Ming Ruo Xiaoxi

Chapter 25

It is still raining.

The transparent and slanted rain seems not to be stained with any troubles.

The afternoon class is over, and the students in Class C of the second year have basically left.

Koizumi stared at the empty seat beside him, staring blankly.

The door of the classroom was pushed open with a "bang", Dong Haoxue rushed in with an orange umbrella and some damp skirt corners, and she shouted happily: "Okay, okay, we can go! A little After eating something, we can go to the concert hall to meet brother Che!"

Koizumi turned to look at her, but said nothing.

Only then did Dong Haoxue feel weird, looked around, and asked strangely: "Huh? What about sister Ming, didn't we make an appointment to wait here and set off together?"

"She's gone." Koizumi sighed.This Ming Xiaoxi seemed to have forgotten what day it was. As soon as the scarred boy came, she ran away without leaving a word.

"Gone?" Dong Haoxue couldn't react, she scratched her hair, "What do you mean my sister is gone? Where did she go? Or did she go to the concert first?"

"I don't know." Koizumi sighed again.

After a while, he comforted himself and Dong Haoxue and said, "Fortunately, Xiaoxi took her dress away, and she probably won't forget the evening concert."

Dong Haoxue opened her mouth wide, stuttering in surprise, "What?! Forget about the evening concert?!"

Ming Xiaoxi vigorously wiped off the rain on his face, and took out the key of the apartment from his bag with his right hand.She hasn't been here for a while, and the key has become a little strange.Inserting the key into the keyhole and turning it bit by bit, she bit her lips tightly, her breathing seemed to have stopped, but her heart was beating too slowly or too fast, which made her dizzy.

The apartment door opened quietly.Not a single light, not a breath.It was so cold that it seemed to be suffocating.Ming Xiaoxi closed her eyes.She pressed her fist against her nose, and the sour tears made her tremble all over. Her legs began to weaken, and she leaned against the door and slowly slid down.There is no one here.Mu Liubing is not here.There is only darkness and memories here.This was the last place she could think of. If he wasn't here, where was he?Is something really wrong?If something really happened, then...

Tears flowed from the corners of her eyes.She clasped her head tightly in her hands and began to cry uncontrollably.She is not the invincible Ming Xiaoxi, she is the most cowardly Ming Xiaoxi in the world.

The wind, mixed with rain, blows into the living room of the apartment.A corner of the dark blue curtain was raised, letting in a ray of light.A pale, graceful and crystal-clear hand pulled the curtain, blocking the light again.The small movement disturbed the weeping Ming Xiaoxi.She raised her head, staring at the hand in surprise, and then, the figure in the dark corner.Her widened eyes gradually got used to the darkness, and the figure became clearer and clearer.Tears all over her face made her look so embarrassed, but she rushed over like an angry warrior. She grabbed the man in the darkness and shouted repeatedly: "Why are you here?! Why are you here? Don't make a sound?! Do you know that everyone thinks you are missing! Everyone is looking for you like crazy, but you are hiding here! You think it's funny, don't you?! Do you know that you are going to scare me to death! I Think……"

"I'm dead?" A cold and mocking voice picked up her words, "I only regret that I don't have such a good life, and I am destined to suffer a lifetime in this world."

"Mu Liubing!" Ming Xiaoxi was shocked, and the hands holding his chest froze there.

Rain, some drifted in again.

He suddenly started to cough, and the cough came and went quickly, as if he wanted to cough up his lungs.Ming Xiaoxi let him go and turned on the light in the living room.

She finally saw Mu Liubing clearly, but his appearance surprised her again.

Mu Liubing's face was as pale as paper, but his eyes were surprisingly bright, as if he was burning the last lamp in his life, and his lips were also strangely bright, as if all the colors in his life were concentrated there. His body is slender but thin, so thin that it hurts.He suppressed his cough, didn't look at her, and there was a trace of mockery on his lips.

Ming Xiaoxi stared at him, frowning tightly, "Are you sick?"

Mu Liubing ignored her.She stretched out her hand to touch his forehead, "Do you have a fever?"

He flashed her.Her hand dropped from the air, she gritted her teeth, and went to support his shoulder again, "Go, I'll take you to the hospital."

He looked at her with ice-cold eyes, "Don't worry about my business."

This sentence froze all of Ming Xiaoxi's actions.She stood there, blankly, not knowing what to say or what to do.In front of him, she suddenly felt that no matter what she said or did was wrong, she suddenly felt that she was very funny.The drizzle drifted in and hit her face, cold to her bone marrow.

