Secret Love · Orange Raw Huainan

Chapter 85 The Past Is Not Like Smoke (2)
Luo Zhi suddenly remembered that when the liberal arts class of the second year of high school was first established, there were some boys who were not on duty, and Zhang Min did all the work alone.Ye Zhanyan also used to fight against injustices and brought back several boys who ran away to play basketball.

Perhaps a negligible return.

Ye Zhanyan suddenly lowered his head and opened his handbag, took out a lighter and a pack of longevity, and said politely to Luo Zhi, "Do you mind if I smoke?"

"I don't mind." Luo Zhi said, slightly opened the window on her side, exposing a crack.

Ye Zhanyan sneered, lit the cigarette skillfully, and held it between her slender and fair fingers, it was beautiful.

"By the way, I heard that you envy me?"

Luo Zhi has never hated her diary with details like this moment.She kept a cold face and didn't answer.

"What Ding Shuijing said, you envy me very much," Ye Zhanyan continued, "But she said, it's not because of Sheng Huainan. I didn't understand it at first, but then I figured it out."

She suddenly pushed aside the hem of her rose-red coat, and slightly lifted the coat, revealing a long and narrow brown scar on her waist.

"My mother is hot, are you still envious?" She laughed again.

Luo Zhi was silent.Just as Ye Zhanyan can understand what she envies, she can also see that Ye Zhanyan said that she is not worthy of envy, not just because of this scar.

The scar on Ye Zhanyan's waist was left when she was very young.The mother with a sign of mental illness waved the iron rod around the house with the iron rod that had just been pulled through the coal stove, and it stabbed Ye Zhanyan's body fiercely.The healing ability of children is not as strong as imagined, and the shadow has not faded, whether it is physical or spiritual.

Ye Zhanyan has never complained about her mother in front of anyone, even though she blamed her deeply - but Ye Zhanyan knew from a young age that as long as she dared to speak, it was her fault and she had to bear all the mistakes.

"She is your mother after all, she was pregnant in October and gave birth to you." Everyone would educate her like this.

But who wouldn't have a baby?
The only masterpiece Ye Zhanyan has read is "Jane Eyre".She always thought that if one day she told her story to others, only one sentence would be enough—assuming that Mr. Rochester and the crazy wife in the attic once had a child, that child might be named Ye Zhanyan.

Ye Zhanyan's father was a poor kid from the countryside who could draw and write well. Maybe the reason for marrying Ye Zhanyan's mother was love, or maybe it was to stay in the city after graduating from university, but no one knew the truth.As Ye Zhanyan's mother's madness became more and more serious, even if there was love between them, it has now become speculation.

When Ye Zhanyan grew up, she once imagined that if her mother was not mentally ill but had disabled legs, would her father be more loyal?

Love is not afraid of broken bodies, but it cannot bear the unrecognizable soul.

The image of his father has always been vague in the young Ye Zhanyan's mind. He only remembers that when his mother was still sane, the family once celebrated him joining the Provincial Calligraphers and Painters Association, and what position he took. Then, just over a year later, he suddenly took an opportunity Infiltrated the Beijing art circle, and even worked as a temporary teacher in a certain art academy in Beijing.

Her mother's family is relatively well-off, her grandfather passed away very early, and her grandmother is still in good health, taking care of the madman's daughter and young granddaughter.This kind of care is not loving and considerate. Grandma feels uncomfortable and has a bad temper, and she can scold people without a word. She and her mother used words and hands one by one, and often repaired Ye Zhanyan to the point of crying.

When Luo Zhi heard this, she suddenly became curious.

How did that poor little girl who was careful, flattering and frightened in junior high turn into a crystal-like dazzling school girl in high school?

The person who knows best may be her deskmate in junior high school, but I have no way of knowing.

On the day of the final exam of Ye Zhanyan's second grade primary school, her mother became seriously ill again and was forced to be sent to the hospital.Grandma also fell during the scuffle with her mother and was ill for half a month.After a long illness, the old man's energy deteriorated day by day, and he suddenly felt that his time was approaching, and he had to entrust the mess to Ye Zhanyan's father who had fled to Beijing.The son-in-law couldn't be called back after several phone calls, so the old lady packed her light luggage on a snowy morning and boarded the train to Beijing without saying a word.

Ye Zhanyan still remembered the old lady's knife-like face.

"You two, you still have to count on him."

Grandma blocked "Mr. Rochester" and his "Jane Eyre" at the door, and brought news of the mad woman in the attic."Jane Eyre" with a slightly protruding belly couldn't believe it, and ran away.

"My grandma is not a good person," Ye Zhanyan said with a smile, "That female student dropped out of school with a big belly. My father resigned from the Academy of Fine Arts in despair, and stayed home for three months. Seeing that my grandma is in better health, I will Gone again."

She only focused on telling herself, and didn't notice Luo Zhi's complexion suddenly turned gray when she heard this story.

