Bamboo Horse Pianist

Chapter 19 Mo Bao, Don't Cry

We have all forgotten that there is a kind of friendship in the world, which is as great as love, so great that seeing the other party is happy and happy, and we are also happy and happy.

Part1
The sound of steady breathing in the bedroom, fleeting time staring at the beginning and end of sleep, she was really tired, she didn't pull him to talk endlessly like before, and soon fell asleep.

At this moment in the dead of night, Fleeting Nian keeps repeating what Professor Yu said in the morning...

"The tumor on the back of the brain compressed the ophthalmic nerve, which made her blind. According to the fact that she may have genetic family blindness symptoms, this situation is just early...Even if the tumor is removed by surgery, maybe her eyes will not be able to see. "

"..."

"But even if you can't see it, you have to take out that tumor. If I'm right, she should have a lot of headaches recently, right?"

Frowning, "...it seems...not." It was the first time he hesitated like this, because in his mind, there was no such memory at all.

She was very happy every day, much happier than before, he thought...it was because of his being by his side.

"Maybe it's because I don't want you to see it? I said fleeting time... You are also a medical student after all. Don't you know how painful it is to have such a big thing in your head?"

For a moment, her smile in the past appeared so pretentious in his eyes, and there was such a secret hidden under such a perfect and flawless smile.

How could he forget her stubborn nature?Even if it hurts to death, she won't show it in front of him, she just doesn't want him to worry.

His thoughts returned to the small face in front of him, seeing her habitually frowning in the dream, he gently smoothed the wrinkle with his fingertips, and said: "You little liar."

On the day Zhu Xiaopeng got married, Fleeting Years and Chumo passed together.

I used to hear people say that getting married is the happiest thing in a woman's life.At that time, she only thought that the wedding dress was very beautiful, the white one was like an angel, so she wanted to marry Fleeting Nian, because she wanted him to see her most angelic side.

Now she knows that some happiness comes from the bottom of her heart.

In winter, the bride was wearing a pure white wedding dress with bare shoulders. When someone asked her if she was cold, she shook her head.

Then someone laughed and said, "Today is the happiest day for a bride. No matter how cold it is outside, my heart is still warm!"

Then came the laughter of a group of people.

I can't see it at the beginning and the end, but I can hear the gentle voice of the bride.

Chu Mo said to Liu Nian: "Do you know? Wing Yi had a wish when he was a child, that is to open a supermarket at the head of the village and at the end of the village, and let his wife be the proprietress of the two supermarket chains. He actually did it."

Unexpectedly, Fleeting Nian actually asked back: "Then do you know what my wish was when I was a child?"

"Huh?" Chu Mo tilted his head and thought for a while, "Being a famous piano master?"

"No."

"That's... to be a master of medicine?"

"No."

Mouth pursed slightly, thought hard for a while, but gave up at the beginning and end.Fleeting Time is too unpredictable, and what she thinks in her heart cannot be guessed by a mortal like her, so she simply asked: "What is that?"

"I love you so much."

Part2
Fleeting Nian is going out for a trip today, and I feel a little worried that I will be alone at home at the beginning and the end.

Chu Mo patted her chest and said calmly, "I'm already this old, why worry? I promise you to stay at home obediently and wait for you to come back, and I won't go anywhere!"

In the end, Fleeting Years was pushed out by her.

Fleeting Years loves and feels helpless for her to return to the barbaric spirit she had when she was a child.It's not easy to get back these little habits of hers.

The place where Fleeting Nian was going was very close, but a dozen steps away, under the peach tree not far away, a tightly wrapped woman had been waiting there for a long time.

She stood under the peach tree, looking at the peach tree with only a dry trunk, and there were a few kits hanging on the branches, and she tied one of them back when it was about to fall.

Hearing footsteps, she turned her head and took off the mask on her face, revealing a familiar face.

It's just that I haven't seen her for a while, and her whole person has almost become unknown to Fleeting Years.The pale face was so serious that it turned purple, and the expression was not as cheerful as usual, and there was an inexplicable indifference.Fleeting Nian, who is a medical student, doesn't know what this situation is, but...Luo Zijia has been researching drugs related to the heart, and still can't control it?