Here, it used to be her and his apartment, where she and he used to laugh, play, cry, and kiss. Here, there are beautiful memories that she will never forget.However, now he only has hatred and hostility towards her in his eyes.Her fists were clenched tightly, her nails digging into her flesh.She gave up, but, how could this heartache be so unbearable for her!
She looked at her fist, and after a while, she raised her head and tried to smile at him and said: "I, just happen to be Ming Xiaoxi, who loves to meddle most in the world!"

In front of the Royal Concert Hall.

Dong Haoxue was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, walking back and forth non-stop, "Oh, what the hell did sister Ming do? You promised to come early, why haven't you arrived yet?!" Koizumi Leaning on a black marble column, looking at the rain that keeps falling from the sky.

"Sister Xiaoquan, why don't you talk? Are you not in a hurry?" Xiaoquan glanced at her and said coolly, "I'm very anxious, very anxious, but it's useless to be anxious...

Fool Ming Xiaoxi, when will she really know her own mind? "

Dong Haoxue tried hard to listen, but couldn't understand, "What are you talking about? Will elder sister Ming arrive in time?"

Koizumi ignored her and continued to stare at Yu in a daze.

Dong Haoxue waited for a long time without reply, and asked the next question: "Do you know where Sister Ming has gone?"

Koizumi raised his eyebrows, "There is only one person who can make her run out without even thinking about it."

Dong Haoxue was shocked, "You mean—Mu Liubing?!"

Koizumi smiled wryly.

"Mu Liubing?! How can that be?! What about Brother Che?! No way! You can't do this! This is too cruel to Brother Che!!"

Dong Haoxue jumped up so anxiously that he wanted to rush into the rain, "I'm going to find Sister Ming!"

Koizumi grabbed her, "Where are you going to find it?"

"I……"

"Forget it, just wait patiently," Koizumi sighed, "Xiaoxue, I suddenly feel that we are all helping Senior Che, so Mu Liubing is a bit too lonely. And..."

Dong Haoxue was stunned.

Koizumi's voice seemed to come from the rain: "...what is love?"

In a small apartment.

Ming Xiaoxi sat on the floor of the living room, hugging her knees with her hands, looking up at Mu Liubing who was sitting on the window sill, as silent as rain.

"Don't sit there, okay? The rain will fall on you." She frowned helplessly, "Or close the window, you seem to be really sick."

Mu Liubing's thin lips, as bright as a red maple, stubbornly pursed his lips, letting the cool rain fall on him.

Ming Xiaoxi couldn't bear it anymore, got up to the window, and reached out to close the window, but as soon as her hand touched the glass, he was caught by him, he shook off her hand, and said coldly: "Go away!"

His hands were as hot as a soldering iron!He has a fever!Ming Xiaoxi didn't let him get rid of her, but grabbed him instead!Really, Mu Liubing's palm is not as cold as usual, but suspiciously hot!
She grabbed him tightly, her eyes were full of tension, "how are you? Are you feeling unwell? Are you burning badly? Have you taken any medicine?"

Mu Liubing sneered, "I told you, it's none of your business."

Ming Xiaoxi didn't seem to hear his words, she stared at him, her nerves tensed up!Being so close, she suddenly saw clearly—her finger touched his lips in disbelief, and wiped lightly—it turned out that his lips were red because there was blood on them!The blood from her fingertips pierced through her whole body like a cry of surprise.

"Why is there blood?! Ice!" Ming Xiaoxi's throat trembled in anxiety!

"Are you afraid?" There was a weird smile on the blood-stained lips.

"Yes, I'm afraid!"

With a light cough, a mouthful of blood bloomed on his lips like a flower.

Mu Liubing looked at her and smiled coldly, "This is my blood."

Ming Xiaoxi was about to collapse, "Bing, what happened to you?! Don't do this!!"

Another mouthful of blood spit out and splashed onto his chest, only then did she realize that there were already dried blood stains on his black shirt!Horror enveloped her, and for a moment, she lost all reflexes, and tears rolled down her face.

Ming Xiaoxi cried.She cried and asked him: "Are you torturing me? Do you actually hate me so much? Are you taking revenge on me by hurting yourself? Mu Liubing, you are such a cruel person?"

Early summer weather.Because of the rain, it was as cold as a severe winter.

On Mu Liubing's beautiful and crystal fingertips were her crystal tears.

He looked at the tears and chuckled, "So, you still cry for me. Will you still be sad for me? Do you still have me in your heart? Didn't you leave me long ago?"

The fresh blood is like flowers in May, angrily blooming on Mu Liubing's beautiful lips.

He wiped away the tears on his fingertips with blood-stained lips, and suddenly smiled, as clear and transparent as when she saw him for the first time, "You misunderstood me, Xiaoxi, how could I take revenge on you? This is just My gift to myself."

