I'm sorry, you are responsible for me

Chapter 58 He Kneeled All Night (2)
"If you just like it, a guy like you will definitely try to keep me by his side, even at the expense..." She raised her eyebrows, and met his hard gaze, "Even at the expense of using force on me...but no , you are worried about my safety, let me go, this is not like..."

"what is that?"

"is love."

The two looked at each other for a long time.

His Adam's apple moved up and down, his throat was dry.

Suddenly, he smiled, and the shadow of the light hit his mountainous silhouette, outlining a soft scene.

"Except for my husband, no one would love me like this," she said, "especially you... a stinking rascal who has only met a few times."

"So, you still... imagine me as him?" He stood up suddenly, walked in front of her in an oppressive posture, looked down at her, and said in a low voice like wine, "I've been lonely for too long , even if it’s just a shadow, you want to hold on to it firmly.”

Ye Jia couldn't help taking a few steps back.

"No..." Her heartbeat was a little messy.

"What is that?" He approached her again, and smelled the faint fragrance of shower gel on her body, as well as her scent, everything made him go crazy.

"I hope...you are him." Ye Jia raised the corner of his mouth miserably, reached out and touched the scar on his face, his eyes were deep and soft, from the forehead to the ears.

Qin Jin closed his eyes, feeling her icy fingers flowing across his face.

"It doesn't matter what you become." Her voice was slightly hoarse, "as long as you still have breathing and heartbeat..."

When he opened his eyes again, she had already turned and went upstairs.The living room fell into darkness and silence.

Ye Jia bought a set of children's monitoring equipment for Tangbao online, which also has a positioning function, which directly matches Ye Jia's mobile phone.The main reason is that I can't watch her anytime and anywhere, and the nanny I hired is not satisfactory, so I simply got such a set of monitoring equipment and hung it on Tang Bao's body. It is very detailed, hanging on the chest, it looks like a decoration from a distance.

Two months passed leisurely, Nancheng Wudong, the fourth level is cool, but it doesn't feel cold.

Mu Chen received Qin Jin's latest information that Brother Jiu will have a big transaction in five days.And at this moment, Ye Jia received a call from Fu's family. Grandpa suffered a cerebral hemorrhage and was admitted to the hospital.

Almost overnight, she took her two children and rushed to the airport, flew to the capital, and after landing, she rushed to the hospital non-stop, and it took only four hours.

In the corridor of the hospital, the two elders of the Fu family were sitting anxiously outside the ward. When they saw Ye Jia coming back, their mother, Yang Zhi, stood up first. She couldn't restrain her excitement, and cried while holding her. Ye Jia patted Yang Zhi on the back. , comforting her, at this moment, it is even more necessary for the family to unite.

Fu Tingjun squatted down and hugged the two children.

Tang Bao's face was unclear, so he looked left and right, but Fu Shi knew what happened, and asked anxiously: "Grandpa, great grandpa... How is he?"

"I just finished the operation, and now I am in the intensive care unit. The doctor said that he is not out of danger and needs further observation." Fu Tingjun explained.

Ye Jia walked to the window and looked towards the intensive care unit. Old Fu with gray hair was lying flat on the bed with his eyes closed tightly. He hadn't seen him for several months. He was already very old.

The news of Fu Zhiyan's death almost broke him. Over the past year, he has been taking medicine from his body and aging rapidly. Although he has never shown the slightest discomfort, he even often tells outsiders that his grandson died for the country. He is a hero and martyr, and he is only proud of him, but his family knows that his sadness, his sadness, will never be less.

One day later, Mr. Fu was transferred from the intensive care unit to the general ward. He was still in a coma and hadn't woken up, but his family members were able to go in to take care of him. According to the doctor's words, he was dying. , have already lived a long life, and I advise them to be transparent.

In the hospital, the husband and wife of the Fu family and Ye Jia took turns to take care of Mr. Fu, and the two children also lived in the hospital. Let Ye Jia worry about it.

At dusk, Ye Jia had just wiped his grandfather's face and fed him some porridge he cooked in the small kitchen of the hospital when he turned around and received an unfamiliar number.

"It's me." The voice on the phone made her heart beat faster, that voice!

"Know... know brother Yan?" She asked tremblingly.

"I'm Qin Jin." His voice on the other end of the phone was still the same.

At this moment, a "beep" sounded suddenly in the ward, and Ye Jia noticed fluctuations in the electrocardiogram equipment used to detect Mr. Fu.

"Are you gone?" he asked.

"Something happened at home." Ye Jia explained to him with a little disappointment, "Grandpa is hospitalized."

"Is it serious?" His voice on the other end of the phone was a little urgent, an eagerness that was desperately suppressed.

"Hmm...it's a bit serious. The doctor said that hemorrhage in the cerebellum is impossible to recover. Now relying on drugs to control it, how long can I live....." Ye Jia felt sore and didn't continue.

At this moment, the electrocardiogram fluctuated again.

Ye Jia suddenly said, "Well...can you..."