Luo Xi reluctantly showed a smile: "I used to not care about my appearance, but in front of you, the male god, I still care a little bit, don't look at me with that kind of eyes, okay, otherwise, what will happen to me next? I don’t even know.”

Liu Young let out a "hmm" and looked away.

"Actually, I asked you out just to ask you to do me a favor..."

Luo Xi said: "If one day I'm gone, you can give Chumo my eye mask."

Fleeting Nian frowned: "Your illness..."

"You have also seen my current situation. In fact, my brother has tried his best in the past few years, and the doctor has also tried his best. I remember that the doctor told me that I would not survive, but I am 21 now. It is very good to earn three years more gone."

The fleeting time is silent.

"Chumo is my best friend, I hope I can do something for her. I have already talked about it with my family, and they all agree, and you... are the closest person to Chumo, I think if you If I agree, I have no regrets."

Luo Xi's voice was a little choked up, "The Luo family has been sorry for Chumo all these years. After I knew about those things, I kept thinking about what I could do to help Chumo. When I didn't know your relationship, I once wanted me to Brother has taken care of Chumo all his life, but unfortunately Chumo's heart is always only on you."

Luo Xi said: "From a very early age, I felt that there was someone hidden in Chumo's heart. My intuition has always been very accurate, but I didn't expect that person to be really you."

"..."

"Don't blame Chu Mo, she was young at that time, if her father didn't want to keep my father, she wouldn't be like this. Chu Mo loves you very much, really. Now she only has you as her only relative, I I hope you can treat her well. In this way, even after I leave, I can feel at ease. "

Fleeting Years knew that Luo Xi and Chumo were always very good, but never thought that she was so kind to Chumo.

Maybe Luo Xi herself realized that her words were a bit heavy, she explained with a smile: "I like Chu Mo because I saw another me in her. Maybe you will all wonder why I am always so vicious towards Su Ye …If it counts, we also grew up together. Specifically, he watched me grow up. He was my tutor. At that time, my father was very busy and my brother was studying abroad, so he was in charge of all my work. When I was young, I was not so lively, just like when I first met Chumo, I kept quiet and didn’t speak because of my illness.”

"All girls at a certain age are always dreamy, and at that time, Su Ye was handsome and gentle. It's not surprising that I fell in love with him during the process of getting in touch with him. Later, my father found out that I had a crush on Su Ye. Forbidden feelings, adults at that time were always very conservative in thinking, Su Ye was so much older than me and was my teacher, in their opinion, how could I like him and be with him? But I don’t care, I I just like it."

"After Su Ye was kicked out of the house by my father, I was very lucky to become a professor at B University. At that time, I didn't think too much about it. I just ran to his apartment secretly to find him. But I saw him hugging another woman Come out, he told me that he can't possibly like me, he has always regarded me as a student. The teacher-student relationship makes him feel disgusting. I don't think he is the one I know at all. He always touches me tenderly Su Ye on the forehead. It was only later that I found out that he was able to go to B University because my father made him stay away from me as a reward."

"Maybe it was for revenge, so I was admitted to B University." Luo Xi smiled and said, "I also changed my personality. It’s the original me, maybe this is the split personality of Gemini. It was also at that time that I met Chumo. How should I put it... In fact, I knew that she liked you, because I accidentally read her diary , which is full of the name Fleeting Brother. You may not know that many times, she will secretly follow behind you, or stand not far from you, just looking at you quietly, and the corners of her mouth will be Showing a happy smile. I often feel that a fool like her is really unique in the world, but fortunately God favors her, and her brother Fleeting who has always liked also likes her, unlike me."

Having said that, Luo Xi sneered, as if mocking himself.

But she quickly regained her composure, looked at the fleeting time, and said: "So I hope she can be happier than me. Seeing her being with the person she likes is like fulfilling my long-cherished wish. Can you Promise me, right?"

Part3
Fleeting Years is not a kind person. Although he sympathized with Luo Xi, when she said those words, he thought more about the beginning and end, so when Luo Xi asked him again, he finally nodded in agreement.

And Luo Xi also showed a reassuring smile.

We have all forgotten that there is a kind of friendship in the world, which is as great as love, so great that seeing the other party is happy and happy, and we are also happy and happy.

