Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 58 How can you sleep so peacefully (5)

Thinking about passing the stop, I hurriedly got out of the car and took a taxi to the train station.Maybe, I really can't adapt to the life of the simplest office workers...

There is a saying that goes well: It is easy to go from frugal to extravagant, but difficult to go from extravagant to frugal.

And I, after all, am just a mortal...

After returning home by high-speed rail, my parents were very happy, but they still looked at me in surprise.

"What happened? Why did you come back suddenly?"

Seeing their surprised looks, I suddenly felt a little sorry for them, and my nose was stuffy.After suppressing my emotions, I pretended to be calm and said: "It's nothing, I will come back and take a look if I miss you..."

The old man was obviously very happy, busy with this and that.

I stayed at home for a few days and didn't go anywhere.My parents are also happy to see me staying at home like this. When I get older, I always hope that my children will go home and visit often.From the bottom of my heart, I feel a little sorry for how little time I have spent with them in the past few years.I have to say that compared with the selflessness of their parents, children always seem a little selfish.

A few days later, I returned to the company and worked step by step.

As soon as the off-duty bell rang, I picked up my bag and walked out. Zhang Yuran chased me after just two steps.

"Nianjin, you and..." She looked at me and hesitated to speak, hesitated for a long time but still didn't say anything, and finally shook her head, "Forget it, let's not talk about this, let's say something else, we will accompany you tomorrow." I'll go pick out a birthday present for my man."

"Are you a man?" I was stunned, "Since when did you have a man?"

She winked at me, with the shyness of a little girl appearing on her face.Seeing how she looks like a little woman now, to be honest, it's really weird.

"Just had it." She said, even her voice became a lot gentler, women are indeed creatures that cannot lack the nourishment of love.

She suddenly turned her head to look at me, and said, "What about you? You are much prettier than me, you have temperament, and your skin is so good that you can advertise. Where is your love?" Although it is normal, it makes people feel serious no matter what they say.

I lowered my head, tightened my bag, and said lightly: "That thing is too extravagant for me, I..." It seemed to sigh softly, "I have already passed that kind of feeling..."

"Stop talking. How old are you, at least a few years younger than me? Su Nianjin, let me tell you, you are calling me old in disguise."

"I don't really mean that. It's probably related to my state of mind. Anyway, I can't get excited about this word now."

"Have you ever loved?"

"Well, I loved it." My voice suddenly became muffled.

Zhang Yuran's expression became serious, "With whom? Qin Ziyang or Xu Moran, or..." She raised her head and looked at me, "Is it Zhong Zilin...?"

I didn't answer, and continued to walk forward with her. When I was about to leave the gate of the company, I stood still, looked at her, and said in a low voice: "It doesn't matter who it is, anyway, it's over."

After I finished speaking, I changed the subject and said, "How about that guy of yours? You can treat me to dinner tomorrow, so I can help you identify it."

In fact, I have always had a good impression of Zhang Yuran. I didn't ask her too much about Zhong Zilin's incident last time. After all, people have some secrets that they don't want to tell, and it's pointless to dig them out like that.

"You identify?" She squinted her eyes halfway, hesitated for a while before looking at me, "That's not okay." These words were really firm.

"Why?" I was confused for a moment, there is no reason to refuse so firmly, isn't it, it's just a scene.

Unexpectedly, Zhang Yuran suddenly said in a serious manner: "Just because of the men standing beside you, all of them are extraordinary. My men are very ordinary. If you see them, they will not be buried for nothing. It will definitely affect our relationship at that time. "

I had fun and didn't say anything.This joy is not only in the mouth, but rare in the heart.It's been a long time since I talked to Zhang Yuran like this.She used to gossip and chatter with me when she had nothing to do. Since what happened last time, she has become a lot more reserved when facing me, and she always has a faint apology. This is the first time we have returned to the previous atmosphere.

But this atmosphere only lasted for a few minutes. When I came out and saw the man standing by the car, my steps froze.

The figure was leaning against the car, cigarette butts were all over the ground, and it was unknown how long it had been here.He looked back at me.There was a gloomy look in his eyes.

My heart was instantly aching.Take a closer look at him, but it's not just pain.

