Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 66 Facing the sea, spring flowers bloom (3)

"If you want to lie to me that I will fall down first, I will accompany you. You know my character. I want to go out with two people, and I will never live alone." I spoke harshly.

"You think too much, I'm afraid you won't be able to hold back your mouth when you see it," he said.

……

Finally, the chocolate was gone too.

With this extremely limited food, we can barely keep alive these days.

"Qin Ziyang."

"Hmm." His voice was almost gone.

Not long after, my body began to slide downwards, but his hand that had been firmly holding me was no longer able to lift me up.

I took advantage of the situation and said, "Let's sit down and have a rest."

He nodded, and the moment my legs touched the ground, he suddenly fell down and lay slumped on the ground.

His forehead was full of water, not just sweat, but also rain.

I moved my legs and walked over, touched his head, it was so hot, "You have a fever."

No wonder he felt like a furnace at night.

"I'm fine, we have to go out quickly while we still have strength."

I nodded, stood up, reached out and supported him.

He refused, saying: "I can still hold on, you save your strength, if I can't, you go out alone."

"It's better for you to go out and be realistic. After all, my legs are inconvenient."

He shook his head, his face was almost as pale as snow.

The two of us were like this, walking and stopping, I don't know how many days passed, as if we had exhausted our entire life, and finally sat down on the ground, cuddling each other.

I looked at him and smiled foolishly.

"What are you laughing at?"

"Laughing, you also have such an embarrassing day."

"My embarrassment and desolation, you have never seen it so rarely."

"That's right. But, no matter what, I've never seen you covered in mud, dirty like a beggar. But..."

"But what?" He stretched out his hand and wrapped his arm around me, using the heat from his body to keep me warm.

"But it's still very interesting. Qin Ziyang..." I suddenly looked seriously at the other arm that he had been avoiding.Leaning forward, "What's wrong with your arm?"

"It's okay, I fell down, and I can't use my strength."

"let me see."

"No problem."

I simply did it myself and took it.But when he heard his gasp, he couldn't help but panic.Hastily rolled up his sleeves, only to see that the whole arm was very red and swollen, "Why didn't you say earlier, it's all like this, and you still carry me?"

I was a little anxious, but tears fell down without disappointment.

"It hurts more when I can't find you." He took my hand and placed it over his heart.

"What time is it, you still have the mood to say these love words." I was a little annoyed.

"I'm afraid that if I don't speak again, I won't have a chance."

This is the most depressing sentence that has come out of his mouth these days.

"Are you feeling unwell?" I frantically touched him.I just felt that his body was getting hotter and hotter, and even his breathing became much lighter.

"Su Nianjin, sit quietly with me and talk for a while." He answered irrelevant questions, leaned his head on my shoulder, and leaned quietly.

I was very scared in my heart. I have never been so scared in my life.Even scares me more than facing death.

"Qin Ziyang, if you leave before me, I will never forgive you in my life."

He doesn't speak.

I continued: "Even if I die, I will never be put in the same grave as you.

"Qin Ziyang...

"Qin Ziyang..."

I call.

"I'm here." He said for a while.The sound is very soft.

"If you really can't get out, this place is pretty good, with mountains and water, just the two of us."

He opened his eyes and touched my face, "The Su Nianjin I know would rather bleed than cry."

"That's because I didn't let you see it. You know, I've always been stubborn. If I don't hit the south wall, I won't give up. Even if I hit the south wall, I won't give up."

"Well, I didn't know you were like this back then. If I knew, I wouldn't dare to provoke you." He smiled, as if recalling something.

"Yes, you shouldn't have provoked me." But now, I can't even imagine what my life would be like if I hadn't met him. I can't even imagine such a picture.

"But if I do it again, I will still mess with you, but this time..." He shook my hand, "I will never drive you away."

"There are too many women around you. Your circle is too dazzling. I can't breathe in it."

"I've taken light on those things a long time ago. Some things, you'll never know how precious they are until you lose them, and so are people." After he finished speaking, he opened his eyes slightly and looked into my eyes steadily.

He said, "Su Nianjin, it's actually good to die with you."

After speaking, he passed out.I shook him hard, but there was no response.I was terrified.Sitting next to him, screaming desperately over and over again.

Just when I looked at him blankly without any hope, he woke up, but his expression was in a trance, just laughing.

look at me and laugh.