Mu Liubing brushed her tear-wet face, smiled and blinked, "The day before yesterday was my birthday, what a coincidence, it's only three days earlier than yours."

"ice……"

"I know you don't remember, no one remembers that it was my birthday," blood gushed out of his beautiful lips, "but I decided to give myself a birthday present."

Mu Liubing looked at this apartment that couldn't be any smaller, satisfied but as if it was the most glorious palace in the world, "I want to come back here again, think about it, I was once happy, even though this happiness was so short-lived as if Only in the blink of an eye."

A mouthful of blood spurted out from Mu Liubing's mouth and splashed onto Ming Xiaoxi's cheek.

He frowned, trying to wipe it off for her.She hugged his somewhat limp body, tears running down her face frantically, "Stop talking, we're going to the hospital now!"

Mu Liubing stubbornly wanted to push her away, his eyes were stubborn and bright, "I don't want to leave here, there is no you outside." Thinking about it, he smiled again, "It seems that there is no you here either. There are no lights, no you. The food is delicious, and you will never come back without your voice. I think you have forgotten this place."

The dark blue curtains set off against his pale face, and the blood on his lips gave him a heart-piercing beauty.

It was getting dark outside the window.But the rain was getting heavier and heavier, being blown obliquely by the wind, and falling on him and her.

Mu Liubing stared at Ming Xiaoxi whose eyes were red and swollen, his eyes turned cold, and his voice suddenly became colder than the rain outside the window, "I was wondering if I should hate you."

Ming Xiaoxi hated herself.At this moment, why can she only cry, and can't even say a word.

"I should hate you, why did you let me fall in love with you, why did you let me taste the taste of happiness, and then leave me. If I have been in the dark, I will feel that life is as cold as death, You use your love to send me to the clouds, and then throw me to hell, Ming Xiaoxi, do you think I should hate you?"

She looked at him with teary eyes, and the pain in his eyes tore her apart.

Mu Liubing looked at her with hatred, "I hate you, what I hate you the most is that even if you make me hate you, I can't really hate you."

These words exhausted all the strength in his body, he seemed to have vomited out the last mouthful of blood in his body, and with a pale face, he fainted in Ming Xiaoxi's arms.

The lounge of the Royal Concert Hall.

Dong Haoxue smiled sweetly and sent a bouquet of lilies, "Brother Che, I wish you a successful performance!"

Feng Jianche took the flowers with a smile, patted her on the head, "Thank you, Xiaoxue."

"Well, that..." Dong Haoxue hesitated, and glanced at Koizumi beside him, but Koizumi turned his face away and ignored her.She gritted her teeth, and then said to Feng Jianche with a smile all over her face: "There... There are some things... Sister Ming didn't have time to come with us... She... She will be here in a while..."

Feng Jianche was slightly taken aback, "Is something wrong?"

"It's okay! It's okay! It's nothing!" Dong Haoxue hurriedly explained, "It's just a small problem, it's okay!"

"That's it."

Feng Jianche looked at Ye Yu outside the window.

Guangyu Hospital.

The atmosphere was oppressive as deathly silent.Ming Xiaoxi sat silently on the bench outside the operating room, with no expression on her face, her soul seemed to have been withdrawn.The embarrassing tears on her cheeks that were blown dry by the wind and the blood spattered on her chest were shocking and unreal.Guitang stood upright, standing upright by the door of the operating room, gloomily staring at the three words "in operation" on the red light, and the scar on his right face became more and more hideous.

Randy couldn't bear it anymore, jumped up and pointed at Ming Xiaoxi's nose, "It's you! You half-hearted woman! It's you who killed Bing!"

Ming Xiaoxi raised his head slowly, his voice was as quiet as a fallen leaf, "He's not dead."

Randy's brilliant golden curly hair was shaking with anger, "How dare you say that! Ha, what a shameless woman! You abandoned Bing cruelly, you have already killed his heart! Ever since you left him that day, you know I don’t know what kind of life he lived?! I have never seen a more painful and sad person than him! He tortures himself every day, do you know that?!”

Ming Xiaoxi is as quiet as a wood carving, only her eyelashes are blinking slightly.

"Ha!" Randy's blue eyes burst into anger, "Of course you don't know! Because you are a heartless woman! What kind of evil methods are you using to hurt Bing? How can you keep a person alive but seem to be In hell!"

Ming Xiaoxi remained silent.Randy was so angry that he rushed up and shook Ming Xiaoxi, "Speak up! Aren't you amazing? Why are you acting stupid now?! Tell you, if Bing dies, I will definitely kill you!"

Ming Xiaoxi suddenly raised his eyelashes, his eyes were as clear as mirrors, and his voice was as quiet as flying flowers. "He, no, will, die."