I walked over in three steps at a time, but stopped when I was in front of him.Even I feel baffled by myself, but I just can't go any further.Maybe it's because his eyes, the closer they are, the more people feel like a magnet, which can suck people in, but after sucking them in, there is nothing, black, like a deep well, deep and dark .

"Mo Ran..." I called him in a low voice, even I didn't expect that I would appear so guilty when I spoke.

"Why didn't you come?" he asked, his voice low and hoarse.

"Hehe, the work schedule is too full. It's not like you don't know that I have been off for such a long time, so I have to make up for the previous work."

He remained silent, and his face became more and more serious, as if cut by a knife, but it was a pity that he lacked a trace of soul, and looked cold and stiff.

Xu Moran looked at me motionlessly, and finally brought the cigarette to his mouth and took a deep breath.Maybe the movement was too violent, he couldn't stop coughing, at first it was just a small cough, and then he couldn't stop it, bent down, and gasped in embarrassment.

Only then did I realize that his face was really ugly and frightening. Not only was it bloodless, but it was also sallow, and looked more haggard than his pale face.

I look at his legs again.

"Didn't the doctor say that you won't be allowed to wear prosthetics for a few days?" I didn't care about anything at the moment, so I hurried over and patted his back, and said sharply.

He turned around and took a staggering step back, leaving my hands empty.

For the first time, this is the first time Xu Moran avoided my hand.

He was still bent over, coughing lowly, his sallow face flushed red from the cough.

Finally, he covered his mouth, forcibly suppressed his cough, raised his head, and his eyes were as sharp as a knife across my face. The coolness spread from the top of the head to the bottom of the feet.

"Don't touch me..." he said.I frowned tightly, and my body seemed to fall down, as if I might fall down at any time with a light touch.

"Don't be brave..." I walked over to support him, but he threw him away again.

"Xu Moran..." I whispered his name.

He didn't say anything, and he didn't look at me, his expression was a bit painful, and there were big drops of sweat dripping down his face.Finally, he straightened up, with a bitter smile on his lips, and said, "Su Nianjin, what I want is a chance, just a chance."

My hands froze there, my heart tightened suddenly, and I said shyly: "Actually, I don't know that this kind of care is like a knife to you, but Xu Moran, I beg you, please take care of yourself a little bit. Or are you showing me that you don’t care about yourself on purpose? You know it’s meaningless. As you said, what you want is opportunity, not this kind of care that is close to sympathy. Then please, have more compassion for yourself , even if it is a little..."

"Why? Why can't you promise me and give me a chance? I said I don't care about the result. I just want a start. Isn't that okay? Isn't that okay?" Xu Moran suddenly rushed over, dragging his hands leg.It seemed that he was in so much pain that he couldn't walk smoothly, but he managed to survive.Veins twitched sharply on his pale to bloodless face, his eyes were also full of anger, and the expression on his face could even be called ferocious.I've never seen Xu Moran like this before, he's always so forbearing and restrained, but at this moment, he finally couldn't take it anymore, he shook my arm and growled loudly at me.His hands were trembling, and through this shaking, I could clearly feel him trembling.

"Don't do this, Mo Ran. If I promise you at this time, it will be a tragedy for you and me. I know myself best, here..." I pointed to my heart, "It's still hurting inside, It doesn't have the ability to bear your love now. If it were a stranger, I might agree, but if it were you, you wouldn't be able to, do you know? You can't, because I love you so much, so you can't."

He put down his hands dejectedly, and that smile was even more bitter to the bone.This time I couldn't bear to see his expression even more. His mouth was not tightly pursed, but trembling. He was trembling and wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it. In the end, what was left was still that desolation.

After a long time, he spoke, his voice was very soft, with a touch of self-mockery, "It turned out to be because my heart hurts... because my heart hurts..." Xu Moran backed away as he spoke, and his smile grew bigger and bigger.He bent down and laughed inexplicably, which made people feel sadder than crying, and his heart was tightly twisted into a ball.I walked over and stretched out my hand, trying to help him up, but the hand didn't really fall on him after stretching out for a long time.

Finally, he raised his head, looked at me, and said in a low voice: "Su Nianjin, if you share one-tenth of your love for Qin Ziyang, it will be enough for me." Get back in the car and sit in the back seat.

His back is so sparse, but he is still straighter than anyone else.This is Xu Moran.

(End of this chapter)