Chapter 89 First love, the full stop

But what's the use of talking about it now?

Everything is too late.

Although Su Zeyu held his face, tears still flowed from his fingers.

Those were not tears, but sulfuric acid, bit by bit corroding Xia Xiaomi's heart.

No matter whether she still has feelings for Su Zeyu or not, he is still the first person she likes and the first man she loves.

Still has an indelible memory, and a special status.

She didn't want to see him so sad, didn't want to see him so sad.

Her throat seemed to be blocked by something, and it was difficult to even happen, dry and stinging.

"Zeyu, don't be like this..."

She reached out her hand, hesitated for a moment, and held his.

"I know, I know everything, but you also know that we can't go back now, you have your fiancée, and I also... have someone I like..."

Su Zeyu raised his head suddenly: "The person you like?" He asked with a questioning voice.

She looked at him firmly: "Yes, the person I like."

"Who? Situ Feng? Xiaomi, he's not someone you can like..."

"I know that I don't belong to the right family with him, and there is a deep gap between me and him, but Su Zeyu, I want to give it a try."

Her firm gaze prevented Su Zeyu from saying the rest of his words.

She told him in front of him that she liked another man, and that man was still his brother.

He just stared at her sadly for a while, and finally nodded weakly.

"Okay, as long as you want, I will support you unconditionally, as long as you know that no matter what decision you make, I will stand by your side, that's fine."

Xia Xiaomi's current mood couldn't be described as sad, but it was definitely complicated.

He suddenly held her hand tightly, with pleading eyes.

Xia Xiaomi wanted to pull out her hand, tried several times but failed, and was still tightly held by him.

"I think it's the last time...Really, just the last time, can you spend a day with me?"

He raised a finger: "One day, really just one day."

"Zeyu, calm down!"

"No, I'm calm and know what I'm doing now. Don't worry, I won't ask for anything else. I just want you to accompany me, even if I go to the park for a whole day. I just want you to accompany me Me, after today, the relationship between you and me has come to an end..."

Su Zeyu lowered his eyes, but he couldn't hide the flickering light in his eyes.

Xia Xiaomi wanted to refuse, but seeing Su Zeyu like this, he couldn't say anything when it came to his lips.

This handsome man was once the person she liked, and also the first man she liked in her life.

Her love for him, although not to the point of death, was true.

Even after three or 30 years, she will never forget that pure and young love, and Su Zeyu has an irreplaceable position in her heart.

She admitted that no one can take his place in her heart.

However, this doesn't mean that she wants to get entangled with him, and wants to continue to have nothing to do with him.

She was a little sad, but also a little inexplicably sad.

It's as if something that I once cherished very much is suddenly about to be handed over to someone else, and that feeling of loss and emptiness arises spontaneously.

"Okay, I promise you!"

Su Zeyu's eyes suddenly lit up, and he held her hand tightly with both hands.

"Really, Xiaomi, thank you!"

Their eyes met, and she smiled at him and nodded.

On this day, the two went to many places.

I walked almost all the places I went to when I was in school, and there are memories left by the two of them everywhere.

In the evening, they arrived at a park.

Su Zeyu asked Xia Xiaomi to sit on a bench in the park while he went to the canteen to buy a few cans of beer.

While drinking beer, Su Zeyu told Xia Xiaomi some interesting things about their study time. They talked and laughed, but while talking, Su Zeyu burst into tears, and then he bowed his head and drank beer.

"Zeyu, you drank a lot, drink less."

"It's okay, this little beer won't make me drunk."

"I'm worried that if you drink too much, you will feel uncomfortable. And you also said that we have come to an end, and let it pass!"

"Hehe~" Su Zeyu put his hands on his forehead.

"In the past? Can you really get by?"

He seemed to be asking Xia Xiaomi, and he seemed to be asking himself. After a while, he nodded.

"Yes, it will pass, it will..."

He didn't talk anymore, just gulped down a can of wine, and then opened another can.

Xia Xiaomi couldn't stand it anymore, so she snatched him away.

"Su Zeyu, you can't drink anymore, you want to drink, right? I'll help you drink!"

After she finished speaking, she drank the beer in her hand in one gulp, crushed the beer can, and threw it neatly into the trash can opposite.

"Since we are going to get married, let go of what should be let go, forget what should be forgotten, and treat your wife and children better in the future. This is what a good man should do. And..."

She paused, lowered her eyes, and lowered her voice.

"Forget about me!" After saying this, she suddenly raised her head as if making up her mind.

"Forget about me, love her well, and love yourself well. A person's life is long or not. In just a few decades, it will pass in a flash. Don't wait until you get old to regret it, you know?"

He looked at her and said a thousand words, but they were stuck in his throat, unable to say anything.

His eyes were red with tears.

Looking at her with an expression uglier than crying, he nodded after a while.

"I see……"

After finishing speaking, he didn't say any more, slowly bent down, lay on her lap, and closed his eyes.

Xia Xiaomi let him lie like this, and she didn't say anything, let alone push him away.

She leaned against the back of the chair and sat quietly, as if there were only the two of them left in the world, and time had stopped, and all the noisy sounds around her had been inaudible.

The two of them, one sitting on a park bench, one lying on the other's lap, quietly seemed to be a painting.

This time, they all knew in their hearts that it was time to end, and it was also time to end.

She didn't speak, and he didn't speak, the two of them just stayed quietly in this posture, and I don't know how long it took, Su Zeyu sat up.

"Thank you very much for today."

She turned her head and looked at him. His profile was very handsome, without flaws.

He also turned his head and looked at her. His four eyes met, and he saw too many complicated emotions from the other's eyes, but he didn't say anything about it.

"It's getting late, I'll take you back!"

Xia Xiaomi smiled at him and opened her hands.

He was slightly stunned, but quickly understood. He gently hugged her and let her go quickly.

Su Zeyu sent Xia Xiaomi downstairs and got out of the car.

"Thank you for taking me home, you go back, pay attention to safety on the road."

"Well! You go back first, I'll see you go upstairs."

Xia Xiaomi opened her mouth, but only said two words: "Goodbye!"

Goodbye, forever.

(End of this chapter)

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