Startled.Then, Randy sneered, "You think you can save Bing with your words? Who else would believe it except you?"

"I believe her." A voice as beautiful as the night sounded, "Also, let Xiaoxi go."

"Hitomi?"

Seeing the beautiful figure standing in front of him, Randy almost turned his nose in anger, "You actually speak for outsiders? Do you know who she is?"

Tong smiled coldly, "She is Ming Xiaoxi, my friend."

Randy's jaw dropped.God, that cool girl who is colder than Bingshuang actually claims to have friends?

The door of the operating room opened.

The man with light blond hair took off the rubber gloves in his hand, his indifferent eyes swept away, and fell on Randy who was still in astonishment, "It really is you, no matter where you go, you will make people feel uneasy."

Randy rubbed his nose, stuck out his pink tongue and made a face, "Call me again, always call me, Seuss, can't you be nice to me?"

Hughes smiled faintly, "You hide from me like the plague, do I have a chance to show it?"

"Oh, let's not talk about this," Randy blushed a little, "tell me, how is the ice situation?"

Ghost Hall, Hitomi, Ming Xiaoxi on the bench, and the big men in Lieyan Hall in the distance all stared at Hughes.

Hughes saw the dignified and stubborn Ming Xiaoxi. "Very serious. Heavy stomach bleeding, high fever, doesn't seem to have eaten for two or three days, extremely weak."

Ming Xiaoxi met his gaze and stood up. Her legs were a little weak, but she still stood firmly, "You can heal him."

Her words were not questions, not begging, but the only choice for him.Hughes raised his eyebrows, and a strange light jumped out of his eyes.

Randy grabbed Hughes by the arm and threatened him viciously, his left canines were shining brightly, "Hughes, I warn you, you must give me a piece of ice that is intact, otherwise, I will let you see you for the rest of your life Not to me!"

The concert begins.A beam of light was cast on the top of the stage, like the bright moonlight falling on Feng Jianche's hands.Every note is filled with elegant classical atmosphere, but also exudes incomparable aura.

Simple and transparent, crystal clear, like dewdrops under the moonlight, quietly dripping, startling a pool of autumn water.The audience was fascinated, their hearts were tugged by the music, they were moved by the music, and they were moved by the evoked past.The piano is played as beautifully as the night, and the occasional pause is like the blank space in the splashed ink landscape, like a sigh, a kind of shock.Feng Jianche is handsome and charming like a prince in a fairy tale, a white silk ribbon, tied with a bow, is tied on his right arm, gently undulating with the music, as if facing his beloved wave.The moonlight-like light fell smoothly on the bridge of his nose, which was as proud as a distant mountain, and the loneliness was chilly, like snow that couldn't be blown away.There is a smile on the lips.Smiling so silently.Smiling as if he was the only one here, and the girl he had been waiting for didn't come.

The red light for "in operation" went out.

Ming Xiaoxi saw Mu Liubing pushed out from the operating room.Mu Liubing's face was as pale as a piece of paper, and his eyes were covered by long black eyelashes.His lips are no longer bright, all the color has been sucked out, and they are a little dry.Ming Xiaoxi walked along with his hospital bed, he couldn't hear any other sounds in his ears, and couldn't see anything else in his eyes.Her world is now dead silent.Can't even feel heartache.Only bone-chilling cold.

Randy grabbed Hughes who looked indifferent, and asked eagerly, "How is the operation?"

Hughes looked at the surprisingly quiet Ming Xiaoxi, and said lightly, "Very good."

"How long before he wakes up?" Randy asked again.

"I don't use a lot of anesthesia. After an hour or two, I will wake up again."

Randy jumped up happily, "Great! Hughes, you are more humane this time!"

Guitang stood in front of him, bowing solemnly and respectfully, "Thank you, Doctor Hughes."

Hughes sneered, "Really?"

He glanced at the shadow-like cold and erratic pupil in the distance, and said mockingly to Guitang: "If you are really grateful, don't let that woman watch me 24 hours a day."

The piano recital "The Gift" ended perfectly.The ethereal music, the charming demeanor, the feeling that makes people forget everything and reminds people of everything, and the indescribable taste, lingering in the hearts of the audience.The performance of Feng Jianche, a talented pianist, is something they will never forget for the rest of their lives.

in the rest room.

Dong Haoxue's big deer-like eyes looked at Feng Jianche, and he wanted to cry, "Sister Ming... still hasn't come..."

Koizumi glared at her, this little girl doesn't even know how to think.

Feng Jianche smiled, his nose like a snow mountain wrinkled slightly, "I'm afraid it's because the rain is too heavy and the road is not easy to walk."