Almost a second after Fleeting Nian left, Chu Mo felt that something was getting worse and worse. After Fleeting Nian had gone for more than ten minutes, the pain that went deep into the darkness finally hit her.

It's always been like this recently, and my head hurts badly for no reason.Earlier, it was just a faint pain, and she didn't take it to heart.But later, the pain became more and more intense, and she faintly felt that something was wrong.When Fleeting Nian was away last time, she secretly asked Wing to help her look it up on the Internet. She didn't know what the disease was, and only knew that it was caused by the ball on the back of her head.

She didn't dare to show anything in front of Fleeting Years, and didn't want him to worry, so she always endured it.

Fortunately, every time I get a headache, it's at night, but today I don't know why, but I have a dull pain early in the morning, and now my head feels like it's about to explode.

She slowly squatted next to the sofa, hugging her knees and curling up into a ball, her face distorted and white from the pain.

Even though the heater was on in the room, cold sweat broke out on her forehead.

But even in such an unbearable pain situation, Chu Mo still pays attention to the movement outside, for fear that the fleeting time will come back suddenly and see her like this.

She kept praying in her heart, hoping that Fleeting Nian would not come back at this time, otherwise no matter how good she pretended to be, she would be exposed.

But when a pair of hands gently hugged her small body into his arms, she was almost so frightened that she even forgot the pain.

After Professor Yu said those words to him, how could the careful fleeting time be unprepared?

If he couldn't see her getting sick every time he was at home, then either she hid it well or she would show it after he left.

So when he came back, he could lower his voice and take a look at her painful process.

Although Liu Nian is a medical student, he can't empathize with Chu Mo's pain, and he has nothing to do about such pain, he can only hug her gently.

If possible, he is willing to transfer all the pain in her body to himself, not to say how much he loves her so pretentiously, but she has suffered too much, and he does not want her to suffer when she is so fragile. tortured like this.

Chumo lowered her eyes and said nothing, but bit her lips tightly, and her long eyelashes were stained with tears.

No matter how painful she was, she didn't cry, but when she was in Liu Nian's arms, her eyes were moist.

How could she have forgotten, how could such a smart Brother Fleeting Nian be easily deceived by her?

She just hated herself for not fighting for it, why she lost her eyes, if she didn't, she would be able to see Brother Liu Nian's expression now, and she could look into his eyes and tell her that she didn't hurt, really!As long as Brother Liu Nian is always by her side, no matter how painful it is, she will be able to bear it.

Until a tear fell on her forehead, Chu Mo trembled and raised her head suddenly, "Brother Liunian...are you crying?" She anxiously wanted to touch his face: "Don't cry, Brother Liunian, I don't hurt It's gone, it really doesn't hurt anymore, don't cry, okay?"

Liu Nian held her hand and said in a muffled voice, "I'm fine, leave me alone."

Then she wanted to pick her up from the ground, but she refused. She shook her head and said, "I really don't hurt anymore. It only hurts once in a while, and it won't hurt soon. Look, I shook my head." It's all right, Brother Fleeting Years..."

"Hmm." Fleeting Years responded with a deep voice.

Chu Mo gently stroked his face with his hand, and wiped away his wet tears, "Brother Liu Nian has always been the God in my heart, every time I think of you when I have a headache, I have a reason to bear it. Don't blame me I didn't tell you if it's okay... I just don't want you to worry... You must not know how happy every day is to me now, I don't want to lose... I would rather exchange this pain...Really, I willingly."

Liu Nian looked at the pale little face in front of him, a coldness that he had never felt before rose in his heart, he looked into her invisible eyes and said firmly: "I will definitely cure your illness, and your illness will be cured. Eye."

Part4
Chumo slept all night, and her condition was much better than before. When she opened her eyes, she still couldn't see anything clearly, but she could clearly feel the different atmosphere in the room. She tried to call out: "Yes Xiaoxi?"

"You're awake." Luo Xi's voice was brighter than her laughter, and she was still heartless every day: "Look at you sleeping for so long, I thought you just fell asleep and wouldn't wake up Come on!"

"..." Chu Mo rolled his eyes, "I haven't come to see me for so long, did you curse me?"

Luo Xi smiled and said, "Of course not. I brought you a present."

After finishing speaking, Chu Mo heard a rustling sound, and then two circles were placed on her hands.

