wondering how many times Ding Shuijing practiced before she could write those four words smoothly and easily, so realistically.

How many stories have there been between them-even if they are not stories, they are more unforgettable than stories.

Luo Zhi could suddenly imagine Luo Yang's appearance in front of Ding Shuijing.

As if right in front of you.It was something she and Chen Jing had never seen before, but it was as clear as if it was right in front of them.

He must be in good spirits, he must be very fond of telling jokes, he must be a little bit out of touch, a little bit stunned, he will laugh with Ding Shuijing, and do many bold and reckless things.

I will definitely lower my head at some point and light a cigarette, skilled and unfamiliar, with something in my eyes that no one else has ever understood.

Without warning, she was able to feel that feeling, that kind of uncontrollable overwhelming love for someone who knew she shouldn't, rolling in, but she could only press her heart on the flame Put it out.

That was a feeling that she would never have with Chen Jing.

However, Luoyang must know that if it wasn't for being with Chen Jing, he might not even be there forever.

Can a person love two people at the same time?

Luo Zhi didn't dare to think about it anymore.

"Well, actually, you don't need to show it to Chen Jing. She is different from you. She doesn't demand a clear result for everything. Since she is buried in my heart, I don't need to use this to talk to her. Yes. Really."

She pushed the paper back to Ding Shuijing with a gentle voice.It was probably the first time she was so sympathetic and honest to Ding Shuijing.

"Believe it or not, I suddenly feel that I understand you." Luo Zhi said.

Ding Shuijing looked at her, that look reminded Luo Zhi of Xu Riqing in the past.

One day, Ding Shuijing will jump off the back seat of someone's bicycle and stand on tiptoe to smell the smell of cloves, right?

"Don't you think it's disgusting for me to be a third party?" Ding Shuijing tilted her head and asked.

"If I'm telling you the truth, just don't think I'm hateful."

Ding Shuijing was silent for a while, nodded, and said, "Tell me, I haven't heard you tell the truth yet."

Luo Zhi laughed.

"Actually, deep down in my heart, I hate such things as responsibility, morality, blood relationship, family and rules. I have seen too many people who are crushed to death by these things. It is wasteful to dwell on these things all my life."

Luo Zhi paused, took a sip of orange juice, and seemed to have the courage to continue deviant.

"What's the point of being loyal? What people should really do is to be loyal to their own feelings and emotions. How you think and feel is what you choose. Success, failure, gain and loss are all the results of choices, but they should not be Reasons for choosing."

Ding Shuijing's eyes were full of tears: "You are helping me to justify myself."

Luo Zhi smiled: "What can I do for you? This is the truth."

I'm just convincing myself so that I have the courage to face the same outrageous future.

Luo Zhi and Ding Shuijing said goodbye, and when they rushed all the way to the entrance of the hall, they just heard Chen Jing say: "I am willing."

She found out she was wrong.The three words "I do" are so touching at any time, even in a wedding that is not so touching.The master of ceremonies is too noisy, most of the guests are strangers, and the children cry too loudly during the banquet-but the sentence "I do" always contains the courage of happiness or tragedy.

People's hearts are unpredictable, and things are impermanent.But I don't want to surrender all of myself to these uncertainties.There are always some things that I don't care about the consequences, follow my heart, and be willing.

Before Ding Shuijing left, Luo Zhi asked her why she dropped out of school.

There are many college girls who are not loved by others, and not all of them will end up in the way of dropping out, let alone she has no compelling reason.

"It's actually quite simple."

Ding Shuijing provokes Luoyang, saying that he is a coward and dare not follow her true heart.Luoyang, on the other hand, said calmly with the kind attitude that made Ding Shuijing love and hate: "You also said that you love painting, but you still sit here in the class of the International Political Science Institute, writing incomprehensible Because you heard that it is easier to go abroad for this major. As for why you want to go abroad, do you really know in your heart? You are so talented, so unwilling, why don’t you go to the Academy of Fine Arts? Because there are not so many impulsive and adventurous people in the world Things, everyone is mutual."

Luo Zhi was speechless: "So, you drop out of school and take the exam again?"

"Going through the formalities, the school counselors took turns talking to me, my mother and father threatened me to jump off the building, and I survived. At that time, it was not that I was not afraid, or that I didn't want to repent, but I didn't know how I survived. I really I don't know. Maybe crazy."

She just wanted to prove it to Luoyang.

Now Luoyang is married.

"But I don't regret it."

Ding Shuijing gritted her teeth and cried.

"Luoyang didn't tell me anything. He never even held hands with me. There was no ambiguous behavior or outrageous words. So in the end, he said that I misunderstood. He only regarded me as a good friend. I There is nothing to refute him, even to find his girlfriend, you have to forge evidence yourself."

When Ding Shuijing said the last thing, she actually laughed.

"But he doesn't know. If he really said something, even if it was these four words - meet each other late, I would even step aside contentedly and fulfill his and her wedding. He just thought that there was no evidence for me It’s not going to happen, in fact, I never wanted to do anything.”

I just want him to admit that he likes me.

That's it.

Luo Zhi picked up the wine glass and stood up.Chen Jing, who had already taken off her wedding dress and put on a red cheongsam, took Luo Yang's arm and walked to the table where she was sitting to toast, winking at her.

In fact, Chen Jing is brave.Swallow everything, grab what you want, never complain and pursue.

Luo Zhi was dizzy from the banquet.She shook her head, let go of thousands of thoughts, laughed wholeheartedly, said auspicious words, and drank the red wine in the glass.

(End of this chapter)