Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 49 The back of love is never hate (3)

I still remember that when I was studying in school, one day, the sixth child in the dormitory exclaimed, "Nian Jin, come and have a look. Have you seen this table? Do you know how much it costs?"

I was holding a hair dryer in my hand at the time, and I used it carefully, fearing that the voltage would be too high, and the whole floor would trip. When I thought of the gloomy face of the aunt in the dormitory, I only glanced at it quickly without paying attention. Nonsense: "One hundred thousand."

She immediately exclaimed, "That's right, you have good eyesight. I just showed my second child, and she only guessed a few thousand. You are much better than her. You will be right at once, and you may be able to experience it in the future." Woolen cloth."

"Stop talking nonsense, how much is it?" I asked curiously.

"As far as the number you just said, there are some extra odds. I don't know who uploaded this photo. My god, a table of dishes costs [-] yuan. Many people can't earn this amount for several years, and I don't know. What are they eating in their stomachs, is it diamonds? They are not afraid of choking to death."

This is a typical symptom of hatred of the rich. I didn’t feel anything special, so I passed it after hearing it, but I couldn’t help being surprised in my heart—a table of meals worth [-] yuan is really extravagant.It's just that such a life is just listening to it. I never thought that one day, no, not one day, but would often face such a table of wine and food.But after entering the stomach, apart from the sweetness that was caused by vanity at first, the chicken is still chicken, the vegetables are still vegetables, and the rice is still rice.

I put away these thoughts, walked over and sat down beside Xu Moran.

Even if there was a tense relationship between men just now, the wine table can also turn into hypocrisy.It was Qin Ziyang and Xu Moran, who were holding cups and collided in the air, their voices were unusually clear and clear, it seemed that the quality of the cups was better, and the sounds they produced were really different.

The people below also laughed and said some scene words.

"It turns out that Young Master Qin and Xu are old acquaintances. It's really a coincidence. It seems that we should have a few more drinks today and have a good time." Because he had targeted me before, Director Chen fought back with all his strength. Circus, show your courtesy.

If he still can't see any signs of it, then he has been in the officialdom for so many years and got into this position in vain.At this moment, he speaks naturally, toasting and interjecting without leaking, and he is also a really capable person.

"Come on, Ms. Su, I'll toast you too. I'm so sorry just now. You didn't say it earlier. I had a few glasses of wine and I haven't recovered yet. I just feel that my hair is swollen. Oh, I'm really old, my brain is getting worse and worse, don't be surprised by what happened just now." The sincerity on his face made it difficult for people to say "no", neighbor The appearance of the uncle of the family is full.

I'm already used to these things, so it wouldn't matter if I cared about them, but I just thought of Qin Ziyang's silent and cold-eyed look just now, and my heart tightened, as if there was an invisible hand pinching there, and he refused to let go no matter what. So his complexion couldn't turn away, but he couldn't just sit like this regardless of his face, so he could only stand up slowly, raised his cup high, and said in a neutral way: "If you want to blame Bureau Chen, you should blame me for this." Stomach, to use Director Chen’s words just now, it’s just that it hurts badly someday, but it just caught up with today, hehe, I should be the one who said I’m sorry.”

As soon as these words came out, embarrassment suddenly appeared on the old face over there.But his official position can't do anything to me, besides, he has nothing to do with me now, so I don't need to care too much about him, and although I don't know Xu Moran's current status very well, I also vaguely feel that he is higher than them Come up a notch.

Xu Moran, how could he suddenly become so amazing...

The Xu family is again...

I suppressed these chaotic thoughts in my heart and raised my eyebrows to look ahead.

"Ahem, this wine is all to blame. It's really a bad thing. If Ms. Su still has a grudge in her heart, I'll punish myself with three more drinks." He raised his glass as he spoke.

"Director Chen also drank a lot just now, don't mind Miss Su." Prosecutor Zhang also hurriedly said.He is really a person who knows how to behave in the world. He helped me just now, and now he helps Bureau Chen. He has helped both sides, leaving a good impression on him.

I didn't want to hold on to this matter, the so-called more things are worse than less things, and it's good to let go of personal feelings.

But at this moment, Qin Ziyang suddenly said: "Miss Su has always been generous, so why would she take such a small matter to heart? Besides, Director Chen didn't do anything out of the ordinary just now. It's normal to have a few more drinks on the wine table. At the beginning of the year, women do not give way to men. Director Chen just took the words of not being able to drink alcohol as occasional words that need to be comforted by others. There is no one back and forth, and the wine is always hard to swallow. Do you think it is true? Mr. Xu..."

Xu Moran tightened his hand holding the wine glass, but only for a moment, then slowly poured it into his mouth.After putting down the wine glass, he didn't answer the words, but stretched out his chopsticks to pick up a prawn, and slowly peeled the shell of the prawn under the eyes of everyone.His craftsmanship is really good, he seems to do this often, and after a while, a whole clear and tender prawn fell into my plate.