She touched it, and asked with some uncertainty, "Is it a ring?"

"That's right!" Luo Xi said, "This is a gift for you and the male god. You should wear the ring I gave you when you get married!"

Chumo sniffed, handed the ring out, and shook his head: "It's too precious, I can't accept it."

"It's not too expensive, you only have a few dollars." Luo Xi said, "This may be the last time I give you a gift, so you take it well." Afraid she would not believe it, she added an extra sentence: " Really, not expensive!"

"Give me a gift for the last time? What do you mean? Where are you going, Xiaoxi?"

"Ahem! No, no... It was the last time you gave it away before you married the male god. And, have you forgotten? My biggest dream is to travel around the world. If I travel around the world and miss your wedding It's too late, so let's send it in advance!" Luo Xi coughed lightly, if you could see it at the beginning and the end, you would see that her complexion was very bad, white and purple.Seeing that he was hesitant to speak at the beginning and the end, Luo Xi said, "You must keep it, or I will buy it for nothing."

Chu Mo said, "Why buy it for nothing, you can keep it for yourself, and... who said that brother Liu Nian and I... will get married."

"I said it!" Luo Xi said with a domineering tone in her tone, "I have an intuition that you will be together forever!"

Chu Mo laughed: "You are here again."

Luo Xi has always regarded himself as "accurate by intuition", and the most amazing thing is that he is accurate every time.

"I would like to borrow your good words." Chu Mo said, "I can accept it, so can you tell me when you can have a serious relationship?"

Luo Xi said: "Why am I not serious? I am serious every time, okay? Just like what I talked about last time, that person actually thought that my rich family would bring pressure to him, and said he had never seen my family. If you are rich and look beautiful, tell me, is it my fault that the family is rich and looks beautiful?"

Chu Mo smiled helplessly, "It's not your fault. But if you always give others such expensive gifts, they will really be under a lot of pressure."

Luo Xi curled her lips and said: "No, I will only give you as a gift, okay? I won't give it to someone else. My best friend in Luo Xi's life is only Yang Chumo, so I will treat you very well." Very good!"

That day Luo Xi chatted a lot with Chu Mo, so much so that Chu Mo never thought how could Luo Xi talk so much.

In the end, Luo Xi asked if you could tie a ponytail for me at the end of the month, because I am going to meet someone I have liked for a long time.

At the end of the month, Xiaoxi, why have you never told me about someone you have liked for a long time?

Luo Xi smiled mysteriously, and said, if there is a chance, I will tell you...

The two of them were like how they were in the dormitory a long time ago. Every time Luo Xi wanted to go out on a date, Chu Mo would help her dress up. At that time, Luo Xi had short hair like a boy, and she really couldn't dress up.

Now, just in front of the dressing table, when Chu Mo combed her shoulder-length hair, she sighed: "I always think that if a girl is willing to grow long hair, it means that she wants to have someone she likes. Look beautiful in front of the person you like...Xiaoxi, although I don't know who the person you like is, I will dress you up beautifully."

"Well, I believe you."

Luo Xi looked at herself in the mirror, her hair was loosely tied, her eyebrows were slender, and her eyes were not big but curved. Although she was not the prettiest, she still remembered that person once said to her: "I like the way you narrow your eyes when you smile, lively and cheerful."

So, for a long time without him, she lived so lively and cheerful.

Part5
When Fleeting Years came back, Chu Mo was lying on the bed playing with the two rings, her face was flushed, she didn't know what she was thinking, and she didn't even hear his footsteps coming in.

It wasn't until the side of the bed collapsed that Chu Mo came back to his senses: "Brother Liu Nian?"

"Hmm." Fleeting Nian responded, touched her long hair and asked, "What are you thinking? So serious?"

"No." Chumo stretched out both hands to hug her, Liu Nian hugged her obediently, Chumo shrank her head into his embrace, then took his palm and put the ring on his hand: "Xiaoxi gave this to us."

After saying this, the blush on his face became even redder strangely...

Fleeting Nian looked at her bright ring, on which the names of the two of them were carefully engraved, and for the first time, this girl other than Chumo appeared in his mind. That day he looked at him with pleading eyes, hoping that he would Allow her to give her cornea to Chumo...