"No way!" Dong Haoxue yelled, "Sister Ming will definitely not stop coming because of the heavy rain, she is because... because... because..." Her voice was getting weaker and weaker, looking at own toes.Dong Haoxue raised her head, with anger in her eyes, "Brother Che, sister Ming did something wrong for what happened today! You did so many things for sister Ming, she didn't know it at all, just like trying to get rid of Gu Feiying. Engagement, you even promised to..."

"Xiaoxue," Feng Jianche interrupted her, patted her on the head, "Everything is my own decision, it has nothing to do with Xiaoxi."

"But," Dong Haoxue continued, "You like sister Ming so much, but sister Ming makes you sad, doesn't it make you sad? You are so good, you are the best brother Che in the world, why does sister Ming want……"

"Xiaoxue!" Feng Jianche's stern voice scared Dong Haoxue into tears. "Don't you understand what kind of person Xiaoxi is? Don't hurt Xiaoxi because of my affairs."

"Brother Che..." Tears fell down patter, and Dong Haoxue couldn't cry. "Promise me." Dong Haoxue sobbed for a long time, finally wiped her red nose, and said in a sobbing voice, "I...promise you."

The night is getting deeper and deeper.The rain gradually stopped.

There was no sound in the intensive care unit, only the peaceful Mingxiao River and the sleeping Muliubing.She stared at him.His eyelashes are so long, black and dense, slightly curled up, gently covering his eyes.She remembered his eyes, at first they were as clear and transparent as crystals, which made her blush unconsciously and her heart beat; later, it seemed that many things had happened, and the coldness occupied his eyes little by little, and she desperately wanted to warm him , But, without success, his chill invaded her heart instead.She left him, she broke her promise, she had promised to be with him forever.She knew that she had hurt him, but she didn't expect to hurt him so badly.She thought that if she left him, she would no longer be sad and miserable.But, why, he still makes her sad like she's about to suffocate!

……

Mu Liubing, spitting out blood...

Mu Liubing fell in her arms...

Mu Liubing was pushed out from the operating room...

Ming Xiaoxi closed her eyes.Why, Mu Liubing always makes her heart hurt like a knife.

There is no sound.Like a wind brushing her cheek.

Ming Xiaoxi suddenly opened his eyes. "Bing, are you awake?"

She threw herself in front of Mu Liubing, her eyes were shining brightly, and she couldn't help holding his cold hand.His fingers curled up in her palm, then slowly relaxed, turned around, and held her too.He looked at her quietly, his eyes were like crystals, reflecting her concerned expression.

Looking at him, Ming Xiaoxi suddenly didn't know what to say, froze there, froze for a while, then wrinkled his nose and took a deep breath, "Mu Liubing, do you know, I really want to I scold you! If you hadn’t just finished the operation, I might still beat you!”

Mu Liubing's lips were pale, like flower petals that had lost blood.

"There are some children, once their demands are not met, they will act coquettishly, they will lie on the ground, they will roll on the ground, they will cry, they will tear their clothes, and they will scratch themselves with their nails. They use various means to hurt themselves, with the aim of threatening those who love them." The beautiful pale lips pulled out a very shallow smile, "Can they succeed?"

Ming Xiaoxi stared at him and sighed, "It always succeeds."

"Then, congratulations to them, because they are loved, they can afford to be a threat." There was self-deprecation in the smile.

"Mu Liubing!" Ming Xiaoxi's eyes widened, "Do you understand what I'm talking about?! I'm blaming you, how could you hurt your body like this?! You know your stomach is not good, Why don't you take good care of it, you actually tortured yourself until your stomach vomited blood! Stomach vomit blood, isn't that painful, wouldn't it be so painful that you can die? Why can you still be so calm that it seems that what you vomit is just plain boiled water?!"

Mu Liu smiled coldly, "I haven't felt any pain for a long time."

Ming Xiaoxi was startled.She could no longer speak, and could only stare at him in a daze.after a long time.Ming Xiaoxi bit her lip, forcing herself to face the problem, unable to escape.

"What should I do, will you get better?" Mu Liubing was lying on the snow-white pillow, her eyebrows were surprisingly black, and her eyes were surprisingly bright.

"Are you worried about me?"

"Yes!"

"why?"

Why?Ming Xiaoxi thought about this question carefully, her eyebrows frowned, her eyes darkened, she raised her head unconsciously, and saw the moon in the night sky through the gap in the blinds.A bright moon.The moonlight is elegant and bright.Like an elegant and bright young man.The empty Royal Concert Hall.Feng Jianche's slender fingers rested on the white keys, as if he wanted to play, but he didn't know who to play to.The seats under the stage were full, but no one was there.The moonlight shone on him through the large glass windows of the concert hall, casting a long slanting shadow on the ground.He is sitting on the piano bench.His eyes were as lonely as a snow mountain, he didn't look away, just looked at his hands.On the right arm, the white satin bow is still dancing tirelessly.