Only then did he raise his head to look at Qin Ziyang who was opposite, and said calmly: "Nianjin has a bad stomach, it doesn't matter whether she is a woman or not, I just want her to be healthy."

Qin Ziyang put down his chopsticks with a snap, his face was as stern as a stone sculpture corroded by severe frost, with a little more coldness.

"Miss Su is really lucky. Mr. Xu really loves you." After a long time, Qin Ziyang's words were thrown out as if squeezed from between his teeth, but everyone here would not really Take this as an ordinary blessing.

In short, this meal, including the bridge game before, was a bit weird from the beginning, and everyone's eyes were on me, Xu Moran and Qin Ziyang.

"Yes, Miss Su is really blessed. When will Young Master Qin find one? Elder Qin must also want to have a grandson sooner."

At this time, the woman sitting next to Director Zhang who had been silent all this time said with a smile.

Her voice is very special, but it is definitely not boring.

As soon as the words fell, everyone followed suit.

But Qin Ziyang didn't accept this feeling, his expression didn't improve at all, and he looked at me recklessly.

"Miss Su, I respect you and Mr. Xu."

He stood up, poured the wine himself, and looked at Xu Moran and me.

"Sorry, I..." I was about to refuse, but when I looked up and saw Qin Ziyang, the cold aura emanating from his body surprised me, and I couldn't utter a word when the words of refusal came to my lips.

The determination in those eyes made it impossible for me to say "no".

"I'll drink for her." Xu Moran also stood up.

"I respect you all, not her. Substitution seems inappropriate. Besides, Mr. Xu, not everything can be replaced. The replaced things will not last long after all." Qin Ziyang said in a deep voice.

Xu Moran's face changed suddenly, and he regained his composure in an instant. He looked at me, as if he was asking for my opinion.

It seems that this glass of wine must be drunk no matter what.Qin Ziyang, do you really want to see my stomach bleed, or my viscera burned by alcohol and sent to the hospital?Or... you are waiting for me, waiting for me to beg you, waiting for me to speak softly...

I raised the wine glass, and as soon as it touched my mouth, the glass in my hand was snatched away, and I put it heavily on the table, making a crisp bang.Everyone looked at Qin Ziyang.

His face was scary, as if it was not me but him who was being forced.He looked at me hard, but didn't say anything.

Everyone present felt the unusual atmosphere, and the whole room fell silent.

"I have something urgent, so I'm leaving first. Ms. Su should save this glass of wine for later." After speaking, he turned around to greet everyone and walked out.

It happened so suddenly that everyone didn't understand what was going on for a while, only Xu Moran's hand holding the wine glass was a little tighter.

After I sat down, I ate a few mouthfuls of food silently. No matter how noisy Zhang Jian and Chen Ju were, I still couldn't eat and felt extremely tired.

Qin Ziyang, he didn't force me to drink it.

After the dinner was over, they socialized falsely and presumptuously, and everyone left exhausted.

Secretary Shen waited for a long time, saw me coming out and rushed over, just about to say something to me, but saw Xu Moran walking over, with a hand on my shoulder naturally.He was taken aback for a moment, and the words he was about to say were forced to be stuffed back, but the mouth was still open, so he formed a very strange appearance, the half-open mouth could almost stuff an egg into it.

"Nian Jin is a bit tired today, I'll take her back first." Xu Moran embraced me, and said to Secretary Shen beside him indifferently.It sounded like a solicitation, but it actually had an unquestionable determination.

However, it was impossible for Secretary Shen to refuse. After being dazed for a few seconds, he immediately put on a smiling face, nodded and bowed his head, "It's okay, it doesn't matter. If you're tired, you can take a rest for a few days."

"Thank you." Xu Moran smiled at him.

"Mr. Xu is too polite, hehe." Secretary Shen looked at me after speaking, and said with concern: "Why are you so tired, and you got drunk inside?"

"No, maybe I didn't sleep well yesterday." I didn't say much, I was so tired that I didn't want to say a word.

Secretary Shen glanced at me a few times and said nothing more.

While waiting for Xu Moran to drive the car out, I uncontrollably glanced at the parking place, and the familiar Jaguar was no longer there.I don't know what it's like in my heart, but I just feel that the wind at night is a bit cool, and the leaves on the trees are rustled by the wind.

After a while, Xu Moran drove the car over.I got in the car, he fastened my seat belt, and walked silently all the way to the entrance of the community.

"Do you want me to find another place for you?"

I know why he asked, but I still shook my head after thinking about it.Since he can buy this place, changing another place is just a two-time job. According to their financial resources, buying a few more houses is as easy as buying clothes for ordinary people.

"Call me if you have anything to do, you know, I never turn off the phone on that number." Xu Moran explained seriously, those crystal clear eyes that looked like deer in the early years are still so bright at this moment, It's just that there is a little more sadness in it.