Although she said it was to repay the debt owed by the Luo family, but if she really wanted to pay it back, how could she be a little girl?
Fleeting Nian looked at the beginning and end of the innocent and happy face, these...he will not tell her.

There were too many bitter things in her life, and he didn't want her to know that his best friend was about to leave her.

But at this moment, Chumo didn't notice Fleeting Nian's thoughts, her face was still flushed, she said: "Xiaoxi hopes... um... I hope we can be together forever, that's why I gave this..."

After finishing speaking, her eyes looked at an unknown place, and there was something very expectant flashing in her eyes.

It would be a lie if she said that she didn't look forward to Luo Xi's wish at all. Before the fleeting years, she had been thinking about how to tell him that Luo Xi's...was also her own wish?Is it tactful, or direct?If you are too direct, will you feel that you can't wait?

In the end, she still chose a slightly tactful way... as smart as Fleeting Years, as long as she opens her mouth to give a hint, he should know what it means.

But she waited for a long time, but she didn't wait for Fleeting Nian to say anything.

When the expectation in her eyes gradually sank in the silence, but she still wanted to pretend in front of Liu Nian, she suddenly smiled relievedly: "It's okay, if Brother Liu Nian doesn't like it, then I will return the ring to Xiao Xi tomorrow. alright."

"Don't force yourself to smile so ugly—"

Fleeting Year's voice was faint, just as Chu Mo was about to open his mouth, he felt his hand being held up, and the ring fingertip was brought into the ring: "Put the ring on for you first, and we will make up for the wedding owed to you when your eyes are healed. "

Chu Mo was stunned for a full minute. During this minute, her mind was completely blank, and then——“Boom”, a bright firework exploded in her head, and then—“Boom, boom, boom” Three times, countless fireworks were exploding, causing her to lose her mind. Subconsciously, she touched the ring on her ring finger over and over again to make sure it was really in that position.

Then, Fleeting Years heard such a voice——

"Liu, Liu, Nian, Brother, Brother, Brother, is this, this, is, true, true, of, of?"

"..."

Fleeting Nian touched her nose speechlessly, and said with a smile: "Why do you stutter? I don't want to marry a stutterer as my daughter-in-law."

Chumo suddenly grinned silly, and she took Liunian's hand and kept calling: "Brother Liunian, brother Liunian...Brother Liunian proposed to me...I am the happiest woman in the world... "

Liu Nian held her little hand waving wildly, and said: "Okay, don't wave too hard, be careful that you will touch the brain nerve later, and your head will hurt again."

Chu Mo still smiled silly, "I'm just happy, I've never been proposed by anyone in my life."

Fleeting Nian was speechless for a moment, then suddenly said: "Mo Bao, promise me one thing."

"Well, you said."

"There is a cornea donation in the hospital, I hope you can operate as soon as possible."

"..."

Part6
The day when Chumo regained her eyesight was a bright spring morning. When the doctor took off the gauze from her eyes, she stared dazedly at the sun she hadn't seen for a long time. The familiar figure in the sun blurted out: "Brother Fleeting Time..."

During the time when she was blind, she never thought that there would be a day when she could see again. Her brother Liu Nian was standing there, looking even more handsome than before.

In the faint halo of the sun, his eyes were not as cold as usual, but gentle and affectionate instead.It was so profound that she knew that she was really not dreaming, her eyes really saw it, and then... that day, he really proposed to her.

Chu Mo foolishly stretched out the ring finger of her right hand, on which the platinum ring radiated endless light in the sun, releasing all the blessings.

"The operation was successful." The doctor said with a smile, "Try not to use your eyes too much for a month, and when your eyes get used to it, you will be like normal people in the future."

"Thank you." After Liu Nian thanked him, the doctor wisely left space for the two of them.

Chu Mo's eyes flicked over Liu Nian, as if he couldn't see enough, he kept staring at him like a complete little nymphomaniac.

Fleeting Nian squatted down beside her and asked, "What are you looking at?"

"Look at you..." Someone said without any shyness: "I want to see everything I haven't seen for so long at once."

"You can watch it every day in the future." Liu Nian said, "We should go home now."

"Okay." Chumo looked extremely happy, and she was already looking forward to the day when she could see the light again, although it had to start from the hospital.