"Because you are my friend."

Ming Xiaoxi told Mu Liubing this way.Mu Liubing's face was bathed in the moonlight, with a kind of melancholy beauty, but there was a cold pain in the corner of his eyes.

"Are you lying to me, or are you lying to yourself?"

Ming Xiaoxi reacted a little slowly, shook his head, and asked slowly: "What did you say?"

There was hatred in Mu Liubing's eyes, "Is it such a terrible thing to love me? Why are you always trying to escape."

Ming Xiaoxi's voice was even slower, and seemed to be even more incomprehensible, "You—what did you say?"

Mu Liubing glared at her with full hatred, "You love me. You never stopped loving me, even if you ordered yourself not to love me anymore, you still love me!"

Ming Xiaoxi stood up in panic, her voice trembling, "What are you talking about, I have already left you."

Mu Liu smiled coldly, and there was cruelty in the smile, "Where's your heart?"

"My heart?" Ming Xiaoxi covered her heart in a panic, "My heart is myself..."

She couldn't go on.Her palm was cold, and there seemed to be something cold inside.She lowered her eyes.In front of the heart, in the palm, is a cross necklace inlaid with broken diamonds.

…that year’s Christmas………

Mu Liubing put the necklace on her neck without allowing her to refuse, "Don't take it off, you have to keep it on."

…………

"It is the evidence of our love in this life."

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"We exchanged tokens, and we settled for life."

... She wears it all the time, keeping it attached to her heart.She looks at him.The thin silver chain around his neck, the pendant is a snowflake-like crystal, crystal clear, beautiful and pure.

"You can stop wearing it... when you don't like me anymore..."

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"Bad girl, you will really cause me trouble... Doesn't that make me wear it every second from now on? Besides, I will worry about whether it will fall off by itself all day long..."

…………

Mu Liubing pinched her nose and smiled more beautifully than the crystal on his chest

The moon is as cool as water.

Ming Xiaoxi stood there, in a trance, a little unclear what is the present and what is the past.

Mu Liubing held the crystal on her chest, stared at her, her dark eyes gradually faded, revealing a trace of tenderness, the kind of tenderness that would break hearts, "I will let you love me forever."

Because, if I lose your love, I will be like an empty shell of my soul in this world, and I will never find a home.

The moonlight is gentler than all the moonlights before.Gently shining on Feng Jianche's slender body.Feng Jianche lay quietly on the piano, his face was hidden between his arms, no one could see it.His back curved into an elegant bow.There was an arrow stuck in his heart.

The moon is bright.

sprinkled on his cool back.He knew that maybe he really should leave, so as not to embarrass her.However, he cannot leave.He saw his own shadow, slanted and long reflected on the ground, as cold as moonlight.

The door to the intensive care unit opened.

Ming Xiaoxi walked out.Her face seemed to be paler than Mu Liubing who had just finished the operation, her lips were pursed stubbornly, and her eyes shone strangely.Many people from Tong, Ghost Hall, Randy, and Lieyan Hall outside the door were stunned when they saw her come out.

Randy jumped up, staring at her with blue eyes, "Hey, what are you doing out here, how's the ice?"

Ming Xiaoxi didn't look at him, but only looked at Tongyan.Hitomi stood aside, a distance away from the crowd, silent like a non-existent shadow.Seeing Ming Xiaoxi, she just frowned slightly, but didn't make a sound.

Ming Xiaoxi walked towards the gate of the hospital.All the big men in Lie Yan Hall looked at each other, not knowing what to do.

Randy was in a hurry, he caught up with Ming Xiaoxi in two or three steps, and stopped in front of her with open arms, "You can't go! You must stay with Bing!"

Ming Xiaoxi raised her palm lightly, and his blocking arm was taken off like noodles, and in astonishment, he was thrown behind her again.

Randy was so angry that he fell down and shouted: "Ming Xiaoxi, you are a ruthless, heartless woman! I look down on you! I despise you! I..." Oh, why are his words so poor, he can't even swear will scold.He turned his head and said bitterly: "Ghost hall, it's all your fault, let that woman be alone with Mu, what will happen..." Hey, where is ghost hall, where is ghost hall?

A little leader of Lie Yan Tang apologized, "Master Randy, as soon as Miss Cai Ming came out, Master Ghost Hall went into the ward."