"Don't worry, I'm not a child. Comrade Xu, remember, you are younger than me." I said jokingly, somewhat unable to stand Xu Moran's expression.I can't tell what's going on, I just don't want to see it, I feel heavy in my heart, and I'm like a person in a period of fatigue, just want to live in peace, at least in a certain stage, peace is what I need most , I need to use this time to settle some things, some emotions, and the huge sense of desolation that seems to be able to swallow people up in my heart from time to time.

There always seems to be a place in my heart that is empty, and this place needs to be calmed down slowly.

He listened to my words without saying a word, just looked at me seriously and seriously, finally lowered his head, turned the car key again, and stopped looking at me, "Be careful." He said.

I looked at his profile.Xu Moran, who has the most charming profile in the world, has always been such a gentleman, never overly intimidating, cautious but just right.

"Well, I will." Actually, I wanted to ask about his so-called "fiancée".Although I knew it was false, at that moment, at that moment, Xu Moran's expression when he said these words was so unignorable that it was hard to just take it as a joke.

But at this moment, looking at this side face, this side face with perfect lines but faintly tense, I couldn't speak, and finally just said goodbye and went upstairs.

As soon as the elevator door opened, I saw Qin Ziyang waiting on the floor.He was still wearing the same black suit that he wore in the VIP room today, but his tie was open and hung there casually. He was a little more uninhibited than at the banquet. Time is much thinner, and the long shadows converge into a point under the light, and are suddenly stretched apart in another direction.

Inexplicably, I thought of the days in the United States before...

That time I went to see a piano concert, which was Lang Lang's performance in New York.I called him, but the phone kept shutting down because he was in a meeting.Holding two concert tickets in my hand, I hesitated and decided to go alone.Because he left in a hurry, he only left a note on his usual writing desk.

For some reason, he didn’t work on the desk after he went back that day, and when he called me, it showed that he was not in the service area, so he was in a hurry, drove around the whole New York to look for it, and finally had to go back to the house to wait. , but I still didn't go back.

I was wandering alone in the bustling streets of New York. I raised my head to look at the neon lights and the pedestrians passing by. I just didn’t want to go back.After listening to the piano music, I seemed to have been given a booster, and I was so excited that I didn't want to go back to the room where I was alone.Later, when I wanted to call him, I found out that my wallet and mobile phone had been stolen at some point, and all my good mood was gone. I stood on the street like an abandoned child, unaccompanied, and people of different skin colors and races everywhere. Crowd, that sucks.I squatted on the ground and curled myself up, but I didn't cry. Although my eye sockets were already wet, maybe big drops of tears could fall in the blink of an eye, but I still held down the tears firmly and didn't let them fall.

Finally I stood up and yelled loudly.Perhaps in China, this would make people think that I am crazy, but in the United States where various cultures gather, it is a very common thing, only a few indifferent glances from people who happen to pass by me.

At that moment, I wanted to see Qin Ziyang like crazy.

But there was no money in my pocket, so I ran to the company where Qin Ziyang and the others worked.Because it is a big company, it just happens to be near the urban area. After arriving there, I still couldn't speak the language, so I could only understand a general idea, jumping out word by word.At this time, I especially hated myself for not learning English well.When I was in college, the English test was copied, because there were always some classmates who existed for the benefit of everyone, and I got along well with them, and the final test was always unfavorable.

It was already two o'clock in the middle of the night when I finally got home.

As soon as the elevator door opened, I saw Qin Ziyang standing there. He was tall and big. It was winter, and he was wearing the scarf I gave him around his neck. The scarf was crookedly woven. Luckily, he was very happy to wear it.

When he saw me, he immediately hugged me.

He said, "Su Nianjin, where have you been?"

I was held so tightly by him that it was difficult to even speak.

"My wallet was stolen, and my phone is gone." Tears flowed out as she spoke, looking very miserable.It's strange to say that I have been trying not to cry, even if I stood penniless on the street and didn't cry, but when I got into his arms, I cried in a mess.

"Do you know how long I've been looking for you? I thought..."

He paused, but finally didn't say anything.

Later, when I was tired from crying, I realized that this was the corridor, so I took his arm and walked towards the door.The shadows at that time were like this, long, gathered into a point, and then stretched out.

It's just that the two shadows were merged at that time, but now they are slowly extending in different directions...

"You really want to marry him?" Qin Ziyang broke up all the warmth of the past when he opened his mouth, not even a little bit of warmth left.

His mouth was tightly pursed, and there was no anger in his eyes that wanted to eat me at the wine table, it seemed that there was only coldness left.

Although I was in the corridor, I felt colder than if my whole body was exposed to the outside.

Not only was it cold, but it was also painful. The skin on my body ached inexplicably.Of course, besides this place, there is another place that is hurting. It is lying on the second rib in my left chest, and it is faintly and bit by bit dull paining.

Those memories, terrible memories, why did they pop up at this moment, and then they were ruthlessly and almost ruthlessly broken up, leaving behind fragments, cutting hearts and flesh.

(End of this chapter)