The two tidied up and were about to go outside when they heard a voice from the door: "Am I late?"

It was Ruan Duhuan whom I hadn't seen for a long time.

At this time, the sound of the mobile phone vibrating came from the ward, Liu Nian took out the mobile phone, and said to Chu Mo, "I'll answer the call."

Then go outside.

Ruan Duhuan smiled at Liu Nian, he couldn't see Liu Nian's expression from Chu Mo's angle, he could only see him nodding his head lightly, and then went out, and he could faintly hear his voice answering the phone: "...I said it before, All concerts are canceled..."

Chu Mo still wanted to listen, but Ruan Duhuan walked in and placed the flowers next to her: "Congratulations on your successful operation."

"Thank you." Looking at the beautiful face in front of her as always, Chumo actually felt a little bit pimple in her heart, because of the previous photo shoot.But since everyone else greeted her with a smile, she didn't have to worry too much about it.Also gave a smiley face at the same time.

Ruan Duhuan said: "I haven't seen you for so long. I don't know that so many things have happened to you. It's really hard for you. But...it's also God's destiny. Luo Xi gave you his eyes, and you——"

"What?" Before Ruan Duhuan finished speaking, she was interrupted by Chu Mo, who frowned slightly in disbelief and doubt: "What did you just say?"

"I said I haven't seen you for so long, so many things happened to you..."

"No... it's the last sentence!"

"Rosie gave you his eyes?"

"What do you mean by that?" Chumo's eyes fixed on Ruan Duhuan: "You said, my eyes belong to Xiaoxi?"

"Yes... ah..." Ruan Duhuan said, "I only found out today, don't you know?"

"I don't know..." Chu Mo shook her head in a panic, feeling at a loss as to what to do.

"Then..." Ruan Duhuan carefully reminded, "Luo Xi is in the high-risk ward...do you know?"

"..." Chu Mo glared at her reflexively, and then ran outside like a gust of wind.

Fleeting Nian who answered the phone from the end of the corridor, when he entered the ward, he saw Ruan Duhuan alone, feeling a little worried in his heart, he asked, "What about the beginning and end?"

Ruan Duhuan withdrew his smile towards Chumo, looked into Fleeting Year's eyes, and said, "I told her about Luo Xi's donation of eye masks and her dying health, so I probably went to see Luo Xi."

Her tone seemed particularly calm, and she didn't feel the seriousness of the incident that Fleeting Nian had concealed at all.

A sense of disgust emerged in Fleeting Black Eyes, he didn't even look at her with disdain, and walked outside without saying a word.

"Wait." Ruan Duhuan called to stop him, but he couldn't stop him.

So, she did the most daring thing in her life - rushed up and hugged Fleeting Life from behind.

"Let go!" There was a cold scolding voice.

"No!" she said, "I admit that I did it on purpose, but how long can you hide this from her? The longer you hide it, the more she hates you, even if you are her favorite brother in time , but you deprived her best friend of her eyes, she will not forgive you."

"That's none of your business."

Part7
Ruan Duhuan's hands froze, he let go, and took a few steps back, with a mocking smile on the corner of his mouth: "Yeah, it's none of my business, I just like to be so self-indulgent, knowing that your heart has been filled by Yang Chumo It's full, there is no place for me. I used to only expect you to give me half of your heart to be satisfied, but you didn't! When Yang Chumo appeared, your heart was completely on her!"

Fleeting Years turned around, showing no sympathy for her madness: "From the beginning, I made it very clear to you that I will not fall in love with any woman, even if I am with you, it is still an ambiguous appearance."

"Yeah, what you said is so clear, but I just fell in love with you, what can I do? I liked you so much the first time I saw you. You are gentle on the surface, but actually indifferent to any girl who gets close to you Unfeeling, I just want to be by your side, I can only be by your side in that way, am I wrong?"

"You're right, you just shouldn't have met me."

"No..." Ruan Duhuan said, "I don't regret meeting you at all. I know that no matter what I do now, you won't like me, but it doesn't matter. I just hope you can coax me, even if it's a good deception Me, tell me, have you ever been tempted by me?"

"No."

"So... no matter how many women have appeared around you, did you only like Yang Chumo from the beginning to the end?"

"Yes."

After Liu Nian answered this sentence, he didn't stay any longer and left resolutely.