Randy pouted. It turned out that he was singing a one-man show alone, which was boring.Hey, by the way, where is the iceberg girl Hitomi, why is it gone?

The night is as cool as water.The bright and clear moon bends thinly.Ming Xiaoxi walked out of Guangyu Hospital, suddenly, she didn't know where to go.she stands.Take a breath of the night wind, and feel the clear rain in your heart and lungs.The rain, hasn't it stopped, why is she still feeling cold.

"Xiaoxi."

Someone called her.Ming Xiaoxi turned around, it was Tong, the girl as beautiful as the night.

Hitomi handed her a big white cardboard box.Her eyes were as dark as deep pools, "You forgot this thing in the apartment when you brought the young master here."

Ming Xiaoxi took it, and there was blood on the white paper box, which was shocking.Her fingers clenched the paper box tightly, the dress inside made a slight sound, she smiled stiffly at Hitomi, "I'm sorry, I broke it."

Tong looked at her, "As long as you can let go, everything is still in time."

Is everything really too late?

Ming Xiaoxi didn't take a car, but walked aimlessly on the quiet street with a white cardboard box in his hand.It was very late at night, or rather, it was the early morning of the next day, the street lights were still on, and pedestrians and vehicles became scarce.She knows what she's missing.

Sitting on the street steps, she opened the carton.Moon white dress.I don't know if she will be as cute as a princess in it, Ming Xiaoxi thought about it and was dazed.

……That night.

Feng Jianche's eyes are soft like this spring night, in the silence, a little bit of starlight jumps out.He quietly stretched out his hand, wanting to hug Ming Xiaoxi who was smiling sweetly, the moment his slender fingers touched her shoulder, they stopped.

Ming Xiaoxi rolled her eyes sharply, but caught his warm fingertips, held him with a smile, and leaned against his right side, "Che, tell me, will I look good in this dress?"

"meeting."

"How beautiful?" He smiled, "better than the stars in the sky."

...but there are no stars in the night sky.Moreover, she has already missed the night that belonged to yesterday.

The stage under the moonlight.in front of the piano.

Feng Jianche sat quietly.He knew that he would wait, no matter how long he waited, no matter whether she would come or not, he would always be here waiting for her.

Even if she has forgotten him.He will still wait for her.

Feng Jianche's eyes are as clear as snow mountains.The white ribbon on the right arm is like a butterfly dancing in the wind.In the silence of the moonlight.

Suddenly, a beautiful polyphonic ringtone came from Feng Jianche's cell phone on the piano.The slender fingers were a little nervous.

"Hey……"

"..."

"Is it Xiaoxi? I ​​know your mobile phone number." His voice was very soft, and it sounded like he was smiling.

"Oh." Ming Xiaoxi was slightly taken aback.

"Are you ok?"

"Che...I'm sorry...I..."

"I'm relieved to hear your voice." Feng Jianche interrupted her gently, paused, and asked her, "Xiaoxi, where are you?"

"I……"

Empty streets.A car sped away, splashing rain on Ming Xiaoxi's body.

Ming Xiaoxi looked at the concert hall without a trace of light in front, bit her lower lip, "Is the concert still a success?"

"Success." She smiled, "Che must play very well, right?"

"Correct."

"Che's right hand is really completely healed, as good as before, isn't it?"

"It's even better than before."

"Is there a god with a good right hand?"

"Better than God."

Ming Xiaoxi smiled and sighed, with a little satisfaction in the sigh, "That's great, Che finally turned back into a perfect boy like a god."

"Xiaoxi, are you happy?"

"..."

"Would you be happy if I went back to being as emotionless as a god?"

Feng Jianche's words were as quiet as night.By the piano on a moonlit night.Feng Jianche looked out of the glass window of the concert hall, as if looking at the girl he was waiting for.

"Xiaoxi, do you want to hear me play the piano?" Ming Xiaoxi's voice was a little anxious, "Che, are you still in the concert hall so late? Che!"

"..."

"Where are you?!"

"I'm at home, I'll go back as soon as the concert is over, you don't have to worry." She relieved, "Oh, are you at your parents' house, there is no piano in the apartment."

"Yes, I'm there."

"Xiaoxi, which song do you like to listen to?"

"This...hehe, I don't understand anything." She smiled a little embarrassedly, "Anyway, as long as it's played by Che, it must sound good!"

"Okay, then I'll play it for you."

Piano music came out melodiously from her mobile phone.The notes beat in the quiet night.Listening, Ming Xiaoxi smiled, but she could understand this piece of music, she hummed softly along with the piece: "Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me... Happy, happy birthday to me..."

While listening, Ming Xiaoxi walked slowly towards the dark concert hall, she knew that there was no one there, but she still wanted to go and see, she promised to go, although it was already too late.