From this father who was absent from her growing years, she learned the important life wisdom of "being willing to let go".Her father was willing to go out and get married for the sake of household registration, abandoning the family and children for the future, without hesitation, so he became the final winner-the mother-in-law died of illness, the crazy wife chased the mother-in-law and jumped off the building, and when all the hidden dangers were eliminated, he just became famous.There is only one daughter left, which is quite worry-free, beautiful and well-behaved, as long as pocket money is given.

"I don't hate him, but I admire him," Ye Zhanyan said seriously, "I want to be my father, not my mother."

Luo Zhi's heart was extremely shaken.

"But he deceived the female student of the Academy of Fine Arts back then, and his evil was rewarded later, but the retribution fell on me." Ye Zhanyan nodded playfully, "Guess who is that female student?"

"That female classmate is actually Sheng Huainan's little aunt, dear aunt."

Ye Zhanyan was very satisfied with Luo Zhi's shocked expression, and the trace of sadness in her smile became stronger and stronger.

"Interesting? Huh? Interesting."

Not all coincidences make people laugh.

"Is this the reason you broke up?" Luo Zhi asked.

"What's the point of breaking up because of this kind of thing?" Ye Zhanyan sneered, "Even if my mother says we are cousins, I won't break up. Wouldn't it be fine not to have children?"

Luo Zhi was taken aback for a moment, then laughed.

She couldn't remember how long it had been since she laughed like this, Ye Zhanyan just said casually, seeing her so happy, thinking about it for herself, and laughing together.

Strange and funny scenes, their relationship, for such an inappropriate joke, the hearts are closer than ever.

"I remember," Ye Zhanyan breathed out the thick white smoke leisurely, "in our class reunion, you told me to be more free and easy, and free and easy are like me. Sheng Huainan must like me to be more bold, huh?"

"It seems to be," Luo Zhi nodded, "It's just a polite thing."

"But I'm not a free-spirited person. What you said at the time pissed me off because you hit the mark. He didn't know anything about me. He liked me the way I did, so I played it for him. Look, show it to everyone. Over time, I am really a lively and free-spirited person."

The wind blows the white smoke from Ye Zhanyan to the unreachable window at the other end of the corridor.Luo Zhi's eyes drifted away along the smoke.

So what about the real Ye Zhanyan?Perhaps she hadn't grown up yet, and was left in the corner of the junior high school classroom, carefully hiding her secrets, waiting to be understood and saved, but was deliberately forgotten by her now radiant.

The deepest shadow always has the brightest light behind it.

"But why did you call me out on purpose?" Luo Zhi said, "Since you were worried that Zhang Min would leak the secret to me, why did you tell it yourself now?"

"I hope you can help me tell this to Huainan. I can't say it myself." Ye Zhanyan's voice trembled, and the cigarette ash fell to the ground in a slow motion, "Ding Shuijing told him, you threw it away." My breakup letter. I called him, but he never asked me what was written in that letter. Even though it was a non-existent letter, he still rejected it. He will not uphold justice for me. "

You have no justice.Luo Zhi frowned, but did not refute.

"How? I beg you again, this time you must help me."

Luo Zhi shook her head: "Go on your own. I can't explain every word you want to say."

Ye Zhanyan showed an unexpected expression.

"Then let me change my request. You should never tell him that we met. Don't reveal any word I said to you. I will tell him myself."

Is Ye Zhanyan out of his mind?Luo Zhi was confused by her, and felt weird.

"Ok."

For some reason, she wasn't worried at all that Ye Zhanyan would confide in Sheng Huainan.

Ye Zhanyan seemed very happy, she jumped off the window sill, walked a few steps, and put out the cigarette butt on the trash can.

"Then I'm leaving." Ye Zhanyan said suddenly.

"what?"

Luo Zhi was still blindfolded, but Ye Zhanyan actually walked powerfully towards the stairwell, the sun shining on her rose red coat was extraordinarily dazzling.

After walking a certain distance, she stopped suddenly, turned her head and said, "There is something I want to say 'sorry' to you. I remember that I complained to Ding Shuijing when I was in the same place, which caused you two to break up. Actually, I didn't say You go to play volleyball. I just saw you walking by when I was talking to Sheng Huainan. I thought your self-proclaimed virtue was particularly annoying, so I framed you casually. I'm sorry.... But I don't guarantee that I won't do it in the future Framed."

Luo Zhi didn't respond, but just smiled lightly.

"It's your current virtue, it's annoying to death."

The sound of high heels turning, clicking, and gradually disappearing at the stairs.

Luo Zhi touched her cheek.In high school, more than half of her indifference was self-protection, but now she can face Ye Zhanyan so calmly throughout the whole process because she really has confidence.

The so-called calmness, the so-called high profile, and the so-called peace of mind are just because you have long been a winner.

The result is already the greatest revenge, so why care about whether the tongue has the upper hand.

(End of this chapter)