Ruan Duhuan looked at Mu Liunian, who was stingy with giving her a few more seconds from his back, and suddenly felt like a big joke.Once, she used ambiguity to confuse other people's eyes, making everyone around her think that she and Fleeting Nian were a couple and that she was his girlfriend.Later, they really believed it, and even she herself was happy to believe that they were really together.

Now it seems that after so long, what she did was just a joke that deceived everyone and herself.

Chu Mo never knew that watching other people's stories would cause tears.

In the ward inside the window, Luo Xi was wearing the white dress that was taken away from her home that day, sitting in front of the dressing table, her eyes covered with a layer of white gauze, she complained to the man who combed her hair: "Su Ye, It’s been the tenth time, if you can’t comb the ponytail well this time, I don’t want you to comb it for me. Last time, Chu and Mo combed it for me so well, I said don’t untie it, you have to do it for me!”

Regarding her unreasonableness, Su Ye explained in a low voice: "You have to sleep at night, and it's uncomfortable to tie your hair. Although I don't look good when I tie it, I will learn it slowly."

"Where do I have so much time!" Luo Xi said viciously, "Don't think you can make me look ugly because I can't see you. A real ponytail."

"Yes, yes, miss, I will definitely help you make the most beautiful ponytail in the world."

With these words, Luo Xi was relieved. She said, "I will write a letter to Chumo after I finish the ponytail. How should I tell her that I won't see her for a long time?" After finishing speaking, She propped her head on her hands, looking very melancholy.

Even though she is in a very bad state and her face is terribly pale, she can still be seen trying to pull herself together at the end of the week.Just like when I first met her, she is always full of vitality.

I still remember the first time I saw her, she still had neat short hair, stood in front of her, raised her head high and said, "You are Yang Chumo? I am your rival in love, Luo Xi! I am here to challenge you to a duel!" "

Thinking of this, Chu Mo, who was already in tears, finally couldn't stand it anymore and wanted to go in.But was held by a hand.

She turned around, and it was Luo Zijia.

Just as she was about to open her mouth, he made a silent gesture to her.

Because the door of the ward was ajar, Luo Xi heard the voices outside sensitively, and asked, "Who is outside? Is it brother?"

Chu Mo looked over, Luo Xi's face was facing this way, but this time, she could clearly see Xiao Xi's appearance, but Xiao Xi couldn't see her.

"It's me." Luo Zijia had already let go of Chu and Mo, opened the door and walked in.

But see Luo Xi smiled happily at him and said: "Brother, come quickly, help me think about how I should write to Chu Mo so as not to arouse her suspicion?"

"Why don't you write that you go abroad to play and then you meet a handsome guy, and you won't go back to China after you stalk him?" Luo Zijia kindly suggested.

Luo Xi was dissatisfied, "It's like a nympho, how bad is my image in Chumo's heart, can you help me think about it again?"

"Well... then I'll sit down and help you think about it..."

The following words were cut off by Su Ye's gently closed door.

Su Ye said: "Actually, she is in the best condition today for so long. Although she doesn't want to admit it, it will make people think that it might be a flashback..."

At the beginning and end of the year, he had to cover his mouth to keep himself from crying.

Su Ye said: "Actually, I regret that I agreed to Uncle Luo to deceive her on purpose, thinking that I left her for the position of professor of University B. If I knew that her life was so short, it would have been considered an age gap at the beginning, even if it was said by others. Shameless, I will stay by her side. Xiaoxi’s only regret in this life was given by me, and I don’t want her to leave with more regrets. It’s Xiaoxi’s fault that we have been hiding from you all this time. Meaning, she hopes that her best friend will live happily ever after, with the one she loves, so... Can you pretend that you didn't see all this today? Please don't go in, don't leave her regrets, can you? "

Chu Mo didn't know how she left, Su Ye was the only one left in the empty corridor. When she opened the door to enter, she heard Luo Xi's voice: "I wish I could see Chu Mo wearing a wedding dress when she married Mu Liunian. Be very happy...Brother, when the time comes, you have to take a video on the spot and show it to me in front of my grave, I promise you I can see it..."

"What stupid words!" Luo Zijia reprimanded in a low voice.