The moonlight poured down like mercury, through the large glass window, and sprinkled on the young man's body.The elegant boy was playing the piano, and a white bow was dancing playfully.

The doors of the concert hall opened.A girl in a moon-white dress stood at the door with her mouth open, and the phone in her hand was playing the exact same tune as the boy was playing.The girl's dress was stained with rain, but she was still as lovely as a princess, and her eyes were more beautiful than the brightest stars in the world.

The boy tilted his head and chuckled, "You're here."

The girl stuttered in surprise, "Che, you..."

The last note disappeared at Feng Jianche's fingertips, he looked at her and smiled, "Happy birthday to you, Xiaoxi."

Ming Xiaoxi clenched her fists, met his gaze, and her voice was a bit astringent: "But, I'm late, the concert is over, and my birthday has already passed."

"Then I wish you a happy first day," Feng Jianche said to her, "Happy every day, happy forever."

She wanted to laugh, "Che, your words are very old-fashioned."

"No matter how old-fashioned it is, as long as it makes you happy."

Ming Xiaoxi stared at him blankly, her nose a little sore.

Feng Jianche smiled softly, pinched her nose, "I have something more old-fashioned, I have a gift for you."

"Che..." The white ribbon danced on Feng Jianche's right arm like a butterfly, beckoning to her.

"You said that you like gifts with shiny packaging and beautiful bows. Look, this bow is still beautiful."

He gently took her hand, "It's yours."

Ming Xiaoxi raised her face, starlight shone in her eyes, the light was so bright that it looked like tears.

He put her hand on the bow, "Open your gift, and then, leave it by my side, even if you leave one day, I still seem to be with you." He smiled Like a ray of moonlight, "That way, I'll feel happy."

Feng Jianche held her hand and gave it a slight twitch.The pure white butterfly flew away in response to the sound, fluttering lightly, and danced into a pure ribbon. The sound was very soft, as if there was laughter and struggle.Such a soft voice.

It made Ming Xiaoxi's heart crash, and her tears poured down uncontrollably, "I know I'm bad! I'm the worst person in the world! But you made me understand that I'm worse than bad." Be bad!"

Moonlight suddenly became a little flustered.

Ming Xiaoxi stood under the flustered moonlight, wiped away the tears on his face, raised his head, and said to him: "You will never ask me why I didn't make it to the concert, right? Well, let me Let me tell you, I didn't get stuck in traffic, I didn't forget my umbrella, I didn't suddenly feel sick, and I didn't remember the time of the concert wrong. I didn't come because..."

"You are with Mu Liubing." Feng Jianche interrupted her, "Only he can make you forget everything." His smile is as serene as water, "Look, I'm not as good as you think, I don't ask you , just because I'm afraid."

that moment.Ming Xiaoxi didn't even have the strength to move a finger, her face was snow-white, her wet eyes seemed to be soaked in fog, her eyelashes blinked, and new tears slid down her dirty cheeks again.

She took a deep breath, and in the tears, tried to smile at him, "You don't know, how much I hate myself. I once swore never to cry again, because tears are impotent, cowardly, and useless, so , I ordered myself never to cry again. But, you see, I didn’t do it, I’m still crying.” She tried to smile, but the smile didn’t spread, and the coldness all over her body made her stand up straight, “I used to think that , when I make a decision, I can completely put aside the past, let it no longer affect me, and no longer hurt the person I want to cherish the most. However, I still haven't done it, and I hurt you again. "

Feng Jianche listened quietly, his brows were slightly opened, and the corners of his lips were smiling. He held her slightly trembling shoulders, "Xiaoxi, I know you have me in your heart, right?"

Ming Xiaoxi stared at him, thought for a long time, and finally shook her head. "wrong."

Feng Jianche's hands froze, and under the moonlight, he suddenly seemed to have turned into an ice sculpture.

Ming Xiaoxi's eyes are firm and solemn. "I should only have you in my heart. If I can't do that, then I'm not qualified to be with you."

Feng Jianche's body gradually softened. "We can take our time, I'll wait for you."

Ming Xiaoxi shook her head and smiled wryly, "No. I can't allow myself to hurt you again. Your heart should be cared for and cherished, and the feelings you get should be certain."

"Xiaoxi..." Ming Xiaoxi didn't let him continue, "Che, I want to leave for a while."

The moon gently shines on the boy and the girl.The boy is as elegant as the moon.The girl is as bright as a star.

The girl said to the boy: "I think, I must work hard to grow up."

Feng Jianche stared at her as if for a lifetime.

"How long are you going to be away?"

"Or one or two years, or three or four years."

"Will you come back?"

"..."

(End of this chapter)