Then, he started calling my name.

His name is Su Nianjin, Su Nianjin...he kept calling, just these three words.I said I am here, I am here Qin Ziyang.He ignored it, and just read these three words, as if these three words had been integrated into his bones and blood, no one could throw them away, not even me.

Until he got tired of reading, he was silent again.

After another two days, I gradually couldn't hold on anymore.I fell beside him, holding his hand.

"You said, will the child wait for us there, and I can finally meet him. I just don't feel ashamed to meet him. You can go there first, and let him blame you first. You see, I still care so much .Qin Ziyang, that's my temper. I guess I won't change it in my next life."

I moved my head and rubbed upwards, just touching his heart.His heartbeat was still there, but very faintly.I pressed my ears tightly there, and my heart was much more at ease.

"Why are the stars so bright tonight? I've never seen such a starry sky in the city. Qin Ziyang, get up and have a look, how beautiful they are.

"You said, if there is a next life, how will we meet? Are you still looking at me from above like that, asking me if I am in love with you? For several years, I have been holding my breath because I think we still There is a chance, no matter how far I go, we can always meet again... In fact, even if you are married to another woman, as long as you are still alive, I feel fine. Even if you are not by my side, I can Live a good life. But you are still there. Qin Ziyang, I don't regret meeting you, I just regret that we are going to die, but we haven't had time to take a good look at each other. Over the years, I have said a lot to you and hated you a lot I don’t love you, but in fact, there is only one thing I want to say the most, that is, I love you until I die. You say, even if we die, we should be placed in the same grave. In fact, even if we are not in the same grave In a tomb, souls are also entangled. How can I let you go like this with such a deep obsession? But you, on such a cold night, don't hug me. Qin Ziyang, it's really cold tonight... "

Gradually, I couldn't speak anymore, and my eyelids became heavier and heavier.I closed my eyes, and in a trance, I saw Qin Ziyang wearing an iron gray suit, standing there coldly, looking at me, and said: Su Nianjin, you are so interesting.

When I woke up again, a few days later, I was lying in the hospital with a sling on my hand and a cast on my leg.My consciousness began to come back, and then I woke up suddenly, "Where is Qin Ziyang? Is he okay?" I grabbed the person beside me and asked anxiously.

"In the next ward, his life is out of danger."

The sudden pain in his chest stopped suddenly, and his heart was full of indescribable joy.The tears that I thought had been shed long ago stopped flowing when I felt that I was going to die, but when I heard that he was still alive, they started to flow.

Because of the cast on my leg, the nurse pushed me over.

As soon as the wheelchair reached him, the man opened his eyes.

"I'm fine." He smiled at me, the sun was shining outside the window.

"When did you wake up?" I asked.

"Two hours ago." Then he touched my hand, "Just now, I was still in your ward."

"Ah."

"Su Nianjin." He said suddenly.

"Ok?"

"I'm here."

I froze slightly and looked at him.

"When I was in a coma in the mountains that day, I thought I heard you calling me." When he said this, he stopped talking, only a pair of eyes, looking at me steadfastly, filled with light.It was even brighter than the starry sky that night.

Later, we were discharged from the hospital, but it seems that there are always regrets in this world. Qin Ziyang's arm was seriously injured, leaving sequelae.He is such a proud person, but his arms are no longer perfect.

I was a little worried and asked him: "Do you regret using this arm for our current marriage?"

"I don't regret my life."

"But I feel guilty," I said.

He was holding a pen in his left hand, and he was practicing signing. The pen was dipped in ink, and he was pausing in one place, "Then give me a baby. I will forgive you."

"Then you're still blaming me." I said aggrievedly.

He frowned, rubbed his temples, put down the pen in his hand and walked over.

"Using this arm to block your guilt towards Xu Moran, I think it's worth it." It turned out that he was still jealous of Xu Moran.

……

The following fall, I became pregnant.Qin Ziyang was very nervous. He often stuck to my belly and talked to the baby. He said, "It's hard for me to conceive him, so I have to be obedient."

In June, when the mountain flowers were in full bloom, I gave birth to him.The little guy is white and fat, he is a son, weighing seven and a half catties.

Qin Ziyang walked in, hugged him, smiling all over his eyes and brows.

He said, Su Nianjin, how lucky I was to meet you.

(End of this chapter)