"Hehe..." Luo Xi still laughed heartlessly, making her uncomfortable and pain invisible forever, optimistic like a sunflower always smiling towards the sun.

Part8
After a long time, I will never forget the feeling of that day, my internal organs are in pain.

It turned out that when Xiaoxi said that the ring was the last gift she could give her that day, she really foolishly believed the reason she made up.

It turned out that Luo Xi was born with heart disease. It turned out that she had already made a decision to give her cornea to herself, but she didn't tell her a word, and only hoped that she could live happily.

Chu Mo really wanted to go back, ran into the ward and told Luo Xi why there was such a big fool like you in the world, but she couldn't, she couldn't be Xiao Xi's regret, even if her heartache was about to die, she still had to bear it, Compared to Xiaoxi, what is her pain?
She didn't want to cry, because these eyes belonged to Xiaoxi, how could she be willing to let her eyes shed tears?

But those eyes seemed to sense the pain of the master, and the tears flowed wildly.

Chu Mo didn't know how long she had been crying. Standing in such an empty and white corridor, she felt that the people around her were moving away from her one by one.No matter how hard she tried to stay alive, they were leaving...

She didn't look back until a pair of hands pressed her shoulders.

The owner of those hands hugged her trembling in his arms, bearing all her weight with his strong arms, and said softly in her ear: "Mo Bao, don't cry."

After the family accident, she told herself that no matter what the world treats her, she must work hard to live.During the time when she lived with her mother, when she was at school, and when Luo Xi cheered her on every day, she laughed it off.She always thought that as long as she was strong enough, she would be able to be strong... But now she realizes that she needs those important people by her side, and it is because of them that she has the reason to be strong.Why is she trying so hard to live a good life, but those who are so important to her have to leave?

Finally, she couldn't bear to sob aloud, she buried her face in the familiar chest, sobbed first, then cried bitterly: "I don't have a mother, I don't have a father, I don't even have Xiaoxi, I don't have anything. What's wrong, why did you treat me like this..."

That night, Chumo had a dream. In the dream, Luo Xi said to her with a smile: "Mo, don't cry, you know that I am most afraid of seeing you cry. Do you remember what my dream is? If one day I have If you have the chance, you must take my eyes to travel around the world! So you can’t cry my eyes out! Tsk tsk...why are you crying again, be good!"

"..."

Opening his eyes, in the empty room, there was no sign of Roxi, only the tears that wet the pillow in her sleep.

She didn't attend Luo Xi's funeral, because she knew that Xiao Xi didn't want to see her suffer, so she stayed at home that day and Fleeting Nian stayed by her side.

A peaceful life, only the days when she and Liu Nian were together slowly passed by. One day, an unexpected visitor came to the house, and it turned out to be the proprietress of "Qi Ri".

Only then did she know that the married man whom the proprietress had always loved was actually Luo Xi's father. When talking about Luo Xi, she smiled and said, "Actually, Xiao Xi has never liked me. After all, the name Xiao San is disgraceful." But since you came to the bar to work part-time, she took the initiative to talk to me for the first time, and often brought friends to the bar, basically when you were not around. In fact, no matter how mature she is, she is just a child. I know she will take the initiative to come to the bar I just want me to take care of you more. Xiaoxi has no friends since she was a child, she probably really likes you, that's why she treats you so sincerely and treats you like her own sister."

At the beginning and end of the day, I was speechless.

She has always known that Luo Xi treated her very well, even if she ignored her for a while because of fleeting time, she never blamed her.During those days when she lived in the Fleeting Apartment and Luo Xi was not in the dormitory, she thought she was doing well, but she didn't expect that Luo Xi was already suffering from illness during those days, but as a good friend, she I don't know anything, I thought...every time she appeared in front of me so optimistically, she really had a good life...

No matter how fast time goes by, she thinks, in her future life, she will keep Luo Xi's smile in her memory, and be a strong person like her.

In fact, she should be lucky. Although the people around her left her one by one, she once enjoyed the sincerity they gave.

Just like what Luo Xi said to her last time: My best friend in Luo Xi's life is only Yang Chumo, so I will treat her very well!
She really wanted to tell her that in the next life, she must never be like Luo Xi in this life, otherwise she would feel very uncomfortable and feel distressed.

(End of this chapter)