"Just say anything."

"Your voice is very similar to my husband." Ye Jia walked out of the ward, lowered her voice and said to Qin Jin, "Grandpa should be able to hear us, I think..."

"Give the phone to Grandpa and let me talk to him." Qin Jin accepted without hesitation.

"Thank you."

Ye Jia walked back to the ward again, and came to Grandpa's hospital bed. Grandpa had an oxygen tube inserted and his eyes were closed.

"Grandpa, I found brother Zhiyan." Ye Jia lowered his voice and whispered in his ear, "He has something to tell you."

She said, putting the phone to Grandpa's ear.

On the other end of the phone, Qin Jin's voice was almost choked up. Ye Jia didn't know, but Grandpa heard it.

"I'm sorry..." He knelt on the ground, held the phone, arched his body, resisted the violent ups and downs of emotions, covered his mouth, took a deep breath, and held back the intense sadness in his heart, "Grandpa, I'm sorry .”

A drop of tears dripped from the corner of Fu's tightly closed eyes, and silently soaked the pillow towel.

In the past two days, many relatives and friends, as well as grandfather's comrades-in-arms, came to visit the doctor, but they all stood by the window of the ward, looking in from a distance.When everyone comforted the elders of the Fu family, they would inevitably bring Fu Zhiyan with them, which aggravated the grief in the hearts of the elders.

Ye Jia just came out of the lounge and was looking for soup dumplings. When he walked to the door of the ward, it happened that Mr. Xu came out of the ward. Seeing him, Ye Jia immediately went up to greet him: "Grandpa Xu, you are here too!"

Old Xu's hair had already turned gray, and the wrinkles on his face became more prominent, but his figure still seemed to be in good health.

"Well, the plane just arrived this morning, so come here."

"How is your health?" Seeing Mr. Xu, Ye Jia was obviously very happy and kind.

"It's all good." Elder Xu glanced into the ward, and sighed, "It's a pity, my old man..." Seeing the two elders of the Fu family coming over, Elder Xu didn't continue, and exchanged greetings by himself. When Ye Jia sent him out of the hospital building, Old Xu asked, "Did you go to Nancheng these past few months?"

Ye Jia nodded. She kept this matter from the elders of the Fu family, but she couldn't hide it from Mr. Xu, so she simply said to him, "Yes."

"Is there any news about Zhiyan?"

Ye Jia hesitated for a moment, but still shook his head.

Originally, I wanted to mention that strange Qin Jin, but after thinking about it, it was just an illusory feeling. If I said it, if it wasn't, it would only add to the sadness, so I simply didn't mention it.

Elder Xu sighed: "Oh, there are some things, it's better not to be too attached, if you can let go... just let go..."

After sending Mr. Xu away, Ye Jia went back to the ward, and Fu Shi came from the corridor, and she asked, "Did you see your sister?"

"Didn't she stay with Grandpa in the ward all the time?" Fu Shi replied.

Ye Jia frowned, entered the ward, and saw Tang Bao struggling to crawl out from under the bed.

"Tang Bao, what are you doing?" Ye Jia walked over, carried Tang Bao out from under the bed, and patted her clothes vigorously, "Why did you get under the bed?"

"I... saw... some bad guys coming in... so I... hid..." Tangbao stammered and explained.

"The grandfather just now is a good friend of my great grandfather, not a bad person."

However, before Ye Jia finished speaking, the electrocardiogram suddenly fluctuated abnormally, and after that, it became a straight line.

Ye Jia was stunned, and then several doctors and nurses ran into the ward and began to give first aid. When Ye Jia was pulled out of the ward by the nurse, he was stunned, and his whole body felt chills.

When the elders of the Fu family heard the movement, they hurried over, their hearts raised in their throats, and they stood by the window, staring nervously at the movement in the ward.

Not long after, the doctor came out of the ward and shook his head at them.

"Get ready for the funeral."

That day, he stayed alone in a narrow small rented house, facing the northeast direction, and knelt for a whole night.

All he wanted in his life was to be ashamed of his heart, but now, he couldn't do it!He has failed his family, the woman he loves the most, and too many people... He dare not think about how, in the past year, the blow of losing his two beloved grandchildren will be broken bit by bit. Grandpa's dying years, he dare not think, how his parents are immersed in the sorrow of losing him, his mother, such a gentle and modest woman, how could he use such a cruel truth to torture her and destroy her ...That was his family, dear and dear!
He was alone, holding his head, kneeling facing the northeast, bending his spine that had never been broken in half, opening his mouth, closing his eyes tightly, crying with restraint, and wept most of the night.

Every word, every word, I'm sorry...

sorry for them...

The next day, on the cold floor, his face was red and his eyes were swollen. He put on a windbreaker and went out with a cold expression.

He is still Qin Jin, the rascal Qin Jin...

He has to do what he should do, and only when he finishes, can he return to Fu Zhiyan and go home.

He wanted to go home, to the child, to her.

(End